did u guys miss me

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tell me the truth / that it’s not in vain / broken promises / they can’t be saved / to this day i believe there’s no shame / cause love is worth fighting for

>> love is worth fighting for | a hollstein mix series [listen to all]
>> i. state of grace [listen]

“maybe that’s just the way it is, but that does not mean that i have to accept it. i deserve better, betty deserves better, hell, even you deserve better.”

“i mean i know that you’re not just doing it for me, but seriously-” “don’t be an idiot. of course i’m doing it for you.

can we just pretend, just for tonight, that if i asked, we’d run away? we’d find some way to leave and we’d just go, somewhere without murders or sisters… we’d sleep in hotel rooms, and never live in the same city twice… there’d be no one to fail, or disappoint, or save. it would just be you and me in love.” “that would be nice, wouldn’t it? but… our friends need us. the school needs us.”

>> ii. gravity [listen]

“that’s part of who i am, laura. so is mattie. you can’t expect all of that to just evaporate because i love you.” “if you really loved me then you’d stay. i need you to be the kind of person that helps and fights.” “you haven’t listened to a single word i’ve said. i’m done.

“you want the kind of love that clicks, like a key into a lock, but i don’t have any of that to give you. all i know is that in more than a century, you’re the only person i ever found worth saving. you and no one else.” “it’s not enough.” “i know.

do you miss me?” “like someone cut a hole in me.”

>> iii. worth fighting for [listen]

and yeah, you are flawed and struggling and uncertain but it is so beautiful, the way you try.” “to hell with light and casual. i don’t want to be light and casual with you. i don’t want to pretend that what i feel about you is some stupid frothy thing that doesn’t matter because it is like the axis that my world turns on. and yeah, we could talk ourselves out of it because this is scary, and hard, and maybe the world’s about to end, but if it is then i want us to have something good to hold onto. i love you. why shouldn’t that be something good?”

laura, if you go with me, all i’ll think about is losing you. and if i did i think i’d go mad.” “carm, that can’t be what we are to each other… if one of us doesn’t make it, the other one can’t end up like the dean, mad and bitter and destroying everything we touch. i don’t want that to be our story, okay? our story is that we made each other better. so we go together.” “alright. together it is.

“i didn’t want to risk hoping too hard and ending up disappointed or loving too much and having too much to lose, ‘cause it seemed like that was the lesson the world was trying to teach me, you know? except now i think that love is worth the risk.”

Boyfriend!Namjoon

A/N: DID U GUYS MISS ME IM BAAAAACK ITS RAINING N MT LAPTOP IS CHARGED IM HERE TO WRITE BABIES

Dating Namjoon would include:

- always getting hurt because he’s a clutz
- Like he’s constantly flailing n sometimes ur just like “why do u have 0 control over ur limbs bitch omg”
- Getting elbowed in the head when y'all are cuddling
- Slapped in the face when u play wrestle
- Everyone thinks u have a kinky sex life cuz u always covered in bruises but he once pushed you off the bed by accident cuz he was gonna nut too fast n he ain’t mean to shove u that hard
- being the perfect, overly ambitious, successful couple
- Lots of cute study dates during exam week where you two don’t really talk, just you biting your lip as you annotate notes and him pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose cutely
- But every now and then he’ll pause and just reach over and grab your hand and you’ll look up and smile like omg
- tHE SWEATERS DEAR LORD
- He has the best comfiest sweaters that are just so big and soft and smell like him and you just wan t to drown in them
- He pretends to be annoyed when you steal them but has like 600 hundred pics of u in his phone sleeping in his hoodies
- Speaking of sleeping, he freaked out when he first found out you sleep with one hand down your pants
- Woke you up from your nap to inform you of his new discovery
- Nearly died afterwards for waking you up
- “Why do you sleep like that”
- “It’s warm”
- Insists on you shoving your hand down his pants to keep warm
- Him forcing you to take his Kim Daily pics
- “NAMJOON I TOOK LIKE 25 PICS CAN U JUST CHOOSE ONE PEOPLE ARE STARING”
- “Just one more I swear”
- Being needy is your favorite past time
- You’re forever crawling into his lap, resting your head on his shoulder, lacing your fingers together
- It’s hard to be needy when he’s constantly working!!!!!!
- Like sometimes you wake up in the middle of the night and look over to find him gone
- So you sleepily drag yourself into the living room and find him on his laptop or his phone or something
- You don’t even say anything just crawl into his lap and shove your hands up his hoodie for his warm
- He’s so used to it he just runs his hands through your hair and let’s you fall asleep while he works
- You putting your stuff in his purse
- Him getting pissed everytime you call it a purse
- “It’s a murse”
- “Purses have no gender”
- When y'all fight … omg
- He comes at you with logic and big words and snarky ass comments under his breath
- And there you are, on top of the couch so you can look him in the eye when you call him a dick ass bitch who doesn’t know what he’s talking about
- “You’re so mature”
- “You’re so mature” you mock in a high pitched voice
- Him child locking the car so your crazy ass will stop opening the door to leave whenever y'all get into a fight while he’s driving
- You child locking the car so he has to get out and open the door for you like a princess
- Baby proofing the house because he could trip on his imagination and get hurt
- Him trying to bring up the Pythagorean theorem during sex because your pussy reminded him of the fundamental relation among the three sides of the right triangle-
- “Will you shut up and finish eating me out you fucking nerd”
- Putting your fingers on his dimples
- The two of you making up the wildest stories about how you met
- “We met in a league of legends chat room”
- “So there I was… Bbq sauce on my titties”
- Making nerdy science jokes
- Everyone cringing at how fucking nerdy the two of you are
- “I hate this relationship”
- “No one asked u Yoongi”
- SO LONG STORY SHORT EVERYONE NEEDS A NAMJOON IN THEIR LIFE BECAUSE HE WILL DICK U DOWN IN THE DIRTIEST WAY POSSIBLE BUT ALSO BE THERE TO BINGE WATCH BIG BANG EPISODES WITH U AT 5AM AND MUTTER “RELATABLE” WHENEVER SHELDON IS DOING SOMETHING PATRONIZING

woa h….. where did this come from??

(this kinda reminds me of something from the artist skelebro au,,, im thinking papyrus wouldve drawn something like this idk)

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this is a very official psa that i am going to write a tog x acotar crossover fic of unidentifiable length……………im signing my soul away to the depths of hell and im not letting myself out of this one and holy fuck am i excited

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“Things don’t turn out the way you think. Just have fun and do it.”


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