does anyone understand me

But does anyone really know and understand how much Sleeping with sirens helped me and many others? It’s like, more than just a band. It’s what saved our lives. They mean more to us than anything else. They help us through everything. They helped so many people out if depression, and in glad to say they are helping me too. I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for them. I cant thank them enough for what they have done to help.

I’ve done this bfore but ey who cares lmao
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friendly reminder that Chaol initially point blank refused to go to the Torre Cesme even though it was his only chance at ever walking again because he didn’t want to leave Dorian again.

I guess it’s finished. I’m sorry. I’m so frustrated with this. I was planning on including it in some showcase thing the summer art program I’m going to is having and maybe even putting it up for sale there…? Mostly out of curiosity more than anything, but it’s just not looking good and I can’t save it. Just looking at the mess ups on the face make me want to burn it.
I’ll just go and delete the previous post of this.

it amazes me at how happy fifth harmony makes me. like i’ll be watching a video of them and find myself smiling, i’ll smile whenever i watch their snapchats or read their tweets or even seeing their selfies. i’m so thankful that i have them, they make me extremely happy.

He tells me it will be okay when I’m freaking out.
He watches teen mom with me all day and doesn’t complain.
He holds me when the sadness overwhelms me.
“It will be okay baby.” he says when I’m worrying crazily.
He knows what I’m thinking when I don’t say a word.
I’ve never had anyone be able to read me like he does.
Or understand and calm me like him.
And those moments warm my heart so much.
I feel in my heart,
that this kind of bond and understanding doesn’t come around very often.
—  Chapters from my life
Does anyone understand how truly heartbreaking it is to know that the Sheriff forgets Stiles?

Yeah sure, the whole point of the season is that the pack forgets about Stiles but the fact that his dad HIS DAD PEOPLE forgets about him is HORRIFIC. His dad who Stiles knows all his passwords. His dad who was there to cheer him on at every lacrosse game even when he didn’t do anything amazing. His dad the person who he constantly worries about even before all the supernatural crap that happens but just everyday things like alcoholism, high blood pressure and the fact that everyday he goes to work and might not come home. His did who didn’t want to lose because he’s the only one Stiles has left. His dad who he almost lost to the Jennifer bitch (Darach).

His dad who he always feared blamed him for Claudia’s death, who always felt like a disappointment to him, a burden. His dad who at first didn’t believe him, who didn’t want to.

His dad who he lied to for a long time which killed them both because they needed to trust each other but Stiles felt he would put the Sheriff in danger. His dad who almost died, who Stiles sat by waiting and praying to God was okay, who needed to be okay because they only had each other.

The person who always worries about him and will always protect him, going as far as (and I quote) “destroy every shred of evidence if he to” and “burn the whole sheriff’s station to the ground”. His dad who believed his only son, his little boy, will die the same way his wife and the mother of his child did. His dad who was his rock, his security who was always there when the supernatural became too much and he needed to be remembered that he’s still sane. The person who was there to always hold and protect him when he screamed bloody murder when Claudia died and the Nogitsune was trying to get inside his head.

His dad who pointed a gun at him when he was possessed by the nogitsune and plainly stated, “You’re not going to shoot my son” to Argent even though he knew the nogitsune could have killed him.

His dad the person who always would say, “Hey you still got me” only to find that he’s gone.

That Stiles is truly forgotten.

Last round my PC’s got a shrunken head that talks and gives useful advice.

Now we’re in a highly tense situation. Air Elemental just appeared in front of the party, blocking their advance.

Elemental: *unintelligible noises*

Teifling: Did any of us understand?

Me(DM): I donno, does anyone have Elemental or Auran?

Bard: I have comprehend languages, but I’d have top cast it on my turn…

Me: Okay, so (bard 2) your move.

Bard 2: I’m not sure… HELP ME CRAZY HEAD *pulls out the head*

Me: The elemental stares for a moment….

Me(as the head): JUMBA?!? Is that you?

Me(as elemental): Zevran?

Me (as head): JUMBAAAAAAAA!!!

Most the party at this point: THEY KNOW EACH OTHER?????

  • What she says: I'm fine.
  • What she means: Why does Orphan Black feel the need to cause me emotional distress? Like seriously, Tatiana Maslany could take in oxygen, and I'd start crying. Evelyne Brochu could blink, and I'd start crying. And don't even get me started on those hot ass male actors! I don't deserve this pain, but I love this pain. WHY DOESN'T ANYONE UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS SHOW DOES TO ME?!

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Impromptu list of things I love in no particular order:

-Syaoran is still stuck on the time travel thing. (Which, I am too, so I support this)

-And Syaoran is stuck on the MORALITY of time travel

-He knows it ended well but he can’t help wondering about all the questions I had too. Is it really alright to change the entire course of history for his own ends? What will happen in future worlds? Are they prepared to do terrible things in order to get the feathers?

-His thoughts are dark enough that he’s only a silhouette in that bottom panel. Like Syaoran is worried you guys. 

-Fai listens to all of this attentively, if not with the same level of concern.

-Fai is kind of “eh” about the consequences of changing the future. 

-And why is Fai so casual about that. 

-Has he considered that already, or is it something he’s already familiar with? Is it actual Time Travel he knows or is it just Consequences in general?

-THAT FACE AS HE LOOKS TO THE SIDE WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT WHETHER THEY CAN BE FORGIVEN. (Fai what did you do? What can’t you be forgiven for?)

-THE HEAD PAT

-IE, OPEN AFFECTION AND REASSURANCE. 

-Cat Dad is not allowed to let his son get hung up on things he can’t control ok. (Cat Dad doesn’t want his son to follow in his footsteps)

-”JUST AVOID YOUR PROBLEMS”

-Which is hilarious but is actually excellent advice for Syaoran.

-Fai is so genuine in trying to give Syaoran peace of mind here. He really wants Syaoran to feel better about this.

-but you KNOW where Fai is talking from here. I don’t, exactly, BUT STILL.

-Fai is very comfortable with the idea of trying to escape his problems and straight up not thinking about them. He’s been doing it for months now. 

-But there is something he couldn’t change. He wasn’t enough to fix the problem he left behind. 

-Fai is filled to the rim with regrets but does not want that for Syaoran.

Parents. Does anyone understand them?

Parents: *Accuses me of something I never did*

Me: *Knows not to say anything as that will make matters worse*

Parents: “Are you going to say something or what?”

Me: *Stands up for myself and tells the truth*

Parents: “Why the hell are you answering back?”

Me: *Thinks* Oh I’m sorry that’s how I thought a freaking conversation works! My mistake.