does a lot of things to me

i watch it play out on my facebook feed. a cutesy video plays about a wife and a husband texting each other. she bothers him with messages, he almost types “fuck off bitch” but says something nice instead. in this video, the wife is at fault. he doesn’t listen to her, he doesn’t come home, he ignores her messages. she’s a crazy bitch for getting mad at him. 

my teacher asked us why marriage rates are going down. what do i know. i see instagram posts where a girl makes a joke about chloroforming a boy and i don’t find it funny. i see plenty of people who are perfectly happy and i see just as many who are broken, deeply. i see boys all the time unable to meet their girlfriend halfway - stuck, somehow, wanting to be open but knowing he can’t be. there’s a theory that the reason so many women are unhappy is that women have multiple deeply intimate relationships in their friend groups while men only have a partner. isn’t that sad. isn’t it strange. 

the girl i knew in high school says “omfg this is me and u dan”. she’s talking about a post where married couples want to kill each other. my mother once asked me why i am so scared of touching. why the first time people show affection is the same time i start running. the comedian onstage uses his wife as a trampoline. all around me, people are laughing. the trouble is that jokes always have a bit of truth in them. i almost text him “haven’t heard from you in a while” but instead i turn off my phone. 

there’s a lot of things i don’t understand, i guess. bachelor parties where everyone gets wrecked to celebrate his last days of “freedom”. the idea men are giving up so much to be with just one woman. the idea that a woman who is showing toxic behavior is just a bitch, and not a serious threat. what do i know. sometimes it makes me sick. when i was little i believed in love. 

but why do people constantly equate nightmares with marriage?

my brother with a virgo moon showed how much he cared about me by lecturing me on how i need to delete stuff on my laptop to make it faster + have more room

he downloaded maplestory for me but then proceeded to take a good hour clearing all the junk out of my laptop

i used to hate it when he does things like this because i hated any kind of criticism but nowadays i like it a lot bc that’s how he expresses his love for me and it’s so nice

get yourself a virgo moon - i’m blessed that i live with one


Recently, I’ve been rummaging through early chapters of Naruto to see if I could find anything interesting and I actually did.

So, right after Naruto and Sasuke kiss in chapter 3, there’s this panel:

Sakura calls Naruto “annoying” because it seems like she doesn’t know that the kiss was an accident. 

Later on, in the same chapter, this scene takes place where Sakura tells Sasuke that Naruto doesn’t have any parents so he does a lot of bad things. Sasuke, being in the same situation as Naruto, feels angry about the way she describes an orphans life and tells Sakura that she is “annoying”

I’m sure that Sasuke heard Sakura calling Naruto annoying and now she was insulting him (as well as Sasuke, unintentionally.)

It makes me think that Sasuke wanted Sakura to feel the way Naruto felt, when she called him annoying, because Sasuke understands Naruto’s pain. Sasuke hurts when Naruto hurts. It’s a small but important scene because we know that during all this time, Sasuke always had his eyes on Naruto and in this scene he was standing up to Naruto. Even if it was subconscious.

Thoughts on Wynonna Earp s1

1. SISTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All the Waverley & Wynonna is so so so good for me, and then as things progress later in the season, I just generally had so many sister feelings about things being tough and adjustments needing to be made but all the love and care (and other things. Trying to avoid some spoilers here).

2. I’ve been puzzling over why I loved this but couldn’t even muster the passion to dislike Supernatural. No doubt a lot of it is because it’s woman-driven, plus I think the “we have a specific duty because we have a specific curse” thing works better for me than “let’s TRAVEL and KILL STUFF” does? I don’t know, for two reasonably similar-concept shows Wynonna Earp does much better for me.

3. That being said, let’s have a couple bullet points for the things I did not love. To start with, there was only one POC lead–there weren’t even POC recurring characters that I recall (the problem with watching things quickly is that memory becomes an issue, things blur, I’m happy to be corrected)! This was set in–what, Nevada? I feel like it was Nevada. Small Town West, anyway. There was one (1) Native American character, I believe a displaced Navajo, who appeared for about three seconds in non-monster form. I was so happy about Dolls getting to take the lead, but more is better. I shall hope for improvement in s2!

Going under the cut for a few more negative points and then more things I liked! (Spoilers and warnings both live down here, warnings are the first point if you only want to scroll that far.)

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it feels like we really haven’t gotten any development between steven and pearl. like don’t get me wrong, pearl is the focus of a ton of episodes (which pisses me off) but it feels like everything since s2 has just been about her and rose.

there’s not really. as much of a parent dynamic between her and steven, and nothing has really changed. things feel stagnant and every time we go to her, she’s crying about rose instead of bonding with steven or like. bettering the relationship. or explaining stuff. or like. anything.

another issue that goes w this is like. a lot of the episodes aren’t really focused around the crystal gems at all. it’s like. steven does mundane things, lapis and peridot are in the barn, and there’s a sense of imminent doom that is not NEAR imminent enough for anyone to do anything about it.

if ur gonna give us pearl. give us some kind of positive development that doesn’t hinge on her relationship with rose.


Oh yay, I finally have a place to put this fanvid I made! It’s a bit rough, too many cuts, too long, but I was using it to teach myself video editing. 

Basically when I watched the show I was struck by what an insane amount of imagery of surveillance and screens and voyeurism there was. It reminded me a lot of video art–which became a thing in the 80′s, not long before The X-Files started. Video art was super into surveillance and voyeurism and paranoia and the question of “what does watching and looking at things do to them, or do to the viewer.” So I wanted to explore that aesthetic, as well as the 80′s aesthetic of camp horror. I thought it was really interesting that the show is heir to two 80′s aesthetics having to do with dread, except those aesthetics have totally different tones. 

anonymous asked:

Fellow Hunk fan here! I love talking about my favs, so, maybe, d'you wanna talk about why you love Hunk? Because I'm interested in listening(or reading I guess)!!!!!!!!

My best friend’s favorite color is yellow, and when I first watched the show Hunk reminded me a lot of her! So my early fondness for him stemmed from that, but there are a lot of other components.
I really love Hunk’s armor class (? lol) because I’ve always played support / heavy ordinance characters in those types of video games where you pick that stuff. I think he has the coolest lion! I connect to him a lot with the way he interacts with his surroundings and his anxiety, his love for his friends, his strong intuition, his love of baking, the thing he does with his hands when he’s nervous, the way he doesn’t believe in himself and undervalues his importance to the team, etc.!
I love his eyebrows and his vest? I love when his mouth gets really small when he’s disappointed. I love how even when he doesn’t really know what he’s doing, he’s always trying to hold the team together and comfort his loved ones. I love how he supports Lance and loves him unconditionally. I love how he loves himself even when we see the show poke jokes at him. I love how he says ‘Good one, Lance!’ and ‘Oh, I hate those little things.’ and tells Allura about roadtrip games for wasting time, and tries to comfort Keith before they get to the Weblum, and falls asleep during briefings, and gets lost in the space mall, and his awful shoulder pads on his vest.
I love his element and how he values stability and spreads a message of compassion. I love the way he wanted to be the head, and suggested they take turns, and I love how he interacts with the Arusians. I love how he pretends to be a Galra droid, and the joke he was going to tell about probability and ghosts that his professor told him, and how he explained Fraunhofer lines, and the way his eyes get big like saucers.
I love that Tyler Labine said he never takes his headband off, and how he has a close relationship with his mother, and how she’s the one who taught him his love for cooking. I love how he goes by ‘Hunk’ and nobody even questions it a little bit, and I love how overpowered his shoulder cannon is when they’ve formed Voltron. I love how happy it makes me to make content about him and get excited about his character. 
I love him? I love him.

anonymous asked:

Hi so im 21 and recently ive been wondering if i had the inattentive type of adhd. i found a channel on youtube (How to ADHD) and a lot of what she wa sayign made sense to me,. Like how the only times (to do things) are either now or not now, and the procrastinating thing and the reason why i like vid games so much, i cant focus on anything p much, and it does feel like more than just what i assumed was laziness.. . idk i dont want to be making things up, im not really sure waht i should do. ?

It’s entirely possible. A lot of us mistake what are actually symptoms for laziness or lack of discipline, especially inattentive symptoms. Don’t be worried that you’re making it up; if you’re experiencing these things, then you’re experiencing them. 

This post on self-diagnosis is a good place to start figuring out if you might have ADHD. This post has the official DSM-V criteria for reference. Look through these and see what sounds familiar, then decide if you want to see a professional for it. A lot of us have been where you are. Good luck!


anonymous asked:

My psychologist is p accepting of me being transgender. But she doesn't really understand why I'm so bothered by people seeing me as a girl. She's like "the people close to you know you so why does what others think matter?", and I don't know how to explain to her that it makes me dysphoric.

A while back, I saw this post going around a lot, that draws a parallel between constant misgendering and some water torture thing that might be useful in explaining to your psychiatrist why misgendering and being perceived as something you’re not can be so frustrating and upsetting. Here’s the post if you want to check it out.

It might also be worth mentioning that misgendering and the concept that you’re wrong about your identity is both enforced and reinforced by society, or mentioning how cissexism and transphobia and the erasure and invalidation of trans people is systemic and often results in physical violence. It’s never “just what others think”. 

That got a little ranty on my part (oops), if any followers have any suggestions, please feel free to contribute !!

Mod Wesley

anonymous asked:

I was considering getting something like a figget cube or a spinner to help with my anxiety because when it gets really bad I tend to resort to digging my nails into my palms to focus on any sensation or take my mind off of things, but I've seen a lot of stuff with people shitting on non-autistic people or those without ADHD for using them, and idk, it's just making me feel bad as if I'm thinking of doing or thinking something wrong.

While autistics and people with ADHD do stim and fidget, so does everyone else. It has different connotations for autistic/ADHD people than it does with the neurotypical crowd, and tends to be done for a plethora of reasons (and far more often – and usually in “less accepted” ways than tapping fingers), but that doesn’t mean no one else does it. It isn’t restricted to a single subset of people. Stimming is human.

Stimming is also extremely common for people with anxiety. There’s nothing wrong with stimming or getting something to stim with if you’re an anxious person or prone to self destructive habits due to anxiety. Stimming is an outlet and it lets you work out the anxious energy. There is nothing wrong there.

Go get a fidget cube or a spinner. I’ve got a couple spinners myself (and waiting on a fidget cube) and they are really fun! If you’re a handsy stimmer, I think you’d love them. 😄

Drabble Masterlist

Mark - “I’m your lock screen?!” - “You weren’t supposed to see that.”

Mark“That’s my ex-boyfriend/girlfriend.” - “Well, kiss me so they see.”

Mark“You forgot about my birthday!” - “In my defense, I forget about a lot of things.” + “No, I’m not talking to you.”

Mark“You’re a blanket hog!” - “Leave me alone and stop being so selfish.”

Mark“Please don’t leave me.” - “I don’t want to go”

Haechan - “Why’re you dressed like that?” - “Does that mean it looks good or should I change?”

Haechan - “The doctor said it’s normal” - “Well that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.”

Jaemin - “Baby, I’m scared.” - “You don’t have to be; not as long as I’m here.”

Jaemin -  “Tell me what I can do to help.” - “Sing me to sleep.” 

Renjun -  “I bet it’s a boy.” - “I bet it’s a turtle.”

Jisung - “Will you go with me?” - “As long as you hold my hand.”

Doyoung - “You’re on level 176.” - “Can you judge me harder?”

Jaehyun - “Your voice is sexy” - “Your ass is sexy.”

Winwin - “Are you getting jealous?” - “You’re changing your outfit, now!” 

Renjun“Why are you awake right now?”

Haechan - “Boo?” - “You’re my boo.” + “Don’t you ever do that again! You scared the shit out of me!”

Haechan - “Why’d you hug him? You love him?”

Haechan - “Don’t yell at me like I’m a child!!” - “DON’T THROW SCISSORS!” + “Come over here and make me.”

Haechan -  “Luck? Nope. Skills.” - “If it’s skill then do it again.”

Yuta - “Hey, babe, look what I found.” - “GET THAT OUT OF THE HOUSE NOW!!!”

Jaehyun - “I really would’ve liked it if you told me your parents were coming to town.” - “I really would’ve liked it if you put underwear on before coming into the kitchen.” 

Mark - “what are you twelve?“ - “out of ten? Yes.”

Haechan -  "Sometimes I take hot showers to practice burning in hell, that being said there is a place for me in hell and it’s called the throne" 

Johnny - “Babe, I’m sorry.” - “Suck my ass”

Haechan - “Did you just hiss at me?” - “Are you judging me?”

Renjun - “I just wanted to have a nice easy day with my girlfriend. Is that too much to ask for?”

Jaemin - “Fine, just do what you have to do” - “Can you stop being so freaking cute so I can concentrate,”

Doyoung - “You’ve been replaced.” - “Alright, we’ll see how you feel when you need me to kill a spider in the shower.”

Doyoung - “Why did I marry you?” - “It took a lot of convincing.”

anonymous asked:

I've been trying to figure out why the death of Quinn has been so emotional. It's a testament to a great character and even better acting. however, narratively if i have to pick one reason why it's so sad, i think it's because she knew all of his feelings for her, yet he never got any validation from her. he died not knowing. that the writers never took advantage of opportunities for her to confess her feelings, or remorse for what could have been. What is the number one reason for each of you?

Anonymous #2: Why does it still hurt so much, the loss of Quinn?

Sara: the number one reason Quinn’s death is so sad for me is it seems to have ultimately tainted the what I thought was unconditional love for this show. It brought to light a lot of things I’ve been trying to ignore for a while, and that’s been painful. </selfish answer> (Within the context of the narrative, the saddest thing for me was that he died without knowing that Carrie loved him and possibly never feeling loved his entire life.)

Frangi: That he spent his whole life being useful for others’ goals and interests whereas he never was loved but gave so much love himself. It feels just deeply sad and tragic.

Angela: Frankly, I’m not sad, I’m goddamn bitter. He died thinking that he deserved it, and that hits me in a way nothing else has.

Laure: I’m with Sara here. The finale tainted in retrospect all the previous episodes, episodes which were so compelling, for me, because I thought that Carrie was always on the verge of loving Quinn back… that she was almost there… and that someday she would. That finale transformed a story of hope into a story of despair.

Cynthia: I’m choosing to believe he knew–really knew–via the “let me go” scenes. It’s all I’ve got. And it’s not enough.

Zeffy: Death sucks. (Also, yeah, agree with Sara and Laure about tainting the whole perception of the show.)

Julie: He was altruistic, had a good judgement and was that’s the reason he was likeable. He was our light in this dark show and never got anything back in return, not from Carrie, not from anybody else. It’s not fair at all.

Sydney:  There are so many reasons; it’s impossible to name just one. The wasted potential of an amazing character and love story that will only live in our imaginations and in fanfic. The undeserved and relentless horror show that was his life, without even a sliver of hope or happiness. That he constantly sacrificed himself for a woman that turned out to be unworthy of his love and devotion. That this beautiful man, inside and out, will no longer be.

this old ass man just drove up to me in the parking lot looked at my name tag and said “excuse me, louis? are you having fun yet?” to which i replied “yes i am having fun” to which he replied “keep having fun” then drove off

the main thing that scares me is the yet

anonymous asked:

idk if this will make sense. i've apparently had a lot of stuff happen that i'd consider traumatic, but the main thing that affects me at this point is something unconventional. it's not the sort of trauma i ever hear talked about, and i have looked. took me a while to take it seriously, even with clear symptoms of PTSD, and even now, i'm like... i should just get tf over this?? why does it bother me at all? anyway i just don't know what to do with this. just wanted to get that out. peace <3

i understand how you feel, it can be really hard to feel like you have the right to be affected by your trauma, but i can assure you that you are allowed to be upset/bothered by it for as long as you need. ♥

anonymous asked:

hey i just wanted to say you're my biggest inspiration as an artist! your artwork is literally breathtaking, and i was curious when improving your art, what did you use as tools? was there any books you used or tutorials or even artists that helped in particular? thank you so much if you reply. :)

this answer is a month overdue, i’ve been so off tumblr lately, but i’ll get better! thank you for writing me in the first place, not sure if you will actually see this reply but maybe someone else who does might find it interesting to read as well. 

so i didn’t look for many books, but i used to follow a lot of online tutorials from artists i admired. i also did a lot of photo studies and often tried to copy certain styles i found intersting. one really big helpful thing is life drawing, it’s so good for your skill and your mindset. there are several online life drawing websites out there that times you and help you exercise in a lot of different ways. this isn’t technically “life drawing” but if you’re unable to attend classes this is a great alternative! 

i know this isn’t very specific but i have a hard time pointing out certain tutorials or artists because there’s just so much to pick from! it all boils down to your own preference and what you feel is most important in your artistry. 


shinee + space-y things for the birthday girl, @leejinklies. ♡

Until Death Do Us Part

Bangtan Fic Rec

All of these are on ao3, they’re all shipping fics. I’ll add more as I read, these are just the ones I’ve read so far. My opinion is in italics, I only added the pairing, summary and theme of the fics, not the warnings and ratings so check those out when you’re gonna read them because some of them contain either smut, death or violence. You’ve been warned.

Fics in this list: 43.

I dream in the shape of your mouth by jonghyun | Namjin, College!AU.

Summary: Seokjin spends a lot of time in the library. Now, Namjoon does too. Taemin tries to summon Satan, and Jimin is a fuckboy.

*Jackson voice* Cute

Six Impossible Things Before Breakfast by Kavbj | Taekook, College!AU, Fantasy!AU

Summary: Taehyung has magic in his veins and Jungkook’s determined not to let it kill him.

Dude. This fic is so creative and well-written… I finished it and felt empty.

beat for me (live for me)  by bakkushan | Namjin, Mafia!AU part of the offer me your deathless death series.

Summary: Namjoon’s looking at himself and then at Seokjin and all he can see is Life and Death lying next to each other under a starless sky.

I cried like a bitch with this one, painful as fuck.

All you need is love (and pink) by vppa | NamJin, Angels and Demons!AU.

Summary: Most people only have one miniature angel or devil riding on their shoulders to serve as the physical manifestation of their conscience. Poor Namjoon has five, and they’re all telling him the same thing: “fucking talk to him god dammit what the fuck is wrong with you”

Funny and sweet. I like it.

Can I Get Your Dewey Decimal Number? by melecs| NamJin, Library!AU.

Summary: Seokjin loved working at the library, but some patrons got on his nerves. Take, for example, the grown man who sat in the corner every day and leeched off of the Wi-Fi. And Seokjin worked in the children’s department.

Ah, this is… something else, for sure. Cute as hell. Funny, too.

The less I know the better by mucha | Taegi, Namjin, Fake Relationship!AU

Summary: “Together with their families, Kim Namjoon and Kim Seokjin… Wow, this is formal… Wait,” Hoseok squints at the paper, before looking back at Yoongi with a quizzical look on his face. “They invited you with a guest? But… You’re single, right?”

“Min Yoongi,” Jimin glares at him over the bar, crossing his arms sternly over his chest. “If you’re seeing someone and you didn’t tell us I will kick your ass, so help me god.”

“I’m not dating anyone,” Yoongi sighs, grabbing the invitation and scanning it quickly. The words “with a guest” are underlined and Yoongi can almost see it: the smugness on his brother’s face as he nods with satisfaction, putting the pencil down.

“So what does it mean?”

Yoongi shifts uncomfortably in his seat, avoiding making eye contact.

“I might’ve… invented a boyfriend,” he finally mumbles to the glass in front of him.

This is so good, amazing, incredible. Brilliant. Entertaining as hell.

Star Light, Star Bright (The Last Star I’ll See Tonight) by DreamsOfAnotherReality | Taekook, Yoonseok, Teen!AU.

Summary: Jung Kook and Taehyung fall in love the summer Hoseok goes missing.  

Hoseok just wanted to see the stars and confess to Yoongi gdi bye I’m gonna fucking kill myself.

Creating a home series by CheekyBrunette | Namjin, Foster Parents!AU

Summary: A BTS Foster Care AU

This AU is so cute and fluffy I love Domestic!Namjin

The Professor’s Family series by EquinoxSolstice | Taekook, NamJin, Family!AU

Summary: Professor Kim Namjoon is married.

He doesn’t have a wife.

They have a sort-of son.

And Jeon Jungkook just crossed paths with them.

Read this. It’s great, I promise.

The Greatest by Little_Dimples | jikook, College!AU, Sports!AU.

Summary: Person A is a hockey player person B a figure skater. Person A is told he needs more grace on the ice so he is forced to get lessons by person B. Problem is they hate each other.

Or Person A is Jungkook and Person B is Jimin.

I had so much fun reading this you don’t get it. As I was reading in class i had to hide my face because I was smiling so much. Really good fic.

400 minutes | yoonmin, School!AU.

Summary: Min Yoongi expected a lot of weird experiences to happen when he went to college, but being the roommate of his high school love who apparently “moved away for good” was not one of them.

Angsty but in a good way.

Beta Tau Sigma by bazooka | Namjin, Yoonmin, College!AU, Frat!AU.

Summary: A collection of events occurring within (and without) the walls of the Beta Tau Sigma fraternity house.
At Beta Tau Sigma, there are only a few rules:

1) have a declared major in the College of Music;
2) keep your GPA above a 3.4;
3) don’t let Taehyung into the liquor cabinet;
4) don’t fuck up with Kim Seokjin. The rest is all fine print.

(Rating changed to M for sexual content in ch17.)

OKAY, THIS FIC IS THE END OF EVERYTHING FOR ME. My Favorite Fic Of All Time. Nothing is ever gonna top this for me, even House of Cards. This fic has it all, humor, angst, fluff, smut. Everything. Incredible fic. Golden fic.

cuz in a sky full of stars (I think I saw you) by wowoashley | Taekook, Namjin, Fake Relationship!AU

Summary: taehyung always has bad ideas. and jeongguk thinks this might be the best.

This is so cute and cliché but in a good way, I really love this fic.

ce monde est une têmpete by astringxnt | Taekook, Yoonmin, Namjin, College!AU

Summary: they say that one should fall in love with their eyes open, but Jungkook keeps his closed, and Taehyung is afraid that they’ll fall in all the wrong places.

the concept of strings in space time theory is that on a one dimensional plane, one only has the option of going backwards or forwards in their direction of travel. Jungkook chooses to be swept along into the unknown, with Taehyung as his only anchor.

AMAZING! I really like the plot of this one.

Safe and Sound by bazooka | Namjin, Royalty!AU.

Summary: From a tumblr prompt: Jin is a prince, and Namjoon is his bodyguard.

“You’re sort of bad at this.”
“Nah. You’re safe, aren’t you?”

Prince!Jin. That’s all I have to say about this fic. Amazing.

(thought you knew) you were in this song by expplipo | Taekook, Yoonseok, Namjin, Soulmate!AU

Summary: Taehyung nearly chokes, but only nearly. Instead he raises an eyebrow and puts on the most suave smile he can manage. Hopes he looks far more collected than his for-some-reason racing heartbeat would let on, more suit-and-wine than elementary-schooler-with-a-new-crush. “You like me?”

Jeongguk blushes, and looks at his feet. He’s smiling. “Of course.”

“Really?” Taehyung says. “Like? Or like like?”

(So much for suit-and-wine.)

Nothing to say apart from it being amazing.

Common Thread by sugafree | Yoonmin, Namjin, Soulmate!AU

Summary: Red String of Fate AU where Yoongi doesn’t believe in soulmates and spends a long time trying to avoid a certain someone on the other end of his red thread.

I’m a sucker for Soulmates, but this fic is good regardless, love the way it’s written.

for you, anything by kadotas | Vmin, Yoonkook, Namjin, Marriage!AU

Summary: “Talk dirty to me,” Taehyung says lowly into Jimin’s ear, breath ghosting Jimin’s earlobe, eliciting a slight shudder from the latter.

“I’m not wearing underwear,” Jimin whispers back, pulling back to look Taehyung in the eye.

Taehyung groans gruffly at this, breaking the eye contact to lean down and nip Jimin’s jawline gently. “God yes baby that’s just-“

“I’m not wearing any underwear because you never fucking put the laundry in the fucking dryer like I’ve asked you to 100 times,” Jimin hisses, voice strained with vehemence, glaring at him and Taehyung sighs defeatedly.

(in which Taehyung and Jimin navigate through married life together, realising belatedly that it’s not always smooth sailing.)

Domestic Vmin is the best Vmin.

Let me know by TheOrgasmicSeke | Yoonmin, Yoonkook, Jikook, Yoonminkook, Namjin, Vhope, I Need U!AU, Poly!AU

Summary: Talking about it, of course, became harder as the days passed by. Yoongi could never find the right time to bring it up. He was still wondering if he was just imaging things. If he was just thinking he was feeling the things he was feeling. But that was quickly disproved every single time Jimin curled up around him and Jungkook kissed him. He was a fucking idiot in love with two bigger idiots and there wasn’t a damn thing he could do about it. Except probably ruin it by talking about it. Hell, maybe it was better to just never mention it and pretend it wasn’t happening.

So good. No other words.

Find the value of an elephant by tired angry egg (Mirabelle) | Namjin, Highschool!AU, Tutor!AU

Summary: When Kim Taehyung’s academic situation takes a turn for the worse, his mother is convinced to hire a highly recommended tutor in the hopes for a miracle that would turn her son into a conscientious student. Her eldest son, Seokjin, has a far more skeptical opinion on this entire thing, expecting it to be-lest he sugarcoat it-a complete failure. And Kim Namjoon is just really bad at making good first impressions (or second ones, or just impressions altogether).

Cute and funny.

A Sociolinguistic Analysis of Epenthesis in Academic Convergence by bazooka | Namjin, College!AU, Professor!AU

Summary: Epenthesis
A phonological phenomenon in which two disparate sounds meet, creating a third sound between them which wasn’t there before.

There were a lot of jobs worse than being partnered with world-renowned Absent-Minded Professor Kim Namjoon, but Professor Kim Seokjin couldn’t think of what any of them were at the moment.

THIS! IS! SO! GOOD! Honestly, I’m in love with this fic.

The Mark of an Educated Mind by bazooka | Namjin, Metafiction.

Summary: At three o'clock in the morning after he’d been working for ten hours straight and everything he touched came out wrong and all his words were stilted and clumsy and all his music was rough and tangled… for some ungodly reason Kim Namjoon opened up a new browser window, typed bangtan sonyeondan fan fiction into the search bar, and then (god) hit enter.

No comment.

A Wonderful Institution by bazooka | Namjin, Yoonmin, Wedding Planner!AU.

Summary: Kim Seokjin is a wedding caterer. Kim Namjoon is a wedding planner.

Both of them think marriage is a societal construct with no place in modern life. Neither of them would know Real Love if it came up to them at a wedding and made a wager.

I love this fic because it’s so cute and funny to me.

Just Skin by syubology | Taegi, College!AU.

Summary: Yoongi is small and angry and 200% done with having feelings; Taehyung is Taehyung; Hoseok harasses Yoongi with petnames and Jimin ships Yoonseok. That’s basically it.

The fic that made me ship Taegi.

Pour up (Drank) by mindheist | Taekook, College!AU, Frat!AU.

Summary: If you can read this, take another shot.

LISTEN. This fic is so good it’s almost Beta Tau Sigma and that’s saying a lot because I love that fic. Anyways, the story in this one is great and it has its funny moments as well as fluffy and frustrating ones. Great fic.

Sidereal by darling | Vmin, Childhood Friends!AU.

Summary: Here we observe the Earth and the Sun in their natural habitat: each other.

This is all cute and fluffy in some parts but deep in others. Beautiful fic, I like the concept.

half a soul divided by jynxu | Minjoon, Taekook, Yoonseok, Soulmate!AU

Summary: Park Jimin has never been on a date. Nor has he had his first kiss, flirted with anyone, or fallen in love. His classmates would ridicule him and base nicknames over his distaste toward anything romantic. (Look, here comes Saint Jiminie!) Even his younger brother would make fun of him while his parents watched with pitying looks on their faces.

Nobody understood.

or: soulmate au where your soulmate’s date of death is tattooed on your wrist.

This made me cry. At school. No joke my friends were worried. Great fic, read if you want to cry.

Out of My System by xxdevilishxx | Yoonmin, Vhope, Namjin, One Night Stand!AU.

Summary: Yoongi likes one night stands and he understands how they work. What he doesn’t understand, however, is how he ended up in bed with a probably-not-legal kid crying in his arms about his broken heart, because he’s pretty sure (and correct him if he’s wrong) that a babysitting job was not what he was looking for when he went to the opening of his friend’s new club.

I read this instead of studying. Really good and interesting, I like the characters.

refrigerator humming, chewing gum and instant karma by locks | Taekook, Gangster!AU, Mafia!AU.

Summary: Taehyung sets the flowers down on the dining table, plucking the card off the little holder. “Dearest Taehyung, just wanted you to know that I’m thinking about you. I hope you’re thinking about me too. Love–” he pauses and squints before cocking an eyebrow and pursing his lips. “Hyung, why is the boss of your little boy band gang professing his love for me?”

Yoongi drops the noodles on the floor with a loud curse as he burns his hand.

Or, Taehyung’s been trying his hardest to avoid Yoongi’s criminal life for a long ass time, but a cute kid and his infuriating father keep pulling him deeper into the mix.

Cute and a good read, the concept is awesome and I like the way it’s written.

House of Cards by sugamins | Taekook, Vmin, Jikook, Vminkook, Mafia!AU, Gangster!AU.

Summary: Jungkook is the heir to a mob empire, the most notorious in the whole of Seoul. Taehyung is a rookie sent in to infiltrate by his select team and bring the empire crumbling down.

“You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated.”

Trailer. This fic. I have no words. It’s beautifully written and the plot is amazing, really interesting and just plain good. The fic to end all Mafia!AUs. Nothing is ever gonna top this for me. It’s also a long read.

Let Me In Or Let Me Down by noraebangbang | Yoonmin, A/B/O.

Summary: Yoongi hates dealing with heat cycles and suppressants and life in general. Everything is a terrible mess, and then there’s Jimin to make things a tiny bit brighter.

Now, listen, I don’t really like ABO, but this fic is so good that I wanna like it because if there are any other ABO fics like this gem then I’m in for a treat.

Kickstart series by Error401 | Yoonmin, Namjin, Vhope, Gangster!AU, Hitman!AU

Summary: Hitman!Yoongi AU.

The plot of this series is really interesting, I read it all in one sitting because I just needed more. It’s really good.

The Still Point (Of The Turning World) by inkingbrushes | Yoonseok, Reincarnation!AU, Soulmates!AU, Multiple lives!AU.

Summary: Because Yoongi doesn’t know how this started, or how this will end, but he knows this simple fact: he knows that there is a love between them that is much fiercer than the burning sun. There is that love then, and there is that love now, and surely there will be that same love the next time.

(Or: the one where they’re reincarnated over and over again and Yoongi meets a different version of Hoseok every time but Yoongi is the only one that remembers.)

Ok, this fic made me cry really hard and I’m still affected by it. It’s beautiful and sad and you should totally read it.