What's the one thing in the world you want most? Also I hope you have a great day bc you're cute and you deserve hugs and happiness!
I suppose I want what everyone wants. To be wanted. To mean something to the people who mean something to you. To never be sat there wishing they’d reply, or scared that they don’t want to be involved with you anymore. But the world doesn’t work like that. People don’t work like that. Fuck, I don’t work like that. I have some messed up abandonment issues, compounded by internalization which, due to the events of late in my life, have made my head a minefield. And I do try to just keep calm and carry on (as the meme goes), but sometimes the most mundane thing sets me back. Makes me question shit. Much as I like to pretend I’m very much a robot, I am indeed a living, feeling creature that’s far, far too broken at a base level. Such is life.