dizzy lizards

“’It’ll be fun’, she said. ‘It’ll be RELAXIN’’, she said. The hell is so relaxin’ ‘bout gettin’ boiled alive!!?”

Pack Yr Not So Romantic Mind

So over the weekend I went to this college bar/club. Saw a bunch of stupid shit like a dude licking whipped cream off a chics navel and crotch. Drunk people acting stupid in an atempt at making a moment of youth. A snap shot of being alive. My dudes and I just watched. Until I was coerced to dance with this girl. Who afterwards tried to kiss me. I turned it down(Hofstra has some of the highest STD rates in the country). After a while of moving around this club another girl just pops her ass in my crotch. I mean I was dancing,but still crazy. I enjoyed the hell out of it. It’s been awhile since any woman touched or even wanted to touch me. My friends and I left, and on the ride home I smelled my hands and they smelled like her. She was pretty, her body was soft. I then went on this self defeating thought run about my past relationships especially my last one. And everything immediately became pointless. Which was my mindstate of walking in that club. But for a second I had feelings. Maybe one day I’ll be brave again.