But did the idea of 'maybe I should stop' not cross your mind after you read it ? I know you're not comfortable and I don't want to push anything, but I felt like I'm just annoying him by shipping this after what happened. It did really hurt to read his comment about it. I'm sure no one here wants to push you into talking about it, we just really need some comfort about it. Maybe someone to tell us it's okay. I'm sorry that turned out to be you, if it makes you uncomfortable.
If I should stop? I’ll answer you honestly, yes it did make me think that, but the love i have for Jonghyun and Kibum is what started this blog/channel, the reason I even make videos and analyze moments is because I love and admire the relationship they have with each other. The description of my blog does not explicitly state a romantic relationship, but rather the relationship they share with one another.
I make video’s for myself and for other Jongkey shippers; I’m sure Jonghyun is very aware of the “shipping” that occurs in fandoms and from what I’ve seen it doesn’t openly bother him and the reason I think he felt the need to explain himself for his comment, was because his actions were done towards a male fan in the crowd and not towards one of the members.
*sigh* aaaah, yes it makes me uncomfortable, but I also want you guys to know that I’m here to comfort you and ease your thoughts :) Just the other night me and my cousin watched Jongkey compilations and there was a physical fight between my heart and mind.
I like to think of it this way; SHINee makes me happy, Jonghyun and Kibum make me happy, Jongkey makes me happy and if it’s something that makes me happy, I will continue to do it. You aren’t an “annoying” fan/shipper if you just enjoy them, but the moment things are forced onto the boys; relationships, thoughts, sexual orientation, etc, that’s when things begin to change.
As long as you love Jongkey and as long as you keep your thoughts in your heart and don’t force your ideology onto them as a person, then I think it’s alright.