dissosiation

If you’re crying bc of the crushing weight of the reality that time is passing and the suffocating pressure that everything you’re doing is Not Enough™ and you know it clap your hands

Dissociative Disorder

- characterized by an involuntary escape from reality characterized by a disconnection between thoughts, identity, consciousness and memory.

Its estimated that 2% of people experience dissociative disorders, with women being more likely than men to be diagnosed.

Treatment for dissociative disorders often involves psychotherapy and medication. Though finding an effective treatment plan can be difficult, many people are able to live healthy and productive lives.


SYMPTOMS:

• Significant memory loss of specific times, people and events

•Out-of-body experiences, such as feeling as though you are watching a movie of yourself

• Mental health problems such as depression, anxiety and thoughts of suicide

•A sense of detachment from your emotions, or emotional numbness

•A lack of a sense of self-identity

  • me: Tell me if anything I say or do is problematic! I won't take it to heart, I understand!
  • someone: ok!
  • someone: I kind of have an issue with this thing you did/said :/
  • me,completely taking it to heart climbing out a window: I can never do anything right you're right to hate me I'm so sorry

“Dissociation does not mean that you are defective, damaged, insane, stupid, or worthless. In fact, you are among the most gifted people in the world because it takes intelligence, creativity, and imagination to learn how to dissociate. Congratulate yourself on your ability to survive overwhelming trauma.” - Dr. Bill Tollefson

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you you ruined me i will never be the fucking same fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

Things My Classmates Tell Me

“Can I just talk to ______ instead? They’re a lot more trustworthy?”

“So you’re Gay?” “No my alter is.” “But then that means you’re gay.”

“So ____ is a boy?” “Yeah.” “A straight boy?” “Ya.” “Then keep him away from the girl locker room.”

“Doesn’t it make you a lesbian if your male alter likes girls?”

For god’s sake, my alters are they’re own people. They’re not me, they are themselves. Their sexuality or gender is who they are. Not who I am. Stop treating my alters as if they’re a part of MY personality, they’re only a part of my life. Thank you for hearing this rant. Beanie is over and out! Peace! Muah!

anonymous asked:

Fav mutuals? xx

i literally have loads n loads of mutuals that i absolutely adore so i’m just going 2 name the ones i can think of right now but i’ll definitely end up forgetting some people lmao xx

@nikoblue/ @limebaby @godphobia @garthola @cigkid7 @starryoxygen @lunacyandme @grievng @anorexia-aint-fun @srrybabe @sucboy @luxiem @veggiethot @riiwer @rararaven @southasians @transucc @melancholiasuggestion @sadghostgrl @velvette @hallucination @focusing @metookermit @lucuiss @dissosiation @ultrahag @mouthsoap @idkhow2luv @galaxymemeing @outvr @voulezou @wetlard @holyshittu @cute98 @witch99 @agespenst @radicallyikes @heroinbabe @emeraldemperess @rohamburger @jasgripen @recoveringdior @vrysoft @trashiehuman @you-are-a-star @122mg 

alright i’m lowkey forgetting like AT LEAST 10 people but basically if we’re mutuals i would fully die for u and i’m love u honestly???

saaiie  asked:

Ive seen it a lot on your blog but without any real explanation?? What IS EERIE? Im very much interested.

Oh! That’s cool that you’re interested in it; I’ve explained the concept in a lot of my artworks already, though! 

I love explaining it - here we go! (This is gonna be long af)

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