dizone

I need to fall in love with a hopeless romantic. Someone who would tell me that my eyes are like the stars at night and how my morning bed hair looks like a windswept forest that dances whenever the sky cries every time the ocean quenches her thirst for love. Someone who believes in fate, destiny, and magic. Someone who believes that finding true love is a necessity to cope up with the sadness and agony that life brings. Someone who believes that I exist.
—  Juansen Dizon
I’m going to die one day. And that fact alone should force me to live my life to the fullest. But I’m the opposite way around. I want to die because I am consistently eaten up by nothingness.
—  Juansen Dizon

“On the Road to Tarin Kot in the Hindu Kush, I found a man resting in the Poppy Fields of Uruzgan. He was walking to Kandahar—65 miles to the south. He thanked us for our hospitality and disappeared on the horizon.” –Returned @PeaceCorps Volunteer Ronaldo Dizon #culture #travel #afghanistan #hindukush #tbt #throwbackthursday #peacecorps via Instagram http://bit.ly/1dzVzHD

Tagged by @kchowchow@r0b0h@derekdla

A - age: 27
B - biggest fear: Failure
C - current time: 9:37a
D - drink you last had: Hot water
E - every day starts with: On most days, a workout at the gym 
F - favourite song: Currently, Cave Me In by Tablo, Gallant, & Eric Nam
G - ghosts, are they real: Yes
H - hometown: Concord, CA
I - in love with: SF
J - jealous of: People’s work environment
K - killed someone: Nah
L - last time you cried: Can’t remember, might’ve been because of frustration
M - middle name: Dizon
N - number of siblings: One younger brother
O - one wish: Financial security
P - person you last called/texted: Reed
Q - question you’re always asked: What’re we doing tonight? (lol jk maybe)
R - reasons to smile: Dogs :3
S - song last sang: n/a
T - time you woke up: 5:43a
U - underwear color: Blue
V - vacation destination: Japan & Philippines
W - worst habit(s): Forgetting things
X - x-rays you’ve had: Teeth
Y - your favorite food: Cheeseburgers!
Z- zodiac sign: Libruh

I tag everyone who wants to do this

Some of us will never graduate college.
Some of us will never get a stable job.
Some of us will never grow up.
Some of us will never be loved.


And most of some of us will endure despite
knowing the fact that the only thing that truly justified
our existence was all our failures.

—  Juansen Dizon // Failures