I just kind of wanted to release some of my thoughts and answer some questions that have been asked quite frequently since my return from my hiatus. A lot of the questions pertain to whether or not I have a ‘Little side’, would I ever want to become a ‘Little’, am I strictly Mommy or do I ever want to switch to a Little?
My answer to this for now is: I really don’t know. I mean, well I know a little bit, I guess you could say? But I don’t know if being dazzled by ‘cute things’ and occasionally whining, concludes to anything? If it does, then I guess I have tiny little side. The thing is though, how does someone switch from one to the other, and sometimes I’ve seen the switch so easily through partners, and it is actually impressive. I think it would be easier if I was strictly Mommy, because then the fight on who is Big and who is Little would never occur (considering if there is even a fight between who is who on some days).
All in all, I’m sort of afraid to show my or even experiment with my little side, digging deep to a side of me that I’ve never really noticed until asked about, seems a bit nerve racking, as if I’m going to lose control of the situation.. If that makes any sense?
Well, my vent is over! It would be nice to hear some words from switches (: