did you really do everything kind

SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).


❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞
❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞
❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞
❝ & we never talked after that. ❞
❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞
❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞
❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞
❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞
❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞
❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞
❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞
❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞
❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞
❝ when can you just be mine? ❞
❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞
❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞
❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞
❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞
❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞
❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞
❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞
❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞
❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞
❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞
❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞
❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞
❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞
❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞
❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞
❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞


❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞
❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞
❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞
❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞
❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞
❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞
❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞
❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞
❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞
❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞
❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞
❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞
❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞
❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞
❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞
❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞
❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞
❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞
❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞
❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞
❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞
❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞
❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞
❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞
❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞

We had no clue about what this family was going through this year. This shows how little we actually know about what happens to them and how it’s not our place to take any conclusions.

Johannah was always an incredible and graceful woman, always kind and respectful. Through this year, we saw her glowing and rejoicing over her grandson. Through all the years of 1D, she was always focusing on the joy of seeing her son doing all those great things rather than on all the shitty things that come with fame.
She did charity, she helped others. She taught us how to prioritize what really matters.

Thank you, Jay. For everything that you’ve done. Your kindness, grace and joy will never be forgotten.

cinderella (2015) sentence meme

feel free to change the pronouns and things to fit your muse!

  • “do you still believe that they understand you?”
  • “i believe in everything!”
  • “you must always remember this. have courage and be kind.”
  • “you have more kindness in your little finger than most people possess in their whole body.”
  • “she’s skinny as a broomstick!”
  • “she, too, had known grief. but she wore it wonderfully well.”
  • “you did not say your daughter was so beautiful.”
  • “_______ is my guest and the eating of guests is not allowed.”
  • “we ladies must help one another.”
  • “and that’s what i really want, for you to come back. no matter what.”
  • “it’s your father. he took ill on the road. he’s passed on.”
  • “to the end, he spoke only of you.”
  • “names have power, like magic spells.”
  • “you shouldn’t be this deep into the forest alone.”
  • “we must simply have courage and be kind, mustn’t we?”
  • “just because it’s what’s done, doesn’t mean it’s what should be done!”
  • “i hope to see you again.”
  • “she wasn’t a pretty girl. well, she was a pretty girl but there was so much more to her.”
  • “it’s that wonderful girl. i can’t stop thinking about her.”
  • “i bet you have never ever spoken to a man.”
  • “it was my mother’s old dress, you see. and i took it up myself.”
  • “i don’t believe anymore.”
  • “you really are my fairy godmother.”
  • “i’m only a girl, not a princess.”
  • “well, surely you have the right to your own heart.”
  • “can you at least tell me your name?”
  • “your son, _______, is the most lovely person i’ve ever met. so good and brave.”
  • “it really was like a dream. better than a dream.”
  • “you’ve become your own man.”
  • “kindness is free. love is free.”
  • “and though no one deserves to be treated as you have treated me. why do you do it?”
  • “because you are young and innocent and good.”
  • “has your cat learned to sing?”
  • “you have never been and you will never be my mother.”
  • “will you take me as i am? an honest country girl that loves you.”
  • “i forgive you.”

i really, dont get why people are like “ohh they’re only just a poor 15 year old :( they did not know what they were doing”. that just, does not make sense. abuse and stuff can be as present as elementary age. being a minor does not excuse you from being like that. they’re 15, that’s hardly a poor young child. that’s someone who isn’t, but is very close to being an adult. they can use their brain to rationalize decent behaviour. justifying this kind of abuse and everything is not good, and does not help.

anonymous asked:

Your kindness drawing shows that DT is almost perfectly cancelled by kindness, and less so with patience. So why did Gaster & Co. go with patience? How is it a more natural solution if it's just not as effective?

We’ll go into that once I work out something wonky things with the pacing but it sorta has to do with what the two do.

Both work to an extent. But Patience is the more direct opposite if you look at the literal behavior of the two. It’s the most “passive” trait vs the most “active” trait. So in a lab environment where everything is controlled, and there aren’t many outliers involved in the combing process, it did make sense to use. It was better at deadlocking DT, while Kindness behaved…kinda differently?

Aaaaaaah, I can’t really go into it more than that right now.

Be patient with me, we’ll get there =D

Listen, if Supergirl writers aren't going to use the great chemistry between Supercorp...

why in the world did they throw away her relationship with James? For Mon-el? Generic white boy who hasn’t treated her nearly as well as James did? (And on top of that, he totally exploited that one assistant girl and didn’t even care? Don’t tell me he had no idea what he was doing. Not Okay. And him calling Kara selfish and dismissing everything she stands for? just. ugh.) I’m all in for Supercorp, but if you’re going to make Kara straight, put her with the guy who’s been respectful and kind. Because Kara deserves kindness.(And so does James, for that matter. Just because I don’t ship it doesn’t mean he isn’t a really awesome dude).

Dance Practice (J-hope Smut)

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 “Come on, Y/N. Focus. Let’s try again from the beginning, ok?”  He said.

J-Hope was your dance teacher and your friend. You both were in a dance together as partners, but it was being impossible to concentrate. The dance was too difficult to learn, and his beauty and grace was turning everything harder than necessary. And to get everything worst, the dance was kind of sensual.

“I’m trying, Hobi” you said. You really were. You were hardly trying to focusing. “Ok. From the beginning.”

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Star vs Secret Santa! ...but not really

So! Hello guys! I didn’t think of it but as soon as I did I was a little sad that there wasn’t a SvtFoE Secret Santa! Now it’s too late to make one since christmas is just around the corner but! How about a lil something else? All the Secret Santa stuff just for New Year! So you guys get more time to actually do the thing! We’re a weird fandom we are allowed to do a Secret Santa for New Year!

Everything you need to know (mobile friendly):

How this all works
Application Form
Participants List

I’m gonna be kind of a joker. If there’s an odd number of participants I’m gonna also take part in this.
If there’s not enough people at all I might as well just screw all this. So if you want something for New Year (and have the ability/time to participate with something in exchange eg: Drawings/Fics/Videos etc.) you can join this event!

Spread the word!

My icon is Star in a santa outfit because she is gonna bring you your gift

anonymous asked:

Hey love! Could you add V and Vanderwood to your drunk RFA + Saeran hc's

Sure thing!


  • He doesn’t get drunk often, and he doesn’t particularly like drinking either
  • He probably wouldn’t do it unless absolutely necessary 
  • (But lets just imagine a scenario when he did get drunk)
  • Since, as I just said, he doesn’t really drink, he would het drunk very fast. Even faster than Yoosung. And thats saying something
  • He would be the giggly type
  • Like, he’d just laugh and giggle at everything no matter what and its kind of the cutest thing ever, but also kind of creepy
  • Its kind of as if he was turned into a 5 year old
  • “Hey”
  • “Hey MC, come over”
  • MC: “What is it?”
  • “…”
  • “poo”
  • *snorting from V*


  • Out of everyone, he is the one least likely to get very drunk
  • He’s got some bad drinking habits, so he would be in the “watching over as the others are running around like a bunch of kids in a kindergarten” gang
  • On a more serious note, if he did get very drunk I don’t think he would handle it very well
  • He’d probably get some really bad memories from his past
  • We don’t really know much about Vanderwood’s past, but since he left his life to become a secret agent who could be killed at any given time, I’m sure his life wasn’t a dance on rose petals to say the least
  • But all of this is mostly if he drinks a looooooot of alcohol, since he can hold his drinks very well
  • When he’s just a little more tipsy than drunk, he’s pretty much the same but 120% more sassy and sarcastic
  • He’s probably there throwing shade at the rest with you and Saeran too

Honestly, people need to stop pretending that they didn’t notice that I’m autistic before I told them because they DID. They just never thought it had something to do with autism.

I’ve asked a few of my friends what they thought about me before we started talking. And everything they said sounded pretty similar:

“I don’t know, you really came off as arrogant because you didn’t talk to me. Like you only talked to (insert friends name here). I was like who the fuck does she think she is? before we became friends.”

“Well, you seem like a nice person. But not like the kind of person that wants to be approached by others. You seem like a very withdrawn person that prefers to take the first step. But you kinda never make that step.”

“You kinda gave off a mysterious aura. You were so lively around your friends and kinda gave everyone else a cold shoulder. It made you really interesting.”

“You seemed like a very shy and silent person. I still don’t know how I could think like that. I mean, you talk a lot.”

All of these prove that I am noticeably autistic. All of these prove that I cannot control how others perceive me or even know how others perceive me.

I am autistic. Everyone can see it. But everyone ignores it because I don’t fit the stereotype.
Like, don’t get me wrong. It doesn’t bother me that no one realized. It just bothers me that they tend to push every evidence away when I comment on it.

anonymous asked:

What do you think about exposingsmg's new post???

lmao such bullshit. i was really bored on my lunch break so (regretfully lol) I did skim through. Unfortunately I will never get those 5 minutes back. It’s basically the whole of exposing-5h blog put into a kind of article format. basically a really long winded way of saying ‘camila went solo cause she’s a snake’. It wouldn’t surprise me if it was all taken off of exposing-5h or even if the authors of that blog submitted the info to them. It’s literally just everything every OT4 has been saying since the dawn of time. And they say all this stuff and then at the end suddenly say that their critics have “claimed that I was some OT4 stan, whatever that means”

lmao so they know every detail of the group and the fandom and the dynamics over the last couple of years but apparently don’t know what OT4 means…

Originally posted by annefrankisgod

anonymous asked:

Can I ask why you make Arme like such a ignorant douche? I might have missed some of his quotes and other things, but I just wanted to know. I kinda expected him to just go like, "I don't care" about everything including comments and other people's thoughts. Kinda like those indifferent people.


I ask myself that very question.
And for a while I actually did answer in a way Arme really would
and just
think for a second
how boring
the entire conversation went.

Just imagine having a friend who gives absolutely zero fuck about everything you say or what anyone else says. That’s really interesting to read, yeah?

It’s kind of 4th wall breaking but since you’re here: Arme Thaumaturgy knows he’s being an asshole. He’s doing it to keep Erbluhen Emotion entertained. He knows what EE is doing (of course this goes on to imply that EE is dicking around for a reason). He’s playing along. He doesn’t see Base Ain and EE as separate individuals, he knows that they are just another version of him. He cherishes them as much as the next Ain.

one of my favorite things abt darth vaders redemption arc is that its barely even a redemption arc like,,the LAST THING he does is save luke by killing palpatine and then he fucking dies. its not the kind of redemption arc where he like, overcomes and moves on from and fixes everything hes done, he did all those things, none of it is truly absolved, he didnt really redeem himself (bc he died before he could), but he did all those things And Then STILL made the choice to do the right thing even though he would die like immediately afterwards

i think thats one of the best points towards the fact that the dark side/light side dichotomy is completely made up, the force is what you make of it and no one is truly fully Good or truly fully Bad. the “good guys” fucked up A WHOLE LOT, they take children from their families and indoctrinate them into an ideology that forces people to suppress their emotions despite often being highly emotional in part because of their force sensitivity and the connection that brings to all living things, and thats literally how they ended up with darth vader. the jedi created darth vader more than the sith imo because theyre the ones who pushed him towards “the dark side,” where he was (falsely) promised the security and freedom he was never given by the jedi. the jedi who also allowed slave economies to continue. the jedi who manipulated and straight up lied to luke so he would clean up THEIR MESS under false pretenses

i dont think it would be even remotely in character for luke to have gone “dark side” even if he did kill darth vader (hes killed people before?? the stormtroopers on the death star were people?), but i think it would have been a lot more likely for him to have been like “ok fuck you guys im w the sith now” if he had actually listened to everything yoda and obi-wan told him to do.

they told him to leave his friends to die, so he could continue to be trained to do their dirty work, and they lied to him so he would kill his own dad. if he HAD listened to yoda and obi-wan, he never would have gone to bespin and confronted vader then, and vader wouldnt have had that chance to tell him the truth about who he is in relation to luke. luke would have stayed on dagobah, left han and leia possibly to die, and would have gone and killed darth vader later on. at which point palpatine could be like “guess what kiddo you just killed your own dad cuz a bunch of old geezers were manipulating you FROM BIRTH to do their dirty work for them, and also leave your friends to die,” which luke would obviously be pretty torn up about and would understandably have a lot of bad feelings towards the jedi after that

anyway this got way the hell off track but basically the light side/dark side binary is literally a social construct bc both the sith AND the jedi were a bunch of manipulative fucks and also i love love love love love how vaders “redemption arc” illustrates that very nicely bc i Live for messy not-quite-redemption arcs


Wish: “You’ve been gone for 2 days! What kind of ball did you go to!??”

Sparky: “Do you really think I got all my presents from the ball?? I went to the Verdant Cavern to make trades with the Gumshoos like you wanted… Don’t get angry, be happy you have such an awesome party partner working with you…”


“Hurry up.” Carl groaned from in front of you. “At this rate we’ll never get there.” he added.

“Not everyone can be as tall as you Carl.” you mocked as you picked up your pace to walk beside him. “I have a question.” you stated.

“Ask.” he replied, throwing an arm around your shoulder.

“So you know how when you close one eye and everything seems zoomed in? Do you see that all the time or did your eyes just adjust to the fact that you’re now technically a pirate?” you questioned.

Carl rolled his eyes. “Not really, and things just look kind of normal, and stop calling me a pirate.” he responded.

“Aye yae Captain.” you teased. “Have you ever seen the movie The Goonies? Like from the 80′s?” you questioned again. Carl nodded, confused where you were heading with this. “You remind me of Captain One-Eyed Willy.” you bluntly stated.

“Seriously. I will hit you.” he playfully threatened, plopping on the ground by your guys’ tree stump. He pulled a couple comics out of his backpack, and handed you your book.

You pulled out the candy from your bag, along with two bottles of water.

“Say ahh.” you told Carl. He obliged, and you happily placed the candy into his mouth.

“Ah! What the hell!?” he cried, spitting the candy to the ground, before glaring at your laughing figure. “What did you just feed me!?” he asked.

“A Warhead.” you grinned. Carl pulled you closer to him.

“You’re mean to me.” he pouted. You kissed his bottom lip.

“I do it out of love.” you told him.


one tree hill relationships

↳Chase and Chuck ♔ “I know that you guys wanna kick Chase out of the Air Force because you think that he did something wrong. But he didn’t. I did. ‘Cause I didn’t tell the truth. My dad hits me. He hits me even when I haven’t done anything wrong. Chase found out and he stopped him. I know I shouldn’t have lied about it. But I did and I’m sorry. So it’s my fault. Chase was protecting me. Isn’t that what you taught him to do? He’s really nice to me and helps me with all kinds of stuff. All he ever wanted to do was fly. Please don’t take that away from him. (…) So what I said meant nothing? No. What you said meant everything.”

My Opinion on everything <3

I’m kind of all over the place on this blog, so I want to kind of clear up and say my opinions and thoughts on everything. 

Michael and Crystal: If I see anything about them I don’t really react, I normally would post something another blog would say and agree/disagree. The thing is that I just feel like it’s pr for their relationship, the age gap also makes me uncomfortable. Everything they do just feel so planned out and the post spam they did was really annoying. But if you like them or ship them that's completely fine, IMO I think they are PR. As long as you don’t send hate it’s fine. 

Luke and Arzaylea: Not gonna lie I find them cute, IMO they are in a real relationship and not pr. I don’t mind them or seeing stuff about them, but some things that Arzaylea says and does, do tick me off. But other than that its fine, again if you don’t like them or if you ship them that’s completely fine. 

Calum and Nia: I hate this one the most lmao, it’s all PR to me. Not gonna lie I get ticked off from the littlest things when it comes to Calum and Nia but that doesn’t mean I’m not gonna respect your opinions. If you ship them then it’s fine as long as you don’t spread false information and hate on others who don’t, this goes for Michael and Crystal and Luke and Arzaylea as well. I also don’t like when some say they are dating because 1. its weird 2.they are friends and Nia is signed to hi or hey records 3. every time they are seen out its always before Hey Violet is going to do something “big” 4. they never said they are dating 

what are your opinions/thoughts?

Rescue (Derek Hale x Reader x Pack)

Originally posted by bitchesimhigh

*Gif is not mine credit to the amazing owner!

Requested: Yup <3

Prompt: Can you do one in which y/n is a banshee & is Derek’s girlfriend! The eichen house took her & they are trying to do to her the same thing they were doing to Lydia. Her younger cousin Stiles calls Der (take it from there) thank you!!

Warnings: none

Word count: 1098

A/N: Hey sweeties, so this is my first imagine ever I really hope I did what you had in mind and some kind of feedback would be really helpful <3 I might also do a part 2 depending on the feedback. It’s loosely based off of s05e15 

Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Wolf or any of its characters!

You didn’t really know where it all went wrong. It was the end of the summer break and everything was going great. You had spent the whole summer with your long-term boyfriend Derek away from Beacon Hills enjoying a couple non supernatural months. But of course everything good has to end right. You had to go back in town to help your uncle sheriff Stilinski at the police station. It was a month after the end of the break when things started going downhill. Kids started going missing and you knew it wasn’t just a random kidnapper stopping by. And because of your newly found banshee abilities you knew it was something really really bad. But you never imagined it’d be that bad. After you read the book about the Dread Doctors something in your mind clicked. Memories showed up on the surface of your consciousness. Things clouding your vision, the same scenes playing around in your mind. It was too much. One day you thought you’ve had enough of this nightmare you went to seek for answers. You decided to search for help in Eichen House without telling anyone of the pack. That was mistake number one. You knew the only person that could possibly help you understand what was happening was Dr. Valack. Second mistake. The rest of the story was a bit blurry but you remember one thing. They got you. That was your current situation. Tied in leather knots barely keeping your eyes open. Traveling through memories and seeing your friends die. It has been a week or so, you didn’t remember exactly how long you’ve been tied inside this hell house but you couldn’t hold on anymore. You’ve tried everything. After Meridith decided to tag along teaching you how to ‘control your bansheeness’ things became even worse. You saw your friends die and the only way you could save them was to learn how. Once you almost got out. Almost. Then you just gave up… You started thinking about your friends. Did they  even know you were missing? Your uncle and stiles had so much going on right now that they probably haven’t noticed. But they had to right? Your mind took you to last summer. Everything was perfect. Just you and Derek enjoying a little time off. Did Derek even know what was happening? You knew you were going to die tonight. You could feel the life slipping out of you. With every passing minute you felt weaker and weaker. You wanted to see them. Your family, your friends. You wanted to see him. You and Derek have been trough so many things. He was your anchor and you were his. The pack thought of you as the pack mum. You couldn’t just sit here and whither away. But the weaker you got the more your hope to see your friends again decreased. Little did you know they were making a plan. A plan that was either going to get you out of Eichen House or kill them. Stiles even called Derek. He had every right to know that his supernatural girlfriend was captured by a bunch of psychopaths in an asylum. But the spastic boy kept a thing or two for himself. Like the fact that you probably wouldn’t survive the night… And that the plan might not work… 

'Uh, okay any questions?’ Stiles looked around the room hoping everyone got the plan. Well clearly Liam had to open his mouth.

'How do we get into Eichen in the first place?’

 'Whats our worst case scenario?’

'What if i cant do it?’ No one believed in the plan.

'Okay, admittedly a lot could go wrong.’ Stiles agreed.

'Everything could go wrong!’ Liam protested. 

'Guys, if we don’t do this, we lose Y/N. She’s gonna die in there tonight. And she might take a lot of innocent people with her.’ Their alpha said and somehow everyone believed they can do it.

'Plus we have Derek on the way right?’ Kira mentioned. 

'He needs time to get here and right now time is something we don’t have.’ Stiles said remembering his talk with Derek earlier today.

'Guys we have to go.’

Everyone stuck to the plan doing everything exactly how they talked it this afternoon. Kira and Malia went for the electrical room while Stiles, Scott and Liam went for Y/N.After Valack drilled the hole in your head you knew these were your last hours. That was it. You were dying and there was absolutely nothing you could do. Your friends would continue with their lives with the bitter memory of this day. Just like they did after Allisons death. Life goes on right? Suddenly a familiar figure appeared in the room. The lanky boy you called your cousin was right above you looking petrified. Just another dream. You were hallucinating because of the blood loss. 


’S-Stiles yo-you should go’

'What, no Y/N, we’re here to get you out of this place!' 

'You’re going to die if you stay, all of you…’ He just looked at you without saying a word.

'Please…’ You heard footsteps down the hall. Stiles heard them too. 

'It’s too late…’ The footsteps became closer and Stiles came up to you and just hugged you.

'I will get you out of here Y/N, I’m not losing you too. And Derek would kill me otherwise.’

 He managed to smile weakly holding onto you.

 'You’re damn right Stilinski' 

You both saw the person standing at the door. Derek stood there for a fraction of a second before his eyes landed on you. He saw your weak body and the blood on the pillow. Your boyfriend rushed to you and took your barely alive self in his hands. Just by touching you you felt better. He sent a bolt of energy down your body and you felt like you could fight an army but that’s not what you were capable of at the moment. You felt better nonetheless, your head didn’t burn and you could actually think straight. You saw the black veins on his arm. He then looked you in the eyes and all of the pain disappeared. You never knew how he did that but every time he looked at you every kind of pain and worry just vanished. It was like reliving the summer over again. You completely forgot your friends are in danger.

'How did you even get in here? There’s mountain ash everywhere.' 

Stiles questioned.

'I evolved remember? Now let’s move someone’s coming’

'Yeah the pack.’

'Someone’s coming’ you said 'but its not our pack.’

So my approach is, if you kinda stalk my blog to see what I’m doing but don’t engage, and you’re really just here to scope out my tactics and techniques for my online store and Patreon and other ventures…

And you use said techniques and tactics to launch your own similar offerings without terribly differentiating yourself or without putting in the same kind of thought/effort/research that I did to develop those techniques…

I will not stop you from profiting! Oh heavens no. That does me no good. If you do profit, know that you will automatically increase my wealth, success, and reach for as long as you benefit from my efforts.

Not everything that didn’t cost you money is free.