do you cry often

Letter Ask

A- At what age did you have your first kiss?
B- Have you ever been in love?
C- Do you have a crush/who is it?
D- Have you ever dated anyone?
E- What’s the grossest thing you’ve ever done?
F- Have you ever flown in a plane?
G- Do you prefer boys, girls, both, or neither?
H- How many times have you been in love?
I- What are your interests?
J- What is the worst joke you’ve ever heard?
K- How many times have you been kissed?
L- Are you in love?
M- What’s most important to you?
N- Have you/would you ever send nudes?
O- How often do you cry?
P- What’s the weirdest thing you’ve done in public?
Q- Make up your own question
R- Are you right or left handed?
S- What is your weirdest sexual fantasy?
T- Do you trust easily?
U- What style of underwear do you wear?
V- Are you a virgin?
W- Who is your best friend?
X- What are your exes like?
Y- What’s your favorite place to be?
Z- How many words can you list that start with the letter z?

You can Ask💖
  1. Sunrise or sunset?
  2. Are you mentally ill?
  3. Are you physically ill?
  4. What is the most expensive thing you have bought?
  5. Do you have a job?
  6. Are you in school?
  7. Are you a dropout?
  8. Are you in college?
  9. Introvert or extrovert?
  10. What do you think when you look at your body?
  11. What have others said when they look at your body?
  12. Do you have a particular song that you feel deeply?
  13. Talk about a time in your life where you have felt most alive?
  14. Are you confident wearing a bikini?
  15. Can you look people in the eyes while talking?
  16. Has anything terrible happened to you?
  17. Has anything wonderful happened to you?
  18. Favorite part of your personality?
  19. Least favorite part of your personality?
  20. Favorite part of your body?
  21. Least favorite part of your body?
  22. Favorite quote?
  23. Do you have friendships with all genders?
  24. Do you have a good relationship with your father?
  25. Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
  26. Do you have a good relationship with your siblings?
  27. Have you ever been hurt physically or mentally by a family member?
  28. Have you ever had a near death experience?
  29. Do you know anyone who has taken their own life?
  30. Have you ever tried to take your own life?
  31. Biggest lie you have told?
  32. Do you follow any conspiracies?
  33. Do you believe in a New World Order?
  34. Do you respect your government and the way your country is run?
  35. Is there currently any strife in your country?
  36. Have you ever been displaced within your country?
  37. Are your friendships healthy?
  38. Are you currently fighting with a friend?
  39. Are you jealous of a friend? Why?
  40. Do you believe in the Illuminati?
  41. Do you think any celebrities are associated with the Illuminati? Who?
  42. How can people tell you are nervous?
  43. How can people tell you are sad?
  44. Do you ever express your true feelings?
  45. Regrets in your life?
  46. Achievements in your life?
  47. What did people say about you in school?
  48. What did you say about people in school?
  49. Is there something you have never told anyone?
  50. Have you committed an illegal act?
  51. If you had two days to spend one million dollars how would you spend it?
  52. What were your aspirations at age 5, 10, 15, 18?
  53. Describe your first kiss? Was it how you imagined?
  54. Growing up were you in a wealthy, average, or low income household?
  55. Are you from a broken marriage?
  56. Have you been raised by a solo parent?
  57. Do you know both your parents?
  58. What colour eyes, hair and skin do you have?
  59. Have you abused drugs or alcohol?
  60. What languages can you speak?
  61. Do you conform to your societies standards?
  62. Do you cry often?
  63. Do you tell people what you think of them?
  64. Are you comfortable accepting compliments?
  65. Are you comfortable giving compliments?
  66. Is any mental illness hindering your life?
  67. Is any physical illness hindering your life?
  68. Do you keep up with current events?
  69. What’s the latest news in the world you have heard/read?
  70. What have you done today?
  71. Do you sleep well?
  72. Do you sleep badly?
  73. Have you ever hurt anyone because you were hurting?
  74. Has anyone ever hurt you because they were hurting?
  75. Have you ever had to end a friendship/relationship? Why?
  76. Have you ever stopped someone from hurting themselves?
  77. Has anyone ever stopped you from hurting yourself?
  78. Do you like your laugh?
  79. Are you preparing for an apocalypse? And what kind?
  80. Do you have any funny family stories?
  81. Are you religious?
  82. Do you like to watch true crime shows or movies?
  83. Are you interested in cults?
  84. Would you like to raise a family in your country?
  85. List some things you wanted in your childhood but never got?
  86. Is there a large age gap between you and a sibling?
  87. Are you from a blended family?
  88. Do you believe in marriage? Why/Why not?
  89. What is the nicest thing anyone has said to you?
  90. Do you keep a journal?
  91. Would anyone be hurt by reading it?
  92. Do you have children?
  93. Have you been pregnant?
  94. List your favorite movies?
  95. List your favorite people?
  96. Talk about the birthmarks and scars on your body?
  97. Do you look after yourself?
  98. Do you put yourself or others first?
  99. Are you happy today?
  100. Are you loved?
Make my Muse sad!
  1. Who’s someone you miss?
  2. Something you regret saying?
  3. Something you regret doing?
  4. Worst thing you’ve said to someone you love?
  5. Worst goodbye?
  6. What’s a moment that still stings?
  7. Physical scar with the worst memory?
  8. Emotional scar with the worst memory?
  9. Are you okay?
  10. What was the last serious thing you’ve cried about?
  11. How often do you cry?
  12. Would you try to get back in touch with someone you used to know?
  13. Have your parents ever hurt you with their words?
  14. Worst thing a friend has done to you?
  15. Worst thing a lover has done to you?
  16. Who hurt you?
  17. Do you abuse yourself in any way known?
  18. What are your darker thoughts like?
  19. First heartbreak?
  20. How do you eat?
  21. How do you sleep?
  22. Something you heard from a loved one that hurt you?
  23. Has someone you loved ever put their hands on you?
  24. How often are you told you’re loved?
  25. How did you handle your first ‘i hate you’?

@mer-yan prompted: Drarry develop a cutesy relationship through scribblings on the toilet wall in moaning myrtle’s bathroom while real-life pining for each other


i cannot believe i’m crying in a stall of moaning myrtles bathroom

you’re not the only one

two sad pathetic fucks we are

it looks that way

seems you come here as often as i do

lots to cry about

tell me about it

too much, dont know where to start

oh i didnt, well ok, no problem, this is just a wall after all

you’re not like the diary, are you?

here i was hoping you weren’t

im real

me too

why do you cry so much?

ehhh pressure

i hear you

when i cry?????

no! i understand. about pressure.

we’ve been crying for weeks now

honestly, sometimes i come here just to see if you’ve answered

same

who are you?

you’d never believe me if i told you

i think i’m more improbable than you

wanna bet?

im going to bet you’re a gryffindor

point. im going to bet you’re a boy

you are too so

you’re not a gryffindor

clever

slytherin

played myself into that one

do you want to meet?

are you asking me out on the wall of a bathroom of which we come to cry

i’m not asking you out! i’m asking to meet

pitty, i like boys

don’t think you’d like me like that

who is to say, most gryffindores are pretty

what if i’m a first year

you’re at least sixteen

never did cry as much when we were younger did we

it appears so. im an eight year

huh. me too

if you’re ronald weasley, this thing NEVER happened

i’m not ron. i know who you are tho

guess we’ll see if that makes any difference

it doesn’t

so who are you

why don’t you come back here on thursday after devination and i’ll show you

fine

Cry Baby asks
  • Cry Baby: how often do you cry or get sad?
  • Dollhouse: do you keep secrets from your family?
  • Sippy Cup: what do you do to cheer yourself up?
  • Carousel: what's your biggest fear?
  • Alphabet Boy: do you stand up for yourself or resent people who do you wrong?
  • Soap: what's something you've said that you wish you didn't?
  • Training Wheels: do you fall easily?
  • Pity Party: what's your saddest memory?
  • Tag, your it: do you trust strangers?
  • Milk and Cookies: if you could kill anyone in the world who would it be, and why?
  • Mrs. Potato Head: what's you're best feature? (physical or personality)
  • Mad Hatter: what's the craziest thing you've done?
  • Play Date: is it easier to express yourself or bottle it all up?
  • Teddy Bear: have you ever misplaced your trust in someone?
  • Cake: what do you do when you've been used or exploited?
Why can’t you love me?
Is because I am bleeding too much
And you don’t like stains
Or is it because my mind runs away while
You stand still
Is it because my sadness is too heavy to carry?
Or because my thoughts resonate in a place in your mind you
Didn’t know existed
Do you fear me like the night time
Or do I save you like the sun light
Why can’t you love me?
Do I smile too wide?
Or cry too often
Something about me is always “too”
Too much talking
Too little understanding
Too much touching
Too little distance
I can’t move because my head is being weighed down
With memories of your hands
And smile
And the hope that you placed into my heart
Is now tearing it apart
—  alone / @reuseablesource
ULTRAVIOLENCE ASKS

Cruel World: has anyone ever called you crazy?

Ultraviolence: has anyone ever hit you?

Shades of Cool: were/are you popular at school?

Brooklyn Baby: have you ever fallen in love with an older person?

West Coast: are you in love right now?

Sad Girl: do you feel sad often?

Pretty When You Cry: who was the last person that made you cry?

Money Power Glory: would you marry anyone for money?

Fucked My Way Up to the Top: would you sleep with someone in order to get something?

Old Money: do you miss anyone?

The Other Woman: have you ever cheated/been cheated on?

Black Beauty: has anyone ever told you that you’re beautiful?

Guns and Roses: have you ever fired a gun?

Florida Kilos: have you ever done drugs?

Rod Serling during his final interview, March, 1975. Mr. Serling, of Twilight Zone fame, died on June 28, 1975.
  • Linda Brevelle: When's the last time you cried?
  • Rod Serling: Oh, Jeez, I don't remember.
  • Linda Brevelle: Do you cry often?
  • Rod Serling: Infrequently. But the urge is there.
  • Linda Brevelle: The urge is there?
  • Rod Serling: Frequently. But because I'm a Western-cultured man who subscribes to the ancient saw that men do not cry, I don't cry either. I'll go to a movie, for example, and not infrequently something triggers the urge to weep, but I don't allow myself. I think before I die, just for the hell of it, one night I'll spend an entire night weeping, and I'll draw up a list of things that will motivate it. I'm now weeping for the following reasons: chronologically, for all the shit that's out there that I should have wept at and didn't.
dating nct hansol!!!1!!!

• hansol’s pretty quiet
• you guys speak satoori w each other a lot and everyone in the group thinks it’s super funny and entertaining
• the quiet couple in front of everyone else
• but when you two are alone you guys laugh like, 25/8
• you’re the only person that knows where he’s the most ticklish
• he’s ticklish, literally everywhere except his stomach ok he’s, it’s great
• “if we ever have kids-”
• “hans-”
• “let’s name the first one after a character in dragon ball”
• you guys watch anime together all the time omg
• yuta sometimes joins
• you guys don’t mind, yuta’s like, you guys’ best friend. he’s the sassy best friend in every best trio friends movie
• “THAT SCENE IS SO UNREALISTIC. I’D KNOW I’M JAPANESE.”
• wiggles
• dancing
• he’s so good at dancing
• he tried to teach you how to dance once
• he still uses the video he secretly took to blackmail you
• he watches it when he’s tired or upset. always makes him laugh.
• HIM IN WHITE, BUTTON UP DRESS SHIRTS.
• SO SEXY.
• HE KNOWS IT’S SEXY. HE KNOWS.
• SLICK BASTARD.
• jk please give hansol all the love. he deserves it. poor boy, locked up down in the basement.
• hansol is super protective
• like an older brother who actually cares
• he asks you a lot of questions like “how are you today?” “did you have fun today?”
• once he asked if you ate and you said no and he was like “oh my-” and hung up
• he drove all the way to your house with yuta and taeyong and made them move a whole bunch of snacks and drinks and food and made the other two guys move them into your house and he gave you a small awkward hug and brushed through your hair with his fingers and was like “you need to be healthy okay? even if you’re busy, please eat”
• and boy were you guilty bc you literally forgot to eat bc you were watching the office for the 17th time and binge watching all the anime that you’ve ever watched, ever
• he sometimes calls you every 5 minutes if he feels uneasy about you going somewhere alone and when he can’t accompany you and keep you safe
• “where are u now”
• “…the same place i was 5 minutes ago hansol. at the bus stop.”
• your parents first thought he was rude and told you not to meet him
• but then they talked to him a bit and realized that he was really quiet and unresponsive bc he was nervous
• they love him now ok your siblings love him too bc he’s super cool and tall and god he’s just a tree
• he got you a super fluffy teddy bear once
• it’s holding a heart that says “i love you” and it’s one of those voice recording bears, he recorded himself saying “i love you”
• it’s your most treasured item ever
• hansol gets jealous pretty easily but he never voices it out to you, he just gets a little more affectionate.
• he puts you in between his legs or puts you up on his lap and plays with your hair and gets crazy close to your neck (god), rests his chin on your shoulder, kisses your temple
• he takes a lot of pictures of you it’s the sweetest, cutest thing.
• his phone wallpaper is a picture that he took of you playing with jaemin and jeno
• his lock screen is a picture of you and him together after one of his dance performances
• hansol doesn’t cry much but when you do, he’s often lost and kind of awkward, but he gives you a nice hug and gives you nice kisses on the top of your head
• hansol gives really nice, sweet kisses
• his hands rest on your hips and your arms wrap around his neck and sometimes your hands tangle in his hair
• sweaty, in his white button up dress shirts (BRINGING THAT BACK), dark black pants, after practice = seX. ok im sorry.
• but fr that exists and it’s great ok.
• HANSOL HAS THE BEST, MOST FLEXIBLE HIPS I S WE A R.
• hansol loves talking to you, he’s pretty like, boring on text bc it’s “awkward” and “strange” to him, he calls you a lot
• hansol tried to cook for you once
• he did pretty well the first time actually
• then he got too confident and then almost burned the house down the second time he tried cooking.
• the closest thing to cooking you guys do is microwaving chinese food and making jello
• hansol is super tall and his height comes in handy, very often.
• “HANSOL, BABE CAN YOU GET THAT BOWL ON THE TOP SHELF FOR-”
• “got you covered.”
• his biggest turn on is when you’re in one of his shirts that are too long on you, with a pair of shorts or nothing underneath except for your underwear and when you get on your tippy toes trying to get something on the highest shelf and your thighs kind of shows and god he loves it so mu c h, never have you guys not at least made out when that happened
• hansol is very, dominant
• he loves dirty talk goD.
• his hand sneaks into your inner thigh, a lot, ok bye im dead
• reading manga, eating snacks, and watching anime on your laptop on hansol’s bed, totally not involved in any sex, is a thing and it’s one of the dorkiest things you guys do, but it’s also one of the most common thing in your relationship
• hansol has a really high alcohol tolerance
• you, however, do not and hansol also, takes videos of you drunk, and uses it for blackmail.
• hansol has got a lot of shit on you and that’s what makes your relationship 98% more interesting.
• you guys sometimes just sit down and watch weird shit he’s recorded of you and laugh
• “ur so dumb”
• “hansol shut up”
• yuta has a lot of shit on both of you
• yuta sends one weird thing he has on the two of you every two weeks in a group chat.
• you, don’t even know half the things yuta send and when or how or where he got these videos
• he literally sent a video of you kissing a cow’s tail on new years while yelling “HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY!” and pinched the cow for not wearing green and started crying because you were alone today and it was easter and bunnies made you cry bc they’re so fluffy and cute. it was a saturday. in june. you were with hansol and yuta and probably doyoung too. hansol tried to stop you from crying. yuta swears you weren’t drunk and that you were sane and you were just possessed.
• you were probably drunk.
• “wow u guys are really cute together”
• “johnny. im cute together with everybody.”
• “(y/n)”
• “hansol i love u”
• hansol’s lowkey not insecure at all
• he’s very confident about your feelings for him
• he knows you love him
• and it’s true you do love him
• hansol doesn’t say “i love you” a lot
• but he says it occasionally and it totally melts you
• hansol has a tumblr
• so does johnny
• they get together and scroll through their memes and send you the funny ones
• half of them are made by you
• but they don’t need to know that
• he carries you bridal style pretty often
• ADORABLE THE MOST ADORABLE COUPLE OK
• he’s so kept to himself bc he’s a strong “busan man”
• but we all know, you esp, that he’s a baby and a little 9 year old boy trapped in a large, 183 cm man’s body
• he calls you princess
• YES. HE CALLS YOU PRINCESS OK. DEAL. WITH. IT. IT’S CUTE.
• hansol, ok this is like really underrated and not canon, but hansol loves it when you read for him like, read his favorite books to him out loud or reads anything out loud, he loves your voice and he just, loves you reading things for him
• ok on a side note, hansol loves your singing, doesn’t matter if you can or can’t sing, to hansol, it’ll sound good, no matter what.
• hansol friggin loves your hair
• hansol friggin loves your smile
• hansol and your selfies are on point ok
• sexy selfies, hot selfies, cute selfies, couple selfies, YOU NAME IT, YOU GUYS ROCK IT.
• you guys keep the whole “WE’RE A COUPLE” thing lowkey
• ok but you guys have couple rings
• and couple bracelets
• you guys took a vacation to an amusement park and you guys bought one of those cute animal ear headbands and took a whole bunch of selfies
• it’s your phone wallpaper
• you guys have super intense staring contests
• pokemon battles
• you guys go out and buy and collect pokemon cards and have battles
• intense ok. intense.
• pokemon go
• pokemon go all the time
• “HANSOL”
• “what? are you ok-”
• “GET OVER HERE. THERE’S A DRAGONITE HERE.”
• “WHERE ARE YOU.”
• messy bun, trainers, talk tops and jackets for you, and messy bed hair, comfy adidas pants, a lightweight shirt for hansol.
• hansol isn’t THAT interested in fashion but he always manage to look good
• you guys go to the beach sometimes and goD it’s fun
• he sprays water on you and you two make sand castles and write each other’s names in the sand like “I LOVE HANSOL!” “I LOVE (Y/N)!”
• on halloween you two dressed as vampires
• you guys looked hoT.
• hansol is always there to comfort and talk to you when you feel bad or have a problem or feel insecure
• he’s not a good talker, really, but he’s such a great listener
• but sometimes he’d talk for hours about topics that he’s passionate about
• it’s really cute
• aegyo is funny with hansol
• he’s so good at aegyo, that it makes you just, CRINGE SO HARD SOMETIMES AND YOU GIVE HIM HUGS and HE LAUGHS
• hansol’s LAUGH.
• SO PRECIOUS.
• you learned so much satoori from hansol ok this is random bc i talked about satoori 49405005 bullets ago but fr you guys’ satoori is the best
• you get very defensive over hansol
• if anyone insults hansol-
• ok if anyone other than the nct members, jokingly-
• -insults hansol, you will burst like a volcano
• hansol loves you for it but sometimes you get a lil scary
• but he still loves you for it bc you’re the first person who was willing to protect him like that
• hansol isn’t very good with words on a daily basis, but still
• one time-
• OK STORY TIME
• one time you guys have just started actually dating and all the pressure of being a good girlfriend was honestly driving you crazy
• and hansol, didn’t know how to really, comfort you. but he wanted to.
• so, hansol, being as extra as he is, decided to write you a letter about all the reasons why he loves you and stuff like that, you know
• and he made yuta give you the letter LOL
• and when you read it you started crying and hansol sat next to you and patted your back gently and gave you a nice hug and kissed you
• yes that was your first kiss
• and yes it was amazing
• ok hansol is pretty extra. in a really lowkey way.
• hansol’s room is full of posters
• anime posters
• and manga
• ji hansol. one of nct members that’ll probably say “you had a crush on me? that’s embarassing.” in the future
• “hansol. we’re married”
• “…still!”
• hansol is fr a super tall, hot, nerd.
• and you love that so much ok no joke wow this is amazing how’d you land such a wonderful guy
• you love hansol
• hansol loves you
• pls get married and have beautiful children together.

ok THIS IS HANSOLLLLLLLLLLL. hansol has been giving me mad feels these days i just can’t w hansol. JI HANSOL IS WONDERFUL. please give him more love.

Versace on the floor

It is the first time you and Harry have been able to spend time together alone after the birth of your daughter. You feel a little bit guilty leaving your three month old daughter alone. But you know she is in good hands - with grandma Anne. It costs Harry and you many misgivings to leave your daughter at his mother’s home. Anne waved her right hand in farewell  and the other hand rested on the buggy which she pushes softly back and forwards. You climbed in the Range Rover and waved back. He started the motor and drove out of the driveway. His jaw was clenched together and you squeezed his thigh softly. He gave you a wan smile.

You are glad that you have time with your husband. The first three months were filled with horrible, sleepless nights, fights with Harry about which one of you have to get up and feed her. You want to be the perfect Mum, the Mum who can do everything, doing the laundry while she cooks a perfect menu,which she serves her husband, with perfect makeup and a beautiful dress in the evening. You tried it. Yes you tried it but you failed. You felt like a  mum in the last time not like a desirable woman, not like a super mum, who can do everything. How often were you crying, and how often did you call your mum for some advice? Sometimes you felt so stupid because you thought you have to know what your baby needs. You were overworked. The whole everyday routine was new for you and Harry and sometimes you thought to yourself you were not able to be a good mum.You hid your tears but Harry knew it. He saw it as he came home. He knows you and one look in your face discloses you. But he said nothing to you, he hugged you and kissed your hair. You regained new strength from his hug and his presence. Everything was easier with him.

He works, thank god only half days, but sometimes he has to spend the whole day in the studio. These days seem endless, and often your mum or Anne comes over and helps you.  

You wake up, mostly before Harry, and habitually dressed in the same clothes like yesterday. You wear leggings and one of Harry’s old jumpers, as if it had become a uniform. Your hair is in a ponytail or in a bun because her little fists can grab very tightly.You feed your daughter and kiss Harry goodbye.

After you change your jumper because your daughter spit up on it, you take a walk with her in the park and shop for some groceries. And if Harry comes home in the afternoon it’s allowed you to take a short shower while Harry plays with your daughter. Sometimes you stand in the doorframe, drying your hair with a towel and watching how he plays or speaks with her. Then you stop in your movement and you feel how your heart jumps in delight and you know everything – every tear, every fight – is worth it.

But the intimate togetherness is gone. You fall asleep on the sofa while Harry puts your daughter to bed. You want to talk to him but often you can’t keep your eyes open. It’s like a ritual every evening he carries you with his strong arms to your bed and kisses you on your forehead, and you smile softly with closed eyes. Snuggling into his side and he covers your body with the duvet.

And in the morning the same procedure starts again.

So you are looking forward to being alone with your husband! But Harry left the hotel room after breakfast. He has an appointment at the tailor because he needs a perfectly suitable suit tonight.

Keep reading

Cold Suit pt 2 ~ Tony Stark (IRONMAN)

Part 1: https://claustrophobicfandom.tumblr.com/post/163004452520/cold-suit-tony-stark-iron-man

Pairings: Tony Stark x reader // Jarvis(?) x reader

Warnings: Smut

Words: 1,827

Originally posted by marvelposts

The butterflies in your stomach threatened to make you nauseous as you came face to face with the suit Tony had been working on for the past month. Thinking that the idea of having sex in his suit was just a silly fantasy, you didn’t think he was actually working on it. Well, you knew he was working on new series, but one designed specifically to fulfill your fancy surprised you. 

“Your lack of words is making me nervous, dear.” He stood next to it, his hands folded in front of him. He tapped his foot against the floor, waiting for your acknowledgment. 

“Tony I -” You cut yourself off, taking the few steps needed to reach your hand out and graze the cold metal. Sure it looked somewhat similar to his other suits, but knowing its purpose made it unusual altogether. Your eyes wandered down to the compartment that caused the two of you trouble before, but it didn’t look any different than his last AI.

Flinching when the lower region of the suit suddenly dissolved, fading in and out, your mouth went agape as you looked at Tony. “A hologram?” 

He nodded, pressing something on the side of his glasses. “You see while trying to design this I came across many obstacles. There was no way my cock was going to reach its full length out of it, so I had to thin the base of the suit as much as possible. Even so, it wasn’t going to work, so I had to resolve this issue by creating something different.” 

He gestures towards the pelvis, which was now protruding a… dick? Well, not one that resembled a man’s but it was more or less a cylinder torpedo that actually hung like a mans. You covered your mouth to suppress yourself from laughing,  it was such an awkward thing to look at. 

“You’ve created a sex toy?” You mumbled, your voice quiet to keep from giggling. 

“Eh, more or less.” He shrugs, not caring how uncomfortable it sounded. 

You weren’t disturbed by the thought of an AI suit screwing you, in fact, if anything it was sort of exciting. It was just thinking how exactly something like that worked, that made you slightly unsure. It didn’t matter, you wanted to try it out. 

“Now, I’m not going to be in the suit.” He takes a step back as the nickel-titanium started to rumble, the bright blue, white eyes came on and stared at yours. It sent a shiver down your spine, noticing that he decided not to change that cold stare all his suits had - but this time, it didn’t quite bother you as much. Considering the circumstances, of course. 

“You’re controlling it?” 

The suit took a step towards you, which caused you to step back instinctively, scaring you. There was something about the fact that it wasn’t him in it that made your heart race. 

“Maybe, maybe I’m not. The suit has a mind of its own you know.” 

“J-Jarvis?” You squeak, backing into a table. The suit continued to make its way over to you as Tony clapped his hands together. 

You were debating on whether or not you should remove your panties yourself or… anxiety was itching at your skin, literally you were scratching your arm because you were so nervous. The suit came so close to you that you had to hop up on the table for the proximity to be comfortable, that must’ve been the point, you thought because one of the arms came up and started to caress your thigh. It was cold, which made you jump slightly at its touch, but its other hand quickly reacted by grabbing your opposite thigh, holding you still. 

“Holy shit…” You mumble, looking down with a shaky breath as the suits’ fingers started to dance their way up your thigh, nearing the hem of your nightgown. 

“Sir, am I doing this correctly.” The head of the suit turns toward where Tony had been standing. 

Only to your astonishment, Tony had left the basement. You glanced everywhere, but he was gone. The AI turns back towards you, tilting its head slightly. 

“Am I doing this correctly, this is the first…”

“Yeah…” You gulped. 

The suit inched under your nightgown, in which you part your legs to offer it easier access. You even scooted up a bit. 

Two cold, metal fingers started to rub against the front of your panties, slowly as if testing out what to expect. Your breath caught in the middle of your throat, you were already wet, to begin with, the touch was just adding onto it. Tony crossed your mind, and you imagined him being the one to touch you like this, but you struggled with the thought. 

“Does that feel… nice?” Although you knew the suit itself wasn’t talking to you, the way it looked at you made it seem like it was. You lifted your nightshirt up above your bottom so that it was easier. 

“Yes.” 

Your breathing started to get heavier as the touch intensified. You weren’t full on moaning, but the feel of pressure up against your opening was enough to make you squirm some. The AI looked down, using two fingers to slip your panties to the side, seeming to hesitate before moving its fingers inside your nearly dripping pussy.  

A whimper escaped as your hand grabbed at something on the table, anything that you could grip onto - which had to be the edge of it. The fingers of the thing definitely didn’t feel anything like a human, but they were able to curve and do the pleasuring things Tony had done to you before. 

“I have many more tricks miss Y/n…” He sounded prideful, which made you let out a breathy laugh but was cut off with a yelp. “You must stay still.” 

The fingers started to vibrate, and pick up speed which made you throw your head back in pure pleasure and nearly fall back onto the table if it wasn’t for the AI’s opposite hand to swing behind your back and keep you upwards. You resided on clutching onto the shoulder to maintain some balance, but that didn’t make the hand on your back fall away. 

You were soaking, you could feel yourself cumming over the cold metal, but that didn’t stop it from continuing to finger you, hitting your g-spot with each penetration and the vibration bouncing off your walls. The feeling was indescribable, you’ve never felt anything like it - even with your most expensive vibrators. 

“I think it would be easier if we took these off…” To your dissatisfaction, your brink of orgasm was suddenly paused when its fingers slipped out of you. 

The AI took a step backward, just so that you could shimmy out of your panties and toss them carelessly on the ground. 

“How we doing, JARVIS.” Tony interrupted, coming down the steps, sipping what looks to be a margarita. 

You were irritated with his presence, which was ironic because at first, you thought he would be the one in the suit. Since of course, things changed, you wanted nothing other than JARVIS and the AI in the same room with you. If Tony wasn’t doing anything to help, then he was about as relevant as a particle of dust. 

“Would you go away.” You mutter, cheeks flushing, closing your legs as if he had not seen you naked before, for some reason you felt embarrassed.

Tony chuckled, bringing his drink over to you and offering a sip - in which you gratefully obliged. He tapped your legs, gesturing for you to spread them, which you also obliged to although you would be more content if he let the suit finish its job.

“You want me to leave?” He smirks, cocking a brow. “I’m slightly jealous…” He reaches a hand under your chin, making you look at him. 

“Good…” You whispered but found yourself grabbing his face and pulling him towards you, kissing him. His tongue danced around yours before he bit your lip gently.

“Should I continue, sir, or… you seem to be complicating the situation. This was not part of the plan.” 

“You planned this?” You murmured against his soft lips. 

“Eh, maybe.” He pulls away, giving you one last sip of his drink. “As much as I would love to stay and watch, I have a conference call I must tend too.” 

You watch him leave the basement again, not even taking a glance back. Sighing, your eyes fell back upon the suit who was now taking the few steps closer to you again. 

“Shall we continue, Ms. Y/n?” 

Not even saying a word, you nod and lick your lips. You could feel its pelvis up against yours, the AI grabbed your thighs and pulled you forward, a little harsher than you expected. 

“Just use your fingers, please.” It wasn’t that you didn’t want to feel the cock of the thing, it’s just that there was nothing more that you wanted than the feeling of those cold, metal vibrating fingers again. A feeling like that wasn’t going to come by every day, so you wanted to savor every moment you could.

“Are you sure?” 

Again, all you did was nod, but JARVIS obeyed your command. The AI’s pelvis pushed up against yours, but its fingers dipped down and swiftly buried back inside of you. You fell back onto the table, squeezing your eyes shut as uncontrollable moans escaped your lips. 

“I never realized just how fun this would be, Mr. Stark always had me do other… things.” 

“Y-yeah…” 

A third finger was inserted, which nearly made you fall off the table. You were orgasming, but you weren’t able to actually realize it because the frequency of the vibration, the bitterness of the titanium and how fast the fingers were able to move, you didn’t have the chance to come to terms with what was happening to your body. 

“We should do this more often, Ms. Y/n.” 

You were crying out at this point, you weren’t even sure as to why JARVIS was still yapping. You had to have been soaking the table, and probably dripping your cum on the ground as well but all JARVIS wanted to do was talk. 

“Oh shit…” You cursed, feeling yourself tighten around the three digits which just made the oscillation intensity off your walls even more.

After a couple more minutes, you forced yourself to grab its hand, stopping it from giving you another orgasm, you couldn’t handle it. The fingers slid out of you, but you could swear you could still feel your walls throbbing as the vibration lingered on. You were panting, trying to catch your breath as you watched the suit bring its hand up to its face as if studying its work. 

“Y/n, come to my room. Now.” Tony’s voice commands from the suit before the eyes of it shut off. 

100 Forensics Asks

So a few days ago I reached 100 followers and I am beyond excited. So what I did with this excitement (instead of working on my POI), I made 100 Forensics Asks! Feel free to ask me for answers and/or reblog for your followers!

1. Favorite Debate event to compete in?
2. Favorite Debate event to watch?
3. Favorite I.E. event to compete in?
4. Favorite I.E. event to watch?
5. Have you been to Fall Champs?
6. Have you been to Spring Champs?
7. Have you been to State?
8. Have you been to Nationals?
9. Best DI piece you’ve seen?
10. Best Prose piece you’ve seen?
11. Best POI piece you’ve seen?
12. Best Poetry piece you’ve seen?
13. Best Duo piece you’ve seen?
14. Favorite tournament memory?
15. Least favorite tournament memory?
16. Favorite piece you’ve ever preformed?
17. Favorite Impromptu/Extemp topic?
18. Favorite resolution that you’ve debated?
19. What’s on your getting ready playlist?
20. What’s in your speech bag?
21. Favorite suit?
22. Skirt or pants?
23. Hairstyle on tournament days?
24. Tie or bow tie?
25. Favorite tournament shoes?
26. Favorite coach you’ve ever had?
27. Favorite comment on a ballot?
28. Least favorite comment on a ballot?
29. Who do you usually stay in your hotel room with?
30. How many tournaments have you been to this year?
31. Night before a tournament routine?
32. Least favorite thing about your favorite event?
33. Favorite thing about your least favorite event?
34. How much do you eat at tournaments?
35. How much do you eat after tournaments?
36. Favorite tournament snack?
37. Favorite type of room to speak in?
38. Best compliment received?
39. Weirdest compliment received?
40. Favorite physical award you’ve received?
41. How many people are on your team?
42. Can you name everyone on your team?
43. Opinion on pantyhose?
44. If you could watch any round of something you aren’t entered in, what would it be?
45. After tournament attire?
46. Do you have any forensics crushes?
47. How early do you usually wake up for a tournament?
48. How many pieces have you done since when you first started?
49. One thing you wish you could do, but can’t, in forensics?
50. Favorite tournament weather?
51. Where do you write down your “coaching session” notes?
52. Have you ever gone over time?
53. Favorite line from a speech of yours?
54. Go-to example in Impromptu?
55. Favorite campus for a tournament?
56. Is your debate team more liberal or conservative?
57. How calm are you at tournaments?
58. How calm are you when you’re waiting for breaks to be posted?
59. Do you have any objects you wear/carry with you for good luck on tournament days?
60. Favorite part of awards?
61. Least favorite part of awards?
62. How much do you use your phone on tournament days?
63. Has a phone ever gone off in a middle of your round?
64. Farthest you’ve traveled for a tournament?
65. Shortest you’ve traveled for a tournament?
66. How many times do you practice a week?
67. Do you like doing research for speechies?
68. Would you rather have a black book or visual aids?
69. Most oddly sexual speech you’ve ever seen?
70. Longest debate you’ve witnessed?
71. Weirdest/Funniest resolution?
72. First or second speaker in parli?
73. Aff or Neg?
74. Tournament you’re most looking forward to?
75. Friend’s piece you’re most looking forward to seeing?
76. How many coaches are at your school?
77. Do people around you know the term Forensics (in terms of Speech & Debate)?
78. Best “confused about which forensics” story?
79. Best “so bad it was good” piece you’ve seen / heard of?
80. Post-tournament routine?
81. Favorite duo paring: guy/guy, guy/girl or girl/girl?
82. Has anyone else done your piece the same year you did it?
83. Best advice for novice speakers?
84. Why should people join Forensics?
85. Do you really shut off your phone before a round starts?
86. How often do you cry during tournaments?
87. Best reaction after seeing you broke?
88. Favorite round of finals?
89. What color are your nails for tournaments?
90. Tournament hair routine?
91. Tournament makeup routine?
92. Favorite tournament day breakfast?
93. Have you ever accidentally cursed during a round?
94. Song that reminds you of a tournament?
95. Favorite van ride games?
96. If your team had a motto, what would it be?
97. Gum or mints on tournament days?
98. How has forensics impacted your life?
99. Why did you join Forensics?
100. Are you glad you did?

jirehthedisciple  asked:

Top 5 favourite fruitship moments

wow i’m so sorry kouhai this is damn overdue (and i owe you a lot) and honestly now i’m regretting getting back to this because aughsfndifdjsls there are SO MANY cries why did u make me pick just 5 i hate u

top 5 so far as of today (rip we just got thru ep 146):

5. Episodes 50/51

ah yes the first episodes where yuya not only begins to realize a bit of his own denseness in regards to his feelings towards yuzu, he openly states out loud all of the reasons why yuzu is so important to him: she stayed with him even when he was bullied and cheered him on despite this, she was the one that gave him an idea of how to evolve as a duelist, he straight up says both rune-eyes and beast-eyes are monsters he was able to summon thanks to yuzu, he realizes the reason she was trying to get stronger was to protect him and his friends… and of course even reiji takes advantage of his feelings for yuzu. reiji. taking advantage. of his feelings. before this duel, yuya wanted nothing to do with becoming a lancer, but by the end of it… he joins because, just as reiji stated, he wants to save yuzu. and then episode 51 ends like this

oh my god the pain in his voice

(also quick shout out to ep 54 becuz it shows us the struggle of being separated from yuzu’s perspective and well she cries just as bad *dies*)

4. Episode 125. I think this post pretty much sums it up. 

3. The end of episode 129. idk what to say i mean… yuzu actually gets through to yuya for a moment (and it almost seems like he’ll come back to his own senses but…), then afterwards we get this

and yusho pretty much explains that them being so close to each other isn’t a coincidence… like…………….. i’m sorry i’m such a sucker for the whole… destined intertwining fates/red-string-of-fate trope… except for the kicker here is that they weren’t exactly meant to (uh) fall in love? their red-string-of-fate was just meant to pretty much stop him from becoming a demon and destroying the world… and also the fact that they’re reincarnations of zarc & ray who were enemies (technically)… oh my god……. the irony ugh my heart this is the kind of shit i fall for every damn time

2. Episode 140.

episode 140.

episode 140.

oh my god first of all just the lone fact that Yuzu is the only person, out of all of the ones that had been trying to get him back for five episodes straight, that Yuya explicitly responds to would have pretty much been enough for me tbh like that is all i needed but then they also had to throw in this

like shit even Zarc himself is surprised

and it doesn’t stop there

just look at her holding out her hand to him so gently even having to look at him like that as a demon like ashfkjsdlf

look at this shit Zarc is so dumbfounded yet Yuya’s like you know what you’re right babe like just looking at her and hearing her makes him feel calm and gives him the strength to overcome his own inner (er, outer, i guess i should say) demons aaaaaa

1. my favorite fruitship moment and the one moment that made just go from casually shipping them for the heck of it to straight up OTP AF status is this:


(episode 69)

….. LOOK AT HIM HE’S SO DAMN HAPPY FOR HER HE LITERALLY CRIES?!?!????!!!!!???!?!?!?!???!!! (ALSO LIKE HE’S SO SPEECHLESS FOR A MOMENT TOO THAT IF YOU LISTEN CLOSELY YOU CAN HEAR HIS FIRST REACTION WAS TO SLAP HIS HAND ON THE SCREEN WITHOUT EVEN THINKING. AND HE’S TOUCHING HER FACE THROUGH THE SCREEN?!????!???1??1!!??!?!?!?!!!!!!! BYE)

THIS IS HOW YOU SELL ME ON YOUR OTP. Like honestly tears because one of them is dying or because they miss the other are also good but HOW OFTEN DO YOU SEE CHARACTERS CRY OUT OF JOY FOR THEIR SIGNIFICANT OTHER???? LIKE. LEGIT TEARS OF JOY. 

I am not kidding when I tell you that even with all the ship tease before this episode (and there’s A LOT of it), i was still pretty on the fence on this ship like i was in the “yeah i kinda ship it” part of the fandom not because i didn’t really like it (all the ship tease was good and their relationship has ALWAYS been wholesome) but more out of pure caution because I KNOW how main male/female ships in yugioh usually go and they are usually not very good imo. But this. this moment. This EPISODE. Yuzu shows she cares. Yuya very fucking explicitly shows he cares (he cares so much that his body has a real autonomic physical reaction to this emotional stimulus oh my god my psychologist is showing). They’re not even in person next to each other or anything yet they are communicating and understanding and supporting each other. 

as far as for yugioh goes tho, even with ship teases, usually the main female/male pair keeps to status of “friend” because ofc this is yugioh this is all about the nakama. and they usually stop there. or just they leave it at that for the most part and don’t go in depth as to why they should be shipped together besides just them being boy+girl friends = a couple but in this case they, imo, they really went above and beyond that and welp now i’m here crying

idk bout you but this convinced me their feelings for each other were more than that. and i wasn’t fruitshipping trash before this so.

anyways, that’s the end of my list but you’re probably wondering why i didn’t include the episode 99 reunion they had… dude… trust me… i love that scene… but i feel that if you ship these two, that scene is a given as a fav moment. lol it’s like if you made a “fruitshipping moments” bingo, the episode 99 reunion would be your free space lmao i mean i ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT and i will watch it a million times over and never get tired of it but it’s also so obvious lol

Daddy Dan

Dan as a dad woould be so annoying. He’d constantly say he’s a bad dad, he doesn’t know what to do, what you little baby girl wants, why she’s crying and so often he’d call you desperately asking when you come back home from grocery shopping so you can help him take care of your baby, even if there is nothing wrong with it right now…
But on the other side…Your heart would melt whenever you see him with her. He’s smile so bright just be see her trying to walk, he’d hold her hands and constantly praise her for every step she makes, he’d be proud of her, when she comes and watches his animes with him or wants to play with him. Not once he’d quickly close his violent shooter games or stop the movie he’s watching when he realizes she came into the room - and it wouldn’t matter to him if he just lost his game… He’d happily end it and take out some crayons and draw with her and make her giggle because he’s even more shitty at drawing than her…
And last but not least evertime you see him taking her to bed, you’d fall in love even more.
Just because he’d take out a book, read a story to her or just make something up about a princess and a dragon or a unicorn or whatever. She’d cuddle into his side and he’d press a soft kiss to her head and wait until she’s really asleep… and not so rarely he’d just fall asleep beside her, cuddling his little girl and you couldn’t even be mad for him ditching you in your bed…

Head Canons: Random Questions. Some NSFW, Some SFW. Send a Number and my Muse will answer..

1. How much can you lift?

2. How smart are you? I.Q.?

3. Can you cook?

4. Favorite Sport?

5. Sexual Orientation?

6. Favorite place/s to have sex?

7. Ideal Date?

8. Do you drink?

9. Do you do drugs?

10. Worst pick-up line ever used on you?

11. Have you ever hurt yourself?

12. Have you ever hurt anyone else?

13. Do you own any sex toys?

14. How often do you masturbate?

15. What makes you cry?

16. Favorite time to cuddle?

17. Have you ever been in love?

18. Have you ever had your heart broken?

19. Do you get jealous easy?

20. Favorite place to go on a vacation?

21. Are you secretly in love with someone?

22. Favorite Weather?

23. The Kinkiest Place you have ever had random sex in?

24. Are you ever lonely?

25. Do you like kids?

26. Do you feel you could be a better parent then your Parents were?

27. DO like books? What Genre?

28. Any enemies?

29. DO you consider yourself a Hero? or a Villain?

30. Best way to kiss someone?

I tried writing an ending

I’m so sorry

I’m so sorry I left you

I’m so sorry

It had all been real. The people she had met, the friends she had watched die, her daughter being born.

Him.

She cried harder. If only she could go back. Not even to change what had happened, but just to talk to him again. To tell him he’s not alone.

She didn’t hear the other person in the room until he was right next to her.

“You look like you might need this.” He said.

He handed her a handkerchief.

“Thanks.” She took it and wiped the tears on her face, not taking her eyes off the picture of Gwangjong.

“Do you cry in front of paintings often?” The man asked.

“Just this one.” Go Ha Jin said, trying to not let the man see how hard she had been crying.

“I know what you mean. Every time I look at it I get this feeling of loneliness. Like I’ve lost something I’ll never get back.”

She didn’t say anything so the man continued.

“People have actually told me that I look like Gwangjong. I’m not sure I see it though.”

“Liar.” Go Ha Jin said. She realized too late it must have sounded rude, but no one could replace Wang So. Even if it was hundreds of years in the future.  

The man let out a small laugh. “We said we would never lie to each other.”