You’re the One Who Left(S.M)
Requested: Yes. Anon requested number 3 and 13.
Description: Shawn comes back to Toronto and searches y/n down to tell her how he really feels.
It’s kinda short sorry!
I groaned as I entered my apartment. It was such a long day at work, I’ve never seen so many people in one accounting office. I kicked my heels off and plopped on my couch my eyes closing on impulse.
My eyes were maybe closed for five minutes before I heard a knock on my door I debated on actually getting up and answering it, but I did anyway. I pulled myself to my feet padding my way to the door and opening it to a familiar face that made my heart sink to my stomach. “Wh-What are you doing here.”
“Y/n, I really want to talk to you.” He pleaded. My brain said no, but my heart said yes. I stepped aside opening my door a little wider and motioned for him to come inside. I walked to the couch and waiting for him to sit down as well. We stared into each others eyes and I waited for him to talk. “I know you’re thinking that it’s really fucking weird to see me right now, and you don’t know how I got your new address, but I needed to see that gorgeous face.” He broke a little bit of tension.
“Shawn you’re the one who left. So, you’re right I don’t know what the fuck you’re doing here.” I spat.
“I know I left out of no where, and I know you’re still mad I went with Camila to that club when you asked me not to, but please forgive me. I don’t know what I was doing, my head wasn’t in the right place.” Shawn said and placed his hand on my shoulder.
“Do not even think about touching me. You didn’t answer my texts, my calls, Geoff even fucking ignored me! You think I’m going to forgive you that easy ? For walking out on me and me being clueless and scared shitless for you? The only way I found comfort in knowing you were gone was when I saw pictures of you in California on the beach.” I seethed. At this point i was standing up and yelling. Shawn looked like a helpless puppy sitting on my couch in front of me, teary eyed. God how much I wanted to jump on him and kiss him right now was more than I’d ever expect, but I couldn’t.
“Please,” He looked up at me begging, “Give me one more shot, I’ll do it right this time.” I looked at the floor and thought about it for a second. I missed him, I loved him, I wanted him.
“Shawn, I will love you until the ends of the Earth meet,” I breathed my voice cracking when tears started flowing, “But this, this thing between us is vicious. How can I be so sure that you won’t leave me again and leave me hopeless and depressed? I know you’d try Shawn, I really do, but I can’t ruin myself because of you. Its not healthy.” The both of us were crying. I walked to the door of my quaint apartment, where pictures of Shawn and I still lay under my pillow, and opened it. “Please leave Shawn, don’t even bother coming back.” I tried getting out but most of it was muffled by my sobs. Shawn got up from where he was frozen on the black sectional and walked to the door.
“I love you , y/n, I will never forget about you.” I stepped out and looked back at me. His cheeks were red and his eyes glistening with tears. I gave him a small smile and shut the door. I turned my back and slid down the wall burying my face in my hands. I knew Shawn hadn’t left yet due to the lack of footsteps down the hallway. I muffled my sobs and realized that Shawn was my whole life, he was my everything. If he came begging why didn’t I give myself that second chance to be with him? I heard the footsteps padding down the hallway when I quickly got up to open the door again.
“Shawn!” I saw him turn around, hope in his eyes. I bounded down the hallway past numerous other apartments and jumped into his arms. He held me tightly.
“Please don’t leave me.” He said softly.
“As long as you won’t.” I whispered back.
I guess it’s the adrenaline that kept me from letting him leave, the want and desire for the boy that cause me so many good memories, and so little bad ones. He was the reason I kept on going and waking up in the morning. I was waiting for him to come back, and he did.
Ok, I kind of like this one, feedback will be much appreciated! Send in more requests please! I want to get back into writing a lot.