Poirot vs the countryside: When you go the long way round because you don’t want to climb over the fence and muddy your shoes

You think you’re okay, and that you’re strong. You think you won’t cut yourself anymore, nor would you purge.

But what you wouldn’t know is that you’ll still come running back to the toilet bowl with your fingers down your throat,
nor would you realize that you’ve never actually thrown your blades away.

—  False recovery #1