do you like me like me

Ellie.

You knew that there would be a time here Shawn would have to film a music video with another girl, that wasn’t you. It didn’t bother you, you’re all professionals and you have kissed other boys for acting jobs before, but one thing was stuck in your mind.

What if she doesn’t like you? This question has been circling in your mind ever since you were informed Shawn would be filming the ‘There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back’ music video. You were sure that Andrew and the team would pick a good actress who would be glorious for the role. But for some reason, you felt the need to be liked by her.

The first day of shooting came in Amsterdam and it was the first day you got to meet the actress Ellie. Shawn showed you some pictures of her and she was gorgeous, she seemed like she would be a sweet and kind girl, but that didn’t stop your worries from circling in your brain.

You stood with Geoff as Shawn went up to greet Ellie, she had ginger, almost blonde hair and she was very petite and cute.

“She seems nice” Geoff commented, giving you a small nudge.

“I’m sure she’s lovely” You smiled up at him, considering Geoff was a good four inches taller than you. As if on cue, Ellie came bounding over to you, introducing herself and telling you that she loved your music.

“Thank you,” You gushed, “I saw you in Nocturnal Animals, you were amazing!” You complimented her.

“Oh my gosh, no honestly I love Riverdale. I read the comics growing up and you portray Betty perfectly.” She smiled at you. Soon, the time came to start filming. You stayed a good three metres away from the crew with Geoff. All of the memories of you and Shawn come back to you as you watch Ellie and him, relive your moments together.

A few days later, it was time to film the scene at one of Shawn’s shows. Where he looks out into the crowd and spies Ellie cheering for him. Ellie and you didn’t even watch the show from in the audience until she was needed. The two of you spent the entire time together on a couch which is sat side stage, where you could see Shawn do his thing. The various topics the two of you discussed got very intense. Soon, Ellie was needed to film the little snippet of the video, and many fans noticed you in the background staring up at Shawn, it was unintentional, but Shawn loved that you were in the video just like he wanted originally.

On the twenty-first of June, the music video for Shawn’s new song was released. It was everything that Shawn had wanted it to be, every minuscule detail just perfect and he loved it. Shawn reassured you many times that he had his thumb in between Ellie and his mouths when they kissed, so it was, in fact, staged. He said he couldn’t go through with kissing her.

“What’s your question, sweetheart?” You were back on your own tour, sitting in the q&a when a girl who looked around fourteen raised her hand.

“How do you feel about Ellie Bamber being Shawn’s love interest in his new music video?” Her voice came out small, but you still managed to hear it. You knew that a question like this would come up, from the many tweets and comments from fans asking your opinion on Ellie.

“I am honestly completely fine with it, she is a wonderful girl who I became friends with over the few days I spend with her and I had an absolute blast getting to know her. But, what annoys me most is that people can’t get over the fact that it’s her job to act, and people have been sending her negative messages. After this I want you all to get on your phones and show some love to Ellie, because you should always spread and give love to everyone,” You gave your small rant, “But honestly, she was the perfect fit for the roll and I don’t think anyone could have done it better.”

After your show, you had received a Twitter notification telling you that Ellie Bamber had tweeted at you. You opened the notification and saw that she had tweeted you a video from the q&a earlier in the day, it was the video of you talking about Ellie.

@EllieBamber: You talkin’ me up? [@shaleighjaffer]

You smiled typing a quick tweet back to her.

@shaleighjaffer: Gotta rep’ my girl, right?” [@EllieBamber]

You knew that you wanted to stay friends with this girl.

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Feysand Reading/Cuddling Headcannon:

• Being High Lord and High Lady is tough and sometimes all they want to do is snuggle in their bed at the end of the day.

•Feyre lies half on top of Rhys with a book in her hand. A candle is lit so they can read.

• Their legs are all tangled together and Feyre’s backside is pressed against her mate’s front.

• She buries her head into the crook of his neck and hums softly.

• Rhys presses a kiss to the back of Feyre’s ear and she squirms in excitement. He has to command her to open the book because she forgets why they are both snuggled under a warm blanket with a book in her hands.

• She opens the book and tenderly flips through the pages until she reaches the page where they had left off and she begins to read out loud.

• Rhysand carefully wraps his arms around his mate’s waist and she giggles, pink flushing her cheeks before continuing to read to him.

• After a while, Rhys closes his eyes and listens to the words rolling off his mate’s tongue, her voice as sweet as honey.

• After a while Feyre pauses and lets out a massive yawn. Rhys sleepily half opens one of his eyes and whispers, “Tired darling?”

• Feyre only yawns again and laughs softly, wordlessly putting the book on the nightstand next to their bed.

• She then lies next to him, snuggles close and rests her head on his chest. Her breathing evens, small (very cute for Rhys) noises pass through her lips as she drifts off to sleep listening to her mate’s heartbeat.

• Rhys doesn’t take long to fall asleep either. He gently wraps his wings around the two of them just before he follows Feyre into oblivion.

The next morning:

• Feyre wakes up to find Rhys’ arms banded around her waist with his wings cocooned around them both.

• Feyre lets out a small sigh and gently starts stroking her mates warm, muscled chest.

• He soon responds, his fingers gently stroking her waist. Slowly making their way further… and further down…

• Feyre lets out a loud, delighted shriek when Rhysand’s hands suddenly slip into her lacy under things.

• Let’s just say that things escalated rather quickly after that and they didn’t manage to leave their bedroom until lunch time. Most of the Inner Circle mock gagged when they entered the meeting very, very late.

• But not everyone had arrived yet.

• Nesta and Cassian were both somewhere other than the meeting…

You know what this feels like every single Chrason prompt I’ve ever received and the brief moment of fear I felt is unparalleled.

[ Me: Okay, I’m gonna do it, I’m gonna get to get to work on some drafts!

My irl friend: Or you could write fic about this inconsistenticy I noticed from DMTNT.

Me: …..fuck
]

anonymous asked:

"Sorry for the lack of updates!" - honestly at this point you don't even have to apologise, now we pretty much know it comes with the deal when following you :))

// Is that supposed to be passive aggressive? Bc it’s coming off that way to me. Honestly if you don’t like the lack of updates, then please unfollow me. I’m FUB free, so I don’t mind.

I work full time, my commute is 3 hours per day, I have a dog, I have a life, I travel often, there’s no such thing as ‘summer break’ for me anymore, and I have to find time to run this askblog. My only free time is on weekends and I use those to catch up on sleep and catch up with friends. So obviously it’s a struggle finding time to catch up with everything. :v

I run this blog as a hobby, not a job, I’m working on getting more BTS merch out too, so obviously I can’t do 50000 things at the same time otherwise this blog would be more updated but sometimes there aren’t enough hours in the day for me to do everything otherwise I would be more active. I try to do things for you guys, my giveaway is a token of appreciation for my followers but if you guys wanna be passive aggressive about it, please put yourself in my shoes. If that doesn’t work, please unfollow me because clearly I’m not providing enough actual content to keep you guys appeased. 👍🏻

If your ask wasn’t intended to be read with that tone, then ignore this lol I’m just in a pretty bad mood bc too much shit has gone down in the past month so I don’t need negativity right now.

I lay awake, with my eyes closed and heard rain starting up outside. Great, I don’t want Nia to go home in that. Maybe she’ll stay tonight? I could only hope.

No scratch that, the most upsetting thing is people are mostly out to invalidate the harm done by fetishization. From brushing off a prevalent issue as “just kids” to actually saying the words “fetishization hurts no one,” nobody seems to care AT ALL that they’re doing harm more than they care about their own self interests. Stop telling us we aren’t being hurt. We are.

[ I’m genuinely shocked. Mun just found out she got a 2:1 classification in my English and Creative Writing degree. How? What?? I’m so happy and BEYOND RELIEVED T_T ]

WRITING UPDATE BC I FEEL LIKE IT

i’m done with the myungjun fluff to make up for the angst i wrote *cough cough @myungjunsmile this one’s for you cough cough*

AND i have a lot of longer fics in the process, here’s some info on them

#1 - Myungjun artist fic that i have no idea where is going but i feel it in my bones this one’s going to have chapters

#2 - Moonbin happy fic where reader has a good surprise for Binnie and it’s soft and sweet

#3 - Rocky dancing fic that i have no direction for but I know is gonna be happy

i have NO idea when these’ll be dine but imma post the fluff i promised tmrw after my practice SAT ((WISH ME LUCK I’M HELLA STRESSED)) and i’ve started the MJ artist one and just… yeah. idk what the point of this was lmao

ALSO TOTALLY RANDOM BUT I LOVE THE GIRLS WHO RUN THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL Y’ALL SHOULD CHECK OUT CALLED ‘YOUR SWEET GUYS’ LITERAL ANGELS I LOVE THEM THEY’RE MY FRIENDS NOW AND I AM REALLY HAPPY OKAY BYE

Okay so 1) my fitbit battery ran out and Saturday is usually my most active day. I don’t have a charger here. Sad :C

Also, 2) I dreamt some really weird shit about my ex (he was suddenly a contractor instead of graphic designer and had built huge buildings and had a kid?) and now I’m wondering how he’s doing. Like - I have this curiosity that may be sliiightly fueled by a sense of “I’m doing way better without you” but it feels super nosy, and it leaves me wondering whether it’s normal/healthy to feel like that.

Just a reminder that I’m an Adult™ and if that makes you feel uncomfortable feel free to:

  • unfollow me
  • ask me to unfollow you
  • block me

I won’t get mad or anything. It’s important to make sure you feel comfortable and secure.