do not give me that look i know

/poses/ Here’s my miracusona?? I’ve had him for a long time but this is the first time I properly draw him ;;>w>

Since he has a “white dove miraculous” I thought to give him a magician-inspired look. His actual name is Henri and the only magic trick he knows is to be invisible to everyone /rip 

anonymous asked:

Nct 127 reaction to you back hugging them

Taeyong

“Oh! You surprised me jagiya!” 

He would blush and admire something small but so cute like this

Originally posted by jaebongi24

Jaehyun 

“You’re the sweetest but let me do the back hugging~” 

Would be so taken aback by your dominating move and would think about it for the rest of the day tbh

Originally posted by chocosicheng

WINWIN

“Wahh, my girlfriend is like this? I’m so lucky.”

We all know winwin is a smol that needs love - he would be so so so moved by little things like this, it’d help him feel more secure and wanted

Originally posted by smboys

Taeil 

“My cutie is doing things like this to give me a heart attack, right?”

He would give you a quick kiss on the forehead and honestly put this in the books for another time you made his heart stop 

taeil is so beautiful im screAMing -

Originally posted by nctech

Yuta 

I think he wouldn’t really say anything rather he’d turn around and look into your eyes intently, blowing you a kiss - internally so happy that he had you as his and only his

Originally posted by taeyongaegyo

Doyoung 

“Omo! You’re making me blush.” 

This would make him see you in a more cute light and he wouldn’t be able to get it out of his mind for a while

Originally posted by taeilmun

Mark 

The minute your arms wrap around his waist he’d freeze and when he notices it was you he would turn red instantly and cover his face with his hands, not wanting you to know how cute he thought this was

Originally posted by monoka

Haechan 

“Stop being like this, oppa can’t handle all this cuteness.”

“But you’re not my oppa ???”

Originally posted by haechannie

Johnny

*turns you around smoothly with a smirk on his face and back hugs you*

“No no, let oppa take care of that.” 

pretend TY is you 

Originally posted by nakamotens

2

“Well well isn’t it Y/N the loser that nobody likes” Peter said walking past you and a couple of your friends as you were sitting down in the lunch table. 

“Peter look I don’t know if you’re blind or plain stupid but I’m the one that is with friends right now. Unlike you that is walking by yourself, what your friends finally realized how much of a little shit you are?” You said giving Peter your biggest smug face, because seriously you hated Peter Pan and he hated you for reasons that nobody but you two thought where valid enough. 

“No I unlike you know people like me that I don’t need to be attached to them because I worry they might find someone better” Peter said folding his arms across his chest waiting for your comeback.

“Look fuck face what do you want? Is this how you get your hard on by harassing that don’t want to talk to you? Oh I got it maybe you’re secretly in love with me and you can’t bare and understand that I can’t stand your guts” You said getting up to be face to face with Peter because you’re sure as hell weren’t going to have him literally look down at you.

“HA you wish I would rather be old and lonely than to ever be with someone like you”  Peter ‘fired’ back at you. Now this was a constant thing between you and Peter, some may even say that this was the way your friendship worked or that you two secretly loved each other. To those people you simply gave them a big fat ‘Hell no’ all you felt for Peter was pure hate and  when you scraped all of that hate away yes you felt something for Peter but it wasn’t love or lust it was pity and disgust.

“That’s exactly what you’re going to be Peter, old and lonely because nobody will ever stand you.” You said mocking Peters stand as you too crossed your arms under your chest.

“Oh yea sure Y/N you’ll probably come crawling to me begging to get some of this” Peter said dragging his hands from his chest all the way to his crotch “ and tell you what babe if we are the last people on Earth and we need to repopulate give me a call” Peter said with a smug face, you were trying to keep a straight face but you couldn’t hold it back and cracked up.

“Ew no thank you. You’re a monster and I’m a person, so I don’t think people can repopulate with whatever you are” You said cracking up once more as your sides started to hurt.

“Oh please you and I both know you have the dirtiest dreams of seeing me naked” Peter egged you on maybe he was trying to embarrass you because there was some truth to what he was saying or maybe it was the way he secretly felt but all you were feeling was your lunch starting to come up.

“Look Peter I myself would rather die than to ever see you with any less clothing. But if you jack off by thinking of me naked probably imaging I’m the one jacking you off keep it to yourself” You said coolly as you shifted your weight to one side because you honestly don’t know why Peter is throwing out sexual shit instead of insults. Maybe he’s trying to embarrass you but you honestly don’t care.

“I don’t think of you naked” Peter said his ears getting red as his little plan backfired on him.

“Oh but you do jack off at the thought of me, maybe you look in through my window. Peter Pan the peepin Tom. Oh I got it Peter Pan the Pervert” You said laughing in Peter’s face because come on he wants on top of his insult game today and it was really pathetic.

“Oh no Y/N don’t flatter yourself because look around see? People hate you and so do I” Peter said jabbing his finger in your face.

“Bite me bitch” You barked at him turning around to join your friends.

“You’d like that wouldn’t you?”

Shadowhunters Season 2

So admittedly, I just started watching this show. 

When I first saw the pilot for Season 1, I was thinking “Wtf is going on?” Because, honestly, they’ve deviated from the book. And as someone who fell in love with the books, I was affronted at first. Then I started seeing all the love the fans had for the show, which led me to give it another go. 

AND LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING: I’ve never been so glad in my entire life. 

I’ve now learned to appreciate the fact that they didn’t do it exactly the way the book went. The fact that there are plot twists is what keeps it interesting. Plus, Malec happened in Season 1 so that was a plus.

Now that Season 2 has started, I’m always looking forward to the weekly episodes. The show always seems to end with a cliffhanger/ you wanting to know more, and it’s amazing and excruciating at the same time (weird choice of words, but if you love the show as much as me, you know how torturous it feels waiting for the next episode).

This season is not only darker, I think it’s more intense. There are definitely so much more emotions, especially when it comes to Jace  (we love you Jace!) Clary has also grown so much from the first season, which I’m really happy about. She wasn’t my favorite in the first season, but seeing her character development has made me fall in love with her. 

There are so many other things that have me hooked on Shadowhunters now. If you’re also a fan of the show, I’m sure you’re enjoying it as much as me (maybe even more!) And if you haven’t watched it yet… WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? Come join our Shadowhunter family!  

anonymous asked:

Any thoughts or headcanons on a yandere!Mettaton??

I love the idea of Yandere!MTT! Er, I actually wrote a short fanfiction about this, if you don’t mind. Let me know if you’d prefer a normal bullet list, but I thought about the story and just couldn’t stop thinking about it until I wrote it down. Prepare for a long post!

~His Doll~

“What’s wrong, darling?” he asked you, sitting you down on an armchair. “You look so tense. Let me give you a massage, you’ll feel better afterwards.” He gently began to rub your shoulders and back, firmly, but not enough to hurt you. “Do you want to talk about it?”

You gulped, but… no, you had to do this. “Actually, there is something wrong. Er, someone, really.”

Mettaton’s eyes darkened as his hands fell to his side as fists. “Who?” he asked.

“You.”

“Huh?” He raised an eyebrow and cocked his head to the side. “Darling, what do you mean by that?”

“It’s just… you’re crazy, okay? You really are. You’re so possessive and… it’s like you’re addicted to me. I can’t handle that Mettaton, I’m sorry.” You stood up and walked over to the coat rack to collect your jacket. “I’ll come by tomorrow to get my things.”

“So what you’re saying is,” began Mettaton. “You’re breaking up with me. You nodded.

“I had a feeling that this would happen,” he said. After a few seconds of silence, he began to chuckle. “Oh my, darling. You really don’t get it, do you?”

You barely had time to react before a pink stiletto was forced into your stomach, sending you sprawling. You were lying on your back, dazed, as he walked over to you, a dark shadow over your body. You could see him pull out something metallic from behind him.

“I’ve done everything for you, and this is how you repay me? Tut tut,” he said, clicking his tongue before revving up his chainsaw. “Tell me that you’re acting. I’ll believe you if you told me that. I’ll act like none of this ever~ happened.” Your eyes widened, but you shook your head. His smile grew even bigger. “Well, if you insist, darling.” He brought the chainsaw over his head.

And swung down.

•••

Mettaton hummed a little tune from one of his shows as he worked, putting the final pieces on his masterpiece. At last, it was time for the real showstopper. He pulled out your soul from within his cabinet, preserved in a mason jar. Gently, he slid it into the little compartment and shut it tightly. He didn’t want you to try and escape again, now did he?

“Can you hear me, darling?” he whispered. Your eyes fluttered open as you found yourself tied down to a lab table, in an unfamiliar body. You wanted to panic, to move, to do anything, but you were frozen. The only thing you could do was look at Mettaton in terror and curiosity.

“It was quite easy to do this for you, my doll,” he said. “I had some help from Doctor Alphys. I didn’t tell her the truth, obviously, but you know what they say about actors, don’t you. We’re excellent liars.”

He pulled out some sort of touch screen remote, and smiled at you menacingly. “Now we can be together forever. Isn’t that great, love? Isn’t that wonderful, my doll?”

But you couldn’t scream. You couldn’t do anything but watch in sheer terror as he made you his puppet. His doll.

Hello.

Hi, Izzy, it’s me Riley. I was just calling to check in on you and to make sure you’re still going to be here for New Year’s Eve.

Hello, Riley. How are you?

I’m fine Smackle, how are you doing?

I am doing well. Enjoying the Hampton's and looking forward to getting back to the city for your New Year’s Eve party? Is there a particular reason why your calling me?

Well, I was just wondering if there was something going on with you. Lucas and Farkle were having a talk tonight and Lucas mentioned that Farkle was upset about something he found out about you. Is there something we should know, Izzy?

What exactly did Farkle say? I have not spoken to him in nearly three years, Riley. I do not know what he is talking about. My classes and research are going well and I am happier with school than I ever thought I would be. I do not know where he would get the idea that something is amiss with me.

Well, everyone was meeting at Topanga’s to finalize plans for the party and my uncle Josh was asking if you were going to make it this year. Farkle got visibly upset and left the room. Lucas followed him and tried talking to him and all he said was that he was tired and wanted to go, so Lucas pushed him a bit and he said and I quote, “I found out something about Isadora and I just don’t know what to do with it.” Do you know what he means by this?

Yes, I may have an idea as what Farkle was referring to. I am not sure how he would know about it though, I have only told a few of my professors and my parents and sister.

—  Phone conversation between Riley and Smackle, still untitled one shot to be posted soon…

anonymous asked:

i'm starting to believe that one anon who told u "fans" who supported both parties are not going to make it either u're with her or with them.. if those where not 5h fans than I don't know why they are still looking or caring what 5h do that's why I didnt want them to perform 7/27 anymore it's unfair to them it's like her image is still there and holding them down

you can support both but giving camila all your support while you don’t do the same with the girls is hypocrite, you don’t see me doing that do you? i’m happy for both, of course i’m sad she left but commenting about that every pic they post is unnecessary, they don’t need that… they need to see we believe in them

anonymous asked:

Hi! I love your blog! I'm currently preparing a Feminist Film History class and there are a few films/excerpts of both American and foreign films directed by women I'd like to show but it's so hard to find some of them... I was wondering if you have an online source for them you could share?

It’s hard to give an answer to this when I’m not sure what films specifically you’re looking for. I know a lot of people message me hoping for a one stop answer to finding films by women but trust me, I’ve looked, there isn’t one. Tracking down some of these old films is a time consuming and expensive hobby that I’ve had to do on a case by case basis. There are still tons of films I’ve just never been able to find. 

To give a broad answer: most of the old films I’ve seen I’ve gotten through my library. 

For online resources Fandor has quite a few old and obscure titles by women. I don’t have Filmstruck, but I’ve heard they’re quite good as well. 

And the best distributors for older films by women are Kino Lorber, Criterion and Milestone films.  

You can always trawl youtube because sometimes some generous soul puts up an obscure film in full but these almost always get taken down quickly and aren’t exactly legal. 

Good luck to you finding what you’re looking for. 

I know I am loved, by many and deeply.

But I’ve been hurt by too many people repeatedly. Leaving me to feel like they were lying to me, using me, and waiting to hurt me.

They left me, each time, feeling unloved, unlovable.

I know I have people who care. I don’t actively live my life as if they’ll turn around and hurt me again.

But, it’s because of them and others who have hurt me, that I live my life feeling so unloved. With the need for constant validation. Validation, that I don’t beg for, because I’m afraid of annoying them into doing exactly what I already fear they’re waiting to do.

I know I am not, but I feel so alone.

Give me someone who can understand what i’m feeling just by listening to my voice or looking into my fucking eyes. Because i feel so god damn alone right now.

Okay so you know that trope in fics where after Harry comes out, Ron asks him if he ever looked at him that way? Usually his response is relief but like, what if it wasn’t? What if it went like…

Ron: What do you mean you’ve never?
Harry: Well, you’re like my brother. It would be too weird.
Ron: Not even once?
Harry: Nope.
Ron: But you’ve thought about Malfoy?
Harry: Um, recently, yeah.
Ron: I’m gonna need a 20 inch essay on what Malfoy has that i don’t.
Harry: It’s not like that! Hermione, help me out here.
Ron: Is it the hair?
Hermione: I doubt that’s it, he used to like Ginny. Maybe it’s more about posture.
Harry: *hitting his head to the desk and groaning*
Ron: I’m taller than he is Harry and he’s a bit skinny to be honest. I have more bulk, you know? Wait, where are you going? I’m a bloody catch, come back!
Hermione, snickering: There there, Ronald. I know you are.

*picture falls from Max’s bag. Chloe sees it*
C: “ Wait, Max, a picture fell from–uh?! …Thanks, Max, nice shot!”
M: “ What…?”
C: “ I didn’t know you took a picture of me at the pool… I look hella sexy, here!”
M: “ …Shit! Chloe, give it back!”
C: “ Hahaha, no way! …Did you want to keep it for yourself?! You’re such a perv-nerd!”
M: “ STOP IT, CHLOE, GIVE IT BACK! ”
C: “ I could, but I want something in return… ”
M: “ What the hell do you want?! ”
C: “ I’ll give it to you and forget about it… but you have to kiss me. ”
M: “ God, not again! ”

*apologizes for unnecessary scenario*

And another thing about this photo reel

The immediate reasons to be fucking oBSESSED are obvious but do you know what else really has me emotional about it? 

Yuuri’s confidence. His carefree attitude. He’s totally taking the lead here! Like seeing this is WILD for me, especially knowing this happened BEFORE THE EVENTS of this series. I love this! I can’t get enough of this and I want more (hence my other post lol). LOOK AT HIM. And just take away the obvious perfection of this victuuri content and think about Yuuri as a character. 

Yes, he’s drunk, but listen drinking doesn’t give you qualities and skills you weren’t already capable of. I’m p sure all of them were a little tipsy :p.  All it does it lower your inhibitions and amplify certain aspects of you that already exist. Drunk Yuuri is still Yuuri. THIS IS REALLY YUURI. He didn’t just suddenly learn how to pole dance and break dance and do all these holds. And we’ve seen him pull of his eros sober. It was something all his own and it was so surprising at the time but now? Now it makes perfect sense in the best way. 

I really feel like the Yuuri in these camera roll scenes is significantly real and seeing him so confident and in the spotlight is like WOW. My heart breaks a little because HE DOESN’T REMEMBER. Boy has to know and understand that he captured everyone’s heart that night. He’s a goddamn shooting star. As a character he’s a triumph, a masterpiece. He’s so multifaceted and honestly seeing his journey to this point in his career was already good enough. 

But they didn’t stop there! They were like “Not only is Yuuri a badass now, he was ALWAYS A BADASS. Victor didn’t change him at all. This wasn’t what we thought it was going to be at first AT ALL. It seemed like Victor was spicing up Yuuri’s life and bringing out all these NEW sides of him. ALL LIES. Yuuri was the one spicing up Vitya’s life. EVERYONE’S lives even! Who knows what the atmosphere between all of them was like before this? Like honestly? I bet they were all being super stuffy and formal and not all that chummy like they are now and their closeness now is partially thanks to this cute boy. I love Yuuri so much like :’) Just….I just need a moment. *ahem* 

OKAY but do y’all UNDERSTAND like he was upstaging CHRISTOPHE !!! 

he was DANCE BATTLING YURIO. YURIO you guys. Since when has this kid been a socialite? Letting loose at parties?! WHAT? This is the power of our pork cutlet king

this was ALL before the main events in the series like…I’m dumbfounded right now.

Yuri was so timid and insecure in the first episode. And we just rolled with that. We thought this was about a blossoming skater trying to find his footing again. We thought it was about Victor helping him learn to be confident. 

Originally posted by bunnydesuuu

But nah. Yuuri had us fucking fooled. This man is a showstopper. This guy captivated the greatest skater on the scene, he completely stole the show. He just hit a rough spot, honestly.  

Imagine if someone tried to tell us Yuuri Katsuki knew how to do pole! Or breakdance! Or would hold his idol Victor in a saucy tango pose? 

We’d all be like HA! Okay~ :p 

We thought Victor was going to be the seductive one. 

Mann the production team must have been laughing at all of us this whole time. They were sitting on this from DAY ONE. 

We got played in the best way. Honestly? Standing ovation. This is how it’s done. Other studios better step up because YOI raised the bar beyond our wildest dreams. 

Best Moments from Lin’s Drunk History
  • He starts out so #Lit like??? “Do you wanna get drunk?” “YES YES”
  • “More into the Monkees than the Beatles, I think that’s really cool of you Lin. Cut.” “Bullshit!”
  • Looks like he could burst into tears or song at any moment 
  • The person playing Hamilton is so freaking cute like 🔥
  • “A hellish, Dickensian childhood”
  • I didn’t know Hamilton ship was on fire!?!
  • “Your ass will never be the same” *giggles*
  • LIN WAS TWERKING THESE ARE #FACTS
  • “I was just fucking this lady” Lin stop
  • RIPPED BODICE
  • “I could give her money or I could fuck her” “dick 101″
  • “You interrupted me, I have to start again”
  • Questlove and his girlfriend got together over Drunk history and that’s so adorable
  • “As long as I got a job you got a job” Lin @Chris 😭😭
    • Lin loves Chris so much and I cry every time 
  • “I wanna order Dominos” 
  • bruhbruhbruhbruhbruhbruh
  • pressed like juice???
  • Ham and Burr’s last night together was so pure
  • How does he still play piano while drunk????
  • BURR WAS NEVER THE MONSTER
  • said the word fuck 26 times
    • so that’s 26 fucks in about 20 minutes and if you do the math that is 1.3 fucks per minute
    • So on average, Lin say’s Fuck at least once if not twice per minute in everyday life
    • you’re welcome
  • In the end when Lin and Derek are cuddling and eating fries, god bless👏🏾🙌🏽

oh by the way i also noticed something about yurio

did yurio tell mila to let him know when yuuri was about to perform?! that’s so sweet ok. you’re not convincing me otherwise. yurio gives so many shits about yuuri. he wants to see him do well. live. oh wow.

and also, after yuuri skates a flawless routine:

LOOK AT THAT LIL SMILE CREEPING UP THAT FACE. LOOK AT IT. my small child. i know you don’t want to smile but this is exactly what you’ve been waiting for, give yourself a break for once.

this. this is the golden one:

he forgets to watch the free skate, but thankfully he rushes back in time to watch yuuri do something insane:

i know everyone was shocked, but i’m thinking yurio has watched enough of yuuri’s performances to not expect to see that coming. he’s probably like, “since when did katsudon learn to land a quad flip??? what??? did i just see that???”

meanwhile, when it comes to his own teammate:

mila: hey, georgi’s about to start

lmao they’ve been giving us clues… yurio cares so much about yuuri, you have no idea.

Mental Illness in the Horror Genre

Something that pissed me off the other day.

Talking to a guy who knows my parents but doesn’t know me very well, and he tells me that his friend (indeed, a very nice and talented actor) recently put out a horror movie. And I’m interested until I hear the words “So it’s about this guy with OCD…” and at that point my mom and I give each other a sidelong glance.

I say, “I don’t know, because I have OCD and it’s a pretty serious thing for me.”

To which he follows up, “Oh, you don’t have it like this guy! You’re totally functional!”

Okay, dude. Yes, I am standing before you in a fancy club, dressed nice, and looking relatively balanced. But you do not know me. You do not know OCD.

You do not know that I have been non-functional, and that in order to maintain my current balance of sanity, I take daily medication and see a weekly therapist, and I still have downward spirals and panic attacks.

OCD can add to a story, for sure. The Aviator is a great example–albeit, it was on the voyeuristic side, kind of “check out what a weirdo this guy really is”, but his condition was portrayed in a realistic and *sympathetic* manner, because it focused so hard on his anxiety and entrapment.

I don’t need a horror movie about my disorder for a couple reasons.
1. I already live the horror movie that is OCD.
2. Just like people with psychosis, schizophrenia/schizotypal disorders, dissociative identity disorders, and any other number of mental disorder that makes us act in unusual and yes, sometimes frightening ways, I don’t need it to be the hinge for your horror flick, a handy device that makes more people like you scared and misunderstanding of people like me.
3. And for people with the above disorders who may not be diagnosed, they don’t need to be told that they are dangerous monsters and cause them to avoid treatment out of fear. (This goes double for people who experience paranoia or delusions as part of their symptoms.)

This post ended up way longer than I meant, but really, truly, hear me out creators:

MENTAL ILLNESS IS A TRAIT AMONG AN INFINITE VARIETY OF PEOPLE. IT IS NOT A CHARACTER FLAW, AND IT IS DEFINITELY A POOR PLOT DEVICE FOR THE HORROR GENRE. YOU CAN DO BETTER.

i’m done telling people how to treat me. i’m done waiting by the phone for a text that’s never going to come. i am worth so much more than this. i will never beg anyone to love me. i will never beg anybody to treat me the way i know i should be treated. if you cannot see just how much i have to offer, that is your loss. i will never fall on my knees or plead for someone to treat me right. you will lose me. you will lose me and you will know that it was your fault and i will already be gone. i will do myself a favor and never look back at you once i start walking away. i am worth so damn much, and i love myself too much to have to beg for love. i love myself and i deserve the world. if you cannot give that to me, i will give it to myself. i promise that you are the one who is suffering a loss, not me. i love people like it’s the only thing that i know how to do. i love people so strongly and so purely, most people will not experience that kind of love in their lifetimes. I did not lose anything except for someone who was too selfish to love me correctly. But you, you lost someone who had enough love for you, it could have filled you up eighteen times and still had some left over for later. You have suffered the greatest loss. I, however, will live knowing that I have so much to offer to the right person.

things in Heathers that give me life:

• Kurt and Ram’s head nod in beautiful
• the “it really blows” foreshadowing
• “thus ending her hangoverrr”
• literally every single time Veronica laughs
• “Jesus I’m on the frickin’ bus again”
• the dance in big fun cuz it looks sO FUN
• every single lyric in blue aka the fuckboy anthem
• when he missed the punch and JD raises his arms like “that’s rigHT, BitCH. COme aT ME.”
• “dang dang diggity dang”
• “oh look she was reading…the bell jar” *gasp*
• the arm hug thing Veronica and JD do. you know what i mean
• Veronica/macnamara hug after shine a light reprise
• “hello, slut”
• Veronica’s finger guns

Tummy Ache
  • Little: Daddy!
  • Daddy: What is it princess?
  • Little: I have a tummy ache *sniffles*
  • Daddy: Aw... How come?
  • Little: I... I don't know...
  • Daddy: Hm... *Looks in trash bin, finding abunch of candy wrappers*
  • Little: ...
  • Daddy: *chuckles* Princess what did I say about eating too much candy?
  • Little: That it would give me a tummy ache.... I promise not to do it again...
  • Daddy: Good gi-
  • Little: Today