so I’ve been thinking a lot - specifically, thinking about my future in the phandom.
I’ll be honest - I’m not as driven as I used to be. I watch Dan and Phil sometimes, yes. But I don’t feel the drive to write anymore. I almost never post on this blog. Hell, I don’t interact with hardly anyone on here anymore.
Now, I’m just thinking right now. Thinking about deleting this blog. Thinking about taking my fics off of everywhere. Whether or not i will remains undecided.
I’m just tired, I guess. I never get involved in the phandom anymore, and when I do it’s exhausting. Writing for this fanbase doesn’t feel rewarding anymore. Keeping this blog updated feels like a chore, something it should NEVER feel like.
This is all purely thought right now. I’m gonna sleep on it and come back later. Im not deleting, I’m not leaving. At least not yet.
Thanks for listening.