IM GOING TO FUCKING FLIP A GOD DAMN TABLE
I’ve been sick for the past three weeks. THREE WEEKS. First a stomach flu that made me constantly throw up. Then a horrific head cold that made me miss a WEEK of school. And then I had ANOTHER flu thing where I was literally bed ridden with a high fever for five days and I missed ANOTHER. GOD. DAMN. WEEK. OF. SCHOOL.
Today is Sunday and I was finally feeling a bit better! I could eat a little without feeling like there was a red hot rock dropped into my stomach. You have no idea how fucking happy I was.
It is now nearly 2am and I haven’t slept at all because my stomach hurts so fucking bad and I feel like I’m about to throw up everywhere and am possibly passing MY TENTH FUCKING KIDNEY STONE
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW
IM IN SO MUCH PAIN
IM EXTREMELY ANXIOUS BC OF MISSING SO MUCH SCHOOL
AND IM SO FUCKING DEPRESSED
MY GENERAL ANXIETY AND CHRONIC DEPRESSION ARE GOING SO FAR INTO OVERDRIVE THAT I SERIOUSLY MIGHT JUST EXPLODE RIGHT NOW
AT LEAST IT WILL END MY SUFFERING
…I really need a hug…