“When you think about people who have died, do you picture them anywhere?” “Sometimes it freaks me out that everyone around me has a life as complex and real as my own.” “Do you sometimes suddenly hear your own heartbeat and feel sick because… What if it suddenly stops or something?” “I sometimes just want something really bad to happen to me. Something that’s just really awful. I don’t know why… Do you get that too?” “I can’t stand the thought that I don’t know what’s going to happen to the world in hundreds of years.” “Does thinking about Primary School make you sad, or happy?” “Most pets we keep only become a fraction of our age. Do you think that if they’d know this, they’d call us gods?” “What are you more afraid of, space or the ocean?” “There’s no way anyone can tick everything off their bucket list. We all want too much. It’s frustrating.” “Do you think we’re in control of our lives, generally? Or do you think we just think we are?” “If you knew you were going to die next week, would you tell people or live the way you were till the end?” “I think most people remember the exact moment they realised they were grown up. Because of something said to them, or something they saw… Do you remember that moment?” “One of us is going to die first. Do you think we’ll still know each other to find out who?” “Do you think we’re all capable of murder when it comes down to it?” “I’m so afraid of the moment you know you’re going to die.” “Are there things people have said to you that have legitimately changed you?” “Why do people fear losing things that they don’t even have yet?” “How do I know you even have a consciousness? I can’t know.” “What do you think our purpose is?” “What if everything is just a coincidence? For instance: What if gravity doesn’t exist? Everything has just always coincidentally fallen to the ground.” “If nothing else, we at least won the sperm race.” “If you could send a message to the entire world, what would you say in 30 seconds?” “Do you think other people’s judgments motivate us or hold us back?” “If karma was coming back to you, would it help or hurt you?” “Right, we’ve probably had enough alcohol for the rest of the night. We’re getting way too philosophical.”
Honestly I totally get the appeal of a lifelong romantic relationship. But like, I’d rather get that by having a relationship that’s so consistently good we never decide to end it, than by having one that’s so good at one time that we decide, in that moment, to never end it.
Does that make sense? One’s saying “yes” to something every day, the other’s saying “yes, every day” to something.
Making it hard to leave takes away a lot of uncertainty. But what if making it hard to leave devalues the staying?
I want anyone I date to know with total certainty that if they wanted to leave tomorrow, they could do it and it wouldn’t be the end of the world, it wouldn’t unleash demons. I don’t want anyone to feel chained to me.
It’s being not-chained that makes staying mean something. I want to make it easy to leave so I know we’re in this because we’re choosing to be, actively. And more than an eternal relationship? I want one where we’re in it 100%.
If we’re both/all completely on board because we keep choosing to be… that’s the kind of relationship I’d be happy to keep doing forever, if it keeps working that long. And if it doesn’t? The goal was to make it a good one, not a permanent one.
Hey, guys! I’ve been wanting to open commissions for a while and since it’s getting really rough here, I thought now would be the best time <3
Okay, so! I really need the money, my family and I are struggling here at home and finding a job has been difficult so any help would be appreciated! Here are the price list so far, although it is not completely set in stone and you’re all free to message me for any info/questions. You can inbox me here on Tumblr or shoot me a private message. I will be accepting payment through PayPal!
It does not have to be Splatoon-related, so do not hesitate to contact me! If you can’t buy something, pls reblog to spread the word! Thank you all so much! ; v ; For anyone confused on the menus, check the read more for details and explanations!
I don’t care about distance. I’ll send you long letters and baked goods. I’ll message you every chance I get and give you constant attention and affection. I’ll send a booty pic whenever you want. But most of all, I’ll love you truly and honestly and I’ll do everything I can to keep you happy.
Is anyone interested in having something real and beautiful with me? No matter the distance?
Bitty was angry. He was washing the dishes himself, and placing them a little bit too loudly on the rack. Jack clenched his jaw, trying to calm his fight or flight reflex.
- …Bits? Could you…?
- Oh, sorry sweetheart, I didn’t notice I was being so loud. I’ll be quieter.
He went back to the dishes, not really looking in Jack’s direction. He didn’t seem mad at Jack, but he did seem mad at something.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, sure- yes. I think. Nothing to worry about, it’s just me.
- Does it have anything to do with Parse being in town?
- You know me too well, honey. Yes. But then, I’m just being dumb.
- If you don’t want me to see him, just say the word-
- What? No! Jack, he’s your friend! And I’m NEVER going to forbid you from seeing anyone!
- But you still don’t want to come with me.
- …If you need me there, I’ll go, but… I’d rather not.
Silence. Jack takes a rag and starts drying the dishes. It takes a while before Bitty starts again.
- I’m not jealous. I know it seems like I am, but I’m not. I know it’s over with him, and I know you love me.
- I never suspected you were.
- It’s… I’m never going to be friends with him, I hope you know that.
- He’s better now. More relaxed, less of a jerk. You would like each other.
- I don’t think so, no.
Bitty scratches a frying pan wit a frown.
- You cried, he whispers.
He drops the pan in the soapy water and lowers his head.
- You cried for an hour, that time he came at Samwell. I was sitting on the other side of the door, listening to the boy I love have a panic attack over the things he said.
He lifts his head, and Jack’s heart breaks a little. Something in Bitty’s eyes is both sad and angry, just by remembering Jack’s pain.
- I know you forgave him. But I can’t. He made you cry.
Jack dries his hands and holds Bitty close.
- I’m sorry for worrying you.
- Not your fault, sweetheart. I’m always going to worry about you. Come on, help me finish here and let’s cuddle on the couch. I’m taking every minute of your time I can before you have to leave for that party.
I know we are known for helping others, absorbing emotions and whatever. But does anyone ever feel like it’s too much work? Like, If someone asked me, do you “like” to help people, I feel I want to say no. Helping people, caring for them, is more or less something I can’t help. And I kind of resent that trait in myself because it means I am yet again focusing my energy on someone else and somehow neglecting my own needs? Does this make any sense? I want to be selfish and only focus on myself!!!
Ok so I’m sick and Im really board so does anyone want a ship???
All you gotta do is:
-follow me(?? if u want but it would be super cool if u did)
-Message me with a description of you!! (If u have a facepage that’s sick but could u also describe ur personality???)
-with ur description send me something! (a mlt, a ship, a fmk, questions, ship me or something!)
What you get:
who annoys you:
“big brother” friend:
who makes the first move:
who plans the dates:
who is always up for a cuddle:
who says ‘I love you’ first:
Who keeps the fans updated more on you two:
who makes a bigger mess:
who likes to cuddle the most:
Who’s in charge of the aux:
Who takes embarrassing pics of the other:
a song on my playlist for your ship:
Does anyone actually think Benedict Cumberbatch or Martin Freeman would love being part of something that goes down in history as queerbaiting trash? I don’t care what anyone thinks about Moffat or that people think openly-gay Mark Gatiss is making a joke of lgbt representation (he’s not) but come on, these actors aren’t doing Sherlock for the paycheck. They’re doing it because they love it. They want to be a part of this. They love the complexity of their characters and what the writing is demanding of them and their audience. Honestly, it is far easier for me to believe, in this the year 2016, that history is being made by the BBC regarding lgbt representation in television than it is for me to believe literally everyone involved with the project - writers, producers, actors, commissioners - would be proud of making something that drags the lgbt community through the mud, especially considering many of the people affiliated with the show are open members of the lgbt community. It is harder for me to believe everyone involved is happily queerbaiting. Benedict wouldn’t be proud to put his name on something like that. Mark Gatiss wouldn’t be proud to put his name on something like that. Andrew Scott wouldn’t be proud to put his name on something like that. These people are professionals whose reputations are on the line. Believing in TJLC is an extremely safe bet at this point.
After completing the Pokemon sun and moon main story, I have to say Lillie is the most well done character in the Pokemon franchise. Her character is something that anyone could look up to as you see her growth from the beginning, and the things she does even as a non trainer are amazing. Lillie stands for people wanting to step put of their comfort zone and try new things. To stand up even if you’re afraid and learn to do things. Lillie gives me strong faith that the Pokemon company knows what they’re doing from here on and will never go down in quality. I love Lillie as a character and wish her luck on her Pokemon journey :_).
I’m a baby blog. I stay in my own lane. And I RARELY get anons. Like, maybe 1 every 3 weeks. And 99% of the time those people are nice. In the last 12 hours I’ve gotten 4 anons (one of which I published) all of which telling me I’m either crazy or not a real fan. I’m not in any way upset about these things. I find them humorous more than anything. But I do think that something big is going on if they’re reaching all the way to me.
things that i’ve witnessed/heard/been a part of in (mostly) my junior year of high school
the room is dead silent as we’re working in an NAHS meeting and some girl is like “wait,,,, you saw my anal beads?”
a convo i heard: “man, I’d love to see nirvana live!!!” “oh my god same!”
had a teacher tell me the definition of a rainbow party (feel free to research)
convo between a math teacher and a boy in my class: “does anyone have any questions for me?” “yes actually: if i want to become a mortician, do i need to go to an actual college or like a trade school or something?"
heard my principal say “oh wow, the vagina!”
had that same principal help me on my homework
a boy leaked some sort of very-dark-brownish fluid out of his backpack and claimed he “didn’t know” what it was
a dude asked his girlfriend to prom by bringing a fucking donkey to school and asking “can i take dat ass to prom?”
heard a group of girls talking about their skirt lengths, and i overheard one of them say “The almond people don’t like when your skirts are above your ankles”
was forced to listen to a teacher complain to my class about how much she hates Ohio for a half hour
had THAT SAME PRINCIPAL sit down and show me a video of his dog Freddie for 10 minutes, with commentary
“drive your tractor to school day”
one of our senior pranks was throwing eggs off a balcony
learned that my 10th grade english teacher wrote smut and was in a punk band in the 80s
that same 10th grade english teacher was also a model in a picture book without a shirt on
HAD THAT SAME DAMN PRINCIPAL propose that next year we close the school off from allowing incoming freshmen in and just get a Dunkin Donuts delivery service instead
ordered pizza one day for a little party and the person who delivered it was my cousin
i will add on as my next/last school year comes to an end
I think the Gangsta fandom needs to do something for Christmas. Does anyone have any ideas? Maybe we could do something like a secret santa?
If anyone can think of anything and are willing to participate, tell me! Tell your friends! I readily want to celebrate how big this blog has gotten, and would like all the Gangsta fans to benefit from it!
How would Shiro and Lance react to their s/o coming out as trans?
Shiro takes the news with a bit of surprise, but encourages his s/o to express themselves in whatever way makes them happiest because regardless of gender they’re the person he loves. Wants to understand their feelings as much as possible so along with talking/listening to them about issues he also consults a lot of online sources. He wants to be someone they always feel safe and comfortable confiding in, even if its just venting about body dysphoria.
Lance’s biggest concern is what he should call them now…boyfriend? Girlfriend? Something else entirely? He asks a lot if certain petnames or compliments make them uncomfortable and does his best to remember name/pronoun changes. Would also ask his older siblings for
if his s/o was more comfortable in a certain type of clothing, whatever he can do to help them feel comfortable. Is ready to fight anyone making transphobic or mean comments.
Does anyone in your real life know that you are hella gay? Do they accept who you are? What do you think about "Don't ask. Don't tell"? Some gay still struggling with acceptance, have something to say regarding to that?
Nope, I haven’t come out. If I ever end up going out w/ a girl, I’ll probably only tell my close friend and my brother. I’ve been hanging out with a bunch of Koreans lately, and it’s really hit me that even Koreans Americans are super heteronormative. Every time the girls want to talk about only guys/ideal types, I feel like I have to lie to cover up a part of myself.
DADT was fucking stupid, and I’m glad it got repealed years ago. People should be able to serve in the military regardless of their sexual orientation.
In regards to self-acceptance, I struggled with that myself a lot in high school. I was raised in a very conservative home, and my parents never even talked about homosexuality because of course HOW COULD THEIR KID BE GAY?? So when I started having feelings for this one girl, I questioned myself and I kept telling myself that I wasn’t gay. I kept telling myself that I was normal. At the end of high school, when I realized how hurt I was when I saw her dating some other guy, that’s kinda when I realized how fucking gay I was. But even after that, I still held some…fear/prejudice against gay people? Because that’s how I was raised. Of course now most of that fear is gone. I still think I’m pan, but currently I think I lean more towards women. Like 70/30? idk I hate labels.
Anyways, if you’re struggling to accept yourself just take your time. Some days it’ll be harder, other days it’ll be easier. Be yourself for your own sake, and learn to love yourself first. Cutting my hair short during freshman year of college was one of the most liberating things I ever did. Picking out my own gay ass looking clothes made me feel more confident and comfortable. Start with small steps.