don't ask me if i like her because the answer is no

So yeah maybe I ran out of questions but you ran out of answers.
where the fuck were you when i was half drowned in a bottle of whiskey just asking for a text back?
where the fuck were you when life crawled under my skin and tore itself out from the inside?
where the fuck were you when I was going through it last November and you said looking at pain this close made you uncomfortable?
where do you get off with telling me I shouldn’t talk to him and that he’s bad and he only cares about one thing when the only goddamn time you were interested in me is when my clothes were off and yours were too
look at this game we played because it never was that to me but you only just now put your cards down so you could hold her fucking hand and
i can’t be mad about it I can’t feel it in my chest like a jolt of electricity i can’t beg for you to come back when you were never even here so
maybe i ran out of questions
but only when you stopped fucking answering them.
—  so block me again we’re not even friends– lily rain

I have something I must ask you. Because I really like you, we build a farm together, have a baby, and want to live as ordinary citizens, would you want to live with me?

anonymous asked:

Hi! Are you ok? :D I was wondering (and please forgive me as I take for granted you recieve a lot of similar questions per day) if Hak would be mad at Yona for the kiss. I LOVE the fact that it was her the one who dared to move forward ^.^ but I can't help but think he's rather angry with her because of that unexpected move of hers. I feel really happy for him though, now that his dream is likely to become true

Hi! I’m very okay, thanks for asking~ I hope you’re okay too ;D

I too love that it was Yona who dared to make the first move (it’s something I thought needed to happen, so I was glad it did!) and as for Hak’s feelings… well, I don’t think he’s mad per say, at least in a way that he didn’t want it to happen or would tell Yona that she shouldn’t have done what she did. 

To me, Hak is a little bit annoyed at what happened, but more due to the circumstances than the action itself. I think he was already super stressed out - I mean, his friends are being held hostage in Xing, he’s having to negotiate with Soo-Won, a man he hates and doesn’t trust, AND he’s just done something he didn’t want to do at all in that he used his influence in the Wind Tribe to put them against Soo-Won in what could very easily be seen as a rebellion and endanger his family; then on top of all that Yona is wanting to separate them and go off on her own. He’d already be uptight but then Yona swoops in and kisses him like it’s something normal(??) and I think that was the straw that broke the camels back for Hak. Because though being kissed by Yona is likely something he’s wanted for ages, why’d she have to do it right then, when he couldn’t reciprocate or sit down and talk to her and when they might not see each other for some time? As such, I think he became a little exasperated in a sort of, “Great, now I have to deal with this on top of all that as well!?” kind of way. I hope that makes sense ^ ^;

anonymous asked:

Alright so no bad intentions but i find it weird when people call out sarah j maas for lack of diversity in her books whilst loving the remnant chronicles where everyone is white except for the gaudrel tribe (that are like romani people who are also very caucasian)... I'm still halfway through heart of betrayal, tough... So i don't know the whole thing... But yeah it's weird

Eh it’s not that weird tbh. There are plenty of books that don’t have an incredibly diverse cast. The problem with SJM isn’t just the lack of diversity. It’s that the diverse characters she does have, she kills off for the progression of the white characters plots. It’s that she’ll put ethnic clothing on white people with no people of that ethnicity in sight. It’s that all of her books are incredibly heterosexual with alpha male problems. And her books are still wildly popular with only criticisms found in the far flung corners of the internet (until recently when criticisms have been gaining traction).

She gets more criticisms because there is more to criticize. Not all books are created equally.

Should Remnant Chronicles have more PoC? Yeah. But it doesn’t have all the other issues that SJM books have with the amount of mainstream popularity that SJM books have so ergo it doesn’t get called out as much.

Longass ask answer bc I’m stupid


If the Midnight Cinderella boys had blogs what would they blog about? What are their urls? Who would have the most followers? Who spends the most time on it? Do they follow each other?”

I got carried away >.> this is ridiculously long, I seriously apologise to the person who asked. 

 Anyway, here we go, huehuehuehue… Just some ideas, and collating the answers for each character together to make it more organised ;) this is assuming that they’re with and/or like the MC, including her as a potential followed blog bc I want to ahahaha :D

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You, of course.

I had some thoughts about who holds Vex’s heart.

After her bold words to Saundor, they all come to her, one by one, all seeking answers to questions she had rather left alone. But they come, and she answers as honestly as she feels like. (But elves are masters of half-truths.)

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anonymous asked:

to mod: you got a house, doesn't matter what size it is but you can only bring 3 fictional characters from anything, who would your 3 be? pass it on.

well first i’d bring the lamp (and consequently genie) from aladdin before aladdin frees him so that i can have two wishes.

(the third wish would be sending him back to aladdin so that, you know, the movie still happens the same way it did originally)

second, akasha, from queen of the damned, because if anyone’s going to make me into a vampire… i’d like it to be someone badass and gorgeous~

third, buffy, from buffy the vampire slayer, so that she can kill akasha before she eats everyone in the entire country. and also so buffy can move back to LA and buy nice dresses and chillax for a while before i use my first wish to send her back to sunnydale so she can, you know, save her world.

(my second wish would be for a sentient animal companion. whom i would also totally make into a vampire. and then i would sit in my house and read a lot of books. forever. (o,..,o) )

Thank you!! You bring up a good point about Yona and those two Hogwarts houses (and let’s be real here, the houses of the HP series don’t make 100% sense all the time in terms of sorting based on a few traits) but I may disappoint you by saying that in my headcanons for AnYxHP, Yona is in Gryffindor. However, my headcanon is that the Sorting Hat takes a while (in a near Hatstall) to choose between Hufflepuff (which it thinks she’s more suited to and wants to place her in) and Gryffindor and Yona asks to be in Gryffindor, which the Sorting Hat then agrees to. This is because, for me, Yona would admire the traits shown by those in Gryffindor: she would value their chivalry and loyalty and be intrigued by the brave and adventurous nature of the house, so she’d want to be a member not because she exhibits these exact traits, but rather because she wants to better herself and come to exhibit them. The Sorting Hat would see the potential in her and agree in the end~

But, that’s just my take on things - to be honest I could see ways to defend headcanoning the AnY characters into any of the houses really (as you have) so it all comes down to how you interpret them ^ ^

@ last person who sent me an anon message. I won’t answer you publicly because you’ve  mentioneted other person’s url, but… yikes. I need to share this.
That anon told me about a fanfic where F/eyre is literally sold to Rice, but they fall in love anyway. I shouldn’t be surprised after that “Rowrat meets Alien when she’s a child” fic but… yikes2. There’s nothing romantic about that f/eysand AU, absolutely nothing. Want advice? Write an AU where he doesn’t drug her “for her own good”

anonymous asked:

Why don't you like Sarada? Just want to know 😘

I don’t dislike her. She just means nothing to me. I hardly acknowledge her as an Uchiha because honestly she feels like another prize Sakura can use to wave around. (Although I’m 99.9% sure she is not even her real daughter) But she just does absolutely nothing for me. 

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— ten questions ask

I was tagged by @syugatae to answer this ten questions… lol some were hard… especially the first one. Thank you for tagging me <3

1. In a nutshell, how did you get into kpop?

It was the year 201…2 (?) and Laura had no idea what kpop stood for. However, she started college and there she found a friend who happened to like BigBang. The k-friend showed Laura a video of Fantastic Baby and her initial reaction was: “What did just happen?” So Laura did not enjoy kpop that much when she was first introduced to it, especially because that friend bashed any group that wasn’t BB (I used to dislike EXO sm and it was because of all the things she said lol Byunbyun I’m so sorry)

Now flashforward to 2014-5. I watched Good Boy and I fell in love with GD, like… it was serious bussiness. I think he was the first one I ever read fanfiction of? (No, actually it was Tom Hiddleston, I’m sorry GD), but a bit more of flashforward to when I met my loves.

I think the first video of BTS i ever watched was Dope (lol I don’t really remember I’m sorry, but this is my first memory of having an obsession with them) and I screamed when Jungkook appeared and said “Ayo ladies and gentlemen” straight” to my heart (can you believe he was my first? the one i first noticed? the one who said to me please make me yours (bias)? can you?), because i have a thing for uniforms and I was sold, soon after I started falling deeper into the pit and now I am here (in the trash, with all of you my friends).

This is who I became.



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cali-forniacationn  asked:

in a secretly dating au, how would claire and owen's relationship become public knowledge? (would they get caught or tell people or just let people find out for themselves?) 😊❤️

I mean, I don’t touch this AU unless someone’s physically pulling on my hand and forcing me to (like that male stripper in Amsterdam, my friend Gemma, and his penis). So, maybe not the best question for me. 

I’m pretty sure there have been fics where people have found out because Claire was pregnant, they got caught, either one let it out of the bag, or someone just noticed and finally called them on it. 

For drama - the whole ‘surprise! - oh shit!’ effect, of course, the idea of them getting caught adds entertainment for the reader and a sticky situation for Owen and Claire. Not to mention embarrassing - and depending on who catches them, a moment for quick thinking and bribery. 

I would like to think, however, that if Owen and Claire were sleeping together secretly, that they would manage to be discreet enough to keep it to themselves. They’re adults and believe it or not, they are capable of controlling themselves until the environment is right. Plus, they’re both very smart; no one would know they were having an affair if they didn’t want them to. They could never keep it from Barry and Zara though.

theragamuffininitiative  asked:

MOZ AND EL ARE THE BEST THING EVER INVENTED BY MAN I SWEAR. Also, hahahaha I haven't watched the last two seasons because I do. not. want. it to end. But literally, that show is perfection, it is the best. Ever.


Oh dude….I know the feeling…but let me tell you while Season 5 isn’t the best (I’m honestly trying to remember what happens in it…I’m trying to remember where Neal’s dad fits in…pfft) the sixth season is super short but good and full of so much PAIN! Okay….really just the last episode but OH MY GOSH IT’S SO GOOD AND PAINFUL AND AH! *flops*

beoman90  asked:

Kaynine x Phoenix PLZ!

…now my question is how would a human and monster have a biological child?

  • Name: Avali Avendale
  • Gender: Female
  • General Appearance: Pretty casual clothing-wise, her fur pattern’s identical to her monster-dad’s and is a mix of white and dark blonde instead of white and black. Small snout as well, and her hair is usually brushed behind her pointy ears.
  • Personality: Quiet, but incredibly curious. Very easily approachable and, while isn’t exactly someone who’d always go out of their way to make new friends, would definitely go of her own accord if she wants to be friends.
  • Special Talents: Incredibly fast learner, has a variation of Phoenix’s magic that, instead of shockwaves, has soundwave magic and is able to easily manipulate the volume in a given area as well as other aspects of soundwaves.
  • Who they like better: Phoenix, but really only because he’s able to stay home more often.
  • Who they take after more: Kaynine, which is something Phoenix would be very glad about.
  • Personal Head canon: Thanks to her magical ability, when she’s older and more in-tune with it, spars between the three are much easier to do since Phoenix’s byproduct of an enemy hitting his bat can be nullified. And trust me when I say the three have a lot of friendly spars (ab)using Kaynine’s ability to get into the RG arena.
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anonymous asked:

Hi there, regarding OANS I was wondering if John has a child with Cynthia that he hasn't told Paul about? I know this is an AU but I was curious if it's a possibility. John seemed incredibly defensive when Paul asked about his marriage to her and I was wondering if that was a part of it? Unless John was simply defensive cause he felt judged by Paul. Thanks! I love the series so much.

Dirty 30. Drabble.

Summary: This is almost smut. But, you know, like fluffy smut. A.K.A. not technically smut but the notion that there was smut is definitely implied. Also, in this fic, Val actually stays in LA for his b-day. 

A/N: Happy Birthday, Val. Enjoy, fam.

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anonymous asked:

Your apolline verse fics are killing me omg 😭😭 any chance you'd write more?? 💕

Literally 30% of my time is spent on the Apolline verse, you unleashed the kraken  :

  • Grantaire brought a tiny teeny kitten home one day, because it was alone, it was raining, he didn’t have the heart to leave it there. Apolline immediately fell in love with it, chasing the little creature around on her wobbly legs. She kept pursuing it everywhere, calling it “Nou”, since she couldn’t pronounce “minou” (aka kitty). They never gave the cat away. His name is now officially Nou.
  • Grantaire works from home, so he takes care of her during the day. Enjolras is SO envious, he keeps asking for pics and snapchats all the time!
  • Enjolras has great original fairytales, stories of destituted princes, of villages saved by ordinary heroes, of despotic kings brought to hell. But Grantaire has epic tales taken from Tolkien and Greek Mythology. He acts them out, taking her toys like props, casting Enjolras as an elf and himself as a dwarf. Bedtime always takes longer than it should, to be honest.
  • Enjolras got a minimalist lyre tattooed on his wrist to symbolise his daughter. Grantaire has her birthday in roman numerals, just under the hyacinth tattooed above on heart
  • If Enjolras has to go away for a week because of work, he’ll get cranky as hell. He’ll only light up but when he gets an unexpected call and hear a little voice : “Papa?”. He’ll tear up man. Don’t test him. He just loves his smol citizen so damn much.
  • Apolline once wanted to dress as a princess for Halloween. Enjolras didn’t have the heart to say no but put one condition : it had to be a badass princess. Well, he didn’t say badass because that’s a bad word, but the idea was there. She dressed as Merida, Cosette did her hair and she collabed with Jehan to make the dress.
Translation - Yui’s favorite type

This is from Yui’s live TwitCast that he done tonight. I randomly left a comment asking about his favorite type of girl, and fortunately he decided to answer it! I think some of you guys would like to know so I decided to translate it. I just translate what I remember so it might not be accurate, but I tried my best!

Q. “What kind of girl do you like?”

You see, girls always said that ‘I’m gonna start diet’ right? Like, even when they are skinny already. I don’t really understand that because I think it’s better if you get a little chubbier. I like it better that way. And I also like cooking, so a girl who would say “It’s delicious!” with a happy face and would eat my food while smiling is good for me. I’m gonna do the cooking so I want her to eat it. And of course I like it the most when a girl is smiling! I really think what’s on the inside is the most important. You see, when you’re in the Visual Kei industry, you’ll understand that anybody will be able to look cuter or cooler by the power of makeups. So I really think what’s on the inside is the most important.

You Can’t Deny the Success of #BlackLivesMatter

By Ashley Nicole Black

Last December, in Chicago, I took the elevator down from teaching a class to find the lobby full of students anxiously staring out the window. I walked forward to leave, and the security guard grabbed me by the arm. She was an elderly black woman, and it was the first time I’d seen her working security in that building. But she still looked at me with a kind of intimacy as she begged me, “Please don’t go out there, they’re protesting out there.” I apologized to her - I felt like I was betraying her as I stepped outside. She kept all the black students safely inside. I didn’t stop to ask her whom she she feared more – the protestors or the police – because her answer seemed obvious… 

This week, in downtown Los Angeles, I came upon another protest. The participants were mainly black and Hispanic. Most carried a cardboard sign in the shape of a coffin with the name of someone who had been killed in officer-involved violence. Most heart-breaking were two, very young girls carrying signs that said “Justice for my Daddy.” The police calmly cleared the way for the protesters to continue down the street, some nodding along to the drum beat, passersby watched, some joined in the chanting…and not a single person asked why they were protesting.

I’ve been thinking back to that December night in Chicago, when I was too shocked to answer the guy who asked, “What’s the point of this?” But I have an answer now: The protest I saw five months later in Los Angeles. That was the point.

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anonymous asked:

at the risk of maybe you getting hate for this (so don't ansewr if you don't want to, really!!!) what's your opinion on clarke possibly forgiving lexa? it just seems so ooc to me :/

Lol, that was sweet of you, but don’t worry, I can handle narrow minded people in my askbox being idiots. Anyway, on to my answer.

I think that IF Clarke forgives Lexa, it’s all gonna have to be about context for me. Mainly, it’d have to be about Clarke doing so in order to be able to bury the hatchet if they want to stop a war.

Preferably I’d like for it to never happen and for Clarke to be the vicious passive agressive person she was with everyone she was close to that has betrayed her in canon, be it her own mother or Finn or Wells (who hadn’t actually betrayed but. You know. Semantics.). She’s never actually truly forgiven people that betrayed her if you think of it. Wells is an obvious exception since he didn’t *actually* betray her, but the other two? I haven’t seen any forgiveness. Finn’s was handed to him because he just HAD to go out looking good, according to the writers (Spacewalker is a sore point for me). And Clarke never really showed any signs of forgiving Abby, if you ask me. Sure, she worked together with her to get her people out of MW and she was worried for her life, but Abby’s her mother. She wasn’t going to be cold about her own mother, lying on a table being tortured, even with the bad blood between them. Clarke’s not an unfeeling robot.

(Also like. They knew each other for less than two weeks? If Clarke is petty about forgiving her MOTHER or her CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND, what does that say about forgiving the girl she’s known for so little time and 99% of their time together was discussing the war? Anyway.)

My main problem would actually not even be about Clarke forgiving Lexa, but what comes after it. Clarke’s a leader, whether she likes/wants it or not, so yeah, like I’ve said, in the right situation I can buy her forgiving Lexa so they can work together to stop a war and more lives being lost. Clarke is a very resentful and stubborn person, but she’s also very pragmatic and knows how to put her people (and even the ones that aren’t her people like we saw last season) above her own wants and needs, even to her own detriment. Also, and I literally just thought about this, if the Sky people want to stay where they are and not move they’re gonna have to have cordial relations wih all tribes, and Clarke would never jeopardize that.

So yeah, my problem isn’t exactly Clarke forgiving Lexa (unless it’s executed badly, which– with these writers you never know) but Clarke and Lexa actually being a thing, romantically speaking. Because listen, I don’t care how much you like their dynamic, there’s no possible way that Clarke will ever look at Lexa and not think about the fact that it’s because of her that she had to commit genocide, which, btw, is part of the reason she was so fucked up she couldn’t even stay with her own people, with people that LOVED her, no matter what she did and could have helped her heal. Even if they somewhat rebuilt the trust between them, I don’t buy for one second Clarke ever letting Lexa in again to the extent of falling in love with her. Clarke is very rational and pragmatic, but damn, girl isn’t that cold to put something like that behind, tbh. 

Honestly, I didn’t see Clarke exhibiting romantic interest in Lexa in s2, there was a potential for it to happen down the line sure, but after the betrayal? I will never buy Clarke feeling any kind of romantic feelings towards Lexa now. And I hope the writers aren’t so far gone in their own power trips to disrespect their own main character like this.