divinity rising

The Divine Mother is the Kundalini (“coiled up” power) sleeping in us; without worshiping Her we can never know ourselves. All-merciful, all-powerful, omnipresent are attributes of Divine Mother.

She is the sum total of the energy in the Universe. Every manifestation of power in the Universe is “Mother”. She is Life, She is Intelligence, She is Love. She is in the Universe yet separate from it.

She is a person and can be seen and known (as Shri Ramakrishna saw and knew Her). Established in the idea of Mother, we can do anything. She quickly answers prayer.

In Minoan Thera, now modern day Santorini, the Goddess was worshiped above all. “She was the …perpetual motion machine that woke the dead and spun the earth on its axis with her erotic energy.” This erotic energy was venerated as the essence of “cosmic vitality”. At the center of Minoan culture, sacred feminine sexuality. Elaborate rituals and rites were dedicated to the Goddess, and these practices were mirrored in rites of passages and archetypal role models that exalted womanhood at large. Before the rise of the patriarchy and villainization of female eroticism, worship of the ways of the Goddess was the widespread norm… 

If 13 years in Catholic school taught me anything, Its that the patriarchy does NOT deem female sexuality holy. Nor the female body at large. She is not seen as the “heiress of the primeval creatrix” as women were in Thera, but instead as the “origin” in original sin. Her body up for debate, demonized. Her fire vanquished before it can spread in all its glory. In my high school “morality” class, it was even demonstrated to us that female sexuality is a flame, like that of a candle. And if said female chooses to pleasures herself, or decides to have sex outside of holy matrimony, she is extinguishing this flame, never to be replenished. Truly disempowering lessons to teach a 16 year old girl as she comes into her age of pleasure. 

In other words, the fall of the Goddess continues to reverberate far and wide in the way we bar and ban our women from fanning the flames of their innate feminine wiles. The feminine everywhere has been subjugated and devalued for too long. 

Its high time we reclaim our throne on the throes of rapture. Its time we own our sensual limitlessness and the mesmerizing nature of our curves. Its time for the Goddess to rise again.

Santorini, Greece

Quotes via the incredible book “Seductress” by Betsy Prioleau

Copyright © 2016 Flash The Abyss

I am healing and my healing will heal the women in the lineage of my bloodline. I will heal my mothers and my grandmothers and my aunts. I will heal my ancestors. I will heal with hopes of liberating and breaking generational trauma and cycles. I heal with blood and sweat and tears. I rip into the wound and settle into the dark warm walls of the womb to be reborn. I heal to remind my mothers of the ways they healed themselves before, of the magic hidden to them but seen by all. There is coal down in their bellies. Still warm, still burning, amber ashes that can ignite again. I heal to teach them that fire can burn again, to not be afraid of being burnt alive. You will always rise.

DAY 3342

Jalsa, Mumbai                   May 22/23,  2017               Mon/Tue 2:42 AM  

The sun goes down .. to the other side of the World .. divinity rises on this ..and the charm of the religion of the country, cricket, flames the desire to be in the company of the team you support .. and so we meet with great exchange of ideas and cricket detailings and selfie’s and the other more ..

The Afghan Church in the precincts of the area of discipline and order - the armed forces …

Fascinating how belief depicts itself in the forms that it does .. in different regions, in fewer destinations and in its strength of teachings .. these glass panes have always drawn great admiration .. so to rest while the more discussions take place, we are in fact signed and sealed to our homes .. shall discuss further ..

Your advance could be alright .. but will need to start, dishonour before even it begins its walk along the paths of glory, reminiscing the past in great vivid detailing ..

There is architectural marvel at the building principles of churches .. may it be possible to see them then at the earliest .. of course .. raise both your hands and hold each palm through the fingers that mix .. and then the BP .. the finding shall be that the strength of such construct is more powerful than any ..

My love as ever ..

Amitabh Bachchan


4x01 “Lazarus Rising” // 4x16 “On the Head of a Pin” // 11x21 “All in the Family”
Dean and the Return of the Righteous Man Arc

One of my personal favourite aspects of this episode was how throughout the episode we were brought right back to S4, to the moment Dean had returned from Hell, not believing he deserved to be saved, doubting to have been chosen and saved by God. I love how we came full circle to this entire arc focusing on Dean’s faith, his disappointment in God (and his father) and the lack of belief in himself and his importance and strength.

Really, all of the pivotal moments of this arc were addressed in this episode. And sadly they were tackled in a quite manipulative manner by God imo. First he shines a light on Dean’s lack of faith by guilt tripping, then he goes on to say Dean should not confuse him with John and with that projects yet again from his shortcomings and last but not least - on a park bench near a playground cause both played such huge roles as settings over the past seasons - he tells Dean that this task, him being the centerpiece between him and the Darkness - “the firewall between light and darkness” - is the reason he saved him “all those years ago”.

I guess we will see if the Righteous Man who began it will truly be the one to finisih it this time as last time he was denied to play his part (and I always though that Jeremy Carver wanted to emphasize how important Dean is and therefore creating this arc), sacrificing himself in the process like christ… I mean, that’s why we have had all the christ framings with Dean after all and the allusions relating to him as the second coming of christ. And also again here, on the park bench, Dean, the christ figure, sits to God’s right wrapped in red and blue, the colours of the divine….

The OUCH of Ascension

First, let me say that I LOVE the awakening process. It’s the high of all highs, the nectar of all nectar- there’s NOTHING as satisfying or freeing as feeling the glory or illumination of one’s own true self. For many of us, awakening was programmed into us before birth, so coming into one’s own power is EXHILARATING. The creativity and genius that comes along with ascension is second to none, nothing else in the world could possibly compare.  However, even though I EMBRACE positive thoughts that resonate with my soul, I embrace joy, I embrace love and I embrace bliss- sometimes, especially during “cleansing” times, it’s just not possible to feel good. In fact, it can hurt and it can hurt a lot. It can be confusing and frightening to experience your own identity and ego dissolving. The pressure of the light/electricity can be overwhelming; physically and mentally. It can be very disorienting to experience the reality you once knew as truth- shifting and morphing drastically. Also, the isolation that may go along with a personal ascension process can make it difficult to empathize with others. Knowing it’s okay to not (always) feel good is important. Knowing it’s a normal part of this process is important. Being forgiving is important. Having patience, trust and self compassion is important.  Not being addicted to suffering is also important though, so be mindful to disallow the mind from creating a baseline of suffering throughout the ascension process. It doesn’t have have to be awful all of the time. It can (and will) be the most unfathomably beautiful experience you’ve ever had. It fact, it’s far more beautiful than I could even begin to contextualize or articulate. In my opinion, it makes the ouch worth it. 

In times of ouch:

  • RELAX, always come back to relaxing your entire being and body
  • Breathe slowly until you fall into your heart space and/or core
  • Have gentleness and compassion for yourself. 
  • Remember to eat nourishing foods
  • Find Beauty in nature (or ANYWHERE)
  • Connect to people you trust and love
  • Find internal tools (if you don’t already have them) to work through the issue that’s cleansing itself from your psyche.
  • Participate in a hobby or anything creative
  • Give yourself permission to REST
  • Eliminate as much external chaos as possible
  • Be forgiving towards yourself and don’t try too hard to feel amazing again
  • In fact, don’t try too hard at anything
  • Avoid feeling like a failure or like you’re not “spiritual” because you don’t feel amazing and illuminated
  • Cultivate allowance
  • Warm Baths
  • Fresh flowers, try to make your personal space as sacred and nurturing as possible
  • The music you most deeply connect to. Try to sync your breathe with the rhythm of the music
  • Don’t try too hard to figure it all out. Just BE as much as possible
  • Know that it will pass
  • Know that you will feel amazing again soon
  • Learn to surrender, surrendering is a VERY important part of this process

    Love, Miss Metamorphosis

I’m feeling gray today and when I say that I don’t mean I’m upset. The dark shadows of my sorrows and pain, and the white light that beams in my heart have twined together in perfect harmony. This is where my peace lies. I hope to stay in this moment for eternity. All of my past experiences good and bad have unified, to bring me this moment of humility. Arranged so perfectly. You see, most people hate their past but I’ve learned to embrace mine in order.. to keep things in order. When your having a bad day don’t cry “why me”?! Raise your head to the sky & yell “TRY ME”!! Whenever something goes wrong thank the Universe for the lesson and move on, Life becomes a lot more simple when you take back control.
—  Brittany Pasaska