do you even hit it

If you’re reading this and you’re not happy right now, you will be.
I don’t know what you’re going through.
Everyone has their own type of darkness that they’re trying to make sense of, but no matter how dark it gets, you’ll do it.
Things will get better, you will get better.
Life will become brighter, and you’ll look back on days like these when you couldn’t look forward to the next hour, let alone the next day.
When you do, you’ll smile, maybe even laugh, and it’ll hit you.
You turned out just fine.

   It’s okay, boy, I feel it too
                            Let it beat, baby breathe
                                                   I swear   I’m right here
                                                                             We’ll be good; I promise.
                                           We’ll be so good

Me, after watching Yuri!!! on Ice episode 11:

This episode gave me depression and anxiety.

instagram

“WTF you doing with this? *hits blunt* 😒😑 This isn’t even fuckin loud, y'all really are poor, huh?” 😂😂😂.

“Mr Trump blamed the bill’s defeat on Democrats, who proudly accepted responsibility”

I have 300+ followers??? How??? Thank you???!

(Here’s a quick colored doodle of Yuri because he’s literally my spirit animal don’t ask)

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“No-one voted to be poorer? Well, I did! I not only voted to be poorer, I also voted for the pound, the economy, industry and jobs to take a hit…..but don’t worry, the only people losing their jobs will be people on the European bandwagon. There’s no way anyone else will lose their job as a result of my vote. Which I’m so proud of I’m writing this letter, by the way. You’ll all thank me when the Global Freedom Benefits come flooding in.”

Dear Infinity,

Are the nightmares getting bad again? I know we don’t talk much anymore, I’m a real shitty friend. All I do is write, but I can’t even hit you up every now and again. I guess I’m just so caught up in myself that I forget about those things. How have you been? You left a rather sad message recently. You think that this will be it. The last time we’ll talk. You can’t do this anymore. You’re giving up. I don’t know the details. I don’t know what happened. Hell, I barely even know you because of our absence as so called friends. Does the sky still have pastel colors? Is it your health? Is it another lover? Whatever happened, or will happen… I’m going to say that it’s going to bend your mind and break your heart, but if you give up now… all of your fighting… what will it be for? I know that you might be serious this time and I’m sorry that I can’t do much but write some more. It’s all I am, just more words for people to read. Maybe you’re still alive. Maybe you’re not gone. Maybe you’ll read this and go, he wrote something for me again. I can’t keep up with relationships that well, will you ever forgive me? And if in some way, you are gone… I guess I just wanted to say that I miss you.
—  If you’re still reading this: I’ll always miss you.
cons to stanning multiple groups
  • back to back comebacks
  • trying to support everyone with your already insufficient funds
  • not knowing who a vague post is describing 
  • inter-group drama
  • when all of your faves are having comebacks in the same month
  • stress
  • trying to support everyone equally
  • “which hansol??”
  • having a full on crisis when deciding which group youre going to vote for an award
  • “minkyuk who?’
  • the actual whimpers your bank account makes when everyone wants to release something at the same time
  • V Live App blowing up your phone
  • did i mention comeback after comeback after comeback
  • “why didn’t you sleep?” “i couldn’t someone released another teaser”
If you’re reading this and you’re not happy right now, you will be.
I don’t know what you’re going through.
Everyone has their own type of darkness that they’re trying to make sense of, but no matter how dark it gets, you’ll do it.
Things will get better, you will get better.
Life will become brighter, and you’ll look back on days like these when you couldn’t look forward to the next hour, let alone the next day.
When you do, you’ll smile, maybe even laugh, and it’ll hit you.
You turned out just fine.
—  Maxwell Diawuoh, “Here, have some timely inspiration.” (271/366)

So I was crossing the street with my friend when someone tugs gently at my bag and squeals, “OMG WHERE DID YOU GET THAT VIKTOR AND YURI PIN?!”, so I turn around to see a woman (about late 20s or earlly 30s) in corporate attire fangirling about the Yuri!!! on Ice pins in my bag while her companion is like, “Do you want to get hit by a car? Do you even know them?” but she’s unfazed and still fangirling. When we reach the side of the street, we chat a bit on how to get some fandom merch before parting ways. This is the story of how I see myself in the future, a woman in corporate attire fangirling about her yaoi ship. Fujoshi for life.

Post traumatic self care is probably one of the more satisfying things in this Dunya tbh

I don’t feel things like most do. I hit lows that you couldn’t even come close to. But my highs are staggering. Looking into my eyes is basically Stargazing. You sit at your pity party and I’m the chandelier above you. Sadness is dopamine, and you’re a drug abuser, and your mind is saturated from all the drug use. Look at your eyes now, look at what those drugs do to you. If you’re ever dragged out of hell, you’ll need to get rid of that drug too. But I won’t touch you. I won’t put my shoulders under your arms and crutch you. I’ve been down that road with you. You gave me no option other than to say “no” and close the door. It’s impossible to love someone who lives life without a meaning. Someone who doesn’t know what they want and you had a choice to make. And you made it that winter Evening.
—  Not once but twice.
My mom is... (Naruto version)

Boruto: My mom is a princess.

Himawari: Yay! a Hyuga princess.

Sarada: Why being a princess when you can be a hero? That’s what my mom is, Konoha’s hero.

Inojin: Even heroes need to be commanded. Mother is a natural leader, head of the Yamanaka clan.

ChoCho: Do you know who kicks leaders’ butts? My mother. She even hit our hokage once… she is awesome.

Metal: Nobody can beat a legendary kunoichi in awesomness, and that’s exactly what my mommy is.

Shikadai: If your “mommy” is a legendary kunoichi and mine defeated her once with no effort, then, that makes her… a ultra-lege…no, that’s silly… whatever, this conversation is a drag.

Mitsuki: My mom is my dad

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The evolution of Sophie Foster

Jaebum the type to actually fight you when you say ‘fight me’