doing me so well

I was looking through my doodles and found a cute one I decided to finish.

anonymous asked:

The Avengers Germany scene continues to ruin my life because who wouldn't want to be ruled by Loki? I swear to god that very scene does things to me! God the way he says "you were made to be ruled" just kills me! 😭😭😭

Ahah I feel you Anon ! That scene really was something, and Tom’s voice in general, and especially as Loki does things to me as well. I mean, yeah his voice is one (among many other things) of my fav things about him…

Big Long Happy Personal Post

Hey all~ I haven’t been on tumblr much lately because I haven’t been home much and I deleted mobile to save on data. I just wanted to update mostly mutuals and irl pals (tho if you’re a follower and care about my life for some reason you are a sweetheart and this is for you too) on what’s up with life and where I’m at. 

I really just wanted to tell y’all that moving to Vancouver is the best thing I could have done for me. I miss all of you back home dearly and I’m hoping to come back and visit soon (maybe on my birthday weekend in 2 weeks???) but holy shit, I haven’t ever been this happy??? 

Like it’s probs a combo of the new meds and a new situation but like i’m energized and it’s not as hard to get out of bed in the morning, I’ve been keeping my home clean and like I’ve WANTED to??? I haven’t had any of my fucked up nightmares in weeks. I’ve left the house almost every single day, I’ve walked 20k since last week.  

I’m making new friends, I feel motivated and excited about life!? Is this what not depressed people feel like??? I have a job I don’t hate, I have a home i love, my roommate is super cool, and I like myself right now? 

I mean it has only been three weeks, I am sort of just riding this high, but I’m putting systems in place so that when the excitement fades I can maintain this kind of lifestyle because clearly it’s good for me and my brain. I know that I will have relapses and bad days, bad weeks. I know I miss everyone back home so bad. But I wanted you all to know that I’m really happy, I never could have gotten here without the support of every single one of my friends so thank you all so much. 

This post was super gay but I love you all <3

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me too, plagg… me too.

Marichat May (Identity Reveal)

welcome to adrien inner mind theater (again-ish)

my headcanons are that this nerd reads a lot of shoujo manga and that he really does think he’s beautiful af so here you go—

prompt: trc/teen wolf crossover - stiles and derek at one of kavinsky’s substance parties, having the time of their lives under the glow of the neon lights. suggested by @yourlovelyalpha

(aka a perfect excuse for me to attempt blacklight coloring, it was fun, 10/10 would/will do again)

The battle that won my heart. Thank you Team Chrom and Team Ephraim for that amazing Round 2!!

Me when Square Enix releases a survey for FFXV’s future content and you can only vote once and all of the options should’ve been in the game since day 1:

Originally posted by lilsparrow72

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAM WINCHESTER! 🎈 (Born May 2, 1983)

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Did I avoid my studying responsibilities just to draw them– yes; am I ashamed of myself–honestly yes

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modern disney aesthetic
↳ aladdin

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kingdom hearts appreciation week
↳day one// favorite outfit

アサガオの散る頃に
豊永利行

Toyonaga Toshiyuki (Yuuri’s VA) singing  「アサガオの散る頃に 」 (Asagao no Chiru Koro ni)

アサガオ (Asagao) is Morning Glory so I drew it on Yuuri..


But o gawd he sings so well Q///Q I wonder if Yuuri will sound this sek c singing too asdfglkjf

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

Soldier Erik and Prince Charles commissioned by @parodyandpastiche for @godlyrights