do they live in the same bubble

little monster | (m)

Originally posted by gotjimin

pairing: park jimin x reader | feat. kim namjoon
genre/warnings: smut, voyeurism sort-of, auralism? masturbation, teasing, switch themes
words: 8,844
summary: you’ve been good friends with your roommate Jimin for a while, occasionally flirting with each other, especially when you’ve had a drink, but nothing has ever happened between the two of you…until that is, he secretly listens to you and Namjoon have sex one day…He thinks you don’t know, but he’s wrong…
note. based on a request.

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Say It (Jungkook/Reader)

Originally posted by sugutie

Genre: Smut - Inspired by a fic written by Admin JP + Say It by Tory Lanez.

Words: 7.2K+

Author: Admin Kaycie

Summary: Honesty was a trait you had always prided yourself in being strong in possession of, something your friends and fans all admired you for; so the day you announced you did not like Jeon Jungkook, they knew your words were true.

Tags: Dance room rendezvous, slow and sensual sex against the dance studio mirror wall, etc. 

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So, this is a thing I’ve been bringing up since Season 1, but I keep seeing more and more evidence of it, so it’s time to do a real analysis post.

Basically, the point I want to make is that Sangwoo has two conflicting urges regarding his relationship with Bum. Part of him, the more rational, restrained part, wants to treat Bum as though they are in a normal relationship, and possibly wants to treat him as an equal. The more emotional and habitual part (really, the honest part) wants to treat Bum as a slave. You see him waver back and forth between these two attitudes depending on his mood. 

I should reiterate, I DO think Sangwoo is in love with Bum. Not just love, but “teenage boy with his first crush” type love. “Swoony, unrealistic expectations” type love. I see evidence that Sangwoo thinks he and Bum can “fix” each others’ illnesses. Certainly, he seems to think he can fix Bum. 

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(May 2016)

a cluster of thoughts

richkid!jimin; this is what makes us girls

remember how we used to party up all night. sneaking out and looking for a taste of real life. drinking in the small town firelight.

[lana del rey insp. drabbles]

Jimin grew up in a world built by his parents with gold kissing the sole of his feet since he came to life. He was used to food that used up the finest of ingredients, thousands of dollars spent in meals and he’d still have enough to buy hundreds of yachts and have a roof over his head if he wanted to. If it wasn’t enough, God over blessed him with good manners, a face sculpted to match the meaning of adonis and mother fucking heavens take the wheel he’s smart, too?

Alright, that’s just not fair.

Well, okay, it is when he’s poor in one… aspect in life.

Experiences. He lives for it, dreads to feel the adrenaline in his veins, aches to have his heart broken to know what it feels like or to love someone to the point his heart can’t take it. He wants to experience the feeling of being free after feeling… trapped for so long.

He found the exit to his cage when he met you. Boy, has he gotten into situations he’s never imagined, the few that he wasn’t taught of to deal with until you grabbed his hand and ran full speed ahead like nothing feared you and truly, nothing did. Maybe that’s what excites Jimin most - the fact that you seem so fearless and taking life so carefree encourages him to do the same. He’s able to let go entirely and be human for once, without the pressure to excel at life from the moment he’s given one, Jimin starts to live with you.

And the clock to adventure is always ticking since it began with a handshake, now with… rocks against his window?

Jimin hastily gets out of bed, half with nervousness bubbling from within and the other of hope that it’ll be - “Y/N?”

“Are those your pyjamas? Really?”

“What’s what supposed to mean?!”

“I mean get changed, boy! We’re going downtown!”

He’s already moving to retrieve a conveniently laid out outfit to wear that matches your leather jacket and jeans. After doing this so many times, he’s changed in less than two minutes, locking his room door and unlatching his window to climb past the grill. He slots it back in place quietly and looks down to your gummy grin and arms spread out open in case he falls (now he doesn’t anymore but the first time was a god damned free fall to both your backs).

Jimin smiles sheepishly when you put your spare helmet on him and when you lock it in place, he leans forward to kiss your cheek with an angle he’s mastered with the bulky helmet on.

“Augh, my handsome man,” You shake your head, tapping the side of his helmeted head.

He follows your lead to swing a leg over the motorcycle and with a soft rev, Jimin’s surprised because you lived for the roaring sound of the engine. It seems like you can sense his confusion just as his arms sling around your waist, chin hooking onto your shoulder.

“Your mother still kinda hates me so, I’m trying to tone things down until she gets used to me,”

“She doesn’t hate you…”

“Jimin, I know when a person wants to throw a knife to my shoulder when I’m sitting opposite her during a meal. More so when she’s a female who carries a Chihuahua in her bag that both separately costs more than my college funds. No offense,”

“None taken. I don’t really like Coco,”

“Pretty sure we’re both thinking of different cocos here,”

“…let’s just go, please?”

With a smirk, you kick back the stand, “As you wish.”

((”you know my mom doesn’t hate you right? she’s just…”

“protective? yeah, i would too. if i was a billionaire and suddenly a random nobody who can barely pay for her tuition pops out of nowhere i’d be cautious too,”

“y/n…” he whines, burying his face in your neck as he pulls you close, dragging your body close to his on the grass that brushes against your skin to remind both you and jimin that out here, everything is forgotten. just you and him. him and you.

nobody else.

“you’re not a random nobody. if anything… you’re my everything,”

“…now that’s just cheesy,”

“you love it. shut up.”))

Muse - “No Skills”

hi guys!!! here’s the next part to the series :) (aka part 2 to this post)

i’m about to put a link to a masterlist so it’ll be easier to navigate (masterlist with a grand total of 2 pieces)

ANOTHER HEIGHTS REFERENCE TITLE i know guys it’ll make sense the further along we get (unless ur already onto me)

anyways - like i said i am a newbie so any and all feedback is appreciated (roast me if u want)

summary: man, he was cute. right? he was so cute! he was sweet and tall and so so so cute and his name was… oh my god what was his name?

word count: 3150+ lmao

warnings: swearing bc i’m a sinner and even more motherfucking smiling (lin’s smile makes me weak in the knees and that translates in2 my work sorry about it)

oh god here we go

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One of the things that really makes me come alive and excites me is witnessing bold creativity. I’d like to think I’m an appreciator and a dabbler in a lot of forms of creativity. I paint. My dad was a painter, but I at least dabble. The same goes for acting, witnessing performances—especially performances where I’ll say to myself, “How did they do that?” And I’m an avid reader. I find the stories of the charities I work with tremendously inspiring. Also, they’re a great source of perspective, especially when you live in something of a bubble like I do.

Steven Universe Quick Asks 02

I was writing what I was certain was SU Quick Asks 03, but then I couldn’t find 02 anywhere on my blog. So at the risk of being redundant, I have it here. These were asked a while back and because I wasn’t able to get the original asker’s reaction, these are published anonymously.

1. Why does Garnet say “I can’t” in Know Your Fusion when Amethyst and Steven act suspicious?

Answer: At the end of the episode The Answer, Garnet was at her most vulnerable. She was questioning everything she knew about her past and what she was brought up to believe. At the same time, she was very uncertain of her future. In her eyes, Rose was one of the biggest authority figures who was willing to help her and guide her. Recall that in their exchange, the first thing Garnet did was bombard Rose with questions. What Rose tells her is, “No more questions. Don’t ever question this. You already are the answer.”

Looking back at the series, Garnet has never asked a question, and when prompted, as she was in Know Your Fusion, she says, “I can’t.” Garnet is living by this rule because it reminds her not to feel afraid or uncertain, because she is the answer. No matter what happens, she has to keep believing that Ruby and Sapphire’s love will continue to pull her through.

2. Why is it that in We Need to Talk, Rose kept laughing even after Greg asked if she respected him. That seems like the sorta thing that would raise concern when you thought there were none 

Answer: I sort of touched on this before. I think there are several layers of things running through Rose’s mind right now. Immediately before this, Rose was already laughing at Greg’s attempt at fusion. She says, “You can’t fuse! You’re human!” and then when Greg tries to convey that he’s concerned and looking down on himself by saying, “That’s the problem! I’m just a human!” Rose still thinks he’s kidding around.“I love humans! You’re all so funny!” When Rose realised Greg wanted to fuse with her, she thought he was setting up an elaborate joke because she thought it would be obvious that Greg knew they couldn’t fuse. And then for Greg to still try it, is like walking on a banana peel you saw on the ground moments earlier.

That’s why when Greg says, “I’m worried about the future” Rose just tells him to ask Garnet. She thinks the entire tone of this conversation is lighter than it is. You’re right in saying that it was a scene that raised concerns because we always thought Greg and Rose were such a perfect happy couple. We thought that after Story for Steven, they would fall in love, have fun, then Steven would be born. The reality is that it’s more complicated than that because they’re two different people with two very different backgrounds. 

Adding onto this is the fact that Rose isn’t great at reading people. We knew right away that Greg was showing vulnerability and uncertainty. He was feeling disappointed with himself and it made his end of the conversation heavy. Rose couldn’t see that and so when he asked whether she respected him, she thought it was a joke too. 

That’s when Greg asked her to talk to him like a “real person.” Because up until that point, it appears Rose was just being the stereotypical pretty girlfriend who laughed at all the leading man’s jokes, giggled when he said things, and rained down compliments. Greg felt their interaction was superficial. And his making her face the reality of their relationship, that Greg wanted a serious long-term relationship, was what got her to open-up and talk to him honestly.

3. What do you think was going through Greg and Pearl’s heads in Mr. Greg that caused them to break into tears when they looked at each other?

Answer: It’s likely a lot of things. On the one hand, they might have realised how much time and energy they wasted hating each other and making each other’s lives miserable. It’s also an emotional moment, since they’re reminiscing about Rose and at the same time realising how much of a difference Steven has made in their lives. It’s a moment filled with love and regrets but also hope that things can be made better. All those feelings were boiling underneath the surface and crying is a cathartic release for them. Words sort of failed in that moment and crying would have shown the authenticity of their feelings just as well.

4. Why did Jasper put the monsters in literal cages and not just bubble them? Peridot was shown to be able to do it, so why wouldn’t Jasper be able to? It seems like more trouble to construct the cages and corral the corrupted gems into them when she could just poof them, bubble them up, and throw them out like pokeballs when she needs to.

Answer: When gems are bubbled, they are in complete stasis. Like Bismuth, they would be unaware of the passing of time. Jasper’s end-goal was to build an army, and that would mean training a group of hostile gems to listen to her commands. That she could ride ashore in Crack the Whip atop a corrupted quartz means that the said quartz could recognise Jasper’s orders and act accordingly. That means time with these gems and having them become familiar with Jasper’s presence as an authority figure.

Putting them in cages was a cruel thing to do on Jasper’s part. She didn’t recognise the individual hurting in each corrupted gem. But it accomplished her purpose. Should she have tossed them out of bubbles, they would have run away in the other direction, away from conflict. What we know of corrupted gems is that they’re rather territorial and defensive. They wouldn’t stay anywhere near Jasper or would even attack her knowing their last memory of Jasper was the gem who tracked them down, chased them, and then poofed them.

Like An Angel ~ An Oh Sehun Series

An Oh Sehun We Got Married series

Not Requested

Genre: Romance // Angst // Smut (later on)

Summary: (of this series) Two idols, one show, one marriage. Can you and Sehun fake your marriage for the fans? Or will that fake marriage start something between the two of you?

Word Count: 3,500 words

A/N: Yay you guys correctly guessed the member! Like an Angel takes place in the same universe as Strangers, but Yixing’s version does not. Yixing’s version (which is coming soon) is in its own universe.

{Chapter one} {Chapter two} {Chapter three, coming soon}

You look down at the very first mission card.

Your husband’s favorite colors are white and black. Make sure to dress in those colors!

Your eyes move to look at your choice of wardrobe. Everything they gave to you was either black, white, or both. Not caring about what you wear, you settle on a pure white blouse with black leggings. Looking at the shoes, you randomly pick up a pair of mary jane heels.

It was time. It was finally the time you got to find out who your husband was going to be for the next few months of filming. Well, fake husband. You had wondered about this show long enough. Was the hand holding real? Were the hugs real? Was the affection itself real? People had different opinions, yet you yourself had never really had one. Some people said everything was scripted, and others said everything was real. But what if it was in the middle? What if it was both scripted and real? You wanted to find out for yourself. So, after pestering your agent and manager begging them to get you a part in this show, they finally caved.

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Maji Kyun Hoshi Fes Live - 2017/05/13 - Day 1 Report

*Do NOT repost*

I can’t do a full report because I’m too busy, sorry! ><,
But here are the most of the things that happened (it’s still long lol)

  • They all wore their character uniforms!
  • Shoutan did his hair like this for Monet!
  • Seeing Umechan in the uniform made me think that him and Teika really look alike XD
  • They showed the main parts of each character’s episode in the anime before their solos started
  • They never sang their second solo songs, or the coupling OP and ED songs.
  • Umechan sang 2 songs since he’s the only one with an insert song
  • Umechan was still a little awkward when performing XD
  • Onoyuu was so cute and cheerful! He came close, waving to us a lot!
  • Shoutan was at my side most of the time ^^
  • They had all the kirakira effects shown on the screen a lot
  • They all danced during their solos, apart from Umechan since his songs are ballads
  • I was super close to the stage so I could see that they had TVs on the stage which actually showed the next set list, corners and even the lyrics of the songs!
  • The casts all got along together so well and they seemed really close

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anonymous asked:

For the drabble prompts can you do number 38 & 148 and make it angsty yet not at the same time?!?! Like with a happy ending for nessian I need more fanfic and you are incredible! Thank you in advance if you do write it because it will make my day/week because I need need need more nessian fanfic! 🤗😍😘😜

Oh stahp it you make me swoon 

Originally posted by kasugano

But okay; we got 38 -  “You leave whenever you feel like it.” / and 148 -  “Why do you only kiss me when I’m sleeping?”. So I feel like i have the opportunity to make angst but also comedy (which I never get to do so thank you!!!) 

I don’t know how I’ll make this angsty and funny at the same time but I’ll try??? Also probably no smut here. So here we go. 

“I hate this,” Nesta said flatly. Cassian rolled his eyes. 

They were on official business at the Day court, having meetings with all the generals of the armies to access a problem with the east coast of Prythian. Nesta said she was bored so he had brought her along. They were in their room getting ready for dinner when Nesta just threw herself on the bed and refused to get up.

“You hate everything,” he said, remembering just how many times she had asked to go along with him and regretted it. 

“I don’t hate everything, I just hate everything I do here.”

To be honest, Cassian was a bit hurt by the words. He thought that after two years of living in fae lands, and six months of living with him she would have at least a bit of happiness. Apparently, nothing was ever enough.

“You can leave whenever you feel like it,” he said, looking around the room for his boots. And it was true. Even though she didn’t work (because she didn’t want to), she had the money she inherited from her father, and she could do whatever she wanted. 

“No, I can’t.”

Cassian looked at her then. She looked… Sad. She sounded sad. He forgot about his boots entirely and sat down on the bed beside where her torso was sprawled out. She sighed and looked at him with a frown. 

“I have no one else, Cass. Feyre is high lady. Elain won’t leave here and look at the human lands for the life of her. You were born and raised and lived your whole long life here. How can I just go somewhere else?” 

Cassian frowned, unsure of what to do. He didn’t think going back to the human lands would make her happy, but didn’t know what could. 

“If you want to live there, we can,” he said. “But I don’t think it will help you at all.” 

She widened her eyes in surprise. 

“You would move there… For me?” He frowned again at her answer. 

“Of course,” he said simply. He thought Nesta knew… Knew that he would move to hell and live there gladly if it made her happy. Knew he would do anything for her. “But it will only make you remember all you went through there. That’s why Elain doesn’t want to go back.” 

Nesta let out a breath as if she had been defeated. 

“Then I don’t know what to do,” she said, her voice so low and sad Cassian wanted to just make a bubble around them that would protect her from seeing or feeling anything bad. He wished he could do such a thing. 

“You can try getting a job,” he said. She snorted. “I’m serious, Nes! Try and do something. Something you like. You could ask Amren.” She nodded at that, and Cassian hesitated before he said what else was on his mind. “And… I think letting yourself have some affection wouldn’t hurt, either.” 

She raised her brows, but said nothing. Even though they were living together ans slept on the same bed, she never let him hug her, or kiss her a lot; not when it was just pure affection. She would kiss him and everything when sex was involved, but almost never when it came to just sending time together and doing nothing together. In those cases, she talked to him a lot, but never really touched him or let him touch her. After a few tries he had stopped and decided he would wait for her to at least give him some sign that she wanted something like that. The sign never came; even though she asked him to live in his apartment.

She frowned at him before she asked, “Cass, why do you only kiss me when I’m sleeping?” 

It was true. He enjoyed watching her sleep and plant little kisses on her head and her cheeks. He never did that when she was awake, he figured she wouldn’t like it. 

“Because you look like you’re going to murder me anytime I lean down to kiss you,” he said flatly.

“No I don’t!” The protest was not even serious. Cassian rolled his eyes. 

“It just always seems like you don’t like me to kiss you.” She blinked.

“Cassian. We live together. We share a bed.” 

“Well, yes, but…” 

“No buts, of course you can kiss me!” His cheeks heated. 

“Well you could have said something!” 

She laughed and sat up beside him, kissing his lips lightly. He guesses she wasn’t so good at this stuff, even after they were living together. He brought her close with his arm and she actually hugged him back. 

“Can we not go to dinner tonight?” She said quietly.

“Sure. I’ll get us some food..”

“No, not now… Just… Let’s not do anything.” 

“Okay,” he said, and placed a kiss on top of her head. 

They eventually decided to lie down, and Cassian poured all those months of affection into that one night, kissing her and letting his hands travel through her body delicately, and Nesta actually looked happy. 

so, I reached 1k followers this morning and I’m a little overwhelmed that this many people follow me and put up with all my posts haha. I’m so appreciative of all of you, and especially those who show my gifsets love and appreciation <33 

to say thank you, I thought I’d do a little follow forever so you can all find more amazing blogs! I love every single one of you who follow me, these are just the people whom I interact with regularly <33

@patronuass​ - the first person I got speaking to when I got back into using tumblr regularly. you’re one of my favourite people to speak to because we’re so similar and are interested in the same things!! I just wish we lived closer :( I can’t wait until Skam comes back, Julie drop that trailer pls I beg so we can go back in our skam bubble and talk about it 24/7 haha. ilu. 

@dannymillers​ - Jessss <3 you’re always too kind to me and I’m so glad I have you to talk to about everything robron [especially at the moment]/skam related otherwise I think I’d drive myself mad haha. you’re one of the nicest people on here and I’m so appreciative that you chose to send me that ask that day :) ilu.

@twatcitytrick - KCCCC my make up snob queen. you’re one of my faves on here and let me just say your text posts recently have been on point!! as I’ve said you’re always welcome to come and speak to me whenever you need to. ilu.

@dingleminyard​ - my angst gifset twin, we love causing people pain haha. you are the best person I know at colouring gifs and I’m so envious of you because all your gifsets are so beautiful. I’m so glad we got talking because you’re absolutely lovely <33 bring on the days when we can go back to making fluffy gifsets though pls haha. ilu.

the best people; my favourites are bolded;

a - b

♡  @aarondingel  ♡  @aarons-dingles  ♡ @aarondinglefan  ♡   @aaronsmugdens  ♡ @aaronsudgen  @always-living-outloud  ♡  @apositivelifeaffirmingway   @ask-why-nott   @banelightwoodstuff    @bartsugsy  @beyondthebridge  ♡

c - e

♡  @coloring-mysideofthemirror  ♡  @crazyforklaine  ♡  @dannymillers   @dessy  ♡ @dingleautomotives  ♡  @dingleminyard  ♡  @emiliagrant   @escapingreality51​   @evnisak 

f - h

♡  @flawswelove  ♡  @glitterandiceandfire  ♡  @henrikholmz  ♡  @horsefreckledgirl  ♡

i - l

♡  @isabellaofparma  ♡  @isakkxeven  ♡  @itisalljustsopeachy  ♡  @itsafangirlthing  ♡  @iwantmessedup  ♡  @iwillsendapostcard​​  ♡  @justleavemebreathless   @kayceecruz    @keltunes​  ♡  @klaine  ♡  @klainetheiceprinces  ♡  @kurtrachelandagayhighfive  ♡  @late-night-shipper 

m - n

♡  @magnuslikedwhathesaw  ♡  @mrandmrsugsy  ♡ @nationalboner  ♡  @noahdingle  ♡  @nopenoora  ♡  @nothesc  ♡

o - r

♡  @ohmynephilim  ♡  @patronuass  ♡ @phansdingle  ♡  @realtearsbcofships  ♡  @robert-suggle  ♡  @robertssofttouchxaaronssoftlad  ♡  @robronshower  @rocketdocket  ♡ @ryanhawleysthighs 

s - t

♡  @sapphicsugden  ♡  @sara-lightwood  ♡  @smittenwithsugden  ♡ @softshumjr  ♡   @sugdensquad ♡  @thank-your-lucky-stars  ♡  @the-skam-life  @thisdamndesire   @tmialec  ♡  @turtletrekks  ♡  @twatcitytrick  ♡  @twowellingtons 

v - z

♡  @veryveryverytemporarily  ♡  @villagehusbands  ♡  @when-you-know  ♡  @wycombewanderer  ♡  @youslicetheginger  ♡  @3ofme  ♡

I’m so so sorry if I’ve missed anyone - I’m sure I have knowing me. But as I said, I appreciate every single one of you that follows me <3.

anonymous asked:

I definitely think Isak will know something's up with sana, there's a reason why the writers had her say "you're alone" to isak! even said more or less the same thing to Isak last season, but about himself, so isak will recognize it for what it is. That word is not a coincidence. Plus it gives the writers an extra opportunity to show that Isak has grown and is no longer the boy living inside his own bubble, that he's able to reach out now, and wants to help sana do it too

,,,im emo

say you won't let go

WARNINGS: language. fluff. quick mention of vomit. subtle mention of death. (lmao)  

AUTHOR’S NOTE: you ever hear a song and a little light goes off in your head? Well, that’s what happened when I heard this song on the radio. And here is what I came up with. It’s super sappy and long because I hate myself, tbh.  


He was dragged to the club. He hadn’t been in years and he was already starting to feel annoyed at the sight of all the younger people acting like it was their last night on earth. 

Sebastian’s friends nudged him over to he a VIP booth and while he walked around moving bodies he managed to bump into you. Your drink spilled over top of the glass and you laughed. Sebastian’s eyes widened and he opened his mouth but nothing came out. 

Even in the dark he was able to take in your beauty. You lit him up. You made him feel real again. Suddenly, the world didn’t exist. 

“If you’re going to say sorry; it’s okay.” You laughed. 

Your smile managed to knock a breath out of him and he blinked. “Yeah-Yeah I… Sorry.” 

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Best Laid Plans of Men and Monsters...

In a lot of ways, Season 5 is about plans. The making of them, the execution of them, the deviation from them. But it’s not just about plans in Season 5. It’s about plans from long ago, some short-term and some long-term.

And about how those plans – good and bad, successes and failures – become legacies.

Before I delve super deep into this, I’m going to warn you. I have a lot of thoughts. Like SO MANY. And they’ve been percolating since before 5x17. So, while I’m going to try to keep this as organized as possible, I’m not making any promises…

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Getting gooey on topic (gosh I love that phrase)

I hate how people conscious or not demonize Bismuth.

Theres people who is always like “b-but Bismuth tried to kill Steven!” and tbh by this point the only ones who haven’t tried to kill Steven directly or indirectly is Garnet… Y’all seem to LOVE Lapis or Peridot or Pearl or Amethyst when they all have fucked it up big near to Stevo but suddenly Bismuth is the one to hate?.

And then theres like… theres this people who say “Why does she has to be the angry beefy girl!?!!” when… she is not? she is a very caring, very lovely sweet big girl, she cracks jokes and giggles, she is supportive and very careful and enjoyable, and like…. NOTICE HOW SHE TALKS TO STEVEN THE FIRST WAY THEY SEE EACH OTHER! Notice how sweet, polite and soft the is, Bismuth is a HUGE DORK. 

And her situation is pretty easy to understand, she tried to do good and Rose, the leader, the one who told her to fight for what’s right suddenly shushed her down and told her that the best was not killing the enemies. Wherever you agree or disagree with Bismuth’s ways to deal with stuff, it’s a situation pretty easy to get your shoes in.

She felt betrayed by Rose, and after all those years bubbled she discovers that SHE could have changed it all, and now that she tries again, Steven tells her no, with the same words Rose did… 

We would ALL be angry, we would ALL be mad, and we don’t know how further we would go unless we live that situation… because is easy to say like “I would try to calm down and see why they are saying that!” or “I would do this instead of violence” this kind of situations are something that happen in the heat of the moment and you can’t just think the same way while being calm.

Bismuth deserves a better treatment.

Probably sound like a madman, but hear me out

Each character’s song represents them, through and through. (I’m just doing the 6 from the GPF because know most about them (except maybe Otabek but like … we don’t know much about him #littlescreentime)


This got hella long.  TL;DR: the YOI creators knew where they were going with their characterizations and managed to convey this through each of the program’s music

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Good Girl Ch 46: Our Last Moment

Okay Lovelies, I need you all to know that these last couple chapters are a bit on the sad side, mean things will be said, people will cry, I know I did. But I don’t want any of you to get aggressive about the ending until you’ve read all of it including the bonus chapter! After that feel free to let me know how you felt about the ending and if anything is confusing please let me know so I can explain or go back and edit so it makes more sense, okay? P.S. I was able link my master list in my bio so incase anyone wants to know where to find it!

Alright please enjoy!

Why do they ask the same questions over and over again? Why do you go? Are we really not enough? Do you have to go? Can’t you tell him no? Can you please not go? I’m tired of their questions. I’m tired of giving the same answer that I know is kind of a lie.

“I like spending time with him.” Well I guess it’s not really a lie, just no

Baekhyun huffs, “So you don’t like spending time with us?”

“I do, I love you guys remember? But it’s different, we-“

A jealous Chanyeol doesn’t even let me finish before snapping at me, “Is he better?”

“Of course not!” I stomp my foot like a child, frustrated and upset, “That is why I’m here with you! I would go to him, if I wanted him!”

“But you do go to him!” Suho yells, Suho never yells at me. His chest is heaving with rage, “Every fucking Tuesday you go to him! Then you come back to us like we aren’t supposed to care, like we aren’t supposed to be jealous. How can you expect us not to wonder or be upset?”

“The same way you all expect me to just live in my bubble when you guys go out and do God knows what,” I spit, “Just sit there and be good! You all expect me to just go along with every word that comes out of your mouths, every rule, without question and I do! But the moment I ask for thing out side of this bubble, just one night a week, it’s like I asked for the most difficult thing in the world.”

“You have no idea how hard it is for us to just hand you over!” Xiumin yells back. I feel trapped on the couch with all of them in front of me, glaring, a few are standing or pacing, trying their best to control their anger. I don’t know how we got here. This morning was fun and perfect and then Sehun had to whine about me leaving at lunch and one thing lead to another and the next thing I do know is that my head hurts and someone is ripping out my heart. But I’m not backing down from this fight. I have caved twice already this summer and bailed on Jiyong to spend more time with my daddies and I feel like a dick for that, I’m not doing it again this week.

“I imagine it’s the same way I feel when you guys just up and disappear for days or weeks. No call, no note, just one of the others telling me you are gone. Is there a sharp pain in your chest or maybe it just feels empty, like something or someone is missing. Is it like that at all? Or maybe it doesn’t get that bad for you since I’m only gone for twelve hours at most and you know exactly where I am because of this fucking necklace!” I rip it off in a huff, “You know who I’m with, when I’ll be back, you know that I’ll never be in any real danger because I have Jiyong with me. I don’t know what the hell you guys do the moment you leave but I have no say in it, I have no ruling on where you go and who you talk to.”

“Baby,” Lay tries to sound as calm as possible, “Please try to understand that we can’t let you know those things for your own safety.”

“Who the fuck is going to hurt me if you tell me? Jiyong?  He tells me more and I’m guarded 24/7 so the only person who could hurt me is you guys!” This makes the room go still, no pacing or twitching, I’m not even sure they are breathing with how tense they suddenly appear. I feel guilty suddenly, I know they would never hurt me. With a deep breath I try to calm myself, “Look, you guys, I’m sorry for getting so angry but I just don’t feel like I’m asking for too much. Just a night out with a friend, since we are just friends. It’s not like I’m asking for the world.”

“Be realistic,” Kris scoffs, “Jiyong doesn’t see you as just a friend, how long do you think you can keep lying to yourself that he is just your friend?”

His undermining tone sets me on fire again and suddenly I’m on my feet, “Probably as long as I keep telling myself that this relationship is going to actually work out.”

“Jooyoung-“ Luhan tries to stop me, hurt obvious in his eyes, in all their eyes but the words are already out their so I’m going to finish them.

“Since we are being realistic lets just take a moment to discuss our relationship. I’m an 18 year old girl who was basically kidnapped by a group of mobsters who make me call them daddy. That is a fucking train wreck in it’s self but when you add in the fact that I love all of you and you all love me it only seems to make a bigger mess. This can’t work out in anyway, there is no future for us. We can’t all get married and have kids and have normal lives together. Even if you all think you can share me for the rest of our lives, which I know that none of you can, I don’t think I can handle all twelve of you. I can’t pick one or even a few, even if I could how would that work out since I’ve fucked your brothers. Do you think you could have me living in the same house with all of them knowing that?” At this point tears are streaming down my face but I’m still not backing down. I had to say it, these thoughts have been running threw my mind for a long time, I just couldn’t hold it in anymore.

“Please stop saying this,” Sehun begs stepping closer.

I hold hand out to him stopping him, “I’ll be home at my usual time. I think we all need a little break.” With that I turn and go the elevator. It opens right away and I step inside, making eye contact with each of them before it closes. I can finally breath without their intense gaze on me, crouching in the elevator I close my eyes to stop the tears. When the elevator dings I quickly stand up, ignoring the judging stares from the businessmen and women in the lobby. Just short of the exit I look out and realize that it’s pouring out making the world seem gray. Beyond the glass door I see Joker standing there with a black umbrella but lacking his usual smirk or grin. What is wrong with the world today? Why is everyone so sad?

I use the sleeves of my sweatshirt to wipe my tears away and clean my face before taking a deep breath and placing a playful smile on my face. Peeking out of the door he finally sees me and gives me an acknowledging nod making my smile falter, does he hate me too or something?

“Why the long face?” I wonder as I poke Joker’s cheeks and push them back, forcing the strangely serious man to smile. He pushes my hands away but offers me an arm that I accept. “Don’t tell me you are getting sad this is almost over?” I tease hoping to take my mind off my own heartbreak.

He sighs, “Kind of.” He holds an umbrella over us, protecting us from the rain.

The honesty in his eyes surprises me. The whole summer has passed in mostly a blur of fun and lazy days. School is only a few weeks away and that means I’ll only need an escort to Jiyong’s a few more times before I’m back in school and Joker goes back to doing whatever he did. I’ve had no issue admitting that these two months but the taller has always be hesitant and teasing, never saying it but I kind of figured out after awhile.  

“I’m not excited for my next job,” Another sigh leaves his lips. We turn a few times in silence, taking our normal out of the way path, giving us a few extra minutes to hang out. We pass our usual boba tea shop that he doesn’t even glance at.

“What is your next job?” I watch him open his mouth but close it a moment after. “Don’t worry if you don’t want to tell me, or can’t, I’m used to it. I’m sorry for even asking.”

He just nods.

A few moments after we fall into a comfortable silence he wonders, “Why were you crying?”

I laugh awkwardly, “You can tell? I had a little trouble in paradise.”

“Was it bad?”

I sigh, “Honestly, I said some pretty mean things, I wouldn’t be surprised if they hated me.” I choke on the last few words but am able to keep myself from crying which is an accomplishment in itself.  

I can tell something is wrong when I see him constantly glancing around, his eyes are usually focused in front of us or on me. But today something is different, I can feel it as my alarms slowly begin to buzz in the back of my mind. The next corner we are supposed to turn at is blocked off from foot traffic. Joker doesn’t seem to mind it and continues to drag me along to the next street. At this point my alarms are screaming at me as we reach the corner making me stop.

Joker looks at me confused, “What’s wrong?”

I scan the area, looking threw the crowd for whoever is causing me such sudden panic. But there is no one staring or stopping and it doesn’t appear that anyone is following us, but my alarm is never wrong.

“Joo-ya,” Joker tugs me along, “We have to get going before Jiyong starts to worry and sends a swat team out for us.”

“Something isn’t right,” I make us stop again.

“You trust me don’t you? Would I ever let you die on my watch?” He gives me a small smile, the first real smile I’ve seen from him today. His hands are on my shoulders, holding me tightly, comforting me once more. I stare into his eyes and can’t help but calm down, his honest seems to sooth my alarms. Of course he wouldn’t let me die, do trust him, he has never done anything to betray my trust.

I nod and continue to let him lead me like I always do, like every Tuesday, where he leads me safely to my oppa and then disappears for a week. But that doesn’t happen. I don’t know what really happens. Joker suggests we cut behind a building so I follow, I always follow. Then the next thing I know there is a rag over my mouth and I’m trying not to breath it in. The umbrella is gone when Joker is pulled away from me and thrown on to the ground, letting the cool rain pour down on all of us. My nails dig into the pale skinned hand holding the rag to my mouth. One of the lessons Tao had taught me this summer flashes threw my mind and the next thing I know I’m flipping the man over and sending him over me on to the ground on his back. I jump back up against the brick all of the building.

Joker tries to attack the stranger but he’s not alone; five more men appear in horrifying clown masks. My eyes are wide with fear and tears as one of them knocks him out with the butt of a shotgun. They’re eyes are on him for a moment and for the brief second I consider running. Jiyong’s building is within a minute of running and I would hit the public street before that but I can’t leave Joker. I may not even know his real fucking name but he’s my friend.

No he’s not, my self preservation tells me, he’s a body for hire, remember? You are just another body he has to make sure doesn’t get a scraped knee, just run.

I push that voice when they all look from me to Joker’s limp body. Tears are streaming down my face, blending in with the rain. “Is he dead?” I wonder out loud. Without a thought I push passed the clowns to kneel over his body, there is blood on his forehead and he’s still breathing. A relived breath escapes my lips, but that is short lived when the rag is returned to my mouth with another hand on the nape of my neck holding me still. I make eye contact with the clown this time threw the eye holes in the mask, black eyes stare back at me, burning into my soul.

The last thing I hear before the drug takes is a small deep chuckle and rough voice mumbling, “Should have ran.”

Bachelor Boys [Part 5]

ProloguePt 1Pt 2Pt 3Pt 4Pt 6Pt 7Pt 8Pt 9Pt 10Pt 11Pt 11.5Epilogue

You let out a smile and instantly everyone goes silent as they listen for your answer. “The three of us can go out together.”

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anonymous asked:

Why is everyone acting like this the first relationship where one person is 15/16 and the other one is already 18! Do y'all not have high schools? (I live in America and this is kinda common!)

I know right? Antis were probably raised in bubbles and perhaps don’t even have friends or a life, at that.

And it reeaaally makes me uncomfortable because my mom and dad attended the same high school and started dating when dad was finishing it.

Basically, if the antis treat my dad as though he was a pedophile.