disappoint myself

bad-ass-slytherin  asked:

Barty, my boy, don't fall off your broom ever again! I hope you'll be well soon <3

Barty: Oh, don’t worry.  I’m much better.  And I’m never touching a broom again!

Regulus: What if I turned into a broom?  Would you touch me?

Barty: I… have a feeling you might be… flirting?

Regulus: I have a feeling I might be, too.  But it’s so bad, I’m disappointed in myself.

Episode 8 Minutes 50-60

Clint: [mimicking Justin’s Taako voice] Well, I don’t know what I’m going to do right now. Um, let me see…

To be totally honest, I thought that was Justin just going super over the top there for a second.  So good on Clint.  

Justin: It’s– You say he’s fifteen feet away. I have thirty feet of movement. I want to move fifteen feet up, search him, and then run away.

Taako, please.  You are killing me.  Ray of Frost might be able to kill him at this point.

Clint: I want– can I fire a potion at Taako?

Griffin: Yes.

Clint: I’m going to fire one of my strengthen potions at Taako.

I did not think of that at all and I am a little disappointed in myself for that.  It is time for Taako to become Muscle Wizard.

Travis: I wanna– I wanna disable its hands without disabling the whole automaton.

Justin: You want to disable its hands without disabling its heart.

Griffin: Okay, you’re going to try to rip this thing’s arms off, essentially.

I love this exchange here.  Travis is just so delicate about it, and Griffin just goes, yeah you mean destroy it right?  WIth your muscles?  I don’t think Magnus has a screwdriver on him to take out all the screws keeping the hands together.

Griffin: What are you– What are you gonna do with his arms?

Justin: [laughing] What are you gonna do with his arms?

Clint: Yeah! You bastard!

Travis: Put them in my pocket? I don’t know.

Magnus: Quickly retrieve arms from safe.

Griffin: You are potent in every way.

Presented without context.

I have the flu and I just missed my first structured prayer since my conversion. I slept and complained my way right through the time window.


I am trusting that Hashem knows that I wanted to, knows that I am getting dizzy when I stand for any length of time and knows what is in my heart, but I am very very disappointed in myself.


Praying has felt so good up until today, but now that I’m dizzy and have a horrible sore throat and stuffy nose, I am way less excited to pray.


Hashem, I am sorry. I am praying with my heart, if not my mouth. I am here. I am here. I am growing and surviving and I am here.

“My first time was October 18th, 2013. I was a freshman in college. I was alone in my dorm room and I’d just eaten a bunch of Halloween candy. So I purged it. I felt great afterward. I thought I’d discovered a new tool. It seemed like a way to stop gaining weight. But it became very powerful, very quickly. My second time was two days later. Soon it became most meals. I became addicted to watching the numbers drop. I lost all power over it. I was dizzy and depressed all the time. I couldn’t focus in class or go out with friends. For five months, I lost all control. Then I finally got help. I started talking about it. And the more I talked about it, the more control I got back. The eating disorder lost its power when it stopped being a secret. I’m much better now, but I’ll always be recovering. A few weeks ago I had a relapse. It was the first time in months. Even though I was disappointed, I reminded myself that it wasn’t the end of the world. I haven’t lost all the progress I’ve made over the past four years. I just need to stay positive. And keep talking about it.”

  • <p> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b>20 year old sister:</b> you should not read this book before 18<p/><b>17 year old me:</b> why?<p/><b>20 year old sister:</b> because there are 'things' that are inappropriate here for people below 18 like you<p/><b>17 year old me:</b> *thinks about all the smuts i've read when i was 16* ok<p/></p><p/></p><p/></p>

sometimes you need to accept that yes i may have been a little bit manipulative. yes i worded something in a specific way that would make my friend/fp/SO feel a bit guilty. yes i could have handled that situation in a much better way. yes i am wrong.