don't ask me what this is cause i really don't know


tumblr is not doing good things for me. well, that’s a lie. I’ve talked to some wonderful people and made some lovely friends. I’ve learned a lot and laughed a lot…..but the cons outweigh the pros. to me and my adhd, tumblr is basically crack. completely addicting. it’s interfering with my life and I’m not getting stuff done. being surrounded by posts about mental illness and discrimination in the lgbtq community and politics and stuff like that….is exhausting really, especially for someone with mental illnesses and disabilities like me. I guess what I’m trying to say is that adhd (and anemia cause that’s a way bigger problem than most people think) is a huge force in my life right now, and I need to save my spoons and take care of my self. I can’t lie on my bed and hyper focus on my phone for hours everyday anymore. so I’m taking a break. or at least a partial break. I’m mainly on mobile, so I’m deleting this damn app as soon as I finish this post and I’m gonna go do my makeup and go have some fun with my friends. I’m not staying home tonight, not again. I’m not missing out on life because my energy has all been drained reading negative posts on the Internet. I’ll keep up my queue and talk to my mutuals on my laptop, but I’m turning off my asks. (however submissions will stay open and will be greatly appreciated in order to keep my queue up) if I unfollow you, please don’t take it personally, I just need to keep myself from getting distracted and I need a dash that is free from shitposts and discourse. anyways. thank you for being such amazing, caring, understanding, patient and beautiful followers. and thank you for putting up with lil ‘ole me and my disabled ass. maybe when I get better I’ll be more active again.
xoxo, lots o love,

I’m having a bad emotional moment >.<

Someday Supernatural will be over, and someone at a Con is going to ask Misha “what caused Destiel?”

And Misha will sigh and think for a moment. Then he’ll just be like “fucking Jensen. I came in to play this angel and he wouldn’t stop staring at me. It’s Jensen’s fault. It’s always been Jensen’s fault.”

“Well, to be fair, you stared back.”

Misha thinks for a moment more. “Yup, fuck. It’s our fault. The whole thing. I blame us. Whoops!”

anonymous asked:

What the heck is going on with Medical Attention? It started off 1-2 times a week being updated and this last time was over a week to the next chapter. If the writer wants us to read, she should be faster with the updates. She owes it to us readers. Love your blog by the way!

Ok anon take a step back right now. 

Jill doesn’t owe you anything. No fanfic writer owes you anything. 

Specifically at the moment, Jill is working over 70 hours a week, and has two kids. So she’s pretty busy. 

But that’s not even the point. She can be unemployed and have nothing else to do in her life and she doesn’t have to update often. 

You really need to understand that people usually can’t just sit down and whip out a chapter in an hour and have it ready to post then and there. Editing, rewriting, betaing, etc all need to happen.  

Writing inspiration comes and goes and many authors find it difficult to write for a while and then some can write a lot. It depends on the person. 

Bugging authors to update is not the way to get them to update more. Encouragement and positive words to show your appreciation can help, but even then no guarantees. Asking the author or me, saying things like this is just gonna make them upset and less likely to want to write a story that brings up negative feelings. 

Please do not think you are entitled to anything, they are writing these stories in their spare time, FOR FREE. For fun. For our enjoyment.

Clearly you are enjoying Medical Attention, so if you want more then leave your negative comments in your head and appreciate what you are given. 

And tbh a lot of stories I love would only get updates once a month, once every few months even. Update times will change for everyone. So Jill updating a little over a week is nothing. Also her chapters are long, which is so great. So yeah. Stop.