Something recently happened that has put me and my family at the bottom of shit creek, financially. I cannot go into detail, as the safety of people involved is at stake. I hope everyone can understand. I am scared to death. My family has to come up with over 40k before next monday. Not 4k, but 40k. I had no knowledge of what was going on that caused this until just earlier, but I will be dramatically impacted by repercussions and will lose my home, belongings, and cats. If anyone can spare any amount of money, I would be forever grateful. Any amount, whether it be $1 or higher, is help. My paypal is firstname.lastname@example.org
so anyway I love Jared Kleinman and it would be incredible if when you defend him from being more than a meme or a joke you don’t bring up and feelings he may or may not have for Evan and instead focus on the canon fact that his deep insecurities and personal issues caused him to be rude and mean to those around him, including to Evan. I understand that he was lonely and deeply insecure but that doesn’t actually excuse the fact that he mocked Evan, a boy he knew was anxious and had no other friends, as well as Connor, a boy he knew at least had anger issues and no friends. He also encouraged Evan to lie to the Murphy’s (although that doesn’t excuse Evan by any means) and attempted to profit off of Connor’s suicide multiple times for selfish reasons (the Connor buttons and demanding money from Evan to help with the emails). Not to mention, despite him making it perfectly clear to Evan that he wasn’t really his friend in act one, when act two came around he was eager to make Evan feel guilty for leaving him behind. Again, none of this excuses Evan and his poor decisions, but it also means that Jared shouldn’t be excused for his actions either.
We made it. We actually made it. We’re getting married today! I think I’m just about ready, Ignis and Gladio were shocked that I could tie my tie by myself and it was hilarious. I hope your getting ready process is going well, I can’t wait to see how stunning you look!
I always had a feeling it would be you. Call me a fool, yeah I see you doing that little laugh of yours, but I did. You’re just… perfect? No, perfect doesn’t even begin to describe you. I can’t think of a word which describes you though. Oh! Indescribable. That works. You are so wonderful that you are indescribable. Boom.
A lot of people say that they ‘can’t believe they’re getting married’ in the build up to their weddings. Me? I fully believe we are getting married, today is proof. What I can’t believe is that you actually love me. Part of me has always been in shock about it. Remember the day we told each other we loved each other for the first time? Best day of my life.
I’ve always wanted to find people who accept me and love me for who I am, you know that, what with my different past and all. I have the guys, on one side, and then I have you. You showed me a new kind of love, one I never thought I would neither get or deserve. I know my self-doubt and self-worth issues have been a problem sometimes, for both of us with our own stuff, but every day you’re helping me with them. I’d like to hope that I’m helping you with yours too. I want you to see yourself like I see you, and I’m going to keep trying to help you with that, as I know you’ll help me.
You’re making me believe that I do deserve the love that you give me, that I do deserve you. And, boy, what a person to deserve. You’re basically on Astral tier for me. When I first saw you I genuinely thought you were Shiva’s daughter or something, or maybe even Shiva herself. You’re so beautiful. You laugh at my jokes too, which I am forever thankful for, shows me that I do have at least something resembling a comedic bone in my body! Seriously though, I love everything about you. All your quirks, your habits, your attitude, you. Just you.
I’m excited to get married, but I’m also nervous. I’m scared of letting you down, of not being the husband you want me to be. I want to do everything with you, the house, the pets, the kids, everything. I just love you so much, I want to give you everything you want. Your happiness is my happiness, just as mine is yours. We’ll end up in an endless cycle of happiness if we’re not careful!
I feel like I’m rambling a little. Am I rambling? You can judge that. It’s not my fault that I can’t hide my feelings for you very well, I never have been able to. I mean, you called the proposal almost a week before it happened because of how giddy I was. You really get me. I don’t know how, but you do. Everything you do for me makes me want to be a better person, for you and Noct and everyone. I can’t thank you enough for that, honestly. I don’t think I’ve ever stopped thanking you or telling you I love you since we got together, and I’m not sorry about it.
I’ll end this here, I imagine you still have some getting ready to do. You’re the most important person in the world to me, I hope you know that. I can’t wait to start the next part of our lives together. I love you. I love you. I love you. You’ll probably be sick of me saying that by the time tonight is over, but hey, what can I say? I love you.
Love you always, and thank you for loving this goofball.
PS. Threw a few photos in of our favourite memories together. I thought you would like to see ones we’ve shared as we get ready to make so many more.
it’s the next big comic con. lauren is fielding questions. someone asks about “laith.” her face lights up. she is finally proud of us. it took us over a year but we have finally seen the light. she throws us some laith-y bones as a token of gratitude. she elaborates on how they’re 100% compatible now. we rejoice. all is well in the world.
it’s the next big comic con. lauren is fielding questions. someone reminds her that “laith” never became a thing. she continues to be disappointed in us. we are ungrateful and lazy and set in our ways at the expense of our own happiness. she does not throw us any bones at all. she insists that they are still not 100% compatible and refuses to discuss it further. we cry. all is terrible in the world.
Okay so this is like my 12th try at recording this and when i was finally happy tumblr was super fussy and wanted an MP3 under 10 mb so i had to figure out how to convert this, but FINALLY DONE. Also i sound super weird on tape and talk super fast, so i apologise. Also i’m so extra that i have the Downton Abbey soundtrack playing in the background
And i’m super sorry if any of you have been tagged already because it’s really hard to keep track of this. And anyone else who wants to do this, go ahead and pls tag me so that I can listen to your challenge!!
When each day has lost its luster and moments feel less than meaningful filled with regret regarding the past afraid of all that may…or may not lie before let it be, let it go, let the world cry for its own for it is but a meaningless conglomeration of square pegs, rounded holes broken hearts and empty souls seek not here, that ever elusive something more step back, smile, breathe, relax be kind to all, be gentle with you give your best, then find your peace within the simple remembering of sometimes all we can do is all we can do
Do you realize that once every 2 months someone finds Ben Fankhauser at the stage door for Beautiful and asks him to sing “poor guys head is spinning” and that’s literally the only reason we know he’s still alive…
can we talk about how kim jongdae always looks exo-l in the eyes during signings even when he’s autographing something like wtf kind of lovey dovey shit is that i can barely look my parents in the eyes yet here he is treating us like we’re his entire world?? how
Hi Blue, what do you think the bots would do if their human s/o wanted to break up beacuse the s/o thought that they where not worth the bots time? Merformer, Feaformer, Yandere, normal bots, but I am more intrested in how Merformers, Yandere would react namely Prowl, Jazz, Optimus. I am trying to write a one shot based on this theme. I am making a pile of work so when I start a new blog, I already have something to post. And you can have more then 1 soulmate romantic and platonic. -Nox
I’ll go ahead and answer this real quick since it’s more for research, but I’d like to remind everyone that requests are still closed.
If it’s fae/merformers, there’s going to be a lot of heartbreak and confusion since they don’t have the same relationship insecurities we do. You’d have to explain to them that it’s nothing they did, you’re just worried you’re not worth their time. After that, they try to convince you otherwise by lavishing you with courting presents, usually pearls, shells, or precious gems.
If it’s yandere well… >__> They’ll be convinced you’re lying to them on some level. I mean, why would you even consider you’re not worth it? After all they’ve done for you? There must be someone else involved. That’s the only explanation. (You might end up getting kidnapped, depending on the bot in question.)
(I’m assuming that last part is referring to my previous post where I mention I don’t believe in soulmates. I think it’s great if other people want to believe in them, but it’s not for me.)
The downside of coming from a lazy family that loves cuddling is that sometimes Mom will be productive and I’ll be sprawled on the couch, my arms open like, “but don’t you want to nap with me, mother, your youngest child whom you Love, on this the most comfortable of surfaces,” and then neither of us get any goddamn work done because I’m an evil nap gremlin who drags everyone down with me