My first time staying the night at Shawn’s, I was awoken by what I thought was Shawn talking. I rolled over and looked at the clock, thinking it was morning. However, it was only midnight. I thought I had heard Shawn’s voice, which made me think it was morning already. I rested my head on the pillow again and my head sunk into it. Not long after drifting back to sleep, I heard Shawn once more. He spoke softly, but he was normally not one to talk in his sleep, or so he said. Then, I heard what he was saying.
“You’re so tight, Y/N.” Shawn moaned lowly. My eyes widened at what I heard. I rolled over to inspect, to see if what I thought was happening was actually happening. I pulled the blanket back slowly, trying my hardest to not wake him. Shawn was still sound asleep, but groaning my name with his large hand palming his erection. I nearly gasped at what I saw. Of course Shawn and I’d had sex before, but this was an exciting event for my first time staying the night at Shawn’s place.
I tried to wait it out, tried to wait to see if Shawn’s moans would cease. However, they did not. At least ten minutes had passed and he was still moaning my name along with, I’ll admit, quite filthy dirty talk. I reached to move Shawn’s hand from his length. I now rested my hand over him and began to kiss his jawline. I kissed sweetly, pressing my lips hard against his skin. With no response to my kisses, I decided to press my lips against Shawn’s skin more lustfully. My tongue slipped between my lips and glided over his cheek and a small amount of stubble hairs. My mouth hovered over Shawn’s ear. I exhaled deeply, not really knowing what to say.
“Shawn, wake up.” I said. From what Shawn has previously told me, he was a light sleeper. This was evidently true because as soon as I spoke to him, he woke up.
“Hmm?” He hummed. I smirked thinking about what I was going ask him. He hadn’t realized the position of my hand over his crotch yet or that my leg was draped over his. I sat up in bed and looked down at Shawn, who looked so sleepy at the moment.
“What were you dreaming about?” I asked, giggling slightly. I waited for a reaction that was delayed because of Shawn being only halfway awake. Even with how dark the room was, I could still see Shawn’s eyes widen thanks to the bright moon shining in through the blinds.
“What?” He questioned, acting like he didn’t hear or understand me.
“You know what I said.” I smirked at him. The cool glow of the moon through the window still allowed me to see Shawn’s cheeks turn a deep, flushed shade of pink. I placed my hand on Shawn’s lower abdomen, which was thankfully bare.
“You.” He said bluntly, as if that weren’t obvious. Shawn looked genuinely embarrassed but hearing the way he whimpered my name made me ache for him. “How much did you hear?” When I told him I had been listening for a while, his flesh turned even redder. He covered his face with his hands and groaned.
“So what exactly was I doing in this dream you were enjoying so much?” I asked Shawn finally. He looked up at me, into my eyes.
“Riding me,” he gulped. I had never done that before, so it was understandable why he would dream that. I pictured the thought of riding Shawn, me being in complete control. I felt myself grow wetter, moisture pooling in my panties. I moved over Shawn, moving one leg over one side of his body and the other leg to the other side. I looked up into his eyes when my fingers reached the waistband of his boxers. He nodded his head swiftly and I pulled the fabric off of him.
Shawn now laid below me completely nude and already with a full hard on. His long fingers tugged at the lace of my underwear then tossed them to the side. I hovered over his length before rubbing my slick folds up and down him. I nearly moaned when I moved up just barely too far and the head of his cock almost slipped into me. At this point, Shawn and I were beyond ready. Shawn reached over to his nightstand for a condom. He quickly tore it open and rolled it on.
My small hand wrapped around the base of his length. I lined Shawn up with my entrance and sunk down onto him. He bottomed out on the very first thrust, causing us to whimper in unison.
“In my dream you didn’t have a shirt on.” Shawn breathed out but chuckled while telling me. I rolled my eyes at him then threw my shirt at him. He caught it and threw it to the floor. I placed my hands on his upper abdomen and gripped onto him. My hips moved up then back down slowly to take in all of his cock.
Shawn’s hands gripped onto my thighs while I bounced on him. I kept the pace slow, trying let this last as long as possible. Shawn became impatient with the speed and thrusted his hips up. I looked up at him and saw droplets of sweat dripping down his forehead and that his hair was getting damp already. He still bucked his hips up, meeting me halfway with my thrusts.
“So tight and wet, baby.” Shawn groaned. I moaned as well when Shawn hit just the right spot. I rode him at the same angle so his cock would keep hitting that same spot. I became a moaning mess with my legs shaking, barely able to keep riding Shawn. Every roll of my hips was quick and sloppy as I came closer to my orgasm. I leaned over Shawn’s body. I pressed my lips to his while still rolling my hips onto him, bouncing on his length.
“I’m, oh fuck, I’m so close.” I whimpered. Shawn’s large hands grasped my breasts since they were basically right in his face. His thumbs teased my nipples and the extra sensation and pleasure sent me right over the edge to my orgasm. Shawn felt my walls spasm around his dick, letting him know I had orgasmed, if the sobs and moans hadn’t already.
Shawn thrusted up into me as I was too exhausted to do much more. I was so sensitive and Shawn’s sloppy thrusts didn’t help the matter. After a few rushed thrusts, he also came. I felt a spurt of warmth fill the condom as Shawn’s thrusts ceased. He kissed my forehead after pulling out of me. Then he left to go clean up and I remained laying underneath the sheets and blanket.
I was aware of Shawn being back in the bed by the mattress sinking in next to me and then his warmth behind me. Neither one of us bothered putting on clothes before we went back to sleep. Shawn sweetly pecked my cheeks before cuddling up to me.
“That was the best sex we’ve ever had, or at least I thought so.” I told him.
“So much better than my dream.” Shawn murmured. I laughed at him before saying our goodnights, then falling asleep soon after.
Note: so I found half of this already written on my phone from like 2 months ago, so I decided to finish it. I know it’s not the jeep smut, but that should be out tomorrow. Also, I’m posting this from my phone, so sorry if the layout or anything is strange 😄
“God, how did you manage to do this every night?” Shawn huffs as he flops onto the sofa beside me. Groaning, he stretches out his long ass body so he’s all up in my personal space; his legs draped over mine as his arm snakes around my shoulder, allowing him to play with the wisps of hair that didn’t make it into my makeshift ponytail.
“They’re not normally this bad.” I said in defence of Andy and Alice, who admittedly did seem very hyper tonight. But who could blame them, this was the first time they’ve seen their Dad in three months. That’s a long time for a seven and three year old.
I was so, so close to finishing my book I had been reading for the past couple of weeks when there was a slight tug on my hair. I let out a accidentally loud huff which make Shawn chuckle. I knew Shawn wasn’t going to stop until I payed him the attention he wanted. And, although I complain about it, I really did miss his annoying presence these past few months he’d be gone.
Rolling my eyes, I marked my page before dropping it in my lap before turning to the man-child in question. Suddenly it became really hard to stay annoyed at him; he just looked so soft in his red check flannel, and already messy hair, and with his head resting in the crook of his arm, a small grin playing on his lips as he stared up at me with sleepy, dreamy eyes.
“What?” I asked, confused as to why he was staring at me like a lost puppy.
He didn’t say anything, instead just patted his knee in a silent command. Placing the book on the coffee table, I crawled onto Shawn lap. A rush of warmth ran through me as he grabbed my waist, instinctively pulling me as close as our slightly awkward poison would allow. It felt great to finally be with just my husband after so long apart. No tour team dragging him away, no children running around and taking up our time.
“I missed you.” Shawn all but whispered, his nose buried into my hair.
And I could tell those words had more than one meaning. His hands slowly trailed down my body before slipping under the hem of my shirt. I let lose a small gasp as the cold metal of his wedding ring came into contact with my already burning skin, a small reminder he was mine forever. And for some reason that made me smile even more.
Meanwhile, his lips began their torturous job, leaving a litter of hot little kisses all the way down to the soft spot behind my ear before stopping. I squirmed at his warm breath on my skin, and I knew tell he was wearing that stupid smirk he always wore while teasing me.
“I missed you too.” I managed under my breath, just as his hungry mouth captured mine, our coming together lazily. After skipping out on shaving for a few days, there was a layer of scruff rubbing against my soft cheek, almost like I was kissing a carpet, but he was the best damn carpet ever.
Teasingly, I ran my hands up his chest and leisurely began undoing his shirt, popping each button one at a time. Shawn groaned in frustration, mumbling about picking up the pace, but that just made made me move even slower.
Soon enough I reached the last button, sliding the shirt of only to be met with the bare skin of his toned chest. His smirk broke out kiss as he caught my hands feeling their way around his newly tightened muscles.
“You’ve been working out again?” I asked breathlessly and lifted my arms, making it easier for him to take off my thin jumper. He rolled his eyes at the black tank top I wore underneath.
“Mhm. Got to keep looking good for you.” Shawn replied with a wink. Not bothering with the tank top, he dove straight to my chest, planting more heated kisses along my already burning skin. A particularly loud gasp escaped me as he began sucking the sensation skin above my breast, the mixture of his rough stubble and soft lips sending pleasure shooting through my body.
My fingers laced in his hair as he began venturing lower, tugging the neckline of my shirt down to expose more skin.
“Daddy? Why are you hurting Mommy?” We both froze.
Over Shawn shoulder, I saw the shadow of a small figure. It stepped out of the dimly lit hallway into the living room, reviling a very sleepy Alice. Her eyes were half closed, her pink and purple poka dotted ‘blinkie’ in one hand with its tiny thumb shoved in her mouth while she dragged her stuffed baby elephant by its ear in the other.
“What are you doing up Baby?” My voice automatically became softer as I scrambled to untangle myself from Shawn. Readjusting my top, I quickly pulled my jumper back on before walking over to the little girl and scooping her up in my arms.
“We didn’t read together.” She tell me sadly, her bottom lip sticking out in a small pout as her head rested on my shoulder, messy brown curls similar to Shawn’s tickled my cheek.
“I thought Daddy read with you tonight?”
She nodded her head, “But I can’t sleep unless you read to me.”
Sighing, I knew there was no point in trying to argue with her, “Okay, but only a short one. It’s already really late and you need to sleep.”
Alice nodded again, this time a small smile playing on her lips. She mumbled a muffled goodnight to Shawn, who stood up to give her a kiss on on the forehead.
“And you should be off the bed too.”’ I teased him, although we both knew we would be sleeping anytime soon.
Shooting him a shocked look, he chuckled under his breath as his hand came down on my backside, giving it a light smack. He didn’t say anything, just winked and pressed a quick peck to my lips before disappearing into the kitchen.
That man had some nerves, I swear to God.
“Why does Daddy keep hurting you?” Alice asked once we entered her room.
“He isn’t hurting me Baby.” I tried to explain as I laid her down on the Star Wars covered bed. Waking over to the bookcase across the room, I picked up the shortest book I could find.
“But he was biting you and hitting you.”
“That’s just how Mommy’s and Daddy'a play sometimes.” Alice looked at me like a confused puppy, probably wondering why Mommy’s and Daddy’s were allowed to ‘play’ like that when I tell her and Andy for hitting each other, “But you shouldn’t play like that.”
“Oh, okay. Mommys and Daddys are weird.” Is all she said as she snuggles down into the warmth of her bed, leaving just enough space for me to join her.
“Yeah, well, you’re weird too.” Poking my tongue out, her high-pitched giggles filled the room as I flicked to the first page.
Based off prompts 2- Don’t forget me when you’re gone, and 30- Why can’t you love me like you love her?
Description: Y/n is Shawn’s best friend, and has been since the first grade, when they’re a year out of high school and Shawn now has a girlfriend, he has an important decision to make between them. He knows his girlfriend, Maya, is nothing but toxic for him, shes practically ruining his good boy physique. When y/n tries to tell him he needs to stop seeing her what will his decision be?
I kind of really want to do a part two to this. Let me know what you think and I will!
I hovered over Shawn’s lap and kissed him oh so slowly. My hands rested on his chest to support myself. His hands, however, could not stay in one place for long. They moved from my cheek, down my shoulder and arm then to my waist. They soon found my breasts and squeezed lightly. Shawn’s bottom lip rested between my lip while we kissed. He had just gotten home from tour, and as much as we wanted to jump right into sex, we took our time kissing one another.
His eager hands roamed underneath my shirt and pulled it over my head. His fingers reached into my bra and teased my nipples. I continued to only kiss him but began to grind on his crotch slowly. A hard bulge started to grow where I sat on Shawn’s lap. Our tongues glided over one another’s and Shawn whimpered into the kiss. I finally pulled away from Shawn’s lips for the first time since he removed my shirt, gasping for air.
“What’s wrong?” I breathed out. Shawn was struggling with his breath more than I was.
“Nothing, keep going.” He encouraged. I didn’t believe him, but kissed him again anyways. I lowered myself back onto his lap and he groaned as soon as my clothed core made contact with his length, which was also still clothed. I pulled away once again, giving him a look that told him to confess what was wrong. “Okay, fine. It’s just that I missed you and I really need you to, uhm, touch me.”
I rolled my eyes at how needy he was but continued kissing his sweet lips. Shawn’s hands quickly found my butt; he squeezed hard and I gasped. I barely let my lips linger over his while I looked into his gorgeous eyes. He looked so eager for my touch, like he was craving it. I loved to see him this way. I pecked his lips lightly before removing his shirt. Regardless of how long I had been with Shawn, I was always pleased when I saw him undressed. His body was, for lack of a better word, perfect. There was no other way to put it.
I kissed his neck teasingly, my tongue grazing his warm flesh occasionally. His breath hitched in his throat and I took it as a sign to continue. I nipped at his neck with my teeth before sucking hard enough to leave a mark. I grinded on his crotch only to hear more sounds leave his lips.
“Fuck, I need you.” Shawn groaned. I kissed down his toned chest and abdomen slowly. I kissed just below his belly button, right at the skin above his belt. I listened to his begs and whimpers only moments longer before deciding to give in to him. My fingers worked to take off his belt and Shawn’s previously tense body relaxed underneath me.
Shawn was still eager and as soon as I pulled his pants down his legs, he kicked them off. I looked up at Shawn, into his eyes. I rested my hands on his thighs, so close to his throbbing length. I rubbed him through the tight, thin fabric of his boxers. I looked up at Shawn to see him biting his plump bottom lip. I teased until I sensed Shawn actually couldn’t take it any longer. I wanted to hear him begging for my touch, but only to a certain extent.
I slowly pulled down his underwear then starting pumping up and down his cock with my hand. Shawn already breathed heavily and was very anxious. I took him into my mouth and sucked the head lightly. I licked the underside of his cock right below the head, the most sensitive area. I began to bob my head up and down now and Shawn seemed to enjoy it; his soft moans told me so.
I pushed my mouth down as far as I could go without gagging. Shawn struggled to keep his hips from bucking up so I rested my hands on them, trying to keep them down. I looked up Shawn’s body at his face to see his head thrown back in pleasure. I pushed my hair away from my face, attempting to get it out of my way. Shawn noticed my struggle. He sat up and his hand served as a makeshift hair tie for the moment, as his back rested against the headboard. My mouth moved up and down his length faster now that my hair was no longer an issue. Shawn now had some control over how fast I sucked him, holding my hair, and took full advantage of this.
“Y/N,” Shawn moaned. I smirked then quickly continued to suck him. I swirled my tongue around the tip and felt Shawn’s whole body tense at the sensation. I glanced up at Shawn to briefly look into his eyes. He stared down at me intently, watching my every motion. “I’m gonna cum.”
After Shawn’s announcement, I only picked up the the pace even more. I bobbed my head quickly up and down trying to bring him to orgasm. Even with this fast pace, Shawn still pushed my head faster with my ponytail. I felt veins twitching on his cock and prepared myself to swallow what was coming. I sucked him clean of his juices and felt his whole body relax immediately after.
I raised myself up to face Shawn again. He pulled me onto his lap and flipped me over. Shawn was now on top of me and worked to remove my pants.
“My turn.” Shawn said smirking as he began kissing down my halfway nude body.
Shawn Mendes Words; 1,200 Warnings; ‘Smut’ (Thigh Riding and a disappointing start to a handie) + some shitty dirty talk Request;
Could you write a smut or fluff (either or) of Shawn and the reader being alone on his tour bus after a big show and Shawn is tired and they’re cuddling in his bed? Could end in a smut or fluff way.. Ps.. I LOVE you’re writing!! :)
Note; this ended up being way longer than intended, but I think it came out alright, apart from the questionable dirty talk, I have no idea which part of my brain that came from 😄
“Shawn, you’re too big! You’re not going to fit!” I laughed
as he tried to squeeze into my bunk. There was barely room on the bloody things
to begin with, let alone for two people. The only time we somewhat managed to
successfully to fit both of us on a bed it nearly ended in a trip to A&E on
“I’ve had a long day and want to cuddle.” He huffed, pulling
himself up and into my bunk without doing too much damage. It was a very snug
fit, with my back pressed against the wall of the bus and our bodies flush
together. Even with us both fully dressed, I could feel everything.
“Hi,” I giggled when his nose bumped against mine, “This
would be a lot easier if we were on the couch.”
“I’m here now,” He shrugged while awkwardly shifting so one
arm was resting under my pillow, using his other to tuck my hair behind my ear.
His voice was low as he spoke, his warm breath beating down against my lips,
“You’re so pretty.”
I felt my face flare up to the colour of a tomato. My first
instinct was to hide, but that was pretty much impossible. So, I just laid
there, blushing like an idiot as his hand fell to my check, tracing along my
jaw, neck, shoulder, until he found the bare strip of skin of my waist.
Travelling along the edge of my shorts, the soft touches of his fingers sending
shivers running up and down my back.
A smug smirk played lazily on his lips. He somehow found
enough space to slip his leg between mine, our lips brushing as mine parted
with a small gasp.
“I thought you wanted to cuddle?” My words were cut off by a
pathetic excuse for a moan as he gripped my hips, pulling me ever so slightly
against him. Even the smallest of movements sent sparks shooting through my
“I never said it had to be innocent.” Before I could say anything
he distracted me, his lips barely brushing against mine, teasing me in a way
that made me want to kiss him and also push him off the bed.
Every time I went to deepen the kiss him, he would move away
or kiss my cheek or chin or anywhere that wasn’t my lips where I really craved his tough. His fingers dug deeper
into my skin as he guided my movements on his thigh. And while it felt good,
the awkward position wasn’t really helping.
With each movement, more and more heart flooded through my
body. By some miracle on this Earth, I managed to flip Shawn onto his back and
climb on top of him without either of us falling off the bunk or giving us a concussion.
Stunned, he hardly had time to respond before I hungrily found his mouth. He
didn’t seem to mind though, slipping his hand out from under the pillow to grip
my hips, having full control over my movements. With one hand resting on his
stomach for support, the other found his hair.
Breathy gasps and whimpers broke the kiss, my head falling
onto his shoulder, leaving pecks along his burning skin. Each time I moaned, I purposely
did it just loud enough so only he could hear. This seemed to spur him on
more, his hands moving to my butt, rocking me faster against him. The added
friction of my shorts and his sweatpants making it a thousand times better.
“Do you like this, Baby?” He whispered, kissing the sensitive
skin behind my ear. The words shocked me, but the husky sound of his voice and
almost desperate tone made me forget about the embarrassment, “Look at you,
fucking my thigh. Are you gonna cum?”
“Yes.” I manged to choke out through breathy pants. His leg
shifted, adding more pressure against my heat. That was enough to send me over,
squeezing my eyes shut, my legs shaking as they clamped around his. I bit down
on my lip, holding in some of the louder moans, only for a few smaller whimpers
to escape. All the while, Shawn carried on whispering dirty words and thoughts
to me until I finally fell limp against him.
He didn’t even try to hide how proud he was, his cheeky smile
clearly evident as he brought our lips together lazily. Pulling away, he
chuckled while pushing back the hair clinging to my sweaty forehead, which I
like to point out was mainly due to how hot the bus got in the middle of
“You’re the hottest tomato I’ve ever seen.” Rolling my eyes,
we both laughed as I smacked his chest weakly. I went to climb off him, but he
pulled me closer, my head resting on his chest as his fingers trailed under my
shirt, running up and down the length of my back. It would have been a sweet
moment, if I couldn’t feel the raging problem under his joggers pressing
against my stomach.
An evil thought popped into my mind.
My hand moved to his stomach, innocently toyed with the hem
of his shirt, giggling as he squirmed when I brushed against the sensitive skin
around his V-line. I planted a kiss against his jaw, playfully biting as I
hiked up his shirt just enough to reveal a small section of his tanned tummy.
His eyes remained closed, even when I followed the subtle patch of hair below his
“Shit.” His eyes shot open as my hand met his length through
the thin material of his boxers, his fingers automatically digging into the
skin of my back. I continued with the light touches, enjoying Shawn’s reaction
whenever I brushed close to the top. And he was doing well at holding in his
moans, until I broke past the barrier, slipping my hand into his boxers.
“Seriously, you guys couldn’t wait an hour until we got to
the hotel?” Geoff’s annoyed complaint caught me off guard, making me up, my
head smacking harshly off the bunk above. My hand flew to the sore spot, only
slightly grossed out when I realised where it had just been. No one was on the
bus when I originally came on after the concert. They must have come on during
our little fun time. Just the idea of someone perennially catching sent my heart off racing, a mixture of embarrassment, amusement and adrenaline fluttered around my stomach like butterflies.
“Shut up, dude! Just because you can’t get laid!” Shawn
called back teasingly. In the distance, I heard Geoff mumble a reply using a
few choice words before the bus door slammed shut. Without another word, I
hurried to straighten my clothes and hair to a somewhat presentable level before
opening the curtain. I laughed at Shawn childish whine, his hands reaching out
for me while I jumped off the bed.
“You can do it yourself, or you can wait until later,” I
flashed him a sweet smile, pressing a kiss on his cheek, quickly jumping back
and closing the curtain before he had a chance to do anything else. As I walked
the small corridor, I came face to face with Brain who was struggling to hide
“Have a nice ride?” He was in full blown hysterics when I
told him to shut up before locking myself away in the tiny tour bus bathroom to
Description: After his European tour Shawn traveled North America not failing to sell out every show. He was finally coming home, and his parents invited y/n to a welcoming home party. She doesn’t know if she should go or not, but when she makes her decision she wonders if it’ll be any good.
I’ve decided to make this a little series. I don’t know how long I want to make it. It could be only three parts or it could be ten. Hope you enjoyed. (: please send feedback!!
“It upsets me to think this is our last day together for months.” I confessed to Shawn, who was currently laying on the couch with his head in my lap, engrossed in a movie. My words made him turn his head to look at me. He looked up at me through beautiful brown eyes.
“Then just don’t think about it and you won’t be upset.” he said with a shrug. Oh what a wonderful solution you have there, Shawn. I wish it were that easy.
“It’s just not that easy. You’re going on a world tour, I’m going to college. You have other friends, Shawn, I don’t. All I have is you.”
“You have friends other than me. There’s no way I’m your only friend.” he teased.
“I have acquaintances, not friends.” I informed. “These acquaintances also won’t be going to the same school as me.”
“Nobody else could get into the school you’re going to because not everyone can be a fucking mega genius like you.” Shawn said, sounded irritated.
“Is that any way to talk to your best friend who made sure you passed physics and graduated?” I asked, wiggling my eyebrows at him. His facial expression softened at my tone and he no longer seemed angry. We sat in silence for another hour or so, long enough for the movie to be over. Shawn’s friend had suggested the movie and it sucked, if I’m being honest. We decided on watching The Notebook after that, one we both always loved.
We sat next to each other, my head on Shawn’s shoulder but in a platonic, nothing-more-than-friends way. It had gotten to the scene where Allie was kissing ice cream off of Noah’s lips and I felt Shawn laughing. I pulled away from his shoulder to look at him.
“What is it?” I queried, not being able to avoid the smile spreading across my lips from hearing his laugh.
“Wouldn’t it be amazing to be that in love with somebody?” he said. It made my heart sink because, until just now, I had managed to put away my thoughts about how in love I am with Shawn. I had hoped that just this one time we could be together without my thoughts interrupting what should only be friendship with Shawn. My throat felt dry and my eyes stung after he said the words. It was just a simple question, but to me it showed that he wasn’t in love with anyone, including me.
I managed to nod my head then scoot a few inches away from Shawn. I continued watching the movie, not being able to help but imagine Shawn and I being that in love with each other. Sadly, the love was only one sided. We definitely loved each other, but he only loved me as a best friend and I loved him with all I had in me. I realized in this moment I should have told him a long time ago. I should have confessed my feelings because now, we won’t see each other for months so it’s too late.
Shawn and I had planned to spend the whole day together but once the movie was over I felt too lost in my thoughts to stick around.
“I guess I should head home now.” I said softly, starting to stand up.
“What? Why?” Shawn asked, sounding concerned. I looked back at him and he looked hurt that I wanted to leave so early. “I thought you were staying all day?” I wanted to stay, I wanted it more than anything but I couldn’t focus on being his best friend when I was too busy thinking about being his girlfriend. My face felt hot and my eyes stung again, I could feel that they were tearing up. “Hey, what’s wrong?”
Shawn grabbed my hand and rubbed his thumb over mine. I desperately tried to keep the tears in but I couldn’t help one from falling. A single tear ran down my left cheek and I wiped it away quickly.
“Y/N, please tell me what’s wrong? Did I do something or say something? Come here.” Shawn begged. He lead me to the couch and I sat across from him with my legs crossed.
This was it, this is when I have to tell him. I thought to myself.
I was a horrible liar and Shawn knew better than anyone when I was lying. My voice went higher than usual and my cheeks always turned pink after I realized how ridiculous the lie was. If I lied, he would know. I should just save myself the trouble of making up a lie and tell him.
“I just really don’t want us to have to leave each other because-”
“Because why?” He interrupted.
“Because I hate not being able to see you.” I said, stalling as long as I could.
“Why are you so upset though? I have to leave all the time and you don’t cry, do you?”
“No, but it’s different this time. I’m leaving for college so when you come home, I won’t be here. When I come home, you won’t be here, Shawn. It’s so different this time.”
“It’s not that much diff-”
“Yes, it is, Shawn! You don’t understand!” I said, raising my voice at him without meaning to.
“Then make me understand, Y/N. What is different about leaving this time?”
“Because I’m fucking in love with you and I have to leave you! You’re the reason why I’m going to college in Toronto, so I can be close to you when you come home.” I gasped when I realized that I told him. I actually told Shawn how I felt instead of keeping it to myself like I had for the past half of a year.
“Do you honestly think that I’m not in love with? Why do you think I’ve stayed here and haven’t gotten an apartment in New York or Los Angeles or wherever I want?” He paused. I only stared, waiting for him to continue. He ran his fingers through his thick hair out of frustration. “It kills me every time I have to leave you. You don’t even understand. I should have told you sooner, but I love you. I love you so damn much that it hurts. I’ve seen you get your heart broken multiple times and I have done absolutely nothing about it. I should have told you a long time ago, I’m sorry that we had to tell each other like this.”
“Shawn, don’t apologize. I should have told you a long time ago as well.” I cooed. I rubbed his arm in an attempt to calm him. “What does this mean for us?”
“What do you want it to mean?” He asked, looking up at me with his rich, caramel colored eyes. My own eyes stared into his for a moment, as if I was searching for the answer in his eyes. I exhaled sharply but slowly before giving him an answer.
“I want to make this work if you want to. I want to be with you. That’s all I’ve ever wanted.” I spoke. His eyes lit up at my words.
He moved closer to me and I didn’t move, I let him inch closer. I watched his every move and then he took my hand in his. Shawn’s fingers laced with mine and I waited for him to do something more. I knew I wouldn’t be able to force myself to initiate a kiss, so I waited for Shawn.
I stared into Shawn’s eyes and his face came closer to mine. A few small tears still lingered on my cheeks and Shawn kissed them away. The feeling of his lips on my skin felt phenomenal, I couldn’t describe the feeling. I breathed hard and sporadically. Shawn’s lips hovered over mine, our lips barely grazing against each other. I surprised myself when I closed the gap. I pressed my lips against his soft, smooth lips. We both smiled, causing us to bump our teeth together. We both laughed because it wasn’t awkward, it felt right. We knew each other so well already that this just felt right. This was how it was supposed to be all along.
Our lips moved together while Shawn’s hands rested on my waist. His soft skin lingered on my lips and he began to pull away. I grabbed the material of his shirt, pulling him back into me.
“Please. Don’t stop.” I breathed out against his lips. My breath was hot and short, I needed his lips on mine so badly that I couldn’t breathe properly. He smiled then kissed me once more. His tongue now traced over my bottom lip and I whimpered lightly at the feeling. Just simple touches from him were driving me insane. I had been craving kisses like these for so long now that this moment felt like pure bliss. His tongue moved against mine slowly and gently, but the kiss grew heated. Shawn’s teeth sunk into my bottom lip and I gasped at the feeling.
His lips now pressed against my neck and it felt delightful. My eyelids closed slowly at the feeling. I didn’t want to focus on anything but Shawn’s lips on my skin right now, but Shawn made that an easy task. His soft lips fluttering on my skin lightly made me shiver. His long fingers traced circles on my hips under my shirt. I now laid underneath him, he hovered over me but pressed his lower half into me. I could feel a slight bulge growing in his jeans and couldn’t help the smirk that grew on my lips.
We kept kissing for a while longer, until both our lips were raw and we had both kissed what little bit of skin that was exposed with all our clothing still on. Shawn’s fingers fidgeted with the hem of my shirt, obviously wanting to take it off.
“Bedroom?” He asked quickly in between sweet pecks on each other’s lips. I nodded and he grabbed my hand, I then followed to his room. Once in his room with the door closed, his fingers moved under my shirt again. He looked into my eyes to make sure it was okay and I gave him a look of approval. He peeled my shirt off and tossed it to the floor. Shawn moved over me on his bed. He kissed my still bra-clad chest delicately. My whole body erupted with a feeling I had never felt with any other guy before Shawn. He slipped his fingers under my bra straps and slid them down my shoulders. His hands were soon at my back to unclasp my bra.
Suddenly, I felt insecure. I felt like I wouldn’t be enough for him. I inhaled deeply while he removed my bra, hoping he wouldn’t be disappointed. Before I could process what was happening, Shawn’s mouth was on my breasts. His lips first kissed lightly, then sucked on my sensitive skin. His tongue teased my nipples and I ran my fingers through his hair. I moaned and whimpered from his touch and he hummed, his throat vibrating against me in response.
“God, you’re so beautiful.” Shawn kissed my stomach right above the button of my pants. I grew nervous because up until this point, I knew what I was doing and I knew what to expect. I’d had sex a couple times before, sure, but Shawn was much more experienced than I was. Even through the nerves, though, my centre throbbed for Shawn.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” Shawn asked me. My nerves wanted me to say no, but I did want this. I had wanted it, needed it for so long. I told him yes and he continued. His kissed my hips while unbuttoning my pants. They slid down my legs and dropped to the floor with the rest of my clothing. I realized then that Shawn was still fully clothed. He hovered over me again to kiss me. His tongue played with mine and I pushed his shirt up while kissing him, hinting that I wanted it off. He pulled the fabric over his toned abdomen and chest and I nearly felt my heart stop in that moment.
I had seen Shawn shirtless many times but I never really could admire him like I wanted. This time, my eyes scanned over him slowly, taking in every detail of all the ridges and valleys of his body. Shawn asked again if I was sure that I wanted this, I told him again that I did. His long fingers rubbed my core through the damp cloth of my underwear. I squirmed under his touch, even though it was barely anything compared to what would come next. His hands hooked around my panties and removed them. I was now completely nude in front of Shawn for the very first time, something I thought would never happen.
He slipped his middle finger into me, causing me to gasp. His finger worked slowly inside me, trying not to build up the pressure too quickly. Shawn’s mouth made its way to my pussy, licking enthusiastically over my clit. I moaned for him over and over. I soon lost all control over holding off my orgasm. Shawn’s tongue flicked up and down my clit and his finger curled inside me. I arched my back and Shawn now had to hold my legs apart. I came so blissfully and Shawn drug out my orgasm until it was almost painful.
He moved from between my legs with a smile on his face. He wiped his mouth dry with his hand after licking my juices off his finger. A thought occurred to me, I wondered how many times he had done that to be so amazing at it. I also wondered how many times he had done what we were about to do. It was a stupid thing to think, but the experience I lacked in this area made me think this way.
I started to remove Shawn’s jeans. I unbuttoned them eagerly because I wanted to please him like he had just pleased me. Taking his jeans off revealed a prominent bulge in his underwear, which made me even wetter, if that was possible at this point. I inched the waistband of his boxers down until they were off him completely. I took his length in my hand, unsure of what to do but he seemed to enjoy it. I jerked my hand upwards on his cock and he moaned quietly. Shawn’s much larger hand pushed mine away, I thought that maybe it was because he didn’t like it as much as I had presumed.
“You’re going to have to stop. I want to last for you, Y/N.” he spoke. I felt my cheeks heat up at the thought of making him feel so good that he may cum. He searched in his nightstand drawer for a condom. He rolled it onto his hard length after tearing open the wrapper.
“Y/N, I’m only going to ask you one more time and please be honest, are you sure, absolutely sure you want to do this with me?” He said sweetly, lovingly. I started to second guess this whole thing. It was too soon, we just confessed our feelings for each other barely an hour ago. However, if we didn’t do this now, it would be months before we ever got to. I didn’t think I could wait that long.
“I’m completely sure, Shawn. I want this, I need this with you. I wouldn’t want to do this with anyone else.” I assured him. He lined himself up at my entrance and kissed my forehead before pushing into me. I winced at the slight discomfort but was no longer hurting after four very slow and steady thrusts.
“Are you okay?” Shawn said, sounding concerned. I nodded and he kept thrusting at a slow pace. I could tell his thrusts were shallow and I was no longer hurting, therefore I wrapped my legs around him. This pushed his length deeper inside me than it had previously been.
“Oh, Shawn.” I gasped. I looked up at Shawn to see him biting his lip while watching himself thrust in and out of me. He looked as if he was struggling with keeping it at such a slow pace from the way his chest was rising so rapidly. He slid into me with ease now and finally, finally bottomed out. We both moaned at the feeling.
“Faster,” I begged, once the feeling of pain and discomfort was completely gone. Shawn looked into my eyes first, just to be sure, then sped up the pace of his thrusts. I could tell this speed pleasured him much more than the previous one and it was a pleasurable feeling for me as well. Shawn’s moans were more frequent and drawn out now. I moaned just as often, maybe even more than Shawn did. He knew how to make this feel so wonderful and different than it had ever felt for me before.
One hand was in Shawn’s hair and the other gripped onto his bicep, my nails digging into his skin. With each thrust I came closer to my climax and Shawn made it hard to not come undone so soon. I tensed around him after a deep thrust. I became short of breath and Shawn could sense I was close. He thrusted faster and I could barely take it. I clenched around his dick, because I wanted to feel every inch of him and also because I couldn’t control it.
Shawn’s hands were placed on my waist in an attempt to get a better grip while he thrusted. Just one more hard, deep thrust pushed me over into euphoric bliss all because of Shawn. I couldn’t believe he could make me feel this way, make me feel like no one else ever had. I grew more sensitive with every second that passed while Shawn brought himself to his orgasm. He pushed in and out of me sloppily and by the time I felt warm liquid fill the condom, I was more sensitive than ever before. Shawn hissed profanities through his teeth.
Shawn threw the condom away then left to clean up. He returned some minutes later and gave me a shirt of his to throw on. I slipped into it and took in his scent. Shawn lay beside me and we just looked at each other with our arms wrapped around one another. We took in the beautiful sight of each other with that post-orgasm glow we now both had. Inevitably, I thought of how we were both leaving tomorrow. It made my heart break into tiny pieces.
“I wish you didn’t have to leave me tomorrow.” I whispered.
“I wish I didn’t either. But when we both come home, I’m yours and you’re mine, yeah?” He spoke. A smile spread across my lips and I nodded to agree. I pecked his lips softly. The feeling of being his was overwhelming.
Shawn Mendes Words; too many Warning; Smut Note; I changed it a lot, so decided to re-post its own thing [here’s the original if ya want a gander]. Idk when the next part will be up as I’m still busy with school and writing personal statements and university applications and stuffs
guess you’re staying the night?” Shawn asked as he walked into the room,
chuckling when he noticed me bundled up in his bed. Smiling, I nodded and
snuggled deeper into the warm sheets, leaving just my head poking out as I
scrolled through my phone.
thumping sounds of his parent’s ‘small’ party were muffled by the door closing.
Shawn made his way towards the bed, a cheeky little smirk on his lips when he
caught my gaze following him. He slowly, teasingly unbuckled his belt and slid
his jeans off, not breaking eye contact once just to make my face heat up.
quickly turned my attention back to my Tumblr feed. The bed shifted as Shawn
climbed in next to me, pulling me closer so my back was flush against his
clothed chest. We shifted around a bit to find a comfortable position,
eventually settling with one of his arms wrapped around my waist, while the
other became my new pillow.
once in a while, I would show Shawn a funny post and we’d make a few comments
about it, but after that we didn’t talk much, which I was one hundred percent
okay with. Spending the past three hours socialising with his family and their
close friends had drained me.
on the other hand, thrived off being around people. So, going a room with
thirty people to one, naturally he started to get restless; his non-pillow hand
constantly moved to my wait, to playing with my hair, back to my wait, before
finally landing on my stomach.
jumped at the warm hand creeping under the fabric of my the check shirt I ‘borrowed’ from him, under my tank top so his fingers lazily
drawing shapes on my bare skin. I felt him nuzzle his nose against my exposed
shoulder, small chuckles sending vibrations though my body. Eyes falling
closed, I let out a content sigh while he began trailing hot little kisses
along my shoulder to my neck.
I gasped, my eyes flying open as his fingers trailed lower, working on the
brass button on my jeans. Locking my phone, I placed it on the bedside table
before flipping to lay on my back, looking up at my smiling boyfriend.
He asked, but I heard the amusement in his voice, “I just want to make you
sure, because you’re so innocent,” My giggles were swallowed by a kiss which
started out innocently, out lips brushing gently. But then his hand snuck back
under my shirt, and mine got caught in his hair.
deep groan rumbled through Shawn’s chest. I smiled at the sound, knowing I had
this effect on him gave me a boost of confidence. But then his fingers were
back to my jeans, popping open the button. And while a rush a panic fluttered
through me at first, yet I didn’t stop him.
slowly tugged down the fabric, accidentally brushing against a sensitive area,
sending a pleasant feeling shooting up through my body, causing a gasp to fall
from my lips. Shawn broke the kiss long enough to mumble a distracted ‘sorry’ and moved his hand away. Already
missing the feeling, I grabbed his hand and moved it back.
HII! Can you mayne write something where shawn is in relationship with reader but he’s spending a lot of time with Camilla recently in studio, bc they are writing a song, and then Shawn forget about their anniversary or reader’s birthday? // sorry for my english, its not my first language //
Thank You all for your requests!
I was never
a really jealous person so I didn’t mind Shawn hanging out with Camila, I knew
she was a nice girl and I knew that Shawn loved me. But seeing him this morning
rushing through the doors to not be late for breakfast with Camila made me slightly
mad. I hope he didn’t forget that today is our anniversary. After all he made
the reservation at our favorite restaurant.
the restaurant I looked at the time for the 10th time under
10minutes. He was half an hour late. He was never late, always early. I looked
at the male waiter asking for the check on two champagne glasses. “I guess he
didn’t come?” he asked. I nodded. “I’m really sorry. But he’s an asshole if he
left you alone, especially looking this nice” I smiled looking at him. He
quickly turned his head to look at the time. “Do you mind waiting for me? My
shift ends in 15minutes” looking at him I thought what Shawn would say, but
honestly, I don’t care about him right now. “Okay”
looked stupid sitting at the mcdonald’s with our fancy clothes but it was fine.
“No!” I gasped at him. “You did not say that to her!” “I actually did. That was
the last time I heard of her” Cole answered laughing, “Well of course you
idiot, you can’t say to a girl I’m in
a bit of a hurry, so can you make it quick. You are unbelievible“ I said
throwing my french fries at him. With this move we started mini food war
between us. I looked up when I heard a very familliar voice saying my name. „What
are you doing here?“ Shawn murmed looking at me. „Enjoying my evening“ I said
through my teeth. Blood rushing when I saw Camila behind him. „Yeah, I can see.
Why with him?“ Shawn looked at him with disgust „Well Shawn, you shouldn‘t be mad
at Cole. Thanks to him he made my evening from shit to an actual really fun
evening“ I smiled at Cole. „Let‘s go“ I said standing up with Cole. Quickly
Shawn hands wrapped around my wrist. „Let go of me“ I grunted looking at him. „You‘re
sleeping in a living room tonight“ I angrily said and taking Cole‘s hand walked
out of the mcdonald‘s. „Well you were a badass, Y/N“ smirking Nate looked at me „Oh
shut it Cole“
Walking through the door
I saw Shawn sitting in our living room with head in his hands. Hearing the
outside door shut Shawn jumped on his feet „Y/N. Thank God you‘re safe“ he
started coming closer. „Don‘t bother Shawn“ „Look, I‘m sorry. I didn‘t mean to forget
our anniversary“ „Sorry won‘t do shit“ I replied looking at him with disappoint
in my eyes. He hurt me bad this time.
I groaned looking at the
clock which showed 3am. Turning to my other side I looked at the window. It was
empty and uncomfortable sleeping without Shawn on my side. Him wrapping his
hands around my body, murming sweet things. I could hear Shawn groaning while
moving again and again. I promised myself that I would be hard on him but I just
couldn‘t take it anymore. Silently I tiptoed down the stairs. „Shawn“ I
whispered staring at him. From my voice he quickly turned to my side. „Y/N..“ „I
can‘t sleep“ I murmed but seeing him opening his arms small smile appeared on
my face. He pulled my body closer to his leaving kisses on my neck. „I‘m“ peck „So“
another peck „Sorry“ he left kiss on my lips this time. I let out breath I was
holding in. „I know you are“ I whispered putting my head on his chest. After moving around for
the 10th time Shawn groaned „That‘s it. We‘re going to our bed“ he said and
quickly put me in his hands. I slighly laughed. „I swear to god if you‘re going
to hit my head somewhere“ I threatened him laughing. „I won‘t“ he smirked
kissing me. I love this dork.
so i keep seeing this everywhere and it’s hurting my heart. i will say tho in all honesty, i feel like any normal person would take a photo with a celebrity even if they didn’t like them, because they’re a celebrity. i mean right? i don’t know i could be wrong but that’s just me. BUT still the fact that this chick would say that, is rude. and it hurts my heart so much to know that there are so many people out there who only like shawn for his looks. and it’s very unfair that those people get to meet him and the real fans seem to have more trouble meeting him. idk man i’m just kinda sad