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9 toxic behaviours that will affect your life

1) Gossiping.

We all do it. Some of us more than others. We talk about the girl next door or the new guy that just started working here. We talk about how the Brown’s just split up and “Did you hear why they separated?” Did you know that when we talk about people it shows an insecurity or jealousy in us? Boom. Where are you lacking in your life that you feel the need to cut down someone else’s life? Have a think about that for a moment.

2)Lying.

There’s no point or purpose to this. Who are you lying to and why? It doesn’t even make any sense to do this and I still don’t understand why so many people still lie. You think the truth hurts, check out a lie. Nothing hurts more than that.

3) Worrying about things that haven’t happened yet.

Let me repeat that if I may. Things that haven’t happened yet. Why would you waste your time and energy worrying about something that hasn’t even happened? I know a lot of us play out a situation in our head and our first instinct is to be play it out with a bad ending. Why do we do that? I’ve done this one myself once or twice. Worry is a natural emotion/feeling. It’s up to you to control it and stop it in its tracks before it spirals out of control. That’s when the stress kicks in and our blood pressure rises. No need for all this now, is there?

4) Holding a grudge.

There’s an old saying “holding a grudge is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die”. Think about that for a sec. The poison you are drinking is the grudge. You are swallowing every drop and you are mad and pissed off to a point of no return. Expecting the other person to die? Honestly they could care less what you think. Hell they probably aren’t even thinking about you anyway. So why on earth are you wasting your time and energy grudging on someone? Go pick some flowers and bring them to a nursing home. Really. Spend time doing happy things. Not brewing and stewing over silly things.

5) Jealousy.

The girls in the magazine are beautiful. Sally has a beautiful body. Jimmy has a nice car. The Whites just bought a brand new house. With every turn, someone somewhere has something better or nicer than we do. Our first reaction is jealousy. There is no need to be jealous really. We all have something special, unique and beautiful inside of us. We also all have something that someone else wishes they had. Just be grateful for who you are and what you have. You are perfect and blessed exactly the way you are. Embrace it.



6) You’ve already lived the past.

Oh how we love to hang on to what happened 5, 10 or even 25 years ago. We still go on and on about it to whoever will listen. Why shouldn’t we? Who we are today is because of what happened to us yesterday. Well, yes, you’re right. Sort of. Who we are today is the result of the way we chose to handle the past. We didn’t all have silver spoons in our mouths. Some of us were dealt really shitty hands. It is what it is. Be done with it. No one wants to hear it, really. Just tell us something happy and joyful. That’s all we want to hear now.

7) I don’t love me.

Watch how you talk to yourself. You are listening. Make sure your self-talk is loving, kind, compassionate, gentle, caring and supportive. Talking bad about yourself to yourself is probably the worst thing you can do. Treat yourself in a totally loving and positive manner. When you do this, you will be able to see how awesome you are and how much more awesome you will become.

8) Woe is me.

Always the victim never the victor. Sad things keep happening to you and you can’t wait to tell the next person you see. The more you talk about it, the more depressed you get and the more terrible things keep happening to you. You think your life is bad? Go hang out in a city where they just had a devastating earthquake or tsunami. Stop whining. We’re getting sick of listening to it and there will come a point where no one will want to be around you. How lonely will that be?

9) Negative Nancy.

We are really truly sad for you and wish, just once, you could see something in a positive light. Not everything is bad. Honest. Try to find the good in things and when you do you will see that more good things will show up in your life. It’s a universal law. It has to be. You are sucking the life out of us and we don’t want to hang around you anymore.

This list covers many things that we all do almost on a daily basis. Next time you catch yourself doing any of these, stop it. Immediately. Turn it around and tell yourself that your soul is beautiful and deserves only loving, kind and caring thoughts. Once you get into this habit, in no time you will see that these behaviours will become a thing of the past and your soul will illuminate beauty.

From Simple Reminders

anonymous asked:

Your tag about "internal conflict", I totally get that feeling. Love the concert pics but think the music is "eh" and can't keep stop thinking that someone is making a lot of money of this phase he's going through. Especially since he's one of only two artists on the label. But yet, I also wish I had the balls to do what he's doing at his age too! Internal conflict for me too, completely.

I feel you deeply on this, anon. That Brad dude it so slimy, I feel like I need a shower just seeing pics of him. Someone is most definitely making some good cash here. And the music….well, it’s just never going to be for me.

BUT people do seem to have an amazing time at David’s concerts. I mean, his utter abandon to just let go has to be admired as well. He inspires me to do more outside of my comfort zone and for that I give him all the props. Plus, he looks damn sweaty, hot and sexy in the pics and that can never be a bad thing in my book.

words:
  • i started drinking tea
  • i havent cut out coffee
  • i love my planner
  • i dont know what im doing
  • i love my friends and sun and breezes and fandom and learning and writing and working at 2am on papers and frozen yogurt dates and coffee and talking about takarazuka and when i watch my friends play videogames and making people smile and being in musicals in those big finale numbers where the audience can’t help but smile and i love arguing fandom things and i miss watching anime and i think you can find your purpose doing anything but i dont know what my purpose is but i just want to be happy and thats so hard to do but so easy to say because will i be content if i just stay happy or do i need to do more than be happy i dont know at all
  • i graduate in ten weeks
  • im living with @fish-nut next year and that keeps me going on a molecular level i cant imagine yet what it’ll be to just live in an apartment with one friend who shares some things i love like i forsee that being so so good
  • i get to go visit @jojolian in japan this summer which means time with my best friend somewhere i never thought i’d be (and this is the boldest thing my over cautious ass has ever done) which brings me to the point that 
  • ill be homeless starting april 30 and thats not scary because i have friends who love me but im such a PLAN THINGS person that im terrified so anyway i work in nyc this summer on june 25 and im in tokyo with li because it costs less to round trip there and back then it does to pay a month’s rent in seattle and anyway my lease is up april 30 but i graduate on may 15 and i dont leave for japan until may 19 so where will i live for that time i do not know and then there’s mid june until nyc where im homeless again and then thank god jjang has me in august probably until we get OUR PLACE but god im nervous
  • i think im gonna work on liking the boba part of bubble tea
  • and work on learning japanese again to pass N4 of the JLPT this year because I could already pass N5 i think so if i brush up i’ll be ok 
  • i’ve been feeling Sleep On The Floor and Cleopatra by the Lumineers so hard lately
  • i feel like i am continuously letting down those i love and myself as well
  • i dont know what im doing and thats so scary 
  • and im hopeful but god i just DONT KNOW
  • am i going to do what im getting a BFA in? i don’t know. does that make me a failure? 
  • i don’t know ? 

i can’t even capture the feeling of an engine revving and stalling and quitting and revving in my heart and my soul and every bit of me but i am so l o s t 


im trying to find comfort and a home in being lost

tabithq  asked:

[ My url, perhaps? ]

Send me your URL and I’ll tell you…//accepting!

My Opinion on;@tabithq

Character in general: I…. to tell the truth, I have to do more studies on this character– but so far they seem brutal, and I love brutal characters so… XD
How they play them: Same. I need to do more studies on this character, but you know XD I just need to get around to it! or I can have a first interaction with Chihiro and find out the hard way XD make Chihiro sufferrrrr

The Mun: OK
LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THE MUN
Primarina is a polite, lovely, and kind mun, and if there’s someone you should get to know ooc, it should be Primarina.❤

Do I:

RP with them: NOT YET but I’m gonna!! one day… when I’m not so nervous to approach people
Want to RP with them:  YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

What is my;

Overall Opinion:

Originally posted by itsanalupage


**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty

obsessedwiththeworld  asked:

45-50!

45. Do you like funny or more serious games?

Serious for sure. But I do like some humour running through it. I think for me GTA IV was a near perfect balance of the two but I know a lot of people will disagree with me.

46. Always, sometimes, or never use subtitles?

Always. My hearing is shit so I need them and get quite frustrated when they’re not available. I only turn them off to take pretty screencaps.

47. First person or Third person?

TPS. First person usually makes me feel quite nauseous. There are exceptions though like Fallout and Skyrim where FPS just feels like the right way to play them.

48. A game you’ve always wanted to play but have never gotten to it?

Actually picking up on what you mentioned in your reply - the Monkey Island series. I love point and click games and play pretty much anything in that style but haven’t gotten around to trying Monkey Island yet.


49. A game you haven’t played in forever, but want to replay?

Life is Strange. Binge played it every time a new episode dropped and went crazy with Dom theorising about it but since finishing it (and crying like a baby) I haven’t really played it much. It’s one of those games that you can do in about a billion different ways so I look forward to doing some things differently next time around.


50. How many games to do you own?

Oh y’know what? Fuck you for asking that, I’m not counting. :P Hmm I’d say somewhere between 30-50 including digital downloads. Which is ridiculous for someone who just replays the first two Saints Row games all the time.

My girlfriend is the strongest, bravest, most patient person I have ever known. She puts up with so much shit and it actually amazes me how she keeps going and doing so much for everyone even when she doesn’t get the recognition she deserves. She has been through so much and it seems like she never gets a break but she still keeps on going even when its so tough and so hard to get through it. I’ve never known anyone who takes so much shit yet still keeps on going and doing her best no matter what the situation is. 
She’s so selfless and kind and willing to help people when they need it. She’s pretty much the best friend anyone could ever ask for. 
I’m so incredibly lucky to have such a loving, caring, inspiring girlfriend. She has already taught me so much about life and about myself and every single day I learn something new or have a new experience. It’s strange to have a person in your life who makes you more self aware, and who can help you discover things about yourself that you didn’t even notice, but I am so thankful for that because she gives me the safety and security I need to feel comfortable exploring new parts of myself. 
I actually love her so much, and I really can’t stress enough how lucky I am and how grateful I am to have her in my life. Being her girlfriend is an absolute blessing. I’m the luckiest girl in the world.

Please help!!!

Okay I need this to get out as far as possible! I need help from everyone who loves markiplier and jacksepticeye. I want to make a dance video of all of us. I don’t know what song yet but I think it would be the coolest thing ever. We all learn a dance routine to a song and if fans are close to other fans we can do groups and people who like jack more can wear all green and people who like mark more can wear all pink and people who like both equally can wear both. I want fans to try and do group dances so Reblog with your location when you share this so we can find each other and make this happen! I really hope you guys can help me with this!!! If there is enough word about this maybe they will watch it and be amazed!! So please help me!! I also would love suggestions for songs!!! I am thinking of the song sorry by Justin bieber. But if you guys have music you’ve made that would be awesome just send it to me!!!

So this crazy thing happened today… I have 400  followers now! I deceived you all. I made you think I was rad when I certainly am not

Sooo I am thinking about doing a little gift giving to celebrate this accomplishment and also to spread some Christmas cheer this holiday coming up.  I won’t be able to buy gifts until after Christmas; because I will have no money ahead of that, but I really am hoping to do this. I haven’t planned out all the details yet, but soon I hope to have the answers! I have to get permission from the padres first (sorry for being a child) but I would really like to give some personalized gifts back to all of you lovely people. But for now I would like to thank a ton of you for making this year full of smiles

First and foremost I need to say a big thanks to a bunch of sweet people that have helped me out a ton! But all of you guys are my friends so please don't feel bad if you are not mentioned right away. I love you all so much!    @hell-hounds-and-angel-wings @faeriecharlie @sugarcookiedean @buckybarnesthedoritoslut @ohmyfreddy @celestielcas @thevillageidjit @coldinthestudio @sunbearsammy @royalrowena @teacupdestiel @onedropoutwith6buckstohisname @cassiexena @dreamy-dean @jagerjensen @controlyourdeanmons @winchester-bakery @destielstardisx @ceruleansammy @unwinchesters @goddexx-of-mischief and @deanobviouslybottoms @gayshipsforthewin


And for the rest I LOVE YOU GUYS

@frostedmisha @destiel-and-moose @angrysouffle @heavensparkling @lapfulofmisha @sammywinchestertrash @qtcas @llamahats09 @notusuallythisway @generalyouthmentality @loveme-sha @thylasam @chris-phd @nikztiel @fading-grace-and-bleeding-hearts @deanovvak @sylvanelven @thewinchesterbxtxh @winchestiiel @wingsdestiel @heavensclaire @candycanecockles @fayrechick @destiel-action @ccwinchester @kaethecelt @dirtymish @everlastingcas @ackleslaugh @rockandrollchick @mishketeer @deathtwonormalcy @myfavoritebisexual @bestielisdestiel @frostedjared @mooselysam @cassammydean @aerilove @destiel-is-love-cockles-is-life @sacrificialackles @perfectionist-cas @whatabunchofassbutts @snowboundean @dean-novak67 @their-story-is-epic @alioseven @justacasualfangirl @grimmsam @renegadeximpala @solemndean @littlefeatherasswithwings @snowflurrycas @casdeanovak @paranoiadean @zothealien @jackfrostdemondean @in-dean-ial @jensenism @vanillacas @taste-my-memories @periwinklepadalecki @castielstattoo @peppermintmocas @kingdeanxcas @acklestiel @autumnovak @castielshunter @lean-mean-dean @dollhousedean @crybabycrowley @chevorletdean @radiatecas @demonofcrossroads @casdun @deans-legos @mishyackles @littlemouseprince @bootymoose @jaredsnuggles @boykingsmmy @mrs-pants47 @synergygabriel @jarepadalecki @dustybooksandclassicrock @novakscas @castieltherebel @pizzacastiel @beehivecas @alexwestiel @padaleski-moose @skybluecas @renegademisha @lovemydean-o-saur @supernatural-nerd1967 @deansgirlria @jeffrey-dean-morgan @celeste-middleton @punkscharlie @mysticmoonhigh @celestemiddleton @marisasarah1219 @hunterhufflepuff @fefaklainer @hunting-with-charlie @dean-bangs-cas-in-the-impala @glowingsammy @turtlesnoot @samwinchestertrash @clovdycas @dean-and-castiel-winchester @hells-shining-knight @thesupercastiel @alloftheseemotionsstuff @little-flightlesscas @mrcomatose-overthere @waywardzeppelinpie @padaleckhi @jackfrostcas @thatgirlonyoutube @cascountsdeansfrecklesinhissleep @microwavedwinchester @hallowsdean @sam-star-struck @elegantcas @mininerdling @fuckingprepon @padaleckis-7-dollar-neck-pillow @galactic–phan @likelysmiley @youre-fucking-gorgeous @starstrucksammy

5

KAT-TUN’s Kamenashi Kazuya

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there are moments when I seriously question my position in someone’s life. especially someone who does mean something to me. 

if it were a few years ago, whenever doubts arise, I would just come forward and voice my thoughts, bluntly.

yet now I cannot just find the power to do so. I do not want to confront people around about their feelings for me anymore. or to be more exact, maybe those things no longer matter to me much. why should they, honestly? so what if to others I am just someone replaceable, someone easy to discard? even if it is true, so what? will I change myself to win their affection? most likely not.

if so, why would I need to know? 

back then, knowing that I matter makes me feel competent. makes me feel humane. makes me feel wholesome, confident, loved.

now I just let go of all expectations. of others. from others. only my own matter. truly.

people come and go. emotions change all the time. in the end, we are all by ourselves. in the end, we are all stardust.

Worth it...or not?

There is this constant bug stabbing me with dumb declarations. One specifically being that Orihime is not good enough for our Hero Ichigo Kurosaki…like seriously?

I’m sorry but what makes a girl special enough to be put with another character romantically? 

Does she have to live up to some silly expectations set up by people? 

Does she have to be strong and mature, a woman that can give him everything and fix all his problems?

Do not compare her to other female characters. 

Orihime can be the sweet yet fierce girl she is and does not need to change her personality nor either fight with someone else to be worthy of a male character she loves. That goes for the compatibility between her and Ichigo too, debunking her feelings won’t change the fact that they have a great friendship. Albeit not as extravagant with other characters, but in its own way special. 

Can she be with Ichigo romantically?

A lot of people disagree, but even setting my feelings for them aside. There is just as much possibility for love to bloom between them, and for Ichigo to identify the difference between love and friendship. It just lies with Ichigo himself, that’s why the IH supporters in the manga have given him the little push.

Because, this is not the face of a teenage boy who is not interested in a girl who would do anything for him to lift his mood.

And the said-boy considering the said-girl’s feelings and cheering her up. 

In my own opinion, of course.