I just broke with my fiance and put him out last night for lying to me. Honestly, we were headed down that road because I been hearing shit about him being a dog, but even my MAMA brought me proof (Snapchat video), shit was a wrap. Weirdly enough, I’m fine and I feel relieved and happy. He keeps calling and texting but ain’t shit he can do to fix it. I just can’t shake the need to know WHY he did it. Like, I held you down for a year, moved you out yo parents house, motivated you to better yourself, and asked for NOTHING in return but love and honesty. So if you love me so much and I’m so beautiful and perfect and you gon marry me one day… WHY DID YOU SHOOT YOURSELF IN BOTH FEET TRYNA PLAY ME NIGGA??? Honestly, I’m through with men for a while, and I’m not in the mood to hear the misogynoir-istic B.S. about “not being able to get and keep a man” either. He needs ME, not the other way around.
I was thinking about a thing. Noah and Ronan live in the two enclosed bedrooms at Monmouth. Since there's ghost-blur in Gansey's brain about when Noah came to live with them, we seem to be unclear about how that happened. And like, you know Noah did not move in a mattress with his Ghost Body. I figure this means that Noah either moved into G's room & accidentally evicted him (Noah thought they could share and G moved out to be polite?) & G bought a second mattress or G set up his room for him.