do not miss your chance to blow

The difference between your pain and mine?
See unrequited love doesn’t kill me completely, it keeps me alive enough to feel the blow.
Sometimes I still smile to myself thinking about your goofy laugh or those eyes of yours. Sometimes I go through my old things and think about how much I miss the way you smell.
And then sometimes I would skip my once favourite song because I refuse to let the memories slip in
And sometimes when I’m very drunk I wish that I pass the fuck out
Because anything is better than facing the loss.
The sad difference here is that given a chance,
I would still do it all over again!
2

“That was stupid, reckless and irresponsible! What were you thinking entering Hydra like that?” This had been the longest you’d ever heard May speak and you were more shocked than anything. “I was under cover May. S.H.I.E.L.D. went down and I figured we’d need someone on the inside, so I became that someone.” You shot back trying to get her to see your side. 

“You didn’t tell anyone what you were doing! You went missing during your mission, Fitzsimmons was trapped at the bottom of the ocean, I thought Ward or Garrett had killed you. You could’ve sent me some sort of signal-”

“If I had tried to reach out to you I would’ve risked the chance of blowing my cover. If Hydra had found me out I really would’ve been dead. May I had to go radio silent, I’m sorry if I worried you, I’m sorry for what I put you through, but this is just the beginning, with Hydra still out there I’m going to need to stay hidden among them.” 

You were worried about May, she’d been your C.O. since S.H.I.E.L.D. had taken you in when you were thirteen, you were the closest thing she had to family and you felt the same way about her. You still looked up to her now the same way you did then. 

May sighed. “Just be careful. I can’t lose you to Hydra.” She said before pulling you into a tight hug. 

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Cuddling with Justin

On some real stuff though, Justin strikes me as that kind of boyfriend where if you’re out and he’s sitting home by himself, he’ll blow your phone up with texts asking what you’re doing or when you’ll be back.

And then, like, when you actually come back home he’ll be right at the door when he hears you walk through. Ready with a tight hug and a kiss, and he’d tell you about how bored he was all day without you there and how he missed you. “I know you probably have other stuff to do, but can we just, like, cuddle or something for a minute?” And he wouldn’t even give you the chance to answer, he’d just pull you over to the couch and hold you. But you wouldn’t mind one bit, because you like when he holds you. Omg I could seriously be so wrong, but I like to hope I’m right. I legit hope he’s like this. Clingy Justin is a cute Justin xD

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime. - Eminem - Lose Yourself