didnt talk

this episode had the most inconsistent writing ive seen for kara this season. in any other case, kara would’ve given myxyzltklk that speech about not forcing love, about not trying to change people, and she would’ve realized exactly what was happening with mon-el. but the writers are so desperate to force this relationship that they just ignored the irony of the whole thing completely. lame. do not want

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Game Grumps Live was amazing!! I got to say hi to Vernon, and i made Danny and Arin laugh ♡

every day im on the verge of quitting school, i felt great this morning because of xanax, didnt really care about much, even though i saw my former friend, even though i didnt really talk to anyone. now at home after sleeping for a bit, im back to the state of anxiety which is preventing me from being functional. suddenly im analyzing this entire morning, and finding things i might have done wrong, and recognising problems which may arise in the future. i hate living like this. i feel okay without benzos when im not supposed to do anything, socialize or do school, but i cant live like that :( 

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Alex, Maggie, and the Gay Jokes™

loosely inspired by this amazing post

  • person: *talks about something they're passionate about even if I don't know much about it or can relate too much*
  • person: aAAH I'M SORRY I SHOULD STOP TALKING SORRY FOR BOTHERING-
  • me: Listen. Listen. I love listening to what you're passionate about. It's fun listening. You don't have to apologize. It's good talking about things you like. Enjoy yourself.

don’t get me wrong, high school is stressful af but it’s also such a weird time?? last friday i was in ap world history which is supposed to be filled “”smart”” kids when this one student pulls out a water bottle that has 4 fish in it and passed it around the class so everyone could see it and i genuinely feel like that sums up my entire high school experience so far 

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