do you ever just cry because your otp is literally perfect

the worst thing about trying to decide to read a fic:

-horrible writing.

-the summary is good but the story is written in a different language or is badly written.

-opening it to find no spaces between the paragraphs.

-both your otp and notp is tagged and you have no clue if you want to take a risk or not.

-tagged major character death and you start sweating.

-hasn’t been updated in 80 years but the summary is on point and their the best fucking writer ever.

-you start reading only to find that the person updates every ten years and you just happened to catch them on a day they finally updated.

-you find a writer and check them out, only to find out they mostly write about your notp - and of course they always update, have perfect writing and have stories that are epic.

-stories with so many fucking tags, you just shake your head and move on.

-the “i suck at summaries please check it out still” and you just, pause because it has your otp and you debate whether or not to take the risk.

-you find a pairing you never considered before and think holy shit, that could be hot and spend all day hunting through the tag.

-you ship a pairing so fucking hard, only to find like two fics and you start weeping.

-when you find a perfect story only to check the tags and see some weird shit that disgusts you and you scream why.

-a fic with good writing and summary but it’s so short or is only fan-art.

-a crossover fic where you have both of your fandoms but don’t have both of otps, just one.

-one shots that are so good you wish they were longer.

-when your notp is tagged but it’s labeled as a past relationship or says your otp is endgame, and you have to go through the notp’s awkward breakup in order for your otp to happen.

-when someone doesn’t tag properly and a plot twist hits you and you want to cry.

-you finally find a great fic that has been updated and the last update says writes block, personal issues- can’t do this, asks for co-writer, discontinues it or says lol i hate how this is turning out, deleting.

-when a writer as twenty stories to update and you cry because you like all of them and you have to wait.

-when you remember a story from like five years ago and you search for it, only to find it’s been deleted or can’t seem to find it anywhere.

-when a writer gives you an update schedule and you’re excited because they follow it but then they start missing it and you just…

-when a writer deletes a story and rewrites the same story but you like the original better.

-when your reading a story about a rare pairing that interests and your otp hate each other or just friends and it’s just so weird to read.

-when one half of your otp is in another relationship and the other half shows up with someone else and then you remember, right i’m not reading a story about my otp so i can’t get mad.

-when your otp is popular but it’s not as popular as another ship in the fandom and you hate how the other ship as so much more stories than your ship.

-when you try to read an ot3 relationship because it has two characters you love but the other character is usually from your notp and you hate when your notp share moments.

-when you beg an author (usually one where they aren’t in the fandom really) to write more stories about your otp and they say maybe and it never happens.

-when the writer literally shits on your favorite character and you can’t go through it anymore.

-when your otp isn’t the main pairing and you don’t really care about the other pairings in the story and skip to your otp parts.

-when a story has a million words and it’s so good and you know that you will spend all day and night reading it until your eyes hurt.

-when a story have 200 parts to it and you lose all hope after a while because the story is dragging.

-when your otp is going through something and so many stories are filled with angst, fluff and hurt that it makes you cry because yup, i need to read about my pain for my otp.

-when the writer refuses to write the smut you been waiting for and your otp is stuck in unresolved tension mode forever.

-when the writer unexpected changes the story’s events and you are disappointed by the direction.

-when you find a great au and the characters are so out of character… it makes you sad.

-when you open a fic only to find you hate the point of view and you scream.

-when you request a prompt and the author writes it but you are disappointed and just smile through the pain.

-when you have such a good idea in your head and you try to write it but it’s so bad that you delete it and cry, hoping someone else writes the brilliant idea that you had.

-when you don’t ship something anymore but see a great plot and you click the story and take a deep breath - because shit is about to go down.

-when you reading a great story but get distracted and skip some parts, shit goes down in between and then you think fuck, and have to start over.

-when it’s tagged “slow burn” and you say i can do this and it’s chapter 30 and my ship still hate each other like what.

-when the author says this is their first time writing smut and you think on god they better do this right - only to find out they writing eight pages on your otp making love. like yes.

-when the smut is so rushed or improper you feel cheated and log off because done. like so done.

-when it’s tagged “everyone lives” and your eyes water because that’s all you ever wanted in life.

-when the author leaves a cliffhanger and says in the author’s note “lol sorry about the cliffhanger, i’ll update soon”. you ain’t sorry, stop lying.

-when you see that the story is complete and do a happy dance, only to realize that it ended badly or the sequel/series hasn’t been updated.

RIP To My Youth

and you could call this the funeral

My first Jughead imagine, this is part one, if you guys enjoy it I’ll keep it going. 

Pairing: Jughead x Reader 

Description: Jug and the reader have been best friends since they were kids, but lately, things have changed, Riverdale has changed, Jug has changed and Y/N thinks maybe it’s time she changed too. 

Warnings: ANGST ANGST SO MUCH ANGST YO (maybe a couple o swears)

Word count: 2088

Part 2https://thatsadbreakfastclub.tumblr.com/post/158505761114/rip-to-my-youth-pt-2



It was getting to the point where I was having internal battles with myself every night. ‘Y/N he’s working on the novel and the newspaper, of course, it’s going to be harder for him to spend time with you’ versus ‘he’s moved on, he’s closer with Betty now, he and Archie are closer too, you’ve lost him, you’re irrelevant’. These were the thoughts that had been consuming my brain for the past couple of weeks. Jug was my best friend, right? Maybe I should text him? Maybe not. I started playing with my pale grey cap, my nervous tick of sorts. Jug could always tell when I was nervous because I would fiddle with the cap “Y/N” he’d say “spill it, you can’t hide anything from me, I can read you like an open book”. Thinking about this little memory was bittersweet. How can someone who’s practically by your side every day suddenly just have no real interest in talking to you? Ever since the murder of Jason Blossom, it really feels like everything in Riverdale has changed.

I glanced at my clock perched on my bedside table, 7:45 pm sigh. Maybe doing some homework will take my mind off all this bullshit, who’s idea was it to put me in advanced algebra anyway? Oh, that’s right my father, who I really wish was here right now and not away on some business trip. Tonight would have to be a lonely one. That’s when I remembered I had Jug’s math textbook, there it was sitting on my desk. I flipped it open and sure enough on the bottom left-hand corner was a small ‘property of Jughead Jones’. Perfect I could use this as an excuse to text him. 

Hey Jug, I forgot I had your math textbook? Want me to come drop it over? The two-hour wait to get a reply just built up more and more anger inside of me Hey Y/N, I’m working on an article with Betty right now, could you drop it off to me in the newsroom in free period tomorrow? This was it, this was fucking it, oh I would take his textbook to him tomorrow and I would also confront him about this whole thing, that’s what I’d do straight up ask him why I was suddenly dead weight, I’ve had his guys back for so many years and now I’m just nothing, I won’t have it. Will do I sent back, cool calm and collected and then I was going to give him a piece of my mind tomorrow.

Getting ready for school was never a difficult task for me, I pretty much did the same thing everyday. My Y/H/C was tied into a ponytail with the front strands falling onto my face framing it. I put on my classic ripped boyfriend jeans and a black t-shirt, accompanied by my army jacket. To finish off my classic look I added my signature grey cap and put on my favourite dark grey lipstick. I wasn’t the girliest of girls, that was for sure, but everyone seemed to identify me by my style and in this I found comfort. After giving myself the once over in the mirror I grabbed Jug’s textbook from my desk, shoving it into my bag and I set off for school.

The day dragged on and on, I had a tonne of classes with Kevin and Ronnie today so it was nice to hang out with them for a change. This was of course until Kevin pulled the “I haven’t seen you and Jughead together in a while, what happened you two are usually joined at the hip?” line “You guys are my otp, I hope there’s no trouble in paradise” Veronica added. “Ronnie we’re not dating, why does everyone always think that and honestly, I don’t know, I guess he’s been too busy with this whole novel and newspaper thing to remember me as well” I replied giving my best interpretation of a fake smile. Veronica and Kevin gave me sympathetic looks. 

As the bell rang, signaling our release I was packing my things together when Veronica grabbed my arm. “Y/N you need to tell Jug how you feel, I don’t know if you’ve even admitted it to yourself yet but it’s pretty obvious you’re in love with him, I can see how much not seeing him is hurting you and I think it’s best if you face this head on” I was so taken aback by this, I mean for years I’ve always had people ask if Jug and I were dating but no one had been this blatant with me. Was she right?, No he’s my best friend, I couldn’t be in love with him no way. I let out an awkward laugh “I don’t love Jughead, we’re just friends” It came out so defensive that Veronica raised both her eyebrows and folded her arms “the fact that you’re being so defensive about this just further proves my point” She said in a sing-song voice. “I gotta go Ronnie” I replied standing up from my seat and walking out the classroom “I only say this cause’ I care” she yelled after me.  

Making my way towards the newsroom, I’d never felt so nervous in my life, like get a grip girlie it was just your friend, surely this whole not speaking to me thing was just, not even a big deal and I was hyping it all up. I was still going to have a go at him though because he was angry when Archie ditched him and now he’s okay with doing it to me? Not on my watch.

I had the math book in my hand as I was walking up to the door of the newsroom, I had my best ‘pissed off face’ going on I was ready.

I had my hand almost on the doorknob when I took a quick glance through the doors glass window. That was when my stomach fell, my jaw dropped and my heart involuntarily shattered. It was just a glimpse that’s all I could allow myself to watch, but inside that dusty old newsroom was one Jughead Jones kissing Elizabeth Cooper. The feelings hit me like a truck, and then everything went numb.

I didn’t know what to do so without giving any sign I was there I dropped the math book and ran, I ran out of the school I ran past pops and all the way home. By this time the tears were free falling, I couldn’t stop it and I didn’t care. Once I was in the safety of being inside my house with the door locked I gave in to my emotions and just slid down to the floor.

Wow, I felt so stupid and so naive, why didn’t I see this coming, it all made perfect sense now. I guess this was me also coming to terms with the fact that as usual Ronnie was right, I was painfully in love with Jug and now I was too late to ever do anything about it.

The more I sat there and thought about it the more I came to realise that this was my fault. I held Jug up to this crazy high standard and just assumed it would always be him and me at the end of the day. I had sacrificed so much to hang out with him, to keep my “image”, I avoided making too many other friends, I avoided parties, extracurricular activities you name it I wasn’t a part of it. Now it was all going to change, it had to change. Maybe this was the wake-up call I needed. I had to work on myself, be better, be stronger. Most of all this needed to happen because this meant I could quite literally not be around Jughead anymore, I think seeing or talking to him would make me cry, something the new me will NOT be doing.

I picked myself up off the floor and headed to the bathroom to wash my face. “Get a grip Y/N, ” I told myself staring into the mirror. It’s like as soon as I come to terms with the feelings I think I may have had for years, I have to immediately try to get rid of them. I think this was a coping mechanism for me, and I think the reason I’ve never let myself admit that I had feelings for him before was because I fear rejection so much so very much, and I had to do what I knew would keep him around and that was to continue to be his friend. Well, little girl it’s time to grow up.

And what’s the best way to look more mature and confident, change your style. From what I’ve witnessed from the media, what you wear can have a profound impact on how people view you. This is what I had to do first, get rid of the “old me” look. This meant bye grey cap, bye dark lipstick ( I mean what was I even trying to do with that? Look like a corpse?) (oh wow corpse jokes really funny, maybe a bit too real in light of recent circumstances.) And also a very big goodbye to my jeans and army jacket, that would have to go too.

Looking through my closet it was apparent I didn’t have much to work with, I would definitely have to go shopping this weekend, I’ll bring Ronnie and Kevin along, they know fashion and are probably more than willing to help me out. AH HUH eureka! The dress I’ve been looking for! About two months ago I bought this really nice burgundy skater dress that I was planning to wear on a summer trip away, but when that got cancelled I never really had an excuse to wear it, until now. It showed a lot of leg, which I was surprisingly pretty comfortable with. The thought of people seeing me in this tomorrow made me feel a mixture of excitement and nausea.

The next thing that would change was the hair; no more would it be hidden by a cap and just randomly pulled back behind my face. I would wear it down and give it a curl. I think that would give me a nice elegant edge. God, I really don’t think anyone’s even going to recognise me tomorrow, kinda funny really. The next thing I had to do was go on to the school website and look for an extracurricular I would be willing to do. Hopefully, this would be a good way to make new friends and keep me busy.

I went and grabbed my laptop from my desk, as I did this I heard my phone vibrate, which meant I had a message. The name that made the screen light up made my heart skip a few beats, it was from Jug Hey, I just found my math book outside the newsroom? Why did you leave it there and not come inside? SIGH, reading that was like a knife to my chest, I immediately deleted the message, this may be immature but I needed time, I can’t bring myself to talk to him and if he can do it to me I can sure as hell do it to him. 

Shaking those thoughts away I was brought back to the task at hand. Logging onto the schools web page I found the list of extracurricular activities going on at Riverdale high. Chess club? Pass. Girl’s soccer? Hard pass.  Mathletes? No way in hell. Come on there has to be something here. After fifteen minutes of looking to no avail I scrolled past the extracurricular activities. Eventually I saw an ad posted by the she-devil herself Cheryl Blossom, apparently, one of the river vixens had broken her ankle and a new vixen was needed immediately, auditions were tomorrow after school. Hmm, could I do this? Maybe I could? The old me would never dream of being a cheerleader but the new me, maybe she could. You know what, fuck it. It was decided, I caught myself slightly smiling as I clicked ‘attend’ on the event. It felt like a breath of fresh air, tomorrow I would walk into school confident and new. I was going to cure my own broken heart. I just hoped a run in with Jughead wouldn’t make it all come crashing down.

Kalagang #09

1x11 Just Turn The Wheel And The Future Changes

We are here. WE ARE FINALLY HERE. I know we still have a long way to go, but…this is the episode in which Kalagang has their first kiss! However, it’s not just about the kiss. It’s the depth of emotions both Kala and Wolfgang show in this episode that really made their relationship beautiful. Heartbreaking, but beautiful.

Rajan: I want you to marry me, not to be for or against anyone else, because I love you, I trust you…and I can imagine no better life than growing old with you. All I need to know is…after everything that has happened, do you still want to marry me?

To be honest, I love and hate that Rajan is actually a nice guy. If he were just a typical asshole who’s always forcing Kala to marry him, it’d have been too obvious, you know. Not to mention she would never marry that kind of guy. But at the same time, because he truly loves and cares about Kala, it’s frustrating to see Kala having a hard time to simply say ‘no’ to him.

I wish I had a GIF for this scene, but anyhow, when Rajan asks her if she still wants to marry him, Kala’s eyes literally get bigger as if she had this thought – more likely a person crossing her mind. Wolfgang.

Kala is now facing a crossroad – whether she will follow her head, or follow her heart. For all her life, Kala has depended on her faith to guide her life. This time, however, the choice is in her hands. It’s Kala herself who must make a decision.

Wolfgang: You will take good care of him, you understand? If anyone comes looking for a man matching his description, you say nothing, you do nothing, you call me.

Original post [x] @dizzeikipling

Meanwhile, Wolfgang moves Felix to different hospital where he can be safe. Wolfgang is about to walk into his uncle’s mansion alone which is completely suicidal. But he is more concerned about Felix than himself. Wolfgang protects those he loves with his own life…and yet he still thinks he doesn’t deserve love from anyone.

When Wolfgang stops his car near by the front gate of Sergei’s mansion and opens his eyes, he already knows that he might die today. Wolfgang’s life has been always surrounded by fights, blood, and deaths. He is used to death – as I mentioned in first episode. But no matter how much he hates his life, despises himself, or feels numb about violence, he is still human. And every human, even the bravest ones, fears death.

Wolfgang is afraid, and that leads him to think of one person. Kala.

Kala: This is a bad place. You should not be here.

Original post [x] @fyeahmaxriemelt

In 1x05 during Kala’s wedding, Wolfgang was her inner voice. This time, it’s switched. Kala is now Wolfgang’s inner voice. He knows he should not be here. She feels Wolfgang’s fear, so vividly, more than ever. You can see it from her eyes.

Kala: You don’t have to do this. You could just…turn around. It is so simple a thing, just…just turn the wheel, and the future changes.

Every word she says is killing him. Not just because part of him thinks the same, but because it is Kala who is telling him that. Wolfgang can also feel Kala’s fear – of losing him – and it’s making him harder to go to the mansion. She is making him weak and vulnerable.

Original post [x] @wsoldiers

This may be another reason why Wolfgang has suppressed his emotions – because feelings make him weak. He cannot be weak in order to survive in his world of chaos and darkness.

So Wolfgang closes his eyes tightly, trying to control his feelings. He tries his best to not change his mind. He doesn’t want to be swayed by Kala, and yet, he can’t get her out of his mind – because he doesn’t want her to leave. As much as he doesn’t want this to be their last time, Wolfgang fears it might be the last time he’ll ever see Kala again.

Wolfgang: You stopped your wedding, but it’s still going to happen. [You don’t know that] Some things in our lives are inevitable.

Original post [x] @saralance

Wolfgang knows that Kala is very logic-driven person. He understands she will always choose to do the right thing, even if that may cost her own happiness. He believes Kala marrying Rajan is as inevitable as himself living a life as a monster.

Kala, after she hears from Wolfgang, seems a bit angry. She is mad at herself for she knows Wolfgang is right – that she’ll eventually choose to do the right thing, like always. And they both know ‘the right thing’ may not be ‘choosing Wolfgang’. But she’s also mad at Wolfgang because deep inside there’s a part of her that wants him to say ‘I need you’, ‘I want you’, or ‘I love you’. Kala can’t no longer ignore the desire in her heart. A fire that makes her feel alive. The attraction similar to force of gravity. Emotion that has consumed her.

Kala: Don’t do this. They will kill you. [There are worse things than dying] Wolfgang, please!

Original post [x] @stevenrogered

Yes, Kala is a logical person. Even when she decided to marry Rajan, her reasons were based on logic. To Kala, logic has always come first. But not when she’s with Wolfgang. Possibly for the first time, Kala lets her emotions drive her. Feelings take control of her body and mind.

All this time, when she was with Wolfgang, Kala has tried to control herself – her desire. Now, she calls his name for the first time in desperation…clutches his hand that reached for the gun, and begging him to not go there. Emotion overwhelms logic. Kala is trying to stop him not because what he’s trying to do is immoral and wrong; but only because she cares about him. Because she’s not ready to lose him.

Wolfgang: There are things I will never be able to understand about your world, just as there are things you will never understand about mine.

Wolfgang tries to push Kala away. He suppresses feelings, once again, pretending he doesn’t feel anything – like he doesn’t care. But no matter how he tries Wolfgang can’t hide his feelings from Kala, just as she can’t hide hers from him.

Kala: I understand how I feel about you. And somehow, I know that you feel the same way about me.

Original post [x] @daisyjonhsons

There may be more important matters which Kala needs to make a choice. But right now, at this very moment, she chooses to be true to her heart. When we’re true to our hearts and expresses them, we may get hurt, become vulnerable, helpless, and even selfish sometimes – but that’s what makes us human. That’s what makes us beautiful in that raw moment.

At that moment, when Kala finally opens up and tells Wolfgang how she feels about him…she was more beautiful than ever.

Wolfgang: This is why I’m here…After what I did…

Kala’s confession lets his guard down. Wolfgang’s facial expression softens. He carefully reaches for her face and gently touches it. He seems a bit scared when he touches Kala – showing he truly cares about her, but at the same time he doesn’t think he deserves her…because she’s too good for him.

Wolfgang: As long as that man is alive…no one I care about will ever be safe.

Both determination and hesitation are in Wolfgang’s eyes. He must do this in order to protect those he cares, but deep down he is scared of the thought that he won’t be able to see, touch, and feel Kala anymore.

Also, see how the word choice for his feelings towards Kala has changed again. In the beginning it was ‘craving’, then it changed to ‘want’, and now he refers Kala as someone he ‘cares’ – ‘feel concern or interest; attach importance to somethingor ‘feel affection or liking’. Wolfgang now understands that what he feels for Kala is more than just a desire.

Original post [x] @fyeahwolfiekala

Kala knows she can’t stop Wolfgang, even though she also feels his hesitation as well as his affection towards her. Kala lets him touch her this time. (she kinda rejected last time at the cafe)

While I was searching for GIF of their first kiss, I read this post describing – that hesitation and enthusiasm were seen in both characters as they get closer to each other, before the kiss.

I think that’s a perfect analysis for this moment…although I can’t find the original post that has that description. I’ll keep looking up.

I just like how Kala strokes Wolfgang’s jaw, and he is slightly touching her hair.

Original post [x] @regina-georges

Even after they kiss, Wolfgang hesitates to touch Kala’s face. I’m sure most of you were hoping that this won’t be Kalagang’s first-and-last kiss when you first watched this scene. #SaveWolfieSeason1

Original post [x] @kalaswolfgcng

What’s so sad about this kiss is that it’s Wolfgang who pulls away first and Kala seems like her heart literally dropped as soon as he did that. She didn’t want to stop. What’s more heartbreaking is – so did Wolfgang. We can see pain on his face right after he pulls away. But Wolfgang had to, because he knew – if he hadn’t stopped that kiss, he would’ve turn the wheel.

Right after Kala disappears (more like he lets her out of his mind), Wolfgang is back to being no-emotion-Wolfie. This just highlights, again, how much Kala’s presence affects him.

Kala cries for him. She cries because of him…feeling helpless.

Sun: Crying won’t help him. I can feel what you’re feeling. This is what life is. Fear, rage, desire…love. To stop feeling emotions, to stop wanting to feel them…is to feel death. [What do you suggest I do?] I take everything I am feeling…everything that matters to me…I push all of it…into my fist…and I fight for it.

Original post [x] @welcometoyouredoom

Then, Sun appears. She gives her the guidance. She also teaches Kala a lesson – that crying won’t help; if she wants to protect the ones she cares, Kala must fight for them. And we will see Kala fighting for her loved ones in next episode. The season finale.

jacquipoirier  asked:

was there any indication that hyde still loved jackie in season 8? i only was able to watch like 4 episodes and they werent in order. I think i just saw the first two, the valentines day ep and the finale.

I saw the first episode, the one where Jackie falls and gets super dirty and Hyde is like 3% nice to her, and the finale, so I’m not sure I can answer this as good as one can do. Except that I know for spoilers and conversations with my friends a few things.

Okay, let’s put on the heart eyes to talk about this shit. Here comes the long ass meta after the cut, pals!

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mimichin18  asked:

Hi! I've just finished reading the first story of the Designation: Miracle series and I loved every bit of it! I actually cried because of HInata in the end, it was so emotional. I really don't know if take prompts or something, but have you ever thought about writing a spinoff with IwaOi/KasaKise meeting at the "party"? It'd be so fun! (they're my OTP from both anime ahah) BTW, thanks for writing it! It's really amazing!

“We are going to crush them.”

“You’re getting awfully competitive about a game where we literally just made up the rules five seconds ago,” Iwaizumi remarks.

“Iwa-chan, there is no point in playing anything without performing our absolute best. And also, we need to prove that we are better than those basketball players, don’t you think?”

“We have basketball players on our team,” Iwaizumi points out. “They have volleyball players on their team. The whole point of this absurd made-up game is so that we’re working together.”

“Alright, fine, we have to prove we’re better than the Miracle.”

This makes even less sense, and Iwaizumi resists the urge to throttle his captain. “The only reason any of us are here is because you wanted to support the Miracles.”

“Right,” Oikawa says. “We supported them, and now we’re going to make sure we prove we’re the best.”

Iwaizumi just stares at him. “Why are you like this?”

*

“I don’t like him,” Kise announces.

“Huh?”

“He’s too pretty,” Kise says.

Kasamatsu frowns and follows Kise’s glare to the captain of the current Basket-Volleyball team they’ve been playing against. He’s had some solid moves and got past Kise a few times. “That’s a weird thing for you to say,” Kasamatsu says. “Besides, I think he’s a lot like you.”

“What! Senpai, how can you say that? He is nothing like me! He seems far too frivolous.”

“Right,” Kasamatsu says. “Bit like you.”

Senpai,” Kise whines. “Look at him! He’s clearly smarmy. He flirts too much and also he smirks. People shouldn’t smirk all the time.”

“So… exactly like you?”

Kise continues to pout, with a wide-eyed puppy-dog look that creates the perfect picture of injured prettiness.

“Can’t even tell the difference, really,” Kasamatsu continues, “Maybe I should go ask him out, he looks like my type, and maybe he’d be better about picking his clothes off the floor—”

“Senpai!!!”

*

“Wow, where did they even come from?” Kasamatsu remarks, marveling at the fact that a crowd of girls have already encircled Oikawa.

“They just sort of pop up out of nowhere, like fruit flies,” Iwaizumi says, resignedly. “Although, I do think some of them were originally here for your boy.”

Kasamatsu twitches slightly at the idea of Kise as “his boy” and carries on with, “Well, that’s even more impressive. I didn’t think anyway could pull fans away from Kise. That’s a definite testament to the charming abilities your boy has.”

Iwaizumi, to his credit, only nods apologetically, as if acknowledging his own fault. “Yeah. It’s pretty annoying. Doesn’t help that he panders to his fans, you know?”

“Oh, for sure. Kise’s a model too, so we get it everywhere. And it’s kind of obnoxious, because you almost have no room to complain because he’s still incredibly talented at basketball,” Kasamatsu says, like a man who has never kicked his underclassman for pandering to his fans.

“Right. There’s no denying Oikawa is the best setter in the prefecture, so it is really hard to object to his crazy,” Iwaizumi agrees, like a man who has never thrown a volleyball at his friend’s head.

You’re obviously really talented, though,” Kasamatsu says. “You’re reflexes are amazing.”

“Thanks, back at you. Have you ever thought about playing volleyball?”

“Eh, not my sport.”

“Fair enough.”

*

“I don’t like you,” Kise says.

“I don’t like you, pretty boy,” Oikawa says.

“And if that spikey haired guy gets any closer to Senpai, I’m going to kick his ass.”

“If you hurt Iwa-chan, I’ll destroy you,” Oikawa says with a smile.

Kise eyes Oikawa and gets the feeling that Oikawa might be a human, but he was a human who knew how to do unpleasant things in the dark without anyone ever knowing what was happening. Oikawa, on the other hand, is realizing there were a lot more unpleasant geniuses besides Kageyama and he almost wishes Kise did play volleyball, if only so Oikawa could have the satisfaction of making him cry in public.

“Keep him away from Senpai and we’ll call a truce?” Kise offers.

“Deal, but only because I’m feeling generous since my team beat yours.”

“Only once and I demand a rematch!”



A/N: Thanks, friend! I am very glad you enjoyed the story! I have always meant to write a KiKasa and IwaOi interaction because that was something a few people remarked on wanting to see, so here we go! It’s my headcanon that Oikawa and Kise are probably people who will get along really well after awhile, but when they first meet they hate each other’s guts. Thanks again!! Sorry for how long it took! (If anyone is interested in random thoughts on basket-volleyball, they are here).

pxiao  asked:

Top five Fruitshipping moments. Cause I want to see a good show don't tell relationship and we have plenty of moments to fill a large variety of these lists.

Oh god just 5??? Okay I got this be still my heart

5. Episode 2, Yuzu and Yuya’s action duel

Okay I know this is pretty early in the series and it can be seen as platonic, but you get so much character from this scene and grounds of a solid friendship between them. Like:

Yuzu’s getting shit because she was rude to Yuya like some of the fandom does to her lol but instead she just goes with it.

Like at this point of the story we now know both Yuya and Yuzu are entertainers, and now we get to see them doing what they love together and how they work off each other.

Not to mention this scene is funny as hell. Like wow it’s just showing us two cuties performing together (granted it’s not perfect because Yuya’s in funk atm) and I already fell for their dynamic at this point and its only ep 2. 

ALSO they fucking used Plain Plain (where this duel took place) in episode 141 to rip my god damn heart out and to show this duel had meaning and we should realize that we’re missing Yuzu.

4. Yuya is PISSED/cry baby (eps 50 + 51)

At this point in the show we’ve gotten a good basis on their relationship. Yuya and Yuzu are childhood friends with the same goal and they inspire each other to become stronger. Pretty standard and honestly nothing new.

And then they get separated.

Like I did NOT expected them to act the way they did when this happened (at least Yuya because when has a main protag ever cared that much for the female protag minus Anzu from season 0)

I am 98% sure that this is the first time Yuya has cried openly to people without his goggles AND ITS CAUSE OF YUZU. This boy has hidden his emotions about his dad, his bullying, and pendulum summoning but Yuzu’s apparent capture is what got Yuya to finally show his sadness and not cover them with jokes and his goggles.

Yuya as we know, when he’s not berserker, is a pacifist but he’s going out of character because he’s so mentally distraught and sad. Like the only person I would get like that for is my twin so to me this speaks volumes since Yuya values Yuzu’s well being over his own values.  

And then in Yugioh it’s a known thing that the female protags most times stay on the side line and cheer on the main protag AND THEYRE ACTUALLY ACKNOWLEDGING IT AND IT’S SUPER IMPORTANT TO YUYA. Like apparently Yuma’s says something similar to Kotori near the end of Zexal but I’m not there yet but like this is ep 50 compared to 140-something.

Looking back this is super important. Like when Zarc got revived he stated he was surprised/thrilled that there was more to Pendulum Summoning than he first thought (combining all the three methods w/ it) and the reason Yuya was able to do it was because of Yuzu. He was able to go beyond Zarc’s expectations and plans BECAUSE OF YUZU.

God when has a main protag screamed out a female protags name like that before in yugioh??? 

Yuzu is also a cry baby three episodes down the line.

3. Yuzu saves Yuya from Zarc

It speaks volumes when nearly all your friends (including your bff THE MAN Gonzengaka) can’t save from Satan, but the moment you say one sentence to you, you regain some control.

Like god, I love their relationship. Zarc and Ray are literally trying to destroy the other but these two can break through their previous lives soul’s to communicate with one another cause of how god damn much they mean to each other.

Listen if you go across DIMENSIONS to get save someone in Yugioh YOU KNOW your ship is real (Spiritshipping and Keyshipping being the other prime examples). But like in my fruitshipping video (which ya’ll should watch) this moment is when I used the lyrics ‘no distance can ever keep us apart’ because WOW dimensions AND demonic/angelic possessions isn’t enough sever the bond between these two.

Also my otp tag.

2. Yuya summons Odd-Eyes Raging Dragon

Lowkey this moment is up so high because Yuya’s just fucking amazing in this scene. Like Zarc’s influence is getting stronger but like LIST OF THINGS THAT HAVE CAUSED YUYA SO GO BERSERKER 

-Ep 39 with Zarc’s trigger words and Yuya didn’t even remember it

-Yuto’s memories of being attacked the Academia 

-Being electrocuted in the god damn brain

-Being in the same area as all four boys that causes a hole to open in the sky

-Creepy old guys touching Yuzu

Like one of these things is not like the other lol

Seriously though, the others are near close to psychological torture and PTSD but someone touching Yuzu inappropriately invokes the same amount of rage from Yuya. THATS A HUGE ASS COMPARISON. Also the scene was gorgeous god damn.

1. Yuzu inspires Yuya during Friendship Cup

Okay this moment…THIS is when Fruitshipping went from a casual ship to god damn otp for me.

So for the past couple eps, Yuya has been feeling like shit (ground facility, losing Jack, missing Yuzu), of course Yuzu doesn’t know some of bad shit that’s going on, but goddamit the citrus is going to show the tomato that she’s okay.

Like dueling for other people is nothing new to yugioh but holy SHIT

Of course Yuzu doesn’t know the cost of losing, but all she wants to do is make Yuya feel at ease (which the poor boy hasn’t felt in so long fuck)

Yuzu hasn’t spoken to Yuya this entire arc but she knows how he’s feeling right now. She knows Yuya. This just furthers the belief that they’ve known each other for so god damn long and are ‘irreplaceable’ to one another.

Look at how goddamn surprised he is. Like instead of worrying about herself, she’s worried about him?? Granted this might have to do with Yuya’s self worth issues And as the duel goes on, it’s not just her feelings she trying to convey to Yuya (hot-blooded and shivers). Instead of ‘oh look it’s your love-interest’s feelings’ she shows that everyone from back in Standard are also with Yuya.

ALSO THEY PLAYED YUYA’S THEME DURING THIS GOD. EVEN THE OST’S ARE SHOWING US THEIR RELATIONSHIP.

LOOK AT HOW GOD DAMN HAPPY HE IS. LIKE WHEN HAS THIS BOY EVER CRIED FROM JOY SO FAR IN THIS SHOW. THIS IS DEVELOPMENT THAT HE SHOULDN’T HIDE HIS EMOTIONS AND SHOULD EMBRACE THEM AHH.

Just…fuck me. 

anonymous asked:

top 10 ships?

In general or for Naruto? In any case: 

1) Louis Tomlinson and Harry styles.

 The only real people ship on this list, and i’ve shipped them since 2012. I s2g this is the best love story of all time. Louis is the sun and Harry is the moon. They love each other so much. Louis helped Harry come out of his shell, Harry was Louis biggest fan (you know the ‘and naruto’ joke in the SS fandom,, ehm,,,and niall). I love these 2 individuals they have taught me and each other so much. The matching tattoos, the songs everything is just perFECt (pun intended). I have cried with them, and for them. I have memories with the 1d fandom and the larries that will last me forever. Staying up all NIGHT (pun intended) listening to their new albums (buy four on itunes) and crying over larry lyrics. I won’t forget wild nights trying to decipher the mystery behind the RBB twitter accounts, the memes, the fics, the friends, the frenzy, the twitter world wide trends, the fandom fights. Also, Freddieismyqueen reblog if you agree.

(pick someone who’s supportive)

‘Is it so wrong that you make me strong’

‘for your eyes only i show you my heart’ 

‘ So many nights I thought it over
Told myself I kind of liked her
But there was something missing in her eyes

I was stumbling, looking in the dark
With an empty heart
But you say you feel the same
Could we ever be enough?
Baby we could be enough

And it’s alright
Calling out for somebody to hold tonight
When you’re lost, I’ll find the way
I’ll be your light
You’ll never feel like you’re alone

I’ll make this feel like home’

‘All I know at the end of the day is you love who you love, there ain’t no other way’

The larrents, the rose and the dagger, it is what it is, the ship and it’s compass, strong and happily, things I can and things I can’t, won’t stop till we surrender. I love them with all my little heart okay.

2) InuYasha X Kagome, InuYasha by Rumiko Takahashi (yes the kiss is not canon manga material, but it is shut up)

This is my otp. Kagome is my favorite female character of all time. I love how her unconditional kindness and acceptance was able to bring out the golden heart that was always inside of my lil shit fav inuyasha. They are able to openly communicate their feelings and insecurities, and they are so protective of each other. They have so much chemistry flowing between them because they are both so PASSIONATE by nature. They’re fun but they also make you cry, the journey they share is unforgettable. I love seeing Inuyasha jealous it’s so funny, and I love seeing how much selfless love kagome has for him. They’re literally MARRIED UGH, she was born to meet him and he was born for her UGH, she doesn’t know what she can do for him but she just wants him to be happy UGH.

#1 otp for life.

3) Ranma x Akane, Ranma ½ By Rumiko Takahashi 

Rumiko Takahashi is kind of known as a comedic genius, but to me she is a genius period. Ranma ½ is farce through and through. Nothing is meant to be taken seriously, the characters have motivations that are too wacko and the relationships everyone shares with each other are almost ridiculously violent down to ranma and his dad kicking the shit out of each other and verbally lashing out at each other 24/7. That being said, she still managed to make us care about these characters for years. That being said, she crafted one of the funnest, most iconic romances of all time. These 2 jump each others throats all the time but when it really comes down to it they support and love each other through and through. They would not HESITATE to die for each other. Ranma named Mariko his mortal enemy because she made Akane cry, Akane was ready to fight a bitch when she called ranma an ugly fool. Bonus : Akane loves ranma regardless of his sex change under his Jusenkyo curse. The amount of genuine moments these 2 have makes up for the jealousy, the fighting and the open ending. It’s that much funnier when you consider they are just 2 clumsy teens trying to navigate the situation they have been put in. Their development is iconic and i LOVE them.

(look at them spar i need sasusaku to do this)

Ranma Saotome is my second favourite male character of all time (you can guess who the first is) and I think I have a thing for black haired anime guys lmao.

 They live together so it’s pure domestic heaven too.

A good ship.

4) SasuSaku, Naruto By Masashi Kishimoto

And the award of Most Aesthetically Pleasing Couple goes to: These two. Listen,, sasuke is my favourite character of all god damn time and sakura is on my top 3 list of favourite girls, and their union is a beautiful thing. The whole ‘couple who endured’ theme is (almost too) real as shit with these two. I love how she was able to break his ice and his defenses all throughout the story without having to use force, and I love how her love for him stayed strong despite everything going on but how she was also becoming less naive, but more hopeful towards him coming back. She just wanted to save him and once the hate curtains were removed, he was so so thankful for her always trying to reach out to him.

 I love how they were both key parts towards each other developing, from sasuke going out of his way to compliment her with a wink, to her thinking of the Holy Trinity while cutting her hair.

 The fact that she talk no jutsud him into getting over his fear of stronger opponents with a sense of blood lust due to itachi, the fact that she was sick of him protecting her so she decided to get strong for herself. 

The fact that sasuke is a boy who lost his family, yet saw them in her and team 7. The fact that she gave him a new ray of hope called Sarada Uchiha. 

Listen,, I love how they judge people together

They have been Naruto’s parents at 12 before they ever conceived Sarada

Despite all the drama in part 2, these guys are a lowkey fun couple

And i love the passion between these 2 fucks 2

WHY ARE FIRE SIGNS SO EXTRA JUST CATCH HER DON’T HAVE INTERCOURSE WITH HER PUPIL

Listen,,, I HAVE A THING 4 SUPPORT

(My top 10 nards ships are: SS, Sasunarusasu, narusasusaku ot3 ,Sakukarin, inosaku, minakushi, narusaku, narugaa, naruino and shiita) (I like all of them unless you count naruhina, sasuhina and sasukarin lmao)

Anyways,,, i love these 2 and team 7 so much you don’t understand.

And love and light finally conquered 👼

5) KagSan, Inuyasha by Rumiko Takahashi

pc to kago-bae

best girls stick together 

6) Zutara, Avatar The Last Air Bender

The 3 Ks, aka Kagome, Katara and saKura are my actual queens. 

Zutara should have been canon and I am forever salty. So much development, so much chemistry..UGH

7) Klance, Voltron

Ignore the fandom,,,,let’s APPRECIATE these 2 ‘rivals’ who came to respect each other. Keith is gay. Lance is bi.They are in love. It should happen.

A fun couple. 

8) Lily and Marshal, How I met your mother

9) Chandler and Monica Bing, Friends

10) Luffy and Nami, One Piece 

A Pirate King and A Navigator Queen

Remember what I said about support? It’s my favourite thing tbh.

sorry not sorry for the long post byebye

101 Reasons to Love Ken
  1. He’s the cutie main vocal
  2. Everyone recognizes that he’s the CUTIE main vocal of VIXX
  3. He has a wink disease where he can’t stop winking
  4. He twits like a five year old kid
  5. He posts instavids doing almost the same thing over and over again
  6. He turned into a dragon
  7. He has the sexiest voice ever
  8. He will do embarrassing things while filming and regretting it after
  9. But he’ll never learn his lessons so he’ll do it again
  10. Ravi has a thing on calling him cute and scratching his neck like a puppy
  11. We’ve got a cyborg concept because of him
  12. He wants to earn first before he goes solo because he doesn’t want to burden anyone
  13. According to Leo, Ken is always humble.
  14. He has a strong alcohol tolerance ;)
  15. He’s such a cute ball of hair during pre-debut
  16. His animal impressions are the best
  17. He had some of the best yet pervy OTP moments. (If you know what I mean *coughs* re-uploaded vixx tv *cough*)
  18. He’d be wearing girl’s outfit and wig but he’ll be walking really manly, show off his armpit hair and you know… everything that you might see… unintentionally
  19. Everyone be thinking that he’s cute and innocent but he’s a quite a perv deep inside
  20. He got a perfect score in their Starlight exam
  21. He thinks that he’s a three year old boy
  22. He’s the sweetest guy you’ll ever meet like you’ll get toothache if you’ve got to taste him *cough*
  23. He’s a walking aegyo machine
  24. He’s a VERY good kisser
  25. He cried during their second concert while singing Love Letter. Now, that made me cry too. *ugly sobs*
  26. Leo can’t stop wondering what’s running on Ken’s mind
  27. His mouth runs faster than his brain
  28. He’s an ahjumma
  29. He has a very sexy English accent
  30. He’d be watching horror movies with you but don’t be surprised if someone suddenly crawls under your sheets at midnight
  31. He’ll take you on a food trip on your date
  32. He also have cute hyungs kkk
  33. He has this thing for pouting
  34. He looks great with glasses
  35. He’s a chic magnet so don’t go crying to me when you see him kiss a lot of girls
  36. He gets embarrassed around girls though
  37. But you can actually tell that he knows his way around them
  38. He draws the member’s caricatures on VIXX TV’s opening
  39. He’s close friends with B1A4’s Sandeul & BTS’ Jin(a.k.a. the 92-line Monkeys) as well as BigFlo’s HighTop, ToppDogg’s Nakta and many more
  40. He’s the type who will spit out nonsense in the most crucial time like if you’re angry with him, he’ll suddenly say that he’s hungry and he wants to eat gopchang
  41. He tries to edit out his part by exclaiming different brand names but Ad***s & N**e are his faves
  42. He’ll be the first one to wake up but the last one to get in the car
  43. His grandpa beatbox is the best
  44. He gave his lines to Hyuk in RUB because he didn’t get that much in Superhero
  45. He always tries hard to improve his dancing (he almost quit VIXX because of it, people)
  46. He steals the limelight on live performances
  47. His high notes are a must
  48. He wants to be known as a variety idol but gets awkward when on one
  49. He knows how to shake his butt like a pro
  50. He says things you probably wouldn’t understand
  51. VIXX thinks that he came from the farm when he first came to the company
  52. He’s a puppy but sometimes he’s a dog, or a chicken, no, maybe a sea lion that turns into a mosquito that morphs into a pterodactyl, well…
  53. He can literally be anyone you want him to be
  54. He’ll be trolling himself when no one else does
  55. He never gets angry.. Like what will actually make him angry?
  56. Raken is rockin’ all other OTPs once they’re together
  57. He said that VIXX doesn’t even smell nor fart
  58. He broke up with SpongeBob because of Chopper
  59. He had changed the most since pre-debut
  60. His nose is so cute and his lips too, oh and his eyes *sings eyes, nose, lips*
  61. He starts a secret rebellion against Mama Cha by saying “Malhi Manhi (a lot of horse)” which also means “talks to much”
  62. He has a nice butt XD
  63. He tries to expose Leo’s hidden charms and sweetness only to get hit by the said Hyung
  64. He says “otteokhaji” a lot that you would actually think that it’s the only word he knows
  65. He made Ravi and the others ROFLing on MTV Diary
  66. He started the whole “Ravi is dirty” thing
  67. He’ll give you drawing lessons but will spank you if you won’t focus XD
  68. He talks nonstop while on the way to Gimpo Airport because Leo won’t say a thing
  69. His biceps are… okay, hot
  70. He is spiderman
  71. He calls VIXX - Bikchuu
  72. He asked Ravi to call him “his man”
  73. He is dying to ride a horse but falls off the moment he rides one
  74. Ravi called him “his girlfriend”
  75. He’ll teach you how to eat gopchang and become… a pig
  76. He continues to bow down to people even though he’s already being carried by Ravi
  77. He’ll do everything for his girl even to the point that he needs to sacrifice his life.. *tears*
  78. He calls Starlights his Babies
  79. He sang in a local resto in Jeju because they are broke
  80. He’ll drive you wherever you want
  81. There’s no boring time when he’s around
  82. He’s a closet ahjumma
  83. Like, he’ll be dancing inside the closet and no one will ever notice
  84. He doesn’t really look at a girl’s visual, he just wants someone who’ll only love him
  85. He’s an amazing actor
  86. He’s actually a prince
  87. He asked Leo if he prefers “regular size” or “big size” *winks*
  88. He draws really well
  89. He thinks that having a good personality is really charming
  90. He learned that the members are having a hidden camera prank on him and he rode along faking his annoyance so that his members will think that they succeeded
  91. “Starlight is the reason VIXX can Exist” - Ken
  92. He looks good on anything but Ravi callss him the biggest fashion terrorist
  93. He walks around the dorm with no clothes (or less clothes maybe, just wth is this guy doing anyways?)
  94. He wants to be a monkey if he’s going to be an animal
  95. On his Chained Up Contract there’s a warning saying that regardless  of the place he’ll throw infinite aegyo and kisses at you so you’ll need a strong heart
  96. He will suddenly scream out of nowhere
  97. He’s chained up special clip might leave you in great state shock
  98. He covers Adele’s songs like a pro
  99. He turns VIXX TV into a Meokbang (Food Eating show)
  100. He was dubbed as “Multi-talented Jaehwan with a face of god” during MyDol
  101. He just turned 20 + 4 years old last April 6.
Thorki + Hiddlesworth Fic Recs!

This is by no means a complete list, because there are simply too many talented people in this fandom and it’s impossible for me to list all that’s worth reading. Here, I’ve chosen a couple of my favourite writers whose works have significantly influenced my own, and would highly encourage all of you to stalk through. In alphabetical order:

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anonymous asked:

What Greek myth(s) do you think is(/are) under appreciated?

Anon, I love you. This is an amazing question. This is everything I have ever wanted in a question. I am actually suspicious that this isn’t from me; perhaps I blacked out at some point in time and sent this message to myself. I don’t know. It’s possible. It is also possible that you are perfect. But anyways. On to your question:

1) Atalanta (and the Calydonian Boar Hunt, etc)

I don’t know why people don’t talk about this amazing huntress more. Like. Mythology books need to check themselves if Atalanta doesn’t get a page AT LEAST. When I was studying classics in school, the professor showed a band cup by Archicles and Glaucytes that featured the Calydonian Boar Hunt and DIDN’T SHOW ATALANTA and I nearly had a FIT.

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Top Five Ships You’ll Go Down With No Matter What

Was reading a couple of these and thought, hell yeah I want to do this too. So here you go. 

1. Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes 

Originally posted by reclusiveq

Is anyone surprised? I literally rec fanfic about these two. Started when I watched CA:TWS and I walked out of the theatre, went straight onto my computer when I got home, and started desperately searching for all the fic. No one can convince me these two don’t belong together. 

2. Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (BBC)

Originally posted by resilientknee

These two inspired almost all the fics I ever wrote. It was beautiful and painful and I will never be over that last episode. It was just … oh god … it makes me want to cry just thinking about it. 

3. Monica Gellar/Chandler Bing

Originally posted by thinkpinay

I know! It’s so random, but this was honestly all I hoped for in a relationship growing up. I loved them so much, and I still do. It has been almost twenty years that I have loved these two together. So yeah … they belong on this list for sure.

4. Nasir/Agron 

Originally posted by steorie

Ugh … these two. I didn’t watch Spartacus until a few months ago, because I don’t know why … I just didn’t. But when I did, these two stole the show. Their relationship was amazing and perfect and I have never seen a same-sex couple portrayed like this and I LOVED it. And you know it’s good when there isn’t that much fic - because the show actually shows everything and while they could have used more screen time (like all the screen time in the world, just all of it) it was great. 

5. Jake Peralta/Amy Santiago

Originally posted by adoringrain

This was a hard spot to fill … because to be honest I only really have four OTPs, but this is a TV couple that I root for and want to see stay together. Brooklyn Nine-Nine is one of my favourite shows of all-time. And I love their relationship. Which isn’t surprising because I love everyone in this show. But come on - they literally got together through a FAKE RELATIONSHIP UNDERCOVER PLOT! That is one of my favourite tropes ever! 

I won’t force tag any one on this, but if you do it please tag so I can see your fav OTPs too! So here’s the big question: who are your top 5 OTPs?

anonymous asked:

What one painful memories you remember when you think about jikook? I just read a fanfic of chanbaek name 10080 and now all I can think about is breaks ups and sadness of my otps

When has Jikook been painful? Uhhhh…like literally whenever they exist ._.

I’m telling you. You can’t ship this ship unless you like pain at least just a little bit. Because that’s all they are: frustrating, tense, aggravating pain ._.

jkjk but why would you want to drown your sorrow in more sadness? …well, I guess that’s what I do when I get sad and then I play really sad songs real loud in my room BUT anyways–

All my painful Jikook moments are moments where they’re like… actually really gay with each other. Because that’s when I start screaming at the computer: “YOU TWO ARE SO PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER WHY CANT YOU JUST TRY AND DATE ASDLKFJSDKLFJSDKLFJDFLK” and like get a friggen heart attack because I can’t actually do anything to influence that…

But ummm…off the top of my head…

^That was probably the most painful thing. Ever. and of course it’s the only video I have on my phone because clearly i love pain

I hate this only because I don’t have anyone I can look at like that…yet Jeon does…AND THEY AIN’T DOING SHIET ABOUT IT. URRRRRRRGH THE FRUSTRATIONS.

This. This was the shiet that kept me here. I wasn’t that painful when I was watching it at the time because I wasn’t in that deep yet but I think I blame this video for…everything ._. (this gif is literally labelled SHIM KUNGHAE.gif on my computer)

yeah I think I’m done with these two losers ._. so much pain. ugh

Thanks for ruining my night. lol jk you didn’t actually <3

anonymous asked:

I just need narry fics so much, I want really good smut mixed into a good story, mildly lengthy, help?? ♡♡

Okay, I’ve picked out fics that I haven’t officially rec’d on my list in order to give more variety, but you should also head on over and take a look at those, because most of them have smut, and it’s mixed into some really fantastic stories.

Also, once again, ‘mildly lengthy’ is relative, so I’ll include a rough wordcount next to each story. I shot for ~20-50k words in length, because that’s what I consider ‘mildly lengthy’.

You’ve Got to Wake Up Where Your Heart Is (~21k) - Jessica @missing-headache (aka one of the most gifted writers there is on Earth, despite her inability to see it) wrote the perfect Nanny!AU. This hasn’t gotten 1/1000th of the love and attention it deserves, but the fact that it still remains the story that people go to her and ask her to write more of should tell you how brilliant it is. It’s a slow-burn, so there’s not much in the way of smut, but it’s bloody brilliant and you should definitely read it.

It’s Just Right for Me (For Us) (~20k) - I just reread this yesterday while looking for a smut rec for someone, and boy does this have some great smut. That said, it doesn’t at all sacrifice storyline and end up as a PWP fic. I actually had a really hard time deciding which of @horansheroes‘ fics to rec for this one, because Olivia has some really great fics that all fought for a place on this list.

I’m not Trying to Stop You, Love (~27k) - I have an undying love for @little-cather, and this story is just a perfect example of why. I can only dream of being able to write a story this balanced and beautiful. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again - Every writer, professional or amateur, can learn a thing or two about their craft from @little-cather.

I Wanna Do Right (~27k) - This is a brilliant fic that I’m convinced was written just to melt me into a puddle on the ground. It worked. If anyone knows the author’s tumblr, please let me know so that I can credit them, and personally thank them for wrecking me so thoroughly.

Heartbreak Hero (~30k) - Hope @castlestylan is honestly such an inspiration. She’s an unbelievable talent, and everything she writes gets better and better. I’m actually so glad that I get to write this rec list, because now I get to talk about another one of her fics and how much I adore her writing. This fic will pluck your heart out and give it a great big hug.

Handwritten (~31k) - @1dgi wrote a masterpiece with this. It is literally the only story I’ll ever rec that has onscreen Gr*les loving in any capacity. Because, as anyone who pays attention to me knows, I detest Gr*les with a passion, the intensity of which could only be rivaled by a billion exploding suns, but this fic was worth sticking around through that trauma.

The Wedding Crasher (~27k) - This! Fic! God, it’s so good. @narrywillbethedeathofme must have wanted to kill me, because this fic definitely did that. Again, not much smut, but the story is so good that you won’t even care.

My Remedy for Yesterday (~44k) - Shannon @broken-drums is an incomparable talent, and this is her masterwork. This is her opus magnum. This is a fic that will beat you down mercilessly until you’re a bloodied mess on the ground, and you will thank it, Shannon, and God for the honor. Once again, not much smut (and the unfortunate, yet, thankfully unseen, side pairing of Gryles), but what is in there is perfect.

Bad Things (~26K) - Amanda @butterflytattoohaz, I’m still not over this fic. I honestly just don’t think I ever will be. Sometimes I reread this just because I know that it’s going to make me cry like a little bitch. Readers beware, you will never recover from this story. You’re welcome.

Yuri!!! on Ice: “After the final, let’s end this.”

Alternate title: Heartbreak!!! on Ice (not really)

Ever since Yuuri dropped that loaded line on us last episode, the fandom has gone rampant. But don’t fall apart just yet. I’m here to assure that your favorite OTP will not be going anywhere, any time soon. So listen up, because this post will take you for a ride, starting with the beginning of it all.

Do you remember the scene from the first episode, where Yuuri skates the replica of Victor’s Free Skate, and there were scenes of Victor skating the program meshing into Yuuri’s recreation? Well, I found a video of that very scene with english lyrics provided, so I could really understand the importance of that moment. This is ‘Aria / Stay Close to Me’:

In the plight of Yuuri’s brave declaration “After the Finals, let’s end this,” I believe this scene from episode 1 actually nullifies any implication that Yuuri wants to break the romantic relationship between he and Victor.

But how?

Start the video and notice the very first face Victor makes: it conveys a look of yearning, as if he were almost sad, desperate for something.

And so, we ask: what does this have to do with Yuuri skating to Victor’s program? And what does this have to do with Yuuri’s and Victor’s (romantic) relationship? Well in actuality, it has to do with everything. Here’s my analysis. (As I decompose the lyrics below, which are in italics, watch the video posted above and pause as needed. Seriously. Do it.)

So, the very first line of the song opens with, and this is in the English translation, “I hear a voice crying far away / Have you been abandoned as well?” Off the bat, there’s implications that Victor has been hurt, or is feeling some form of hurt, sadness, a forlorn emotion. And we all know, from previous posts, that Victor is not one to express his emotions very well. He merely does that little half-smile and deflects any form of emotion that may cross him. He’s said it himself, that he does not know how to deal with “people crying” A.K.A emotions, like when Yuuri had that breakdown right after Victor threatened to break their coach-student relationship.

Nobody understands this side of Victor, though, because nobody has seen it: the emotional side, holding so much in. Take note that in person, Victor possesses strong composure that he can control, but on the ice, Victor is a much different person – a person going through emotional toil. Even as Minako was watching Victor’s free-skate, she mentions in her drunken state that: “This [his performance] would tug at the heartstrings more if it were a younger, naive man, not a hottie like Victor, but let me think…” This confirms that people cannot understand Victor’s intentions with his program, but instead just see him as a figure to look up to and admire through his ‘looks’ and ‘winnings’. That sort of recognition is tiring and heavy, though, especially when there is nobody by your side to truly share it with. And that is the root of Victor’s strife: loneliness.

However, when Minako cuts herself with “…but let me think…,” followed with the camera POV switching back to Yuuri skating, she is then referring to Yuuri as being one of the few people that do and can understand Victor to his very core, his emotions, and his love for the routine to ’Stay Close to Me’. Minako knows that Yuuri has loved and admired Victor since he was a young, up and coming skater. And so, by Yuuri skating to that same song with the same emotional value, it shows that Yuuri can feel Victor’s pain as well, that he has endured it, too – the loneliness, the sense of abandonment, the lack of love. Victor has been burdened with this title of “The hero of Russia” since the start of his skating career, and Yuuri has since been suffering with anxiety followed by his undoing at the Grand Prix Final. One is lonely, and the other has never gained the confidence that love has to offer. It’s almost as if Yuuri’s and Victor’s predicaments compliment each other to a perfect T.

The line, “I wish I could cut with a blade / those throats singing about love,” is analogous, once again to the unconditional love the two skaters have been neglected. Then the following line, “I wish I could seal in the ice the hands / that express those verses of burning passion,” refers to the the dwindling passion for skating Yuuri and Victor are beginning to feel.

That’s why when the commentator asks Victor about his plans after the Grand Prix, he is hesitant to answer: because he does not know if his embers for skating still blaze as bright as they were. I could only imagine that he had thoughts of retiring after that. Similarly, Yuuri felt so defeated that his love for skating, too, was compromised through a process of self-sabotaging destruction, magnified through his anxiety, by (almost) quitting professional figure skating for good. It doesn’t help either, that Yurio inflicted further damage to Yuuri’s already damaged heart, by saying that an “incompetent” like Yuuri should just retire. And since “A skater’s heart is as fragile as glass,” as Victor mentioned back in episode 7, Yurio’s words were like rocks to Yuuri’s composure. He almost broke there.

Originally posted by brendachanblr

And so, we have two skaters, experiencing pain in the same wavelength, the same degree. What then? In ‘Stay Close to Me’ there’s a line that captures the empty state of Yuuri and Victor: “This story that makes no sense / will vanish tonight along with stars.” This very line is Victor’s final cry, almost as if he were screaming through his emotional performance: “After I win this, what then? What will I have? These gold medals are nothing but reminders of this loneliness I’ve endured.” In parallel, Yuuri takes these lyrics in more literal terms: he believes that after this Grand Prix, he will vanish in the face of professional figure skating, that he will just be eclipsed by more qualified skaters, like Yurio for example, and thus, he should just 'fade away’, as his crippling anxiety tells him.

They’re both in the brink of falling apart, falling into darkness. But in all good love (yes, love) stories, there at the end of tunnel shines a light so bright it might just blind them. 

After this descend, the lyrics do take a dramatic U-turn, and a revelation is unfolded: “If I only could meet you, from hope / eternity would be born.” This is where the story, in context, delivers the glorious moment of hope between the two skaters, a much needed awakening. The song is saying that Victor and Yuuri were almost as if fated to find each other, heal each other, and thus save each other through the lights of hope – of love.

We can thank the triplets for posting that video online.

What I’m going to say next might be a bit reaching, but hear me out: 

In episode 10, when Victor implies that he wishes Yuuri would never retire so he could always be with him forever, is in direct correlation to that very line from ’Stay Close to Me’: “From hope, eternity would be born.“ Victor and Yuuri found hope in each other, and that is what this damn song and show is about! How we’ve been so blinded by Kubo’s twisted yet ingenious pre-climactic tension since episode 11, is beyond me. But I digress, and we shall continue.

Since episode 4, on that beach scene, Victor has been telling Yuuri that he is not the the weak figure he thinks himself to be, despite Yuuri’s anxiety and the 'shortcomings’ he’s displayed. Shortly after, Yuuri expresses that Victor should just be "Who he really is,” and not be identified as 'coach’, 'winning skater’, 'friend’, etc. Yuuri ultimately wants Victor to be free of any confinements that have shackled him through the course of his career. He wants nothing but complete happiness for Victor. And in a sense, putting all of this together suggests that they are each other’s salvation. They are the ones responsible for saving each other through the rise and fall of everything. This line from the song suddenly means so much more: “Stay close to me / don’t go / I’m afraid of losing you.” And as the song ascends to a climax, it becomes a beacon of hope. “The heartbeats are fusing together,” is perhaps the most Shakespearean way to express the bond that only love can express. The very lyrics cut through to depict how Victor and Yuuri are are not ‘star crossed lovers’ bound to fall apart, but instead to come together for eternity to come: “I wish you’d never retire” (Episode 10, Victor to Yuuri).

Let’s take a look at this screenshot from episode 1, Yuuri’s and Victor’s, cut-scene-combined skate. Just look at the passion in Victor’s face, that emotion that comes from the center of his chest radiating out. And now let’s look at Yuuri’s:

His expression is a mirror-copy of Victor’s, as with his emotions. They are identical throughout the course of the skate. The two of them begin with forlorn expressions as depicted by the very first screenshot posted, but looking at the faces of hope on both of them now, is truly a remarkable portrayal of shared character development that has grown throughout the series. We, as the viewers have analyzed the growth of both Yuuri and Victor since day one, and to think that we only have one episode left to conclude their story (for now) brings me bitter-sweet sensations. I do, however, want to believe that this final episode will not end with disappointment. Why would the writers spend so much time developing the blossoming relationship between Yuuri and Victor, putting them against the edge, just to push them off the cliff?

I highly doubt that this is the scenario we’ll be experiencing next week. I’m looking forward to a more hopeful denouement that doesn’t result in complete and utter devastation for thousands of fans. Simply listen to the song that started it all, foretelling the tale that is Yuuri and Victor: they’re here until the very end!

The final lyrics of ’Stay Close to Me’ goes as followed: ”Let’s set off together / Now I’m ready!“ This is the very climax of the song, in the same way that episode 12 will be the climax of the show. How does this tie in together to the "After the final, let’s end this” scene that’s been picking at everyone?

Yuuri might be implying, I hypothesize, that despite the outcome of the Grand Prix, win or lose, 'let’s end this’ will bring a means to and end, with “this” referring to the burdens they have experienced alone in the past; the pain, the loneliness, all of it. They have each other now, and they can sense it, so really to them, they have nothing left to lose – though they’ve failed to completely notice that.

This lack of understanding is actually what causes them to reach a low on episode 11. Yuuri, with his short program, feels that he is only burdening Victor with more of his shortcomings. Victor, after seeing Yurio’s perfect skate, might feel that he has not accomplished what he could have done as a 'perfect’ coach for Yuuri. But disregarding all of that, what has ’Stay Close to Me’ always predicted since the start of Yuri on Ice? Yuuri and Victor understand each other through emotional values that are so overwhelming, that the two of them will understand this once and only once their ’heartbeats are [truly] connected’. In episode 12, they might just have some kind of epiphany, when both realize how much they love each other.

You’ll see them talking in the preview, a similar situation to their first heart-to-heart by the shore, where they cleared the misunderstandings between them. Maybe in this episode, they’ll understand the importance of mutual emotional interaction (”talking it out,” if you must) for any healthy relationship to work between them.

In this scene, you can see how Victor is observing Yuuri, who obviously has something deep grieving his mind. He is thinking profoundly, based on that concentration displayed on his face, and my guess is that Victor has dropped a bomb on Yuuri to keep him so taciturn. Perhaps Victor will finally express his love for Yuuri without boundaries, and Yuuri will then have to dig deep and understand the gravity of Victor’s statement to also understand his own feelings. No one actually knows (Or do we???).

This picture, though, has a lot to say about our wonderings.

And this is well.

In an all honesty, Victor is still a little hesitant to say ‘I love you’, being the un-emotional character he is, you know? He says “I love Katsudon” or “I’ll marry you once you win gold,” but does not directly say it, and Yuuri might be taking that ambiguity as a sign of Victor getting tired of him. This then causes a domino effect that will push Yuuri’s anxiety forward, as channeled via his short program: Yuuri was too focused on beating JJ, and not focused enough on love, that it compromised the execution of his skating. Naturally, too, their actions are affecting each other, because remember now that their ‘heartbeats are fusing together’, meaning that if one of them is hurt, so is the other. Victor’s purpose has changed from skating, to loving Yuuri, and Yuuri has yet to see that. But really, there’s nothing stopping both of them from realizing that but themselves.

So open your eyes, boys.

I feel though, that Victor is ultimately going to have to let himself be vulnerable and actually express his love for Yuuri in the most unconditional way this time. Perhaps that is what he meant by “I know what I have to do as your coach now” at the end of episode 10 (hint, hint). Similarly, Yuuri will disregard everything that has plagued him in the past (anxiety, failures, defeats) and let himself understand the intentions of his heart, and why he skated to ’Stay Close to Me’ in the first place. HE LOVES VICTOR. AND VICTOR LOVES HIM. That’s why Victor had that determined face upon watching Yuuri’s skating of ’Stay Close to Me’ on Youtube. It’s as if he were saying through his face: “I’m going to pursue this man and make him fall for me in the same way that I have fallen for him.”

THIS IS WHY THE SCENE I POSTED IN THE VIDEO ABOVE IS SO IMPORTANT, BECAUSE IT DEPICTS THE COURSE OF VICTOR AND YUURI’S LOVE LIVES: HOW THEY WERE LOST, FOUND EACH OTHER, THEN WERE SAVED BY ONE ANOTHER. ‘STAY CLOSE TO ME’ IS ABOUT THE BOTH OF THEM. THEY ARE HERE TO STAY. VICTOR’S ‘PRICE’ FOR COACHING YUURI IS NOT A FINITE AMOUNT, BUT INSTEAD INFINITE LOVE.

(thanks to @ponchizs for listening to this rant first) <3

50 Things I love about The Monkees - Part One

I’m joining in with the #50forMonkees50th thing, and this is a completely random list of songs, moments, episodes, stories - generally anything related to/involving the Monkees. This will be broken down to 5 “things” per post, and they will all be in a totally random order!!

1. Dolenzmith

my original post here

Let’s kick it off with the Ultimate. These two mega babes have chemistry that is second to none. The ULTIMATE BROMANCE. I could go on for approximately 7 and a half years about why I love these two together, but I’ll try to keep it brief because I’ve said so much of it before. These two together are SPECIAL. The way they’re so different and bounce off each other and just get in each other’s faces is just……I can’t. I can’t put it into words. This also makes it soooo easy to ship them together too, if you’re into that kind of thing. I wrote a literal essay about why they’re perfect together (you can read it here). You can also just look at my #dolenzmith tag on my blog for more Micky/Mike greatness :D They’re both gorgeous and funny, and the fact that they have always been pals makes my heart happy. There has never been any beef between these two because they’re SOUL MATES. There I said it. SOUL MATES. Bros4Life. BFFs. BAEs. My OTP. They also have so much respect for each other which is awesome. DOLENZMITH > everything else, sorry.

2. Davy’s Screen Test

I mean can we just stop for a second and appreciate how absolutely precious this boy was??? I’m not sure how it’s legal for anyone to be as adorable as Davy Jones was in his audition for The Monkees?????? He was only 19 here but looks even younger and he is so charming and precious and I’m feeling emotional today anyway but I just watched his screen test again and almost cried LOL, he is just too cute for this cold ugly world I can’t stand it. His laugh at the end makes my soul happy and he has the cutest face I have ever seen OMG. Everyone should just take a moment to watch this again because he was soooo special and he seems so pure in that clip. I can’t say anything coherent about this actually apart from, as someone who has always loved (and still loves) boybands, Davy is the Ultimate. There have been some massive cuties in boybands since the Monkees, but none compare to Davy Jones. Not your Nick Carters or Mark Owens or Justin Timberlakes or Harry Styles’ of this world. SOZ. You were all cute AF but you’re no Davy Jones. Sorry.

Originally posted by littlehorrorshop

I mean stab me with a pitchfork look at this precious angel. I’ll cry myself to sleep tonight thinking about how the world wasn’t pure enough for someone as adorable as him BYEEEEE

3. Headquarters and the Monkees taking control

I mean I know this has been spoken about 9248928 times, but to me it’s one of the greatest - if not THE greatest - story in pop history. Four boys in a manufactured band, not allowed to have any real control over the music they put out, not allowed to play their own instruments on their records even though they were more than capable, finally saying “FUCK YOU” to the Powers That Be and doing it themselves and releasing HEADQUARTERS which is basically a punk album in it’s DIY/FUCK YOU/REBEL mentality (lmao watch music snobs cry themselves to sleep over comments like that.) I know it was only for one album that they really did own it and do it all themselves, but what a great album it was too! I mean you all know the story. Here’s my review of the album itself if you want a gander - CLICK! :D

4. Monkees on Tour

This is one of my favourite episodes and I seriously wish they had’ve done more like this, or at least an extended episode showing more live/behind the scenes tour stuff. There isn’t enough footage of the Monkees playing live in their heyday…hardly anything at all, actually. I know it was a different era but I’d KILL to have uninterupted footage of them playing live, seeing that they were actually pretty damn good at what they did and capturing the energy of the audience. Honestly it’s a travesty that they didn’t release footage of an entire concert (I know we have the audio which is great, but I want to see it too.) HOWEVER, this episode is still awesome, if not a little cheesy in places (like when the boys are having their “alone time”…that’s slightly cringey but blesss). We also have gems like Davy playing with that swan (that is bigger than him, LOL), and Micky saying he wanted to ride a horse bareback while also in bare feet (what a twat). ALSO Peter getting angry at Micky for sleeping in (and Micky’s gorgeous little sleeping face omg). LOVE IT.

5. Daily Nightly

This song is so weird and amazing. It was definitely a grower for me; when I first heard it I was pretty indifferent about it, I didn’t dislike it but compared to how catchy and upbeat so many other Monkees tunes are, Daily Nightly wasn’t one that immediately grabbed me. Over time though, I realised it was one of their best ever songs. Micky sounds lovely (lol duh), and Mike’s lyrics are just…Mike. Odd. Brilliant. But I also love the video to this (I can’t really call it a romp as it’s just them sitting there!). The black and white looks awesome and they all look so pretty. Micky owns the camera, and I love that Davy and Peter are just being a little bit silly without taking anything away from the “performance” (Peter’s arm-ography though, lmaooo), and Mike…LOL. Mike does absolutely nothing but sit there in those shades looking at Micky like “Yes babe. Sing my song. WORK IT. I’ll just sit here being the silent genius that I am.” Amazing. Also Micky and the moog!!!! PSYCHEDELIC.

Stay tuned for part 2 of the 50 Things I Love about The Monkees :D

anonymous asked:

SO I'm thinking of reading negima :3c try selling me why I should because at first I dropped it because of the ecchi but I'm rethinking ittt (( I just wanna hear you talk about all things that make you happy about negima ahahaha ha h a ))

this has taken so long and i’m sorry but i really wanted to make sure that i had the time to devote to it because it’s something i love to talk about so much

and yeeeah the ecchi can be a bit much, especially for the first three or so volumes when the plot hasn’t really shown up yet. according to some people i have talked to who regularly read ecchi harem stuff, negima is fairly tame overall, but for somebody like me who had it as a first experience… yeah, it was kind of hard for me to get through.

but there’s so, so much that’s good about it so lemme get going here:

  1. to start with, i really appreciate negi’s character. in a genre saturated with protagonists who are idiot heroes and/or sleazy perverts, negi is a breath of fresh air. he’s always worrying about whether or not he’s doing the right thing, he always has a strategy to implement, he trusts all of his female supporting cast and isn’t afraid to rely on them when he needs to–which is good, because they have to pull his ass out of the fire on a regular basis–and at the end of the day, he just wants all of his students to be safe and happy and succeed in life. also he’s 10. what a cinnamon roll.
  2. THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT OH MY SWEET LORD. i am not exaggerating in the slightest when i say that negima has the greatest character development of anything i have ever seen. and best of all, it’s a slow burn that happens so naturally and so gradually that you don’t even notice it until one of them does something so at odds with who they were in the beginning that it slaps you in the face that oh my god how is this the same character i’m so proud of them
  3. and honestly the characters are so great not just because of how they develop, but they’re all just so relatable and loveable and long story short they are all my daughters and every night i cry myself to sleep over how proud i am of them. they will ruin your life. i’m not joking.
  4. the villains are great. except for one, they’re all very three dimensional and morally grey. for a hero like negi who is prone to self doubt and agonizing over whether he’s doing the right thing, it makes for some excellent conflicts. (and the resolution is never “i’m the good guy because this manga is about me and therefore i am morally superior because the author says so”. actually at one point it’s “oh wow i think i’m actually the bad guy here but even so i literally cannot afford to change my course of action dang this sucks”)
  5. the explicitly canon f/f couple is my otp to end all otps and probably will be until the day i die. i can’t do them justice on my own right now so please take my word for it that they are fantastic. i’ve known homophobes who are like “i really don’t approve of gay stuff but those two are just so cute and so perfect for each other i can’t help but ship them anyway”. i’m telling you, this is weapons grade femslash we’re talking about. (they’re also really healthy and portrayed positively and they kiss at one point and they get a happy ending.)
  6. i say “explicitly canon f/f couple” because there is so much subtext. as in, “technically there’s only one canon same sex couple but if you were to say that some of the other more popular same sex couples were canon as well very few people would argue with you about it because seriously they’re super gay.” literally this fandom is a femslash paradise and the fact that there are so few people in it breaks my heart. we have so much to give and so few people to do the giving.
  7. the art evolution is off the charts. the art at the beginning isn’t really bad, but it’s not a style i’m really a fan of. much like the character development though, eventually you reach a point where you look back at the artistic style from early on and think “wait, when did this happen? when did it get so good?”
  8. it’s true that it’s a harem but honestly all of the girls involved in that particular subplot love and support each other and care about each other and honestly the harem subplot almost seems like more of a narrative tool for advancing the female characters’ development and relationships with each other than it is a legitimate harem subplot.
  9. at some point during a reread you will stumble across a bit of foreshadowing relatively early on that gave away a major plot reveal from later on but none of us had any idea that it was anything more than a throwaway line at the time. how does he pull off such effortlessly sneaky foreshadowing.
  10. if you like any given kind of trope or plot device it’s probably used at least once. (same goes for fanfics. you will never be able to say ‘this series doesn’t lend itself well to this kind of story’. negima lends itself to every kind of story. nothing is impossible. follow ur dreams.)

honestly there’s probably more but man i’ve rambled so long already. basically there’s a lot of fanservice and some other questionable stuff but if you can make it to like chapter 30 or so then i can almost guarantee you’ll be in it for the long haul. it’s such a good series. please give it a chance. welcome to hell.

life of the party {preference: magcon}

{includes: Cameron, Nash, Aaron, Shawn, Hayes, Gilinsky, Johnson, and Taylor}
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•Cameron: “I love it when you just don’t care” You were having one of those days, “YN, Cam has an interview in 20 minutes and you look like a hobo!” Nash yelled. “Fuck off, Nash! I don’t care what you think, I feel awful and I really don’t care.” You rolled your eyes and Cam smiled. “I love it when you just don’t care, baby.” He came over and kissed your forehead. “And I love you, Cameron Alexander.” You smiled, blushing.

•Nash: “I love it when you dance like there’s nobody there” It was 5:45 in the morning and you were having a crazy dance party, you’ve eaten a thing of icing and you’re having a celebration of your favourite ship slowly become more and more canon. You were off in your own little party and you didn’t even notice Nash come in until you heard his laughing. You turned around and smiled “Hey baby,” you said putting a spoon of Nutella in your mouth. “Whatcha doing, there YN?” He said smiling. “Having a dance party in celebration of my OTP. You?” Nash bursted with laughter and got up to join you, but not before kissing you. “I fucking love you, YN." 

•Shawn: "So when it gets hard, don’t be afraid we don’t care what them people say” You scrolled through the endless twitter/tumblr/Instagram hate that you got, all saying the same thing “you’re not good enough for our little Shawn.” “You’ll never be good enough” “fucking whore I know you’re fucking Matt” the hate was just endless and it was making you cry. Tears streamed down your face, Shawn walked in, “Hey beautiful, I wa–” he stopped once he saw your tears, “What’s wrong, baby? Are you okay?” He rushed over to you. “I-i.. Nothing, I’m sorry, I’m so weak and and not good enough for you.” You sobbed. He frowned and scooted the laptop away from you, “You’re my whole world, I love you. You’re more than enough for me. Don’t let them to get to you, you’re beautiful.” You nodded as more tears fell. “I-i love you, S-Shawn..” You sniffled, “I love you too, princess.” He hugged you.

•Aaron: “I love it when you don’t take no I love it when you do what you want cause you just said so” You were dressed in your favorite outfit and feeling great, this is what dreams are made of tbh. “YN, why are you all dressed up?” Aaron asked confused, “Because! Todays a good day and we’re going out!” You said happily. “We can’t babe, they told us we needed to stay in more, that clubbing isn’t good for my image.” Aaron said laughing at your happiness, “Fuck what they say! It’s your life, Aaron. And we’re going to have a little bit of fun tonight, and they can’t tell us we can’t.” You smirked walking over to him then kissed him slowly full of lust, “But you aren’t getting any unless we go out.” You whispered seductively, walking away. “Where’s the keys at, babe?” Aaron shouted making you laugh.

•Hayes: “So baby be the life of the party I’m telling you, take your shot it might be scary” You guys could call Hayes anything you wanted, but don call him innocent. Hayes was quite the party animal and something about that got you so worked up. “Come YN! It’ll be fun!” He pleaded, he wanted you to go to this party more than anything. You sighed, “I don’t know, Hayes.. Partying isn’t really my thing..” He rolled his eyes, “Don’t you lie to me, YN. You love to go out there and shake your ass, grinding on me until day break.” He said playfully smirking. A blush grew on your face, “Okay, I’ll go.” You blushed and got ready. When you got there you started dancing with Hayes but then he drug you to the shots table. “No, Hayes, I don’t drink and you shouldn’t either..” You said nervously, Hayes laughed and took a shot. Goddamn, it was hot. “C'mon, YN. Take a shot, you might be scared but I promise, it’ll be fun.” He said smiling and handing you your shot. You sighed and shrugged as you took the shot. Your throat burned but so did your adrenaline. This was gonna be a great party.

•Jack Gilinsky: “Together we can just let go” You couldn’t put into words how stressed an overwhelmed you were. Jack would watch you stress out and down cup after cup of coffee.“Baby, you need to calm down. Quit stressing; just breath.” He pulled you to him in a warm embrace. You wanted to fight back an do the stacks of work you had. But you couldn’t pull away from him. “C'mon, I’ll help you let go.” He said biting his lip. With Jack this could mean two things, either he was about to give you oral or you were about to get high. You pulled away and looked in his eyes, “Which way?” You asked. His smirk grew, “Both.” He sat back on the bed pulling you onto his lap, kissing you intensely. Needless to say, you let go in more ways than one ;)

•Jack Johnson: “We don’t have to be ordinary” Your relationship with Johnson was anything but ordinary. He was either touring or at the studio. You guys had quickies almost every place you went, because he was hardly ever home. But you wouldn’t have it any other way, there’s something about Johnson and hooking up in a studio bathroom that you fucking loved. Johnson made you so happy, with everything he did. He sent you letters and presents from every city he toured to while he was gone and he made love to you when he came back. Nothing was ordinary but everything was perfect.

•Taylor: “So don’t let them keep you down” Taylor’s fan were always dragging you about one thing or anything and you had enough of it. You told them exactly what you thought and you held nothing back because the way they treated you was fucking shit. You didn’t realize what you had done until it was already done. So many more people hated you for this and now they were bashing Taylor. Taylor looked through his twitter and looked to you confused, “What’d you do, babe?” He questioned. “I let my anger get the best of me and.. I’m sorry, Tay..” You sighed sadly. He wrapped his arms around you, “No, I love you babe. I’m so happy you’re not letting them keep you down. I didn’t and I still don’t let them keep me down. Who cares if they get pissed off? Literally, no one. It’s alright, baby girl.” He smiled and kissed you. You smiled, “I love you, Taylor Michael.” He smiled and bit his lip, “Show me how much you love me, baby.” You smirked and grabbed his hand leading him upstairs.

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i wrote this on mobile, sorry if it’s awful and unorganized. this is only my 3rd preference so feedback is greatly appreciated. thank you, i love you ❤️

Brallie In Every Episode

Season 1A
Season 1B
Season 2A
Season 2B

Season 3A

3x01: Callie spots Brandon in the crowd at the Someone’s Little Sister concert / the way he looks at her when she walks up / warms my bitter Brallie heart / “shouldn’t you be at Idyllwild?” / “yeah, I didn’t go today. couldn’t miss the party right?” / Callie looks at him like he’s insane / because he is / they keep looking at and away from each other / but then the worst thing in the world happens / Callie sees AJ / and interrupts Brandon as he’s about to tell her everything about Idyllwild / he’s had such a rough day / and Callie leaves him mid-sentence / that’s literally never happened before / they always put each other first / on the bright side she puts both of her hands on his arm / that’s cute. 

3x02: Another episode with no Brallie to report back on / at this point it’s just depressing.

3x03: Brandon comes into his room / and Callie & AJ are literally having a conversation in there / lol / “what’s going on?” / irritated face / B’s hella suspicious of AJ already / the Brallie stairwell talk / why do i have names for every Brallie scene / i’m so annoying / “you really trust him?” / “well, did you trust me when I first got here?” / “I don’t know but you were a lot prettier” / brANDON FOSTER / that’s not allowed / (but i love it) / “so what you’re saying is I’m not pretty anymore?” / Callie flirts right back / gotta love it / B’s face after she says that is A+ / he’s like ‘girl u know u still got it’. 

3x04: Callie walks in on a very tense AJ and Brandon / “you wanna tell her or should I?” / sometimes I like to pretend this is Brallie as parents / reprimanding their child / “Brandon, let him talk” / “I told you we couldn’t trust him” / “Brandon, hold on. AJ, will you just…” *gestures for him to leave the room* / such a mom / Callie asks Brandon to chill / bad move / never ask anyone to chill / “I didn’t trust anyone until you showed me that I could” / ugh throwback to fetus Brallie / miss those lil angels / “can you please just let this go? if not for AJ, for me.” / and because Brandon hearts Callie / he lets it go / for now / for the rest of the episode AJ is really gross and all over Callie / but at least Brandon gets to see her in the dress at dinner / and of course she’s the only one to pick up that something’s wrong / telepathy!Brallie back at it again.

3x05: a hidden treasure in the midst of Brallie devastation / the episode opens with brallie / a good sign / Callie shakes Brandon awake / he’s so disgruntled / it’s comical / “what are you doing in my room?” / “SH! I need you to come with me” / Brandon closes his eyes again / so Callie hits him aGAIN / married couple / but he gets out of bed for her / la la love it / Brallie on a road trip / Brandon is all concerned about how far they’re going / Callie is completely calm / story of their lives?? / “something illegal?” / Callie’s like: ‘i mean i can’t really deny that completely so’ / “Callie, what is this?” “you’ll see” / so cute / the way Brandon looks at her after he finds out she wants to go hang gliding / he’s like ‘i’m in love with a crazy person’ / cue Callie begging him / “Callie, I thought this was serious, I thought you were in trouble” “so be happy that I’m not!” / “I figured if you knew what we were gonna do then you would probably try to talk me out of it” “oh, I’m definitely talking you out of it” / then she GRABS HIS WRIST / wow / physical contact / gotta love it / “if you could have one super power what would it be?” / “well, I wanna fly” / that line gets me every time ugh / she smiles SO big / “for the first time in my life, I’m free” / sorry for flooding this post with Callie but I’m sO HAPPY FOR HER / “I need this. And you do too!” / “I’m almost 17 and I don’t have any good stories. That’s why I brought you here. I just wanted to do something completely crazy with my best friend” / did you hear that?! / BEST FRIEND / “well, it would make a good story” / she finally got to him / and then my FAVE part / she laughs so adorably / and JUMPS on him while bouncing up and down / ugh / adorable / they learn how to hang glide / and Callie is still so gungho / while Brandon is like ‘what am i doing here’ / “basically if we die it’s our own damn fault” “great!” “except if I die, it’s your damn fault” / i LOVE THEM / B finally tells her about Idyllwild / “right, so she’s an idiot” / she’s always such a proud wife, defending her bb / “now I don’t have to deal with anymore crazy, dramatic women in my life.. Kat, Talya, and…” *looks at Callie* / yIKES HAHAHA / back in San Diego the moms think Callie is pregnant with BRANDON’S BABY / i’m laughing so hard tears are coming out of my eyes / they stiLL ADOPTED HER / i’m so bitter / but this is comical honestly / Brallie both pretends to be fine and then both admit they’re scared hahahah / otp / “together. together/” / oTP / Callie keeps yelling Brandon’s name while they’re in the air / “we’re flying!” / Brandon’s little smile at how happy Callie is / Callie has a bit of a rough landing / and B is by her side in SECONDS / fucks me up / “Callie! Hey! Are you okay?” / Brallie hug!!! / and then B grabs her arms / “you feel like a superhero?” / i love this life / “thank you” / Callie has her hands on his shoulders / and his are at her waist / I was lowkey feeling a kiss here / but it’s fine / “that’s gonna make a really good story” / they’re both cracking up / but then the police catch them / and everything goes to shit / Brandon gives away his keyboard / :( / “you ever get the feeling like the whole world is just conspiring against you?” “yeah, I’m pretty familiar with that concept” / LOL / then they find out they need passports / and even more shit hits the fan / uGH rip their perfect day / both of them yelling at the person knocking on their window is my favorite thing / married / their bickering is next level now / damn / they’re in too deep / Cal brings up the ‘dramatic girls’ line / ouch / B do you need some ice for that burn? / “things were a lot easier before you showed up” / bRANDON WTF / too far / Callie agrees / she literally guffaws / and gets out of the car / “screw you, Brandon” / that’s not for another 4 episodes Callie hold your horses / Brandon chases after her / they legit abandoned their car / i’m ??? / goodbye / “maybe you can just call your new boyfriend to come pick you up, huh?” / Brandon throws some “foster brother” shade / boy don’t judge Callie’s dating habits / “there’s nothing going on between me and AJ” “I’m not blind, Callie” “Actually, I think you are Brandon” / me: “aggressively tries to pretend like this fighting doesn’t hurt” / it’s okay / all married couples argue / they have a little heart to heart after / yAY / “you didn’t mess up my life Callie, I did” / “except today you jumped, brandon. you jumped” / another fave line / another fave episode.

3x06: me trying to get some Brallie out of this episode: callie showers right after brandon / let it be known / that’s some good material for a lot of fanfics / B says “careful what you wish for” to Callie about offering to run errands for the moms hahaha / they show Brandon for a second or two shouting “surprise!” / that’s something, right? / in other news Brandon and Sophia bond and it’s hilarious / also all of the appreciation to Callie’s face when AJ and Brandon fight / she’s like ‘oooOOOoh shit’ / anyways I’m forever salty they didn’t show us what Brandon got for her birthday / such a wasted opportunity.

3x07: Callie talks to Rita about AJ and legitimately says: “this is not Brandon all over again” / bitch u right / bc you’re not in love with him / bYE / omg she even says it “it’s not like I’m in love with him” / i luv my otp / Brallie bathroom scene!!! / but all they talk about is AJ / what a ripoff / and a little bit about Idyllwild / but nothing good / “when I first got here Brandon and I kind of fell for each other” / “that’s why that guy hates my guts” / HAHAHAH / u right AJ u right / “we fell in love but I needed a family, so we ended it. I ended it” / kk Callie I think it was pretty mutual but whatever you say / the look on AJ’s face while hearing this / he’s like ‘what the fuck did I get myself into?’ / “there’s one big difference between me and Brandon; I’m never gonna be your brother” / oKAY AJ don’t rub it in / the social worker shows up in the morning because she has some concerns about Brandon / “I’m wondering why you felt the need to take out a restraining order against your son” / aren’t we all???

3x08: Brandon shows up in the bathroom / but instead of Callie standing there like usual / it’s AJ / B’s like ‘i didn’t sign up for this, where’s Callie?’ / “I don’t need him giving me third degree about Callie, I feel bad enough as it is” / “you are over her, right?” “yes” “you’re sure?” “yes!” / even Mariana can tell he’s lying / “look, I already had my chance to get back with her, I said no” / tbt to 2x12 heartbreak / “well you two better get your stories straight” / she right / “so what if this social worker finds you’ve been seeing Brandon the whole time you were at GU?” / Kiara asking the important questions / “Brandon better not tell her about the last time” / “I kissed Brandon at the GU fundraiser” / “I thought I was giving up Brandon for nothing” / can you hear me crying? / “but he’s told me that he’s over it, so…” / “are you over him?” / “yeah, totally” / fun fact: whenever someone replies ‘totally’ it’s a LIE / “I just wanted to hear from your point of view what transpired between you two” / “my feelings just sort of developed gradually, I guess. And I thought that she and Jude were only going to be with us temporarily” / “I tried my best not to act on anything” / Brandon u a liar / everyone is lying their butts off in this episode wtf / “we never uh-” “but you kissed” / she smiles while saying that / this social worker is a Brallie shipper / B says they kissed once / but actually it was four times / but who’s counting? / (i am) / “and this was before or after you kissed Brandon?” / “after, definitely” / “before” / “and who initiated the kiss?” / “I did” / “It was me, definitely” / lol / lyin lil shits / “so your feelings for Brandon weren’t genuine?” “no, they were” / “would you say you were in love?” / “I guess, yes” / “and now?” / “I love her” / “I love him” / “as a sister” / “as a brother” / suuuuuure / whatever you have to tell yourselves / their answers are ALL OVER THE PLACE / this should have me stressin / but instead I was laughing maliciously / bc this can’t look good to the social worker / the moms swoop in for an update / “what’d she ask?” “she asked me if I was still in love with Callie” “okay, and what did you say?” / Stef really has to ASK / she HAS TO ASK / sorry but / ??? she is so unconfident in his response that she has to ask / lol u sure u wanna adopt Callie Stef? u sure? / “is Callie hooking up with AJ now?” / his face is SO hurt / I just want to give him a hug / when Callie finds out B knows about her and AJ her face is PRICELESS / she knows she’s in for it / and she keeps looking at him when they drop Jude off at home / :) / “we weren’t there for you about Callie, I see now that your heart was broken” / Stef finally / holy lord / it took you nearly 2 and a half seasons / Brandon’s in a car! / about to text Callie!! / outside of GU!!! / it just keeps getting better / “I’m here.  Out front.  I need to talk to you.” / me: *internal screaming because this could turn into a recreation of 1x12 so fast* / Callie sees his car / but her phone is blank / Brandon didn’t pull through / and then he leaves / Callie is puzzled / and so am I.

3x09: ok so update / this show is full of Brallie shippers / Carmen totally wants to tell the social worker about them / just because she ships them / “what do you think will happen if I tell her you and Brandon snuck around, seeing each other the whole time you were here? what about you shoving your tongue down his throat at the fundraiser?” / she ships it / “it’s about falling in love with someone you can never be with” / what the FUCK / I didn’t ask for this / Brandon wants us all dead / “what’s he doing?” “kicking some ass” / if there’s one thing Callie is consistent with / it’s defending her husband / and being a proud wife / “I lost the joy of making music. I’d like to reclaim that now and do what I love most…” (Callie) “…perform” / sorry that joke just had to be made / Callie is smiling and tearing up the ENTIRE time B is playing / I think she knows it’s about her / she feels it / also she’s a proud wife, so regardless / and then the KING OF ALL BRALLIE EYE SEX happens / so good it DESERVES IT’S OWN CAKE / Callie is crying and clapping and smiling / and Brandon is grinning right back / I fucking love them / “you were brilliant” / the cutest ~married couple~ Brallie hug ever / they have a lil chat / but you can’t here what they’re saying / that’s okay because they’re both smiling like adorable lil puppies / Callie sends Rita the recording that spills the Brallie secret / yikes / the way she looks between the family and Brandon / symbolism at it’s finest / Callie covering her mouth after Brandon wins / cutie patootie / Brandon and Callie talk in a windowsill / “your composition was beautiful” “I couldn’t have written it a year ago” / eye sex #2 in the same episode / #blessed / “so we haven’t talked about AJ” “it’s none of my business who you date” / wow / glo up / and yet / Callie feels the need to clarify / “I’m not dating him” / nice / “hey, can I ask you something? did you come to Girls United the other night?” “no” / lies again / Brallie sitting on a couch together! / it looks like Brallie on a bench if you squint a little / and they’re in front of a fire / so romantic / “I don’t care about me, what’s gonna happen to you?” / “it just wasn’t meant to be. none of it I guess, was meant to be” / confession time / “I was outside of Girls United” / eye sex #3!!! / wow / and it only gets better from here / Callie looks at his lips / her trademark move / but B has to be an upstanding gentleman and say “I think we should just say goodnight” / Callie peaces outta there / probably to avoid jumping onto him / Brandon watches her leave / and clearly regrets not kissing her / Callie goes to her room / and Brandon finally makes his way up the stairs / and hesitates so much at the doorknob / but it’s a fake out / not Callie’s room / just his / uGH / now they’re lying in their separate rooms / and they literally cannot stop thinking about each other / and at long last / Brandon shows up at Callie’s door / sits down on the bed / grabs her hand / and KISSES HER / if we can find a way to start the chase again / we might rediscover love when we circle round the bend / fun fact: i thought it was ‘circle round the bed’ for SO long / Brallie sex on the brain / Callie takes off B’s shirt / omg / it’s happening / it’s HAPPENING / Brandon takes off Callie’s shirt / i’m having heart palpitations / so that’s casual / so many neck kisses / and beauty / they fall back onto the bed / in other news my heart has now fallen out of my chest / but my eyes have seen a true masterpiece / there is no poverty / cancer is cured / the world is at peace / fades to black.

3x10: the episode opens up with Brandon running his hand along Callie’s arm / yep you read that right / he RAN HIS FINGERS UP HER ARM / fml / Callie smiles / and Brandon leans in and KISSES HER AWAKE / “I should probably go back to my room” “nooooo” / the way Callie like whines / omg / she doesn’t want him to leave / they kiss AGAIN / double whammy / two within the first minute / hey now / hey now / this is what dreams are made of / “I wish we could stay here forever. and ever and ever.” / :) :) :) :) :) / and then she puts her finger on his lips / omfg / I can’t even describe the perfection / coupley af / they’re lying SO close together / sharing a pillow / their heads are practically touching / their legs are intertwined / “you ok?” “I got you, don’t I?” / HELL yes YOU DO / a beautiful scene / all of the awards / they hold hands at the door / they don’t even look at each other / they just grab each other’s hands / i’m FINE / they walk into the kitchen together / like they’re accepting their imminent death / but ACTUAL plot twist of the century / Callie’s adoption is being recommended / wtf the one time things go right / where is that social worker / I’ve got some choice words for her / thought she was a shipper / but she’s a traitor / the way Callie keeps looking at Brandon while everyone is hugging her / Brandon is pacing back and forth in his room / poor worried lil puppy / Callie comes in / they’re both in meltdown mode / but Brandon, ever the optimist “calm down for a sec, everything’s going to be alright” / Callie is not having it / “what?! how is it gonna be alright? okay, we had SEX” / “I thought the adoption was completely off the table, I would’ve never-” “I know, me neither” / ok easy on the instant regrets my children / don’t go breakin my heart / “so you jump into bed with him the first chance you got?!” / daphne omg / “we were in a cabin the woods, okay it just happened” / ok callie that sounds fake / but ok / “what about Brandon? do you love him? / daphne the shipper strikes again / “I don’t know, I can’t love him now” / Daphne tells Callie to figure out what she wants and then make it happen / so naturally / Callie goes to B’s room in the middle of the night / and the song playing says ‘I’m leaving it for him…” / nice / Callie wakes him up by stroking his face / such a difference from 3x05 / another glo up / and then she strokes his arm / this scene tried to murder me so hard / “what’re you doing?” “I just wanted to see you” / “I should’ve said this at the cabin… I love you” “I love you too” / Callie’s sweet lil smile / she legit lies on top of him / and he puts his arm around her / and rubs her back a little / this is what heaven feels like / “what if I call Robert? Maybe-” / *a door slams* / both of my poor innocent puppies jump in shock / and look towards the hallway / they’re so scared / they don’t deserve this / “you should probably go back to your room” / she leaves and takes all of my hope with her / “family is everything. and love is everything” / cue Brandon looking at Callie / and as soon as he looks away / Callie looks at him / my precious lovesick beans / Mariana sings “look in my heart and let loooooove keep us together” / Callie is staring at Brandon / and then we have some more Brallie eye sex / i love it / and now for the most depressing Brallie talk of all time / they’re in the kitchen / the saddest people ever to exist / watching the party outside while both CRYING / “we could’ve ruined everything” “but we didn’t” / “we didn’t do anything wrong” “you don’t think so?” / nO CALLIE I DON’T THINK SO / “we can’t ever tell anyone” “I know” / again with the ‘I know’ / it’s Brallie’s signature saying at this point / (and yet Callie already told Daphne yikes girl) / “it’s going to be okay, Callie” / B’s cute lil halfhearted smile / “this is your family, that’s all that matters” / the family goes to court to get Callie adopted / and I’m still holding onto all the hope I have left / that SOMETHING will stop this tragedy from happening / “there’s nothing romantic going on with you and Brandon any longer?” “no your honor that’s over” / u lying hoe / Brandon drops his head / in depression / meanwhile I start bawling my eyes out / it’s fine / i’m fine / everyone is fine / Brallie hugs after / and the song playing says ‘it’s never gone’ / so that’s a nice hidden treasure for us / cue the whole family being happy while i cry on my bedroom floor / true story.

10

Yes I put hearts on my face. I looked like a potato.

Okay, first thing I wanna say is that Magcon was honestly one of the best experiences I’ve ever had in my life. The team was wonderful, the performers, their parents, all were wonderful. The only thing that sucked was the HOTEL SECURITY. So reading discretion, any hate is towards the HOTEL SECURITY. Not Magcon or anyone in Magcon. That team was amazing! Anyway, okay so I went with 2 of my beautiful friends, Andrea and Laura, and we got there pretty early. Only problem was… We were waiting out in the HEAT for a few hours. I kid you not, Florida decided I wanted to be hotter than Satan’s asshole this weekend. After waiting, security obnoxiously pushed us along into the arena and we all scrambled to the small metal fence that was right in front of the stage. The first hour was mingle hour for VIP which allowed the boys to come out and hang/take pics/ and talk to you was first, but honestly I suggest you charge your phone or eat something during this time because a bunch of girls are gonna be crowding the boys, and unless you’re super aggressive, you’re not gonna get anywhere with that (VIP ADVICE). After that, priority and GA are allowed inside, and then things start getting messy. My friends and I did our best to get to the front center of the stage but we go pushed to the left. I’m not complaining though bc we were right at the front and had perfect view of everything. From behind the bars we watched Willie Jones, Chase Goehring + Jacob Whotesides, and Taylor and Dillon perform. After Daylor finished they called VIP #120-160 to line up to go in for meet and greet (by the way they call you in for meet and greet by number) and I literally shoved my way out of the mob of sweating girls and ran to the line with my friends. I was honestly shaking a bit bc I was nervous, but that ended as quickly as it came. I was in line for Chase, Nick Tangorra, and Dustyn and I wasn’t as nervous anymore because they were so sweet to their fans and I was getting pumped. I walked up to chase and gave him a hug, took a selfie and I was already happy. Nick was just about the sweetest person ever, he hugged me and said he loved my hair and I just admdjsn. I then went up to Dustyn and he apologized for photo bombing my picture with Nick haha, and hugged me and I wanted to cry bc I was so full of joy. After we got our pictures with them, we moved onto Jacob and Aaron’s line, and to be honest… I was extremely nervous. I made it to the front, and I was so nervous to hug Jacob, but honestly when he saw me he said “hey cutie!” And I automatically left my nerves behind me. I hugged him, and I gave him his poster and hugged Aaron right after who also welcomed me with a “hello sweetheart.” After I hugged Aaron Jacob was still looking at the poster and I asked him if he liked it, he said yes and have me another hug and I legit wanted to die happy right then and there. I took my picture with them and once everyone was done, we moved on to Taylor and Dillon’s line. After a bit of waiting, a few performances were beginning to take place. First we heard Dustyn sing, he was absolutely amazing. After him, Mahogany sang Problem, perfect like always. Jacob performed a few seconds after and he sang 3 songs, while I stood on the side and basically melted. A few minutes passed and then everyone was finally ready for Aaron to perform Rude for the first time ever. His voice is literally like the voice of an angel. Once that was done, some of the boys took a short break and Nick Tangorra and his band performed, there absolutely perfect. My phone died at this point and I was desperately looking for a charger. Here’s when things went bad and I’m telling you right now DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT, do what I did. Ever. My friends and I went looking for an outlet to plug in my phone and since we were on the left side, we checked there first. Nothing. Not one outlet. We then walked to the other side of the stage to see if maybe the right side had a charger, and since no one was there, we thought it would be easier to find one. There was absolutely nothing. To top it off, on our way back, hotel security came and stopped us. This is why I’m telling you DO NOT GO LOOKING DOR ANYTHING IF YOURE IN VIP. DONT LEAVE THE SIDE YOU ENTERED FROM IF YOU PLAN ON WATCHING THE PERFORMANCES FROM THE SIDE OF THE STAGE AND DO NOT LEAVE THE SIDE YOU CAME IN FROM IF YOU DONT WANNA LEAVE YET. Anyway, security came and told us we had to leave. They were kicking us out. It took me a while to process what I was being told before I finally spoke and asked why. They said our meet and greet was over because we were on the other side. We were protesting and telling them we didn’t even finish meeting half the boys and they weren’t even listening to us! The stupid old lady security literally goes “look I have a headache and I could care less, so leave before we call the police.” I WAS LIVID. HELL NO YOU WERE NOT CALLING POLICE AND KICKING ME OUT OF SOMETHING I PAID $160 TO COME TO. NO ONE ASKED YOU TO TAKE THIS JOB. A hotel security manager or whatever came and told us we had to leave and I literally was fuming. We ended up leaving the meet and greet area, and we were so pissed off. I was determined to get back in there, at whatever cost, I was gonna do it. We all spread around to see if we could talk to someone who worked with Magcon, or a much more understanding manager. Nothing. I was close to giving up when I saw the angel that literally saved out asses. Mahogany’s mom was walking out of the meet and greet are and I never walked so fast. I went up to her and explained everything as she stared back in disbelief. “Are you serious? That’s not fair. Come with me.” I told her it was me and two friends that got kicked out for nothing and she told me to get them. We found each other and walked with her back to the entrance. She grabbed my hand and we were all holding onto each other as we made our way to the meet and greet. The security that kicked us out was waiting there staring in shock and I smiled so wide as the 4 of us strutted back inside. Bitch. She took us to Sammy’s line and we all thanked her and have her a huge hug before she walked back to the stage. Problem number 2, we still hadn’t meet dillon and Taylor. Laura was going to throw a for if she didn’t meet them and we were running out of ideas, and time. We got to the front of Sammy’s line, Andrea grew a pair of balls for all of us, walked up to him, told him what happened… he literally… He stopped his meet and greet to escort us ACROSS THE AREA to Dillon and Taylor to meet them. TO TOP IT OFF HE WAS LITERALLY ABOUT TO ASK THEM TO LET US SKIP THE WHOLE LINE SO WE CAN GO BACK TO HIM QUICKER. All of us were yelling “no no it’s fine Sammy nooo!” And he came back to us and gave us all a hug while we thanked him and told him we’d see him soon. Everything up to that point was surreal and skipping people was something we would never do. We made the line and waited for our turn. We made Laura go first when it was our turn because she’s in love with Taylor and well… OTP. So we all met them, and honestly, there was no security there, no one was rushing us, and they were being so silly with us, it was one of my favorite meet and greets. We gave them their posters and we stayed on that side to wait for Jack and Jack to perform because honestly.. We were not about to get kicked out again.
After a while of waiting, they came up on stage, I died, they performed Flights and Paradise, said they were making new music for us soon, and I promise you I wish they would’ve just stayed performing the whole time. They’re so cute and they’re so good at performing. The songs sounded amazing live, and everything was just beautiful. I recorded everything from their performances so I can’t wait to put that up! After that we went back to Sammy and Mike’s line. We waited and then it was our turn and I was nervous because Sammy really is just the love of my life right next to Cam. I was shaking. Literally. I walked up to him and I said “We’re back!” And he pulled me into a hug and said “yay you’re back.” With a smile unlike any other. We took our picture and I was so so happy. I went up to Mike right after and hugged him and said it was nice to meet him. I also told him he was extremely tall and he asked if that was a good thing. My eyes widened and I literally said “Uhh hello yes, it’s more attractive.” he smirked in response and said “glad that’s good for you.” Anshsnsjh. We took our picture and I went back to take Andrea’s picture with Sammy and Mike. After that, she have Sammy his poster and a little monkey that whistles when you squeeze it. “Click it!” She yelled. So he did, and he laughed his cute little Sammy laugh, and said “that’s so cute thank you.”
We then walked to Jack and Jack and waited. Finally our turn came along and Laura went first so she can ask Gilinsky a question. “Do you know that half the fandom calls you a Greek Sex God?” She said. “A what?” He asked shocked. “A Greek Sex God!” She repeated. “No I didn’t haha.” He replied. “You didn’t know that?.” She asked. “Yeah dude sex God Gilinsky!” Johnson said. We all laughed and I was just so happy with what was going on. Our phones were literally all dead by this point and we had to ask someone to take our pictures for us and send it to is right away because if not, there was no way any of us were getting our photos. Thank you Lord for nice people. I went up to Gilinsky, hugged him, and told him I was proud of him. “Thank you so much, we do this all for you.” He said back. I cried inside haha. I then got a hug from Johnson to which I received a “you smell good.” And I was honestly just like .. I’ve been sweating all day, how. I laughed and said thank you and told him he follows me on twitter and than I’m proud of him. He said “thank you, it’s all for you, and I’m glad I follow you.” LITERALLY MY FAVORITES. we all got our pictures with them and I was content with everything at that point. We gave them their poster and a special letter my friend asked to give to Gilinsky. We then left and waited for day 2.

Andrea and I were the only ones who were able to make it to day 2 because it was Father’s Day and either way we got there late. We got there in time to see jack and jack perform flights before they had to leave on their trip to LA at least. After that we were just walking around trying to see if we caught anyone in General Admission, but no luck. We then asked if they boys were coming to merch to sign anything, and they said yes they were so we ran off to get in line. Magcon ended a bit early that night so that the boys could come sign things and I’m so glad we made that line. Mahogany came around giving people little pictures, signing things, and taking pictures. I know have “bae -> 💜LOX” on my Justin Bieber phone case and a selfie with her I’ll always be happy with. After that we went to get merch from Sammy. Aaron had to leave early because of something and we didn’t get to see him but we met him the day before so we were happy regardless. Waiting in the line for Sammy, we were standing in front of the bars just before going around to him. I was honestly staring at him and when he caught my eyes I was kind of embarrassed at first, but he threw up a peace sign at Andrea and I and smiled and I felt better immediately. We then walked up to him and we spoke before I told him I wanted his shirt. We thanked him for the day before and he said he was happy to help. He’s literally the sweetest human on this planet. I told him I was glad he remembered us and he said “of course I’ll remember you guys.” Dead. I was dead. I bought his shirt, and asked for a picture and he kissed my cheek and of course my heart sky rocketed. I also got a video for 2 friends of him saying he loves them and I was so so happy. Andrea went and got a picture and a video for herself too and we were fangirling the whole way back to the lobby to wait for my mom to pick us up. I’ve never in my life been happier with a weekend. Despite the struggles security gave us and all the fans with their rude attitudes, this weekend was something I wish I could experience again. I’m so happy I went. I have withdrawals now haha. Post Magcon depression. I hope you all get to experience this as well, it’s amazing I promise, and so worth the time and money. I do wish all of the boys were there because I’m not gonna lie, I had the emptiest feeling knowing Cam, Nash, Hayes, Shawn, Matt, and Carter were missing. It hurt so much, but I know one day I’ll get the chance to meet them too. You’ll all get that chance I promise. Anyway, this was my Magcon experience, and I wish you all the luck in the world if you plan on going to one! I’m going to be posting our vlog from this weekend soon, I have 2 hours of footage to edit. I can’t wait. Thank you for reading this if you did, I’m sorry for my spelling mistakes if there are any, I’m typing this on my phone. I love you all!
-Nicole