do you ever just cry a lot

cutepraxis  asked:

1-24 (or all if you want)

i’m gonna do all of em bc i’m bored af rn

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
that would be v nice rn honestly :V

2.When did your last hug take place?
ummm i think it was when i visited @slimy like a few weeks ago ! v nice v comfy 10/10 best hugger O:              

3.Are you a jealous person?
eh i can be i suppose              

4.Are you tired right now?
yes absolutely              

5.Do you chew on your straws?

6.Have you ever been called a tease?

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
lmao i do this quite a bit bc i’m an unhealthy fuck      

8.Do you cry easily?
kinda? a lot of the time i just become numb and that means i don’t cry :/

9.What should you be doing right now?
nothing that i know of, i would rly like to eat rn but, no money lmao  

10.Are you a heavy sleeper?

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
already have four times :V 

12.Are you mad at someone right now?
many many people             

13.Do you believe in love?
yes completely !      

14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
there’s this one fucking old meme that i can’t quite remember what it is exactly but fuck that makes me bust a gut every time    

15.Who was the last person you talked to?

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?

17.Will you get married?
eh probably not    

18.When was the last time you smiled?
just a little bit ago thinking about that meme lmaooooo       

19.Does anyone like you?
i know of a few      

20.Do you secretly like someone?

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
probably @vapor-anarchist         

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
um if andrew doesn’t message me at some point soon. not looking forward to having to go to sleep hungry     

24.What ARE you looking forward to?
fuck i don’t know   

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
not give a shit it’s their life they can kiss who they want         

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
considering i don’t rly even have a stable home right now (and at the moment have been completely homeless the past two days), yes              

28.Are you a forgiving person?
if they deserve it ya, if they don’t they’re not gettin anything from me     

29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
eh probably only around like ten or fifteen 

30.Do you fall for people easily?

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
yep lmao. i’ve also dated my old best friend and current somewhat roommate’s ex before)      

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
my water bottle   

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
probably andrew  

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
til around 9pm because i was overwhelmed and sad and had nothing else to do. also i slept under a bridge last night and got visited by a possum and it was so magical              

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?

37.Can you live a day without TV?
i don’t watch tv anyway              

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
today lmao          

39.Three names you go by..
bonnie, bon, rabbit    

40.Are you currently in a relationship?

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
fuck i have no clue              

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
eh, maybe? probably multiple soul-mates tbh              

43.What’s your current problem?

44.Have you ever had your heart broken?

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?

46.How many kids do you want to have?
probably none tbh      

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
yes :V

thank uuuu !              


“We know that night was 24 years of constant joy.” — Steven Moffat of the Doctor and River’s last night 

 "What a night that was.“  Indeed. The night the Doctor managed to show River Song she was loved and worth it, and pushed away all her demons and insecurities. 


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I wonder what happens when you die. Do your regrets disappear? Are sins atoned for? Would anyone be sad if I died?  Would something good have happened tomorrow? I guess none of it really matters.  ( if you ever cry alone again, or even if the day comes when you find just living to be painful, then i promise i’ll save you again and again.)


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Do you ever cry because Tyler Hoechlin?

because I do

like a lot,

I don’t think it’s healthy,

but c’mon


filled with awkward dance moves,

cute little things he does with his face,

and the way he always loses control of his neck when he laughs,

but then, he switches to Derek Hale…

and he becomes instant sex god in .02 seconds

also, he can tell a story with just his eyebrows

and I can’t take this man

you. are. not. allowed. to. be. this. adorable.

DON’T even get me started on the thumb hole sweater

he just leaves me like

Whatever you do, don’t think about Cassandra Cillian on her first birthday after being healed from the tumor. Don’t think about Team Library throwing the biggest party ever complete with food and music and a big cake, and they all get dressed up fancy and just celebrate her.

Don’t think about her looking at the candles all lit up, and for the first time, as everyone is singing Happy Birthday, her immediate thought is not that this could be her last. Don’t think about her blowing out the candles, and how for the first time in her life, her wish is not just to live to see the next birthday. Don’t think about Ezekiel quietly singing And many more at the end of the song, and she just starts crying.

Don’t think about how this is probably the first birthday she wanted to celebrate, because for the first time it’s not just a reminder of her impending doom. Don’t think about Jake buying her a photo-album to put pictures of all her future birthdays in. Don’t think about how much EVERYONE cries during this party.

Whatever you do don’t think about Cassandra going wedding-dress shopping with Eve when she gets engaged to Flynn. Don’t think about Cassandra freezing as they walk in after she first lays eyes on the dresses. Don’t think about her tearing up and Eve asking what’s wrong before Cassandra quietly mutters “This could actually be me one day”. Don’t think about Eve giving her hand a squeeze and trying not to cry herself.

Whatever you do don’t think about Cassandra being introduced to a baby for the first time since being cured. Don’t think about it cooing at her and her smiling as she realizes she doesn’t hate this one. Don’t think about her realizing that the reason she hated babies was that they represented what she couldn’t have. And don’t think about her holding said baby and smiling and giving it a soft little “hi!”

Whatever you do don’t think about Cassandra looking into a mirror for the first time since she was cured, and for the first time since she was 15, she can look at her reflection without seeing the angel of death. Don’t think about her finding her old date book somewhere where she had her “chosen day” marked down and throwing it in the trash.

Don’t think about her first Christmas. Don’t think about her first New Years(oh god really don’t it’s as bad as the birthday). Don’t think about her eating Thanksgiving dinner with Team Library, and how no one has to say what they’re thankful for, because they all know it’s the same thing. Don’t think about her finally having something to really be thankful for this year.

Don’t think about Cassandra on her wedding day, and when the officiant says the words “Till Death Do You Part?” how she hesitates a moment before she can bring herself to say I do, so much so that she has to be asked again.

And whatever you do, for the love of god, DO NOT under any circumstances think about how she never loses her fear of going to sleep. And don’t think about her going to sleep for the first night after her surgery, about to repeat her life long nocturnal mantra of just make it tomorrow, and then realizing she doesn’t have to say that anymore.

Don’t think about Cassandra Cillian experiencing every aspect of life for the first time all over again.

Because now she has a lifetime.

I don’t believe time heals everything.
It helps, it does.
After awhile you won’t cry about it all the time.
It won’t consume your every thought anymore.
You do get better.
You’ll laugh,
And smile.
You’ll even have a lot of great days.
But it’s still there.
You just learn to live with it.
This is how things are now.
So you get used to it.
That doesn’t mean it ever goes away.
It’s still deep in your soul.
Still makes you cry when you think about it too much.
Still stops you in your tracks when something reminds you of it.
You’ll have those moments where your heart hurts really bad.
I don’t think time heals everything
Sure it gets better,
But it’s a scar that never goes away.
A broken bone that still aches on rainy days.
—  Chapters from my life
Happy Galentines Day

Originally posted by totallyshady-book-expert

I used to be a huge parks and rec fan, don’t judge me. I don’t have many irl friends to celebrate this wonderful day with, but I do have some pretty fucking amazing online friends who I want to shine some light on. I appologize if at any point I get sappy during this. I’m a little sleep deprived. (I really did get a bit long winded so everything is under the cut)

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do you guys ever feel overwhelmed by emotion???? like your chest is gonna burst and you have to direct your energy somewhere??? i think crying would help but i can’t cry right now, and i can’t sing or play any instruments b/c it’s 11:30 and my room mates are home. i feel like i just need to expend this energy vocally but i’m not quite sure what to do. feeling a lot of pain and love and sadness all at once, it’s very strange and overwhelming 


“Jürgen, you got a lot faith and confidence in your squad here, you’ve always said that. Do you feel a little bit let down in how they performed today?”

“No. I don’t feel that they let me down, or something. Like I said I’m responsible for the line up. I saw them training, and I set that line up. We can talk about who can play or not play, because today not a lot of the players were involved. That’s the thing. But no, that would not be fair for my side. So again, I said, and that’s what I mean, I’m responsible for the bad things and the boys for the good thing, and today it was obviously not good. It’s my responsibility. We could have played better, each boy could have played better, I know this. You always learn a little bit about each performance, maybe there’s an explanation, not sure if we should look for it. I’m never too harsh in criticism. Especially you should not be emotional in a moment when you make the criticism, that makes no sense. But of course, at one point we’ll watch the game again and then we’ll know a little bit more about it, but no. From tomorrow on we have to prepare the Chelsea game. The game, and the detail is not too important. In a few parts, actually a similar game, so it’s not a completely different. But of course, the opponent has the highest quality in the Premier League. So it’s not an easy job, but hopefully until Tuesday we can recover, the crowd can recover and can look forward to the game. It’s a home game against the leader of the league, so we need everybody for this game.”

Dear big girls.
  • So I've been seeing a lot of posts this morning bashing bigger girls. Listen up girls YOUR SIZE DOESNT MAKE YOU LESS BEAUTIFUL. Dont listen to these haters. You do you boo. Don't let someone try to change you. Be confident and know you are beautiful. You can get the man or girl of your dreams. If you have ever been bullied for this or anything feel free to message me. I will be there for you to vent to or cry to. Just make sure to hold your head high. Always know you are worth more than they say. You are worth the moon and the stars.

Hey what if the Triforce also affected the carriers of the would-be-users. Like zelda’s mom waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat because she saw visions of what’s eventually going to come.

Or Link’s mom being a lot more reckless than the average mom like wish slow down there lady, you have a BABY on the way.

Or most Ganondorf’s mom being….more demanding maybe? I don’t know.

Or what if they could ALL see what was going to happen. Amidst the destruction MomZelda can see her Daughter being a kind ruler. MomLink seeing her son being the most courageous, kindest boy you’ll ever meet. And Ganondorf’s mom…..just crying. Because she can’t do anything to stop it

Dating Proinsias Cassidy Would Include..


PROMPT?: Dating Cassidy from preacher would include? AND  Can you please do a “dating Cassidy would include” thanks in advance! AND  can you do a ‘dating Proinsias Cassidy would include’ please? xx

A/N: Wow! A lot of people requested this! It might be the same person but hey, consistency. Respect. Also, this was hard to condense. I just love him so much..

WARNINGS: cursing, sex mention

  • Literally being terrified of Cassidy when you first meet him.
  • Realizing not much later that he’s actually kind of funny.
  • Ending up laughing so hard you cry.
  • Being friends with him for a really long time before the two of you ever mention dating.
  • Kissing him, a lot, especially in indirect places like his cheeks, his jaw and forehead.
  • Cassidy being afraid he’ll hurt you.
  • Protecting you with his life.
  • Being really good friends with Tulip and Jesse, often being fought over to hang out with.
  • Not asking you out directly, but saying stuff like “So, I was thinking maybe we could, you know, be together?”
  • Messing with him and pretending like you don’t know what he’s talking about.
  • Being quite connected to him, feeling weird whenever the two of you are apart.
  • Calling him ‘old man’ and a lot of other old timer jokes.
  • “Need a walker, Cass?”
  • “Here, let me walk you across the street, grandpa.” 
  • Cassidy often asking Jesse for advice on how to treat you.
  • Often reassuring him that he’s a good person and that you love him.
  • Using his first name when you’re alone.
  • Him calling you ‘lassie’ to mess with you.
  • A lot of sex, but lots of cuddling afterwards.
  • Being one of the only people Cassidy realizes he loves and trying his damndest to be better for you.