A/N: Finally finally finally I am finished! I’m sorry for the delay. Between work and school hitting me like a truck, it’s been hard finding time to write. Thank you to everyone who has been supportive during this! Especially @thesmutofthemendes who has been there every time I’ve been ready to trash this piece lol. I am nervous about this one, but I hope you all like it! Apologies for any errors I edited this quickly. Feedback is definitely appreciated :)
sound of her moans is what he recalls the most. Glorious mewls that send
him over the edge. He swears he can still hear the desperate cries she let
escape her mouth as she rode him that night. That crazy night. Begging him for
more, that’s what really fucked him over. The memory of watching her body
tremble as she reaches her orgasm, clenching around him. But the smell, the
smell of her drenched cunt is what he likes to remember most. The sweetest
thing he’s ever smelt—ever tasted.
club they stand in smells of weed and alcohol as it’s packed to the brim with millennials
stumbling drunkenly around the room, but he doesn’t seem to take much notice.
Only focusing on what’s in front of him, Shawn’s calloused fingers are on her
waist as they stand near the illuminated exit sign, and all he can think about is her.
He’s been fighting the past few days, trying to move on from what happened
between them. It was supposed to only be a one-night deal, but letting go has
been difficult for him. He needs her again, he’s become addicted almost. Mesmerized
by the thought of her. Ever sense he watched her petite figure stumble down the
hallway to his bedroom. Ever sense he slid the straps of her black dress off
her shoulders and watched as it dropped to the floor. The next morning,
watching her leave was the hardest. Acting as if the whole night was no big
deal—a messy mistake even as she grabbed her shoes and left with a rushed
“goodbye” leaving her red lips. As if hours before she wasn’t perched on his
bed, her gorgeous legs spread just for him with her ass jutted out against him meeting
his hips as he took her so beautifully from behind. Growling as she sent him
into the most intense state of euphoria that he’s ever experienced.
her. He craves her in every way imaginable. He craves her taste lingering in
his mouth. He craves her warm breath on his neck as moans tumble from her lips.
He craves watching her slowly take off each layer of her clothing right there
in front of him. He craves her wanting eyes. He craves her nails sinking into
his back. He craves to hear her scream his name as satisfaction runs through
his veins. He craves her.
focusing on letting his hands run down her body, and she can feel herself through
her panties as she squeezes her thighs together—she’s drenched.
knows it’s wrong to want this, to want him. Their last encounter was a mistake.
He caught her when she was at her weakest—alone and vulnerable. She was at the
bar that night after breaking up with her cheating boyfriend of three years who
left her for one of her friend. Normally, she wouldn’t have gone for someone
with such an age difference, but Shawn was different and just happened to be at the right place at the
right time. He was just a fling, a
rebound, she kept telling herself. But the feeling of his hard cock pressed
against the globe of her ass makes it hard for her to reason with herself.
admiring the way she looks, a short, satin dress looking almost as if it’s some
article of lingerie with a black sweater pulled over it. All nicely tied
together with a pair of black pumps. She
looks so fucking sexy. Taking her in. He wants her, just to feel her around
him one last time before he calls it quits. He places a searing kiss on her
cheek making her skin ignite. “Come with me,” he whispers against her skin. His
eyes playing with her, hoping that she’ll give in. She shakes her head rejecting
the idea as she turns to face him, fixing his collar, “you know that’s not
smart, love. That night should have never happened.” She’s trying to be strong
for herself. She drags her finger across his bottom lip. As if almost instinct,
he opens his mouth and sucks harshly on her thumb. She raises her eyebrow as
she pulls her finger away hearing his mouth elicit a ‘pop’ from the absence of
her finger. Just a fling, dammit just a FLING she repeats in her
head. Why does he have to be so cute? He’s very good looking and mature for his
way he sucks her finger makes her remember all the ways that he was so good to
her body. “Somebody has forgotten self control,” she purrs. He blushes. The sexual tension radiating between them.
voice rasps with determination, “please, just one more night love. Let me show
you, let me change your mind.” His touch sets fire to her skin as he lifts her
chin up to make better eye contact. She shakes her head at him again as she
tries to convince him once again that they can never work. He is so busy and
always on the move due to tour. Surrounded by all these gorgeous, talented women who he can have
whenever he pleases while she is average and tied here, devoted to her fashion
merchandising job that she just got promoted in. Plus, she could never be with
someone his age. It just wouldn’t work out. Why does he even want her? She’s
genuinely curious. Anyway, the point is that it’s easier for them to be apart no
matter how hard that may be for both of them to grasp.
are pleading at this point, “please, just stay the night. It’s all I ask. I just—fuck
I just haven’t been able to forget you, doll. Your body has been on my mind
since the moment you left through the door. Give me one more, just one more. If
you still decide that this isn’t what you want, you can leave. Deal?”
contemplates for a moment. She is
alone, but this won’t end well. What if one of them gets too attached? Red
flag. She knows leaving is her best option. But she rules against it
for some reason. Every bone in her body is telling her no. Telling her that she
is stupid for being here tonight. For coming to meet him. She feels like an
idiot for what she decides to do next. She should have just stayed at home and
watched old reruns of Friends but nope, here she fucking is about to give into
him. Damn him.
His gaze catches hers, his eyes hopeful. She closes her
eyes and lets out a strangled breath. Fine.
“Lead the way,” she caves and grabs his hand. She swallows hard and follows
behind him. Kicking herself for agreeing to leave with him.
holds her hand tight as he pulls her behind him up the stairs to his condo. He
can’t help but be in a hurry. The thought of touching her, tasting her—again makes his patience quickly ware
thin. They finally make it to his place as he’s fiddling with the keys to quickly
get the door open. Once they’re inside, she walks through the front hallway
into the kitchen as she recalls the last time she was here. Remembering him
kneeling down in front of her as he slid her panties down her legs, his hands
shaky. She smiles to herself remembering how eager yet nervous he was. Being
with an older woman such as herself made him anxious almost, but she found it
endearing. Her thoughts are soon interrupted as she feels him come up from behind,
his hot breath on her neck. He moves the hair to one side of her neck as she
leans back into him, her ass pressing against his crotch causing him to groan
into her skin. “I’ve missed the taste of you, baby,” kissing down her neck, “you’re
so fucking sweet.” His words make her weak in the knees. She must have taught
him a thing or two because he wasn’t nearly this vocal before. He pulls her
tighter against him, placing his hands on her hips.
wet are you, darling?” he playfully ghosts his nose down the shell of her ear. His
hands rest on her hips as his fingers slide up the curvature of her side. He
feels her back arching as she’s desperately trying to relieve the ache in
between her thighs. Fuck—her body will be the thing to kill him. Her sinful body
that he worships mercilessly. He can’t keep his hands off her. The memories
flood his head as he’s mouthing kisses on her jaw. He hasn’t been able to stop
thinking about her writhing on his cock. Remembering every detail as she came
undone above him. Her brows wrinkling, her eyes fluttering, her body shaking. A
strangled moan leaves her lips as she snaps her eyes shut. The sweetest
sound he’s ever heard. He kisses the back of her neck as he slips his leg
between her thighs, slipping her cardigan off her shoulders and onto the dark,
wooden floor. “Can you still feel me inside you?” She turns her head trying to
catch his gaze as she manages to nod. Slowly, he brings his hand between her legs to sneak up the
apex of her thigh, kneading the soft between them, just below where she needs
him the most. She throws her head back as she keens. “Please, Shawn.” He’s
smirking now because he knows he’s got her. She actually thought she could
forget him that easily?
hesitating, he guides her towards the kitchen table. Once he has her in front
of it, he grabs her waist, and bends her over it in a swift movement. She makes
contact with the cool surface, face pressing against the glass as he stands behind
her staring in awe at her body, keeping one hand on the small of her back,
making sure she was staying down. After a second or two, her eyes widen at the
feeling his fingers on the back of her thighs, and soon her dress is heaved up
over her ass. She felt goosebumps gather on her arms, but she has no time to
think about that seeing his hand come down on the globe of her ass moments
she groans, his actions so unexpected causing her to let out a choked moan. He
kneads the area he hit with his long fingers, and she heard her own breathing
becoming louder and more uneven than before.
was that, baby?” he coos, obviously taking the opportunity to watch her enjoy
herself. She rolls her eyes, and moments later she feels his hands in her hair,
grabbing it and wrapping it around his fingers for a grip to pull slightly. She
feels his clothed cock aching against her ass, and instantly her core is pulsating. He
wants nothing more than to be inside of her, he needs to be inside of her. “Christ, you like that, don’t you doll?”
He teases, and surprises her by sliding her panties down her toned legs. Her
lips part as she gasps, looking back at him. But he just smirks at her. Pleased
with himself. He couldn’t stop watching her, his cock twitching as he sees her slowly lose her control. “You look so good with your bare ass against me”
he breathes dragging his hands down her delicate body, and after what feels like
a lifetime later, he presses one finger against her slit, sliding it all the
way from her entrance to her clit. Her body quakes by his warm touch, and she
feels his cock pressing harder into her ass as he continues spreading the
wetness around her soaked cunt.
god,” she groans almost inaudible, closing her eyes as he circles his finger around
her clit, applying just enough pressure to make her whimper. Then his
touch disappears, and she lets out a strangled sound causing him to allow a
laugh to tumble from his lips. “What’s wrong, doll? Miss the feelings of my
fingers fucking your pussy? Christ, I have been waiting to see you underneath
me like this again.”
his hand down her back, carefully digging his nails into her skin until he
reaches her ass. His hand comes right back down her ass, a slap probably
creating a soft, red handprint. She releases a high pitched moan, soft pain
turning into pleasure in her body as he admires her below him.
“Are you going
to be a good girl for me? Fuck—gonna let me show you why you need me?” He
growls into her ear, giving her ass one more slap before kneading it softly. She
snaps her eyes open while licking her lips. “Mhm,” she nods, trying to pushing
her ass up further against him. He slaps it. “Use that witty mouth of yours,”
he hisses, placing a burning kiss on her cheek.
baby yeah, please,” she coaxes, fluttering her eyelashes. He tilts his head
back, admiring her state through hooded eyes. He wish he could capture this moment in a photo and save it forever. Her eyes wanting, chest heaving. It was almost shameful.
He then presses two
fingers against her clit, and begins rubbing in circles. The feeling of him working wonders with his fingers makes her cry out in pleasure, being unprepared for his
overwhelming response. She keens as he curls his finger inside her, careful grazing her g-spot just perfectly to draw out her sweet sounds. She’s burning with desire as she reaches back to grab his arm for support. A murmured
breath of his name leaves her soft lips as she comes for him. She’s dripping down his fingers as his pace slows down. He brings his fingers to his mouth and licks them clean. God, she’s done for as she watches him taste her. He can’t resist, she’s becoming one of his favorite flavors.
Her rapid breathing slowly calms as he leaves open
mouth kisses the small of her back leaving soft bites. Captivated by her soft
runs his hands up her stomach and cups her breast as he inches his
mouth closer to her skin, sucking on her earlobe. Her legs go numb at his
movements. She’s dripping and all she needs is for him to be inside her, filling her. She turns her head to make
eye contact with him, and he knows she’s fucked. He can see it in her face, and
he can smell it. “What is it darling?
Not sure what to do? We could always stop? But that’s not what you want is it,
doll? No. You miss me. The feeling of me inside you.”
whimpers a soft moan of his name which he loves to hear. As he places one last
kiss on her neck, he taps the side of her thigh signaling her to turn around, and
she complies. He grabs her legs and tangles them around him. He grabs the hem
of her dress, but she stops him causing him to furrow his eyebrows. She wants
to do it for him, watch his reaction as she becomes naked right here before him.
She slowly pulls the piece of fabric off her body and looks up at him as his
eyes rake down her. He sucks in a breath. Her body mesmerized him. He pulls his
shirt over his head and grabs onto the back of her thighs as he lifts her up to
carry her down the hall to his room.
“Gonna make you remember, baby. Remember how I make you come so fuckin’ good for
me,” he breathes into her hair as she kisses his collarbone, sucking dark
bruises into his skin as he makes his way to the bedroom.