digging my grave bye

sebastian stan is oUT THERE and he is comMENTING ON FANS instagrams and he is goING OUT INTO THE STREETS at MIDnight just to meet fans in hIS PAJAMAS and he is huGGING EVERYONE and he breaks the rULES at comic con just to give fREE autographs and he says “um, ya know, like, um” and he has reSTING TRAGIC FACE I mean it’s been real guys but peace out this is where I leave you to go dig my grave and summon the flames

OKAY BUT CAN YOU IMAGINE BESTFRIEND! MIKEY LIKING YOU FOR A LONG TIME BUT DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU. SO ONE DAY AT A CHRISTMAS PARTY HE’S JUST TALKING TO YOU AND ONE OF THE BOYS JUST HANGS A MISTLETOE BETWEEN YOU BOTH AND IS JUST LIKE. “It’s the Christmas rule!” AND MIKEY IS JUST SO FLUSTERED AND IS ALL BLUSHING AND SMILING AND IM DIGGING MY GRAVE BYE WORLD :’(

M.O.W, I am always holding this damn pen instead of you and kissing girls that aren’t you hoping to numb the pain but after I open my eyes and stare into theirs and remember that they aren’t you I go back to digging my own grave you left without even saying bye or telling me why you didn’t want me anymore you can’t just leave me without an explanation you set a fire in my forest and it won’t stop spreading I don’t even know what I do when I’m not with you I have never met somebody so excruciatingly mesmeric