With your absence, each second is anchored with a feeling of detachment from reality and sadness. A smile far more luminous than infinite suns and a laugh dictating bliss, how could I not cry without these? You are far above that of angels or queens, no words can illustrate the grace of color you bring to my gray world. Absolute apathy disciplined each day before my homecoming to you. I love you, I hope you sleep each night dreaming of ecerything that brings you joy and your days are filled with happiness. It’s 5:30 AM, not a single minute has passed that hasn’t included you within my thoughts. You prepare and accomplish everything for me, I do not deserve somone as divine as you, however I will hold on with all my might. You have shattered the endless walls I erected after the bitter events of mu past and somehow charmed my heart while I locked it at the bottom of a bottomless abyss. No words provide enough detail to describe my appetite, devotion, and lust for you. All I can manage to say is I love you, but with those words I bring the pwoer of a tsunami, I move mountains and erupt dormant volcanoes. I would live through all the pain I have endured in my life each hour if each ending I was awarded a moment to speak with you again. I am losing focus as my eyelids start to close on their own, my hands are moving slower and the bed chants my name. Even without your presence in this rant, it is so hard to walk away. I am always with you. I love you, my moon kitten.