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DONT YOU LOVE IT WHEN

WHEN YOU HEAR THERE IS A GIRL TALKING SHIT ABOUT YOU AND YOU BARELY EVEN KNOW HER: 

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SO YOU DECIDE TO BRUSH IT OFF BECAUSE YOU DON’T FEEL LIKE SHANKING A BITCH:

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BUT THEN YOU TALK TO YOUR FRIENDS AND THEY CONVINCE YOU THAT THIS BITCH SHOULD NOT ESCAPE WITHOUT A WARNING:

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SO YOU FIND THIS BITCH AND WALK UP TO HER LIKE:

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AND YOU TELL A BITCH WHAT THE FUCK IS GOOD:

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YOU SAY YOUR GOODBYE: 

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AND YOU DO IT ALL LIKE A BOSS: 

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Naomi: You really care about me, don’t you? 
Max: Of course. 
Naomi: I mean, you care a lot. Enough to give up having sex. With me. 
Max: I am not in this relationship for sex, Naomi. I mean, if I wanted to have sex, there are plenty of band girls who want me. I mean, the flautists are practically nymphos. But I’m with you because I like you. I really like you. 
Naomi: I really like you, too. 
Max: And you’re smart. I mean, the way you learned all that math so fast. That was damn sexy. 
Naomi: Oh! 
Max: What? 
Naomi: We have to hurry. It’s almost time for the fiesta. 
Max: Oh, I’ll show you a fiesta.

*time to take the advice that i give to others*

i’m supposed to by writing an essay.

but it can wait

i can spit shit out of my ass for a third year public policy paper in two days but it takes a while to get some legit blogging out of me these days so i’m gonna take this moment and roll with it

a lot has been bothering me.

and i don’t particularly think it makes sense to write it all down do i won’t.

but i will comment on it.

it has become clear to me that i have learnt nothing about haters and life.

they will continue to exist and short of killing them or moving away…they won’t leave me alone

so i have to be a big girl, get the right mindset and deal with it.

it’s a little hard when thier shit catches me by surprise

but it probably always will.

so i think in this case i need to just be ignorant of it.

pretend they don’t exist

fully well knowing that i could bump into them at any point anywhere and thats the thing.

i have a hard time doing both of those things.

pretend they don’t exist while fully well knowing that they and thier shit can pop up anywhere.

thats something i need to work on.

i need to trust in my charachter.

because that is one thing i do not do nearly enough of.

people will always try to make me out to be something and somone that i am not

and people will always try to mind-fuck me into getting down on myself.

when i have absolutely no reason to be.

it’s all about taking the advice that i give.

because it makes sense to say right and in every possible theoretical sense it makes sense to practice, but i have a problem with practicing what i preach

and i need to change that.

i have had enough people screw me over

lie to me

make me feel like shit

and decieve me

for me to understand that it should only take ONE time for me to see my mistake and find a way to never let it happen again. 

what i’m saying most likely makes no sense to those reading.

but i suppose it doesn’t really matter anyway.

i’ll type this…maybe reflect on it then get on with my essay.

sleep.

then tomorrow will be a new day. 

i suppose the people that hate don’t really know me

and for that reason i should let it go

because if someone is foolish enough to believe what is said about me 

then they don’t matter anyway

it’s a big world out there

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