don&039;t give up

As the creator of @positivitystatements I can give you this early.
You will transition eventually. I know waiting lists fucking suck and it’s so hard but you will get there. You will have the money, get to the front of the list, have the support and be in the right position to transition. It will take time but you will survive the wait and it will happen eventually. I promise.
I am so proud of you for getting this far. You can stay long enough to take the last few steps. I love you so much and I believe in you.
You are very special and very important and so loved so hang in there.
Everything is going to be okay.

2

19.03.2017
Trying to make progress in history but I can’t concentrate. There are so many things that are interesting around me 😁
Still I’ll get trough all my lectures because I have a test at 21.03 😭 wish me luck
Dream
Work
Success 👑

i’d say i’m surprised there’s no new pictures of the protagonists of a Disney show alone or even next to each other in a promotional event but then i remember what they did with ross and laura so :)

  • Now, for some  reason, I want Andrew to be a good cook. But, like, an obscenely good cook. 
  • Of course, a la Exy, he almost never puts any effort in his cooking, which means he ends up making eggs and bacon, or mac and cheese when he absolutely has to “cook”. 
  • Nicky is actually a decent cook, and he finds the things Andrew decide to make abominations, so he usually takes up makng breakfast. 
  • Fast forward to Neil and Andrew spending the summer alone in Columbia (and Neil has a smartphone because I need him to because Alison shoved it in his hands the last day before summer break and threatened bodily harm if he didn’t snapchat them pictures of his summer). 
  • So one day Neil wakes up alone in the bed and goes downstair to find everything known to man cooked and arranged at the platters in perfection (because come on, Andrew either sits in the middle of goal doing nothing, or he doesn’t let a single ball hit his goal)
  • Andrew is finishing up one thing or another, and just stares momentarily at Neil, whose face is just full of surprise and awe, before continuing what he was doing
  • Neil takes ALL the pictures, and adds it to his snaptchat story
  • The first is of Andrew over a pan, and then there’s a video of him perfectly flipping a pancake, followed of too many pictures of the table and all the dishes individually
  • Snaps come back of people saying ‘cool breakfast’ and the like but then
  • Then Nicky sees Neil’s story
  • Within five minutes Nicky has callled Neil and is loudly complaining “He always makes the crappy mac and cheese Neil, I can’t belive he hasn’t made us breakfast, this is so unfair!” “Nicky, do you reallly think the bill for this call is worth it, you’re in Germany, I’m sure there’s something else Erik wanted you to be doing…” “No, Neil, this is important! You should’ve seen the things he made, for the first year he refused to do anything but microwave things Neil. Microwave them!
  • Looking from the table to Andrew’s maybe amused expression, Neil just tells Nicky to go back to Erik and let him eat and hangs up
  • “I didn’t know you could cook” Neil says with a pointed look at all the food infront of them. “You never asked” Andrew replies unimpressed, sits on the other side of Neil and starts piling food on both of their plates
  • They eat in silence, but Andrew steals glances at the content faces Neil makes, and starts cooking more often

I’m grading CRAs this week, and I have a student that has:

  • Missed more than a quarter of our required lectures this term
  • Apparently not listened during the ones they managed to attend
  • Apparently not looked at assignment sheets, rubrics, lecture notes, etc.
  • Written a rhetorical analysis without analysing or referring to any texts ???

And I am running out of ideas as an educator.

4

Also 

got lazy only after what 1 pannel?

sighh time to go to bed and sleep until the stress goes away