doesn't care

John Winchester with a pager

John Winchester with a pager that goes off every. time. he’s in. a fight.

John Winchester panicking and rushing to finish the fight so he can get to a phone and call the boys.

John Winchester being relieved when he finds out Sam paged him because Dean wouldn’t let him change the channel or some other stupid thing little boys fight about.

John Winchester with a pager, setting up a time for Dean to beep him so when he’s scoping a place out dressed as a fed, he can subtly ask to use their phone to buy more time there and get deeper in the house/business.

John Winchester with a pager who writes the number down on ten different pieces of paper and leaves them in different spots in the motel room because of that time he called them after not hearing from them all day and Dean was crying because he couldn’t remember the number and wanted to tell his dad about the good grade he’d gotten on his test in school.

John Winchester with a pager that he keeps as close to him as his gun when he’s not with his boys.

anonymous asked:

hey you know that thing about characters learning how to be cared about? write the thing omg

This one?

I am strongly tempted, Anon.

‘Cause like, growing up in the Dark World probably sucked and it’s kind of implied (or at least, Vio seems to think) that his main motivation was loneliness.  And I’m already a sucker for that kind of plot anyway, especially if the character’s a fish-out-of-water in other ways as well (which Shadow would be, in the light world) and… and…

Shoot.  I don’t want to say “it’s going to happen,” ‘cause my life is kinda unpredictable atm and there are a lot of other things I want to do, too, and I’d feel pretty crappy if I promised something and couldn’t follow through.

But…

I really would like to make this happen.

Hmmm

I just received I think my third(?) message with a Bagginshield headcanon in the last few weeks.

Which is really sweet, don’t get me wrong!  Thanks for messages!

But two things:
1. I usually can’t answer fanmails, so I’ll probably respond with an ask.  :)

2.  I…ah…don’t…ship Bagginshield.  Really.  At all.  Ahem.  I know Battles and Brothers can be confusing on this, because at one time I did, but not anymore.  But I have no problem with people who do, just…I dunno how much help I’ll be to you lovely people.  XD

My ships are Fili/Kili, Bilbo/Bofur (asexual romantics, really), Legolas/Gimli, platonic Balin and Dori, Dis/Hubby (Vali for me), Bombur/Wife (Hetta for me), Gloin/Wife, and Dwalin/Ori, though I’ll also write responses for the occasional Nori/Bofur or Nori/Dwalin.  *thinks* And Nori has just made himself a weird pairing in Heirs of Durin that I’m kind of digging, though I think it’s meant to be more of a threesome in the end.  XD

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dan and blair are watching rosemary’s baby (”the ultimate anti-valentine’s movie”) in sync over the phone the same way me and my bestie used to watch the titanic together in 10th grade and tbh i’m constantly taken aback that a show so removed from any kind of reality i’ve experienced can sometimes get so #real and #true.

I’m still waiting for that text, for that call. Just something from you. I go places at specific days and times thinking of the chance that I’d see you. Day dreaming of the scenario of that day, but I know it’s not coming. It won’t do unless your with a girl, or I’m with a guy. But I’ll still see you, I’ll notice you, and I hope to god that it’ll kill you like it will me, that’s all i’d like. Because I’m not happy, I’m upset. You killed me, and it still fucking hurts.

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She’s like one of that lot. Friends of the Ood.