did the world ever thought of seeing such a day

Disney Lyrics Starters

  •  "I want more.“
  • "I’m not meant to play this part.”
  • “If I were to truly be myself I would break my family’s heart.”
  • “Why is my reflection someone that I don’t know.”
  • “No man is worth the aggravation.”
  • “Who do you think you’re kidding?”
  • “Girl, you can’t conceal it.”
  • “No chance, no way, I won’t say it.”
  • “It’s too cliche, I won’t say i’m in love.”
  • “I thought my heart had learned it’s lesson.”
  • “You keep on denying who you are and how you’re feeling.”
  • “Face it like a grown up.”
  • “When you gonna own up.”
  • “Check the grin, you’re in love.”
  • “I won’t say i’m in love.”
  • “You’re way off base.”
  • “Get off my case, I won’t say it.”
  • “In your dreams you will lose your heartache.”
  • “Have faith in your dreams.”
  • “You’ve got power in your corner now.”
  • “You ain’t never had a friend like me.”
  • “Come on and whisper what you want.”
  • “I’ve got a powerful urge to help you out.”
  • “You think i’m an ignorant savage.”
  • “How can there be so much that you don’t know.”
  • “You think you own whatever land you land on.”
  • “I wonder why I didn’t see it there before.”
  • “Who’d have ever thought this could be?”
  • “I admit in the past i’ve been a nasty.”
  • “I’ve mended all my ways.”
  • “It’s a talent I always have possessed.”
  • “Someone couldn’t pay the price.”
  • “A girl who gossips is a bore.”
  • “It’s she who holds her tongue that gets the man.”
  • “Make your choice!”
  • “I’m a very busy woman.”
  • “I haven’t got all day.”
  • “It won’t cost much.”
  • “Now’s your moment.”
  • “We all must pay the price.”
  • “I can show you the world.”
  • “When did you last let your heart decide?”
  • “I can open your eyes.”
  • “I can’t go back to where I use to be.”
  • “Let me share this whole new world with you.”
  • “I can see what’s happening.”
  • “Disaster’s in the air.”
  • “Time is racing towards us.”
  • “Heed my every order and you might survive.”
  • “I only steal what I can’t affort.”
  • “One jump ahead of the hitman.”
  • “I’ve got that wanderlust.”
  • “The world is my backyard.”
  • “I’ve only got myself.”
  • “You’re alone and you’re scared.”
  • “Come on and lift your glass.”
  • “Every day is like the one before it.”
  • “Every guy here love’d to be you.”
  • “I never see you anymore.”
  • “It’s like you’ve gone away.”
  • “I wish you would tell me why.”
  • “People have been asking where you'be been.”
  • “Please let me in.”
  • “We only have each other.”
  • “Put on a show.”
  • “Make one wrong move and everyone will know.”
  • “It’s only for today.”
  • “It’s agony to wait.”
  • “I’m getting what i’m dreaming of.”
  • “But with you I’ve found my place.”
  • “it’s nothing like i’ve ever known before.”
  • “Couldn’t keep it in, heaven knows I’ve tried.”
  • “Don’t let them know.”
  • “I don’t care what they’re going to say.”
  • “It’s time to see what I can do.”
  • “You’ll never see me cry.”
  • “I’m never going back.”
  • “The past is in the past.”
  • “That perfect girl is gone.”
  • “You don’t have to keep your distance anymore.”
  • “I finally understand.”
  • “You don’t have to live in fear.”
  • “I will be right here.”
  • “Your life awaits.”
  • “Just stay away and you’ll be safe from me.”
  • “I get the feeling you don’t know.”
  • “You don’t have to be afraid.”
  • “We can work this out together.”
  • “I can’t control the curse.”
  • “You’re not safe here.”
  • “This is where i’m meant to be.”
  • “I am on my way.”
  • “I’ve been around the block before.”
  • “I’ve given up hope that someone would come along.”
  • “I’m down to one last hope.”
  • “My words are a matter of pride.”
  • “It’s clear from your vacant expressions that the lights are not all on upstairs.”
  • “So prepare for the chance of a lifetime.”
  • “You will be rewarded when I am at last given my dues.”
  • “You’re expected to take certain duties on board.”
  • “As you thgouth life you’ll see, there is so much we don’t understand.”
  • “Things don’t always go the way we planned.”
  • “Can I still just be me the way I am?”
  • “Can I trust in my own heart?”
  • “Am I just one part of some big plan?”
  • “One day when you’re strong and big, you will be a king.”
  • “I’ve been exiled.”
  • “I get a little tense.”
  • “I hate to let them live.”
  • “The battle may be bloody, but that kinda works for me.”
  • “They can have the world, we’ll create our own.”
  • “I am home if you are right there beside me.”
  • “I know love will find a way.”
  • “This is what you give me to work with?”
  • “Well honey, i’ve seen worse.”
  • “You’ll bring honor to us all.”
  • “Sometimes it’s too much for even me.”
  • “I have your hearts and you have my pity.”
  • “I can improvise.”
  • “Why should I worry?”
  • “Why should I care?”
  • “You can own this town.”
  • “You can wear the crown.”
  • “You’ve got alot to learn.”
  • “You’ll feel right at home on the street.”
  • “We make an art out of staying alive.”
  • “Get what you want then get away.”
  • “Ain’t got time for messin’ around.”
  • “It’s not my style.”
  • “This town can slow you down.”
  • “I know exactly where i’m going.”
  • “People down here think i’m crazy.”
  • “There ain’t nothing that’s gonna stop me.”
  • “Things for sure are gonna go my way.”
  • “I’m almost there!”
  • “I’ve worked hard for everything i’ve got.”
  • “You’re my queen of the night.”
  • “Love is everything, don’t you agree?”
  • “Don’t matter where you came from.”
  • “When you find out who you are you’ll find out what you need.”
  • “That ain’t gonna make you happy.”
  • “All you need is some self control.”
  • “Maybe love will grant you peace of mind.”
  • “You’re something i never chose.”
  • “You’re the best I never knew I needed.”
  • “i need you here always.”
  • “Who knew i’d be here.”
  • “When will my life begin?”
  • “Stuck in the same place i’ve always been.”
  • “For the first time in forever i’m completely free.”
  • “Guess I always knew this day was coming.”
  • “It’s a scary world out there.”
  • “One way or another, something will go wrong I swear.”
  • “You’ll just upset me.”
  • “Go ahead and leave me, I deserve it.”
  • “On your own you won’t survive.”
  • “They’ll eat you up alive.”
  • “Don’t let him device you.”
  • “I won’t say i’ve told you so.”
  • “I’m where i’m meant to be.”
  • “At least I see the light.”
  • “Everything looks different now that I see you.”
“His Wedding” (Part 10)

Summery:  Modern-Day(AU) Bucky and you are former exes. He moved on but you couldn’t. Since you both are still friends, he asks you for a favor. You reluctantly agree, not thinking of the future consequences you’ll have to face. You just hope everything will go fine with your two best friends, Steve and Natasha by your side.

Word Count: 4875 (omg)

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Genre: Romance/Drama

Warnings: heart wrenching angst (again)

Characters (by appearance): Bucky Barnes, Reader, Natasha Romanoff 

A/N: if you need comfort come to my inbox

i feel like i fucked up with the grammar of this part because of the flashbacks, but i tried editing it over and over again. still i’ll come back and go over it again!

“His Wedding” Masterlist | Main Masterlist

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10

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Previously on “His Wedding” :

“If anything’s gonna change, it would be only be my love for you, because I’m gonna miss you so much that it will intensify to infinity.”

“You can love me infinity right here. Please don’t go?” You add softy.

But that night, he still went, leaving you holding back your tears at the gates of the airport, as you sadly waved him goodbye.

And little did you know, you were saying goodbye to your Bucky forever.

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[Naked Noises]

Ash’s Writing Challenge (3) - President Negan 

Negan x Female Reader  

A/N: oh gosh I’m super nervous to post this lol  I am actually really excited to participate in this challenge! The work I’ve read so far has been so so amazing, there’s a lot of wonderful talent in this fandom! – Thank you to the lovely @flames-bring-a-ton-of-ash for bringing us all together and inspiring us all to write & read such awesome works! xoxo : ) — FYI I’m not quite sure if my political facts are accurate I apologize in advance *I appreciate any & all feedback! hope you like it xx :) 

** NSFW/SMUT

(gifs by @vivienvalentino)

•••

Six long months of sacrifice finally paid off. 

After working excruciating hours at an internship that weeded out the rest, it left you as the last woman standing. Now, you were going to be working right under the most powerful man in the whole world. 

You had to admit, this job did not sound ideal in the beginning. In fact, you even questioned your own feminist beliefs for even entertaining the thought of serving a man. However, your ambition was driving you to see past the title of your position, reminding you that you were working deep in the roots of the White House. Only a few people will ever see this kind of power first hand, and you were one of them. You had the rare opportunity to make contacts and connections along the way; connections that will surely help your own political career one day. 

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No Regrets (Part 9)

So I woke up in a very creative mood today - lot’s of writing, lots of coffee. Hope you like it?


Summary: When the reader finally coughs up the courage to ask Bucky out, it turns out, he’s not that interested. Or is he?


Pairings: Bucky x Reader


Word count: 3.7k


Warnings: some swearing, angst, thunder?


Catch up: No Regrets Masterlist

Originally posted by raised-from-the-grave

Originally posted by indiastokeruniverse



It was like huge weight was lifted off your shoulders. The cat and mouse chase between you and Bucky has built up frustrations inside you, you didn’t know you were capable off. Over the course of past few weeks you found yourself feeling worthless and unwanted, rejected and used, then vulnerable and useless following the emotional rollercoaster, courtesy of James Bucky Barnes.

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Chuck & Admiration

This was requested by an anon! I hope you all enjoy this!!

Word Count: 296

Warnings: fluff

Originally posted by castielamigos

The second Chuck laid eyes on you, something in him changed.  The beating of his heart became faster, the butterflies in his stomach would become more apparent, and he could feel this warm sensation in his chest.  You were beautiful, strong, intelligent, and amazing at whatever it was that you were doing.

After Sam and Dean left the room, his eyes fell on you yet again.  A smile unfolded on his lips as his eyes scanned over you.  You hair, your eyes, your curves, your lips, everything about you was perfect.

“[Y/N] has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are,” Chuck blurted out, forgetting that Sam and Dean could return at any moment in time.  

Heat rushed into your cheeks, a small smile adorning your lips.  “Not really,” you mumbled, trying to hide the obvious smile on your lips.

“They should, everyone should be able to see it,” Chuck reasoned.  “After all, I am God.  People should believe me.”  Chuck pushed off of table and padded up to you.  He cradled your face in his hands, a soft, fond grin on his lips.

“Thank you for saying so,” you spoke softly, unsure of what to say.  You never saw yourself as beautiful.  This was the first time anyone had ever said anything so blatantly, without an ulterior motive.

“I adore you [Y/N],” Chuck hummed.  “I’ll do whatever it takes to show you how beautiful you are.”

You thought Chuck was just being polite, but even after your small chat with Chuck, he never did give up on you.  He would take you to some of the most gorgeous places in the world.  He would always tell you that it couldn’t compare to you.  He hoped one day you would see your own beauty.


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Coward (Destiel Fanfic)

Summary: A fluffy/angsty one shot. Thinking Cas is dead Dean writes Cas a Eulogy after the Season 12 finale. He confesses things. I seem to like Dean writing Cas letters.

Cas,

Fuck…where do I begin. Damn I don’t even know if I’ll have the strength to read this Buddy. Not this time.
You’re really gone aint you? I’m gonna miss that face. I should have told you this when you had breath in your body but…it’s a pretty face. And what’s crazy is I can practically hear you now. Telling me that its Jimmy’s face, not yours. Because you never really loved yourself, did you? Never really knew how loved you were.
And that’s my fault, Cas. I take my responsibility for it. I was a coward.

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murknmystery  asked:

Hi guys! Okay, I just read the most amazing magic school au, and I don't see a tag specifically for that? So, I'm not sure what tag update this would be for, but could you possibly find some more amazing magic school aus? Preferably not Harry Potter aus, just magic school. Love the blog. Thanks for all you do.

this is what i was able to find

No Escape For The Wicked by Fandomtastic (2/2 | 774 | PG13)

Everyone is born with a gift. Something that makes them special. It used to be rare but now the normals are almost unheard of. Now the rare thing is them. Stiles, Scott, Lydia… Others. They’re considered dangerous; labled as Kakos.

Instead of being like every other person with a gift, they have more than one. They’re considered unstable and not safe around others without the ability to counteract theirs. And even if they did, the Kakos had one than more ability. Even ate the age of 5, they’re shipped off when others see signs of another ability.

Stiles understands. He did. Until he was ripped away from his father. The day after he supposedly killed his mother.

Another World, Another Chance by klainer4ever1 (40/? | 245,807 | NC17)

Stiles did lose everything in one night. He lost all hope. He didn’t know about the supernatural. The Alpha pack came and tore his world apart. They wanted to use his powers, but someone came and saved him. Someone who Stiles thought, he would never see again. That person saved him and took him to another world. Will Stiles find happiness ever again?

Or will Stiles lose everything again.

Supernatural creatures for dummies by Galadriel87 (5/6 | 5,534 | PG13)

Stiles is just trying to get by in his new school: School for Magical and Supernatural Creatures. It’s not made any easier by his own unfortunate powers and trying to help a loner wolf who doesn’t want to be helped.

Bumper Cars- Carter Hart

Originally posted by wonthetrade

Ok here we go! Some sad Carter, but you making him feel better! What’s better than that? Nothing cause Carter deserves happiness. Anyway… enjoy!

Warning: curse word

Anon Request: Hey so I know ur like super busy and it was a super long time ago but could u write a carter imagine where u help him kinda pick himself back up after world juniors (I’m still not over it) thanks a bunch!

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              “Bumper cars” you said suddenly.

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Worthy (A Miraculous Ladybug Fanfiction)

Title: Worthy
Fandom: Miraculous Ladybug
Characters:  Ladybug & Cat Noir 
Pairing: LadyNoir
Rating: T
Summary: Due to being bullied frequently by the school mean girl, Chloe Bourgeois, causing Marinette to clearly show her sadness through her alter ego, Ladybug. Cat Noir notices and texts her late at night to have a private chat with her about what’s going on with her. 

Links —> https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12417283/1/Worthy

http://archiveofourown.org/works/10423071

Originally posted by miladybugnoir


Ugh! You’re such a loser, Marinette! Stop being such a klutz!

You’re such a failure!

UGH! I hate you! Can you just disappear from existence so I can be happy?

Gross! I would say you look hideous but hideous is an understatement for how you look!

Hey Marinette, Has anyone ever told you that you’re getting as big as a blimp lately? You know guys HATE fat chicks! You’re never gonna get a boyfriend if you’re fat!

Do you seriously think Adrien would love someone like you? I mean, you’re nothing special and you’re not beautiful, so stop thinking you are because YOU’RE NOT!

Your parents say they love you but in reality, they don’t! They feel sorry that they gave birth to a nobody, a loser, a burden, a useless waste of life! The whole world would be better off without you!

She tried to forget about these hurtful, cruel remarks thrown at her by the blonde witch she’s forced to go to school with every day but unfortunately, they just stuck there like glue. She wondered what she did to Chloe to deserve this emotional abuse. What did she ever do to her? Why couldn’t she just leave her the hell alone and worry about her own damn self?!

But sometimes she thought, was everything Chloe saying to her was true? For a while, she looks in the mirror and sees if she was gaining weight by looking at her body side to side, and even pinch some parts of her abdominal area.

She would look at a reflection of herself in the mirror for 20 minutes or fewer and just stare at it, examining every detail of her appearance.

Am I pretty?

Am I good enough for Adrien?

Am I good enough for anything or anybody?

Am I…just a mistake?

She would ask herself while she was in her room. Tikki would tell her not to listen to Chloe’s cruel words; her best friend, Alya would tell her the same but sadly, Chloe’s voice telling her these cruel things would just replay over and over in her head like a loop, overpowering the good things her friends tell her.

Every day, she would pretend to be this happy-go-lucky girl who doesn’t let Chloe’s words get to her but on the inside, she was crying and feeling destroyed. She knew the saying, “Stick and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me”, but that was all nonsense to her.

All of it!

The words Chloe was throwing at her definitely more than just “hurt”. They were soul-crushingly cruel and heartless. She didn’t understand how that girl could be so nasty and not care about who she hurts. She didn’t understand it all, none of it.

It was late, but her partner just had to have a private talk with her as he noticed that she hasn’t been acting like herself lately. She just sat there waiting for him on the rooftop, her head buried into knees.

“M'lady?” A familiar said behind her.

She looked up and there he was.

“Oh, Hi Cat…. Noir”

He sat next to her. She just gave him smile so he wouldn’t see her hurting inside.

“You’re looking quite lovely as usual” He complimented.

Ladybug blushed and looked down, “Thank you, I guess”

“So, tell M'lady, What’s going on with you?” He asked.

“Huh? What do you mean what’s going on with me? I’m fine” She still had that insincere smile that she was masking under her pain, she hoped that it would work but Cat Noir wasn’t buying the fake smile.

“Ladybug….. For the last few days, you haven’t been acting like, you know, you” He said in a worried and concerned tone.

Ladybug forced out a chuckle and said, “Oh you silly kitty! Where’d you get that idea? Really, I’m fine.”

From the look on Cat Noir’s face, he wasn’t really falling for the happy front she was putting on now.

“Why are you looking at me like that? I just told you that I’m fine!”

“I don’t know, it’s just that…..” Cat Noir sighed, “It’s just that for a while, you seemed down in the dumps and you looked like you were about to cry at times, and when I ask you about how you were feeling, and you say the same thing, that you’re ‘fine’ and shrug it off like it’s nothing. I just wanna know…. Is there someone hurting you?”

Ladybug’s fake smile faded, she bit her bottom lip and shifted her eyes left and right, “Well, I- Look! Cat Noir, I appreciate your concern but there isn’t anyone hurting me at all,” She lied through her teeth. “I just have a lot of things on my mind sometimes but they aren’t anything serious. You don’t have to worry about me, I’m okay”

“Are you? Are you really okay?” He questioned her, looking into her eyes. “Are you really fine as you say you are?”

“Um, I think I better go now, ” She told him, getting up and getting prepared to leave. She didn’t want to talk about her personal issues with him; she’d rather keep it bottled up inside than bring someone else into her own problems. “I’ll see you ar-”

He stopped her by grabbing her arm. “Ladybug! Wait! Don’t go! You know why I texted you to meet me here! You know why I’m asking you all these questions! I’m worried about you!”

“Cat Noir, I have to get home!” She lied so she can avoid this conversation.

“M'lady, please, Can you just talk to me about this? It’ll just be between me and you, nobody else has to know!”

“I…..I…..”

She couldn’t hold it all in anymore, she couldn’t keep all of this pain bottled up inside her and hide it behind an inauthentic happy smile.

She began to break down in tears and covered her face so he wouldn’t see her crying, she thought she’d look weak in front of him.

“M'lady” he looked at her, shocked, he never saw her break down and cry like this before, she never looked like the type to cry but who cares? He just had to be there for her!

He wrapped his arms around her and comforted her. “Shh! Shh! It’s okay M'lady, I’m here”

She buried her face into his chest, soaking his suit but it didn’t matter. All that matters is that his lady was hurt and he wanted to everything he can to help her.

“I’m sorry” Ladybug apologized. “I’m so sorry”

He looked down at her with a worried expression on his face. “Sorry? But you have done nothing wrong”

“No! I mean, I’m sorry for keeping this from you!” She told him, she tried catching her breath and wiped the tears from her eyes; she stood up and walked away from him, looking down on the ground.

“I know you must this I’m a disappointment to you. I’m sorry that I come off as this confident, cool superhero with no worries, no problems, and never lets anything get to her but all of that is the opposite!”

Cat Noir frowned, walking close to her. “M'lady-”

“I GET BULLIED OKAY!?” She snapped, “There I admitted it! Ladybug, the brave, awesome, confident superhero gets bullied!”

He just stood there, shocked. “Bullied? You mean….. In your civilian life?”

“YES!” Ladybug let out a sigh and looked down on the ground.

He wondered why would she keep this from them, he was her friend and she could trust him so…. Why would she think that he’d be ashamed of her because of this?

Ladybug sighed and shook her head, still looking down at the ground.

“You see….. Every day, I get talked down to like trash, like I don’t have any feelings. Every day, I get told I’m worthless, I’m ugly, I’m fat, I’m unloved, a failure, a loser, that the world will be better off if I was dead, and I get told all this by someone who hates my guts, someone I did nothing to, someone who loves hurting me so much that it’s almost like a frequent hobby or sport to them!”

Hot tears rolled down her face as she was struggling to say more through the emotional pain.

“…They love seeing me like this! They love to see me emotionally destroyed in this way! My friends always tell me, don’t listen to them! Don’t listen to them! They’re just trying to get under your skin! They’re just trying to bring you down for their own personal gain! Well, guess what?! It DOES get under my skin! It DOES bother me! Every day I put a smile on my face and everyone thinks I have no problems or issues but they don’t know that my smile is fake and is really just a masquerade to hide my pain and struggled. Every night I cry myself to sleep thinking about that person’s words against me! Every day I look in the freaking mirror and wonder if I’m beautiful, wonder if I’m worth living! Wondering if anyone ever truly loves me! Wondering If I’m ever good enough for anybody! I just….. Hate going through stuff like this! I hate feeling like this about myself! I’m so sorry that I lied to you about being fine when I’m not!”

She fell onto her knees, bursting into more tears.

Cat Noir felt every emotion, every feeling, every pain in that she had just told him, He had no idea that she was going through that, he had no idea she kept all of that bottled inside her all this time.

He ran up to her and held her as tightly as he never did before. She has never poured her heart out to someone like this, not even to Tikki, Alya, or even her own parents; only to someone she only sees when she’s in battles with Akumas. It was a surprise that she told this to him.

“Ladybug, listen to me!” He lifted up her chin to face him, “You haven’t disappointed me, and you don’t have to be sorry! In fact, I’m glad you told me all of this. Just so you know that person is 100% wrong about you! You know what you are?”

Ladybug sniffed, “W…. What?”

He held her hands and looked straight into her wet bluebell eyes, “You’re totally worthy of life just like everyone else, you’re good enough because you are and you’ve always been! You’re not a failure, you’re not a loser and the world isn’t better off without you because you’re the most amazing, bravest, most wonderful person that I ever met -”

She cut him off, “Oh, You’re just saying that!” she sobbed. “You don’t know me at all! You don’t know what I’m like in my civilian life!”

“What? No, I’m not just saying this! Please hear me out! I’m serious!” He told her.

“For real?” She questioned. “Are you for real serious?”

“Yes M'lady! I’m DEAD serious!”

She put her hand over her mouth in shock,

Oh my gosh! Am I dreaming? Cat Noir serious? And DEAD serious!?

“Now, please listen to me because you have to hear this because it’s really the truth!”

Ladybug nodded and let him finish what he had to say to her.

“You’re right; I don’t know you’re civilian life” He began to finish, “But I wanna know what I do know?”

“What?”

“I know you totally deserve better, you deserve to know that you’re loved, loved by your family, loved by your friends, loved by everybody in Paris and of course, me as well. I know that you’re worthy of living, and that person is wrong about you completely! DEAD WRONG! I am your friend, Ladybug and I’m always going to be here if you need someone to talk to because I care about you deeply and you’re one of the few important people in my life and it would destroy my soul if I see you leave this earth. So please, don’t ever feel like you’re alone! Don’t ever feel like nobody loves you! You’re beautiful, M'lady! Inside and out, and don’t let anybody, not even some jerk take that away from you!”

After he was finished, he gave her a nice warm hug, stroking her hair. She had never seen this side of him before and it surprised her, she knew that he liked her but everything that he put all his heart and soul into telling her all of that changed everything she used to think about him.

She didn’t know why but his comforting hug made her feel… safe, secured and protected like nobody could harm her. She wished it would stay like this forever. She loved this moment so much that she forgot what she was so upset about.

“Feel better?” He asked.

“Oh! Uh, Yeah,” She sniffed and wiped whatever was left of her tears from her face, “I guess I do. In fact, I feel more than better!”

“See? Now, aren’t you glad you talked to this silly kitty?” He joked.

She let out a small giggle, “Yes, I am”

“Awww! See there’s that beautiful smile that I love so much! Yay! I made you feel better! Glad I could help! I should reward myself since I made you smile”

“Hmm, how about a plate of baked Tuna?” Ladybug jokingly suggested.

“It’s a deal!”

Both he and Ladybug both laughed. She couldn’t believe it, Cat Noir made her feel better and she was grateful that he texted her tonight here, if he didn’t, she would have done something to herself

Their Miraculouses began to blink, that was a sign that they were about to transform back.

“I love to stay and talk some more but we better get back home before we accidentally show our identities to each other”

“Yeah” He chuckled.

Just before they were about to leave…..

“Cat Noir?”

“Yeah?”

She walked up close to him, “Thanks”

“You’re welcome, M'lady! I’m glad I could be a help and if you ever feel like this again, text me ASAP-” Out of nowhere! She gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. He felt like he was dreaming right now! He thought is this really happening?! It is! The love of his life that helped just now just kissed him.

She smiled and giggled, looking at Cat Noir’s face that was now the color of a tomato. “You’re such a great guy and I’m totally grateful to have great friends like you! I’ll see you around, okay?” And just like that, she left, leaving him standing there awkwardly on top of the roof with a goofy smile on his face.

He touched his cheek and said, “Cat Noir, you’ve done great my friend! I am never washing this cheek ever again”

Save me ( Yoongi x Reader )

Genre : angst
Rated : M (mature content as in death mentions, depression, scarification etc).
Plot : Yoongi has depression and tries to kill himself.

Yoongi POV

I’m done. I’m tired of life, tired of people, tired of living. What is even the point of life ? Why are we here… Today I didn’t bother opening my windows, it’s dark inside but I like it. The sun hurts my eyes, so I don’t go out anymore. I’ve been sitting on the floor for so long, i don’t even remember. I stopped counting the hours, I stopped caring. Did I eat today ? No, at least I don’t think so. I’m not even sure I have food in the fridge. It’s not like it was necessary or anything. I stopped writing music… I never thought this day would come but here I am. I’m disgusted with myself. I closed my eyes… so so tired. I don’t sleep anymore, I can’t, the nightmares are making me mad, anxiety comes and I can’t stop screaming and crying. Depression, that’s what the doctor told me. I used to make fun of people having that, thinking you had to be weak to fall into that trap… how wrong was I. No matter how strong you are when this thing creeps inside you, there’s nothing you could do. I went to the bathroom and look at my reflection in the mirror. I looked like a ghost, I’m half dead anyway it shouldn’t surprise me. I found a razor blade on my shelves, so tempting… I took it, went back to my room, and sat on the floor against the cold wall, maybe this could help me. I slowly put the blade on wrist, I didn’t feel anything, I started cutting, watching the blood slowly oozing out. It felt good, I throw my head back and closed my eyes, I could feel the blood dripping down my hand. I was going to make another cut when the doorbell rang.

Reader POV

It has been a week since I last saw him… he didn’t contact me, not text, not a phone call, nothing. His state has become worse, I tried to help him but he keeps pushing me away. I decided to go to his apartment, I won’t leave until I see him. It’s shining outside, summer was coming. It has been 2 years since Yoongi and I started dating. At first he pushed me away, saying that he had too much work to do, that he had not time for romance and dating. He’s so stubborn, but I waited for him. And one day he told me he loved me. It was in the park, we were sitting under a tree, it was on a day a bit like this one. He loved his work so much, but I knew he loved me just as much even though he was bad at showing it. We spent practically every day together since then, i helped him manage his work and he gave me inspiration. Because of him I went back to university, he always supported me and encouraged me, saying I should follow my dreams and never give up… but things started changing 4 months ago. He stopped going out, talked less and less, he spent his days sitting on chair looking at the window. At first I thought it was just a phase, that things would go back to normal soon… I tried talking to him but it was like he didn’t want to hear me.
He started pushing everyone away and stopped going to the studio. I forced him to go the doctor, he was diagnosed with depression. They gave him pills but he threw them away saying he didn’t need them. And things went downhill from here.
I tried so hard to be there for him… I tried and I failed. Tears were falling down my cheeks, I walked faster. Soon I arrived at his apartment. I knocked twice. Nothing.
- Yoongi open the door it’s me ! I shouted.
- Go away. A small voice responded.
- Not until I’ve seen you.
I heard a sound, feet approaching, the door opened slightly.
- Can I enter ? I asked.
- No. You saw me now you can go.
His face was paler than normal, his bones were visible and his eyes were red, dark bags under them.
- Did you eat ? My voice was trembling.
Seeing him like that hurts me so so much.
- No.
I took sandwiches from my bag and gave them to him.
- Eat okay ?
- Maybe…
- Yoongi i missed you… I started crying, not able to hold back anymore.
He looked at me, his eyes hollow and cold. Never has he looked at me like that before.
- Come back to me please… Let me help you…
- Go home Y/N.
And he closed the door.

Yoongi POV

Maybe I should have let her in… Seeing her cry I hated that. I wanted to hold her, tell her things were going to be fine but I couldn’t. I couldn’t lie to her. She deserved someone better, someone who could love her the way she should be loved. She didn’t need a trash like me. I hate myself. I want to disappear. I want to die… My wrist was still bleeding, leaving red patches on the floor, somehow I found that enticing.
Y/N will get over it, she will forget about me like everybody else. I took back the razor blade and continued cutting, deeper and deeper. It didn’t hurt, I felt relieved. I started doing the same to the other wrist. I couldn’t see clearly anymore, everything was so quiet… maybe it’s time for me to go. If I closed my eyes what will happen ?
My energy was slowly flowing away from me, I could feel death, just a little more and I’ll be gone.

Reader POV

I couldn’t move, still crying next to his door. What can I do ? What should I do ?
- Yoongi ? I tried again.
Nothing.
- Yoongi are you still here ? I shouted louder this time.
Still nothing. Silence. Something was wrong. I started getting nervous, what if he had collapsed ? No I would have heard it…
- Yoongi you don’t have to open the door just tell me you’re alive.
I was panicking now. He usually answers, that’s not normal.
- Yoongi I’m breaking the door !
Okay I’m going in. 1,2,3 go ! I’m thankful to all the karate classes I’ve been taking, at least it has been useful. It was dark inside, and it had a weird smell… something irony and strong, just like… Blood. There was blood on the floor.
I started running around looking for him, Yoongi please tell me you did nothing wrong… I went to his bedroom and the things I saw froze me to place. There, was Yoongi lying in pools of blood. I screamed running to his side.
- Yoongi are you alive ??? Please say something !
He was so cold, was he still breathing ? I called 911.
- It’s going to be fine Yoongi, you’re going to live. You won’t leave me, you can’t.
I stayed by his side until the ambulance arrived. I couldn’t believe it. Why ? Was he so hurt that he wanted to end his life ? I should have seen it coming I should have done more !
I stayed at the hospital all night, the doctors didn’t want me to see him yet.
- Miss ? Are you the one who found him ?
- Yes I’m his girlfriend. Is he alright ? Can I see him ?
- His condition is stable for now. If it wasn’t for you, he would be dead.
He isn’t awake yet but you can go see
him. He’s in room 204.
- Thank you doctor.
I went straight to his room, he was there lying on the hospital bed. He was so thin…
I sat next to him, holding his hand.
- Yoongi, it’s me… I’m so sorry… i should have done more, should have try harder. I thought you were dead ! I though I would never be able to see you again ! I won’t leave you now, you will heal and things will be fine again. I won’t let you down, ever. You can count on me Yoongi, let me help you…
- Okay Y/N…
- You’re awake !
- Yes now stop crying please. I’m here okay. I’m here.
He slowly caressed my hair while I rested my head on his chest. He was there.
A few days later, they let him out. They gave him other pills and this time he didn’t complain. We went back to my apartment, it was easier for me, this way I could take care of him at all time.

Yoongi POV

I was alive… I don’t know what I feel about that yet. Y/N saved me, she was the one who found me lying in my apartment. She must have been horrified… I’m living with her now. She takes care of me, cooks meals for me, checks that I’m taking my pills and stays next to me at night. My nightmares are slowly disappearing, I’m able to sleep now with her by my side. Sometimes I’m harsh with her but she never angers or raises her voice. She’s so patient with me. I’ve been starting to open up a bit, it’s hard but I realized I needed her. One day she forced me to go outside, I didn’t want to at first, but her pleadings got the best out of me. We went to that park we used to go a year ago. I remember that tree… it was our special spot. I could feel her tremble by my side, her eyes were starting to water.
- Yoongi why did you try to kill yourself ? she asked me, there was pain in her voice.
- I couldn’t think clearly. My mind was clouded with dark thoughts, I was tired of fighting against darks shadows that were eating me on the inside. I felt worthless… i don’t deserve you Y/N. I don’t know why you’re still here with me. If you leave I would understand…
She didn’t respond at first, looking away.
- You want to know why I didn’t leave ? Because I love you. Because I love you so much seeing you like this hurts me every single day. I wanted to help you but you wouldn’t let me. I’m nothing without you do you understand ? You mean the world to me. And I would never leave you. Ever.
I was shocked, it was the first time she ever said that to me. I felt butterflies inside my stomach, things I never thought I would be able to feel again. A small smile appeared on my face, I did the first thing that went though my mind and hugged her. I forgot how good she smelled, like vanilla and fresh almonds. I buried my face in her neck, tears were starting to form in my eyes.
- Thank you Y/N, thank you so much.
- We’ll make it through. Together.
- Together.

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Don’t Forget
- Part II


Kai Parker x Reader
word count :
4 999
summary : continues the story from  PART I
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Kai hated seeing Y/N like this. It had taken a lot for him not to compell her to get inside the house with him and put a boundary spell around it so she wouldn’t leave. He had explained to her that they know each other and asked her to come back inside with him so he can prove it , promising to let her go if that’s what she wanted. However , he doubted he’d actually be able to let her go. Ever. Specially not in that moment , when Y/N had no idea who she was or who anyone was really.
Kai let her sleep in the bed by herself , taking the couch downstairs. He spent the entire night awake , listening in on what was happening upstairs. Y/N was tossing and turnining in her bed for a couple of hours and then fell asleep. Kai , however , didn’t get a wink of sleep. All night long the events from the day before kept repeating in his mind and he wished there was a way to change things. There wasn’t a spell to get her memory back , he couldn’t compell it to return either. Unfortunately that’s not how things worked. Magic and vampirism could do a lot of things but apparently helping someone get their memory back wasn’t one of them. In the morning , he climbed upstairs and waited sitting on the desk chair until she woke up. His hand reached inside his pocket where he had left the engagement ring. He looked at it for a moment and then returned it in its original box , placing it in one of the desk drawers. Y/N was waking up and he didn’t want to risk it. Part of him wondered if this morning when she wakes up her memory would be miraculously back , sadly no such luck.
“Morning.” she said sleepily. “H-have you been here all night?”
Kai smiled at her , shaking his head.
“No. I just woke up downstairs a few minutes ago. Came to check up on you.”
Y/N studied his face for a moment before pulling the covers off her. Her feet found their way in her favourite fuzzy slippers and she walked towards the window to see the sun just about to raise over the house on the other side of the street. A sigh left her lips. She could feel Kai’s eyes on her the entire time. The pain in them was so visible it added a crack to her heart.
“Do you want to go downstairs ? Get something to eat ?” he asked. Y/N nodded.
A few minutes later they were already downstairs , sitting in the kitchen. Y/N wanted to learn more so she kept asking him questions. Kai was more than happy to answer all of them. It took a bit of effort but she was making sense of them, slowly putting the pieces together in her head.
“So … you are my boyfriend ?” she asked , wrapping her hands around a cup with white tea with lemon. Kai nodded. “And we have been living here , together for four years.”
“Yes.” he managed a small smile. He sat on the opposite end of the table , barely taking his eyes off her , as if at some point she might suddenly decide to run away again. “After we had to leave Mystic Falls after my sister’s wedding.”
Kai had skipped on the parts about him murdering his entire family and all about the Prison Worlds. He could see her mind spinning at all the things he had already told her and didn’t want to push it too far. Google wasn’t very explanatory and Y/N didn’t like doctors so he thought he’d wait it out a few days. Perhaps her memory will return on its own.
“Why did we leave?” she wondered.
“Family drama.” he said. “We didn’t get along and it was best for us to leave. But its fine. I don’t really miss them. You are all I ever wanted and all I will ever need.”
He smiled at her. “Do you want a sandwich ? It’s been quite a while since you have eaten.”
“No. I’m actually in the mood for a giant steaming hot oatmeal bowl with nuts and chia seeds and -”
“Dried mango , coconut , papaya and banana chips?” he finished smiling. Maybe she hadn’t lost her memory completely after all. “And a drizzle of maple syrup , in the form of a spiral.”
“How did you - ”
“It’s your second most favourite food after chocolate chip pancakes with coconut whipped cream and maple syrup.” he smiled looking at her amazed face. “Give me a few minutes. You will love it.”
Y/N watched this stranger , the person he said she loved and tried to remember. The more he talked the more she believed him. He had said they had had a fight and she stormed out of the house , crashed her car not too long after. Details were a bit fuzzy for her , but she remembered the car crash. Sort of. Y/N remembered pain , feeling like she was dying and then someone had shown up , but the rest had been deleted from her memory. Kai had shown her pictures and promised to show her some of their home videos later. Y/N wanted to remember him , to remember what they had had before someone pressed the DELETE button and took it all away. Her mind was fighting to bring even a snapshot of a memory but nothing came to her.
The following days were pretty much the same. Kai had insisted on sleeping on the couch until her memory comes back. He didn’t want to overstep or push things. It wasn’t like he could sleep in the first place either. Y/N losing her memory had been the last thing he had expected to happen. It hurt him seeing her like this - wondering around the house , looking at things and not remembering any of it. They’d talk for hours , looking at pictures. Kai would point at the people and tell her stories about the events on them , skipping on the whole supernatural world bit. Sometimes something flashed in her eyes for a split second but it vanished as quickly as it had appeared. Their blonde neighbour stopped by a few times the following two weeks but he didn’t even bother to open the door. Kai could hear her coming even before she had left her house and had no intentions on having anything to do with her. Specially not when his girl was this fragile.
“Aren’t you going to open ?” wondered Y/N , listening to the doorbell ringing. “Must be important…or some family relative coming for a visit. Your sister maybe ?”
“It’s just some bible salesman or something.” he said looking at her with loving eyes. “I would much rather sit here with you than deal with them.”
Kai’s eyes hadn’t moved away from her the entire time they had been watching one of the home videos from the first days when they had moved into the house. Apparently they both loved working with the camera a lot , because there were dozens of movies to see. Just recently they had caught up on everything they had shot before leaving Mystic Falls. It was mostly walks through the woods or hanging out at some bar or in one of her friend’s giant houses. Kai had told her the giant house belonged to the Salvatore brothers , old friends of hers. Y/N appeared to have so many friends back home , it made her realise how much she must’ve loved Kai to leave it all behind as quickly as he had said.


Y/N had climbed up on top of a ladder at the far end of the room , to get a bird sight view of the room. Kai was sitting on the other end , holding his phone in his hands not taking his eyes off his girl.
“We are going to tear that wall down.” said Y/N , pointing at the front wall of their bedroom. There was a moderately big window there but she wanted it bigger. Lots of light so she can draw there and enjoy the sunshine first thing in the morning. “The bed will go here and -”
Kai dropped the camera at the far end of the room , catching Y/N in mid-air a split second later.
“Thanks.” she smiled at him. Y/N had reached a little further off the ladder losing her balance.
“How many times Y/N?” he scolded her , but it was a loving tone with a few pinches of worry added to it. “BE CAREFUL. What if I had been downstairs and you had fallen , breaking your neck?”
“That’s never going to happen.” she smiled at him. “I know you will always be there to catch me.” her lips pressed to his briefly , only Kai appeared to want more.

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Apollo pt.3

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: Writer blocks can be really frustrating, and sometimes having a “muse” doesn’t really help either. - Specially when your inspiration might not be there with you forever. ModernAU!

Warnings: ANGST ANGST ANGST LOVE ME SOME ANGSTY SH*T

Words: 1898

A/N: OKAY SO AFTER A FEW DAYS OF VACATION I PARTIALLY FORGOT PART OF THE PLOT OF THIS CHAPTER SO EXCUSE ME IF THIS DIDN’T TURN OUT AS ANGSTY AS I PROMISED I’M REALLY SORRY.

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“Please, please pick up the damn phone.” You whispered, on the verge of tears. “James Buchanan Barnes I swear to god…” You got interrupted by his voice, played automatically telling you to leave a message. You sighed, throwing your mobile across the room, to the bed.

Since your hasty love declaration things got automatically cold between you two. He barely answered your messages, and didn’t even pick up your calls. Once you went to his apartment, waited outside for a couple of hours, only to give up and leave because your butt couldn’t stand the hard ground anymore. You prayed he didn’t left to England without saying goodbye, because you’d fly there, only for kicking his ass and come back. It was curious how your way to see him as your good old friend never changed. Maybe I got used to this. Maybe I meant to be just his friend, nothing else. You thought. After all, both of you were so similar and so different at the same time; Like two identical puzzle pieces: identical, therefore incapable of being joined together.

At the same moment, in Midtown, Bucky was sat still in his bed. Lost in his thoughts, he looked up when his phone rang for the 3rd time. Kisses followed the trail in the middle of his bare back leaving little baby pink marks, delicate hands pressing his torso lightly.

“Aren’t you going to pick it up?” Hope asked warm breath hitting behind his neck.

“I got nothing to tell her.” He gulped.

More like he didn’t know what to tell her. All those years, all those moments together didn’t make him feel like usual. All those forehead kisses, tight hugs and puppy-eyes staring didn’t seem to fit right. He bit his inner cheek, wondering why did that happen. Why did she fell for him at the same moment he was trying to turn the page, reach a new milestone on his life, move on.

“She’s still your friend, Buck.” His nickname sounded bittersweet in her mouth. Sweet, because of the soft tone and the way his girlfriend said it, and bitter, because it was a reminder of the affection between (y/n) and him. “You have to say goodbye to her before we leave. Sometimes it’s not good to leave people behind like that. You can hurt them, specially when you’re really important to them.” 

Hope knew the feeling very well, but James didn’t need to know that. Not now that she crawled her way out of her misery at last.

“She- She needs to get over her feelings, rearrange her mind.” Those words burned like hell making their way through his throat. He didn’t really mean it, but for him, it was the best way for both of you to go back to the old- classic friendship you had. He couldn’t lose that. Like his family, that relationship was deeply rooted to his whole being.

“Promise me you’ll go and talk to her.” He nodded and agreed under his breath, sighing, before turning around and lock his frozen blue eyes on her swollen lips.

“Now let’s wipe off that pink lipstick without moving out of this bed.” And as easy as clicking a button, he shut his guilty thoughts off and focused on his present: Hope.

Your eyes itched as you were consistently trying to finish the last paragraph of your novel, and, with a period, you let out a proud sigh. You ended it. You could finish your damn book, and in a matter of weeks, maybe a few months, you would be able to publish it.

One of the things you loved about this job was the uncertainty of its success. You never knew what book would be the one who would mark an entire generation, or the one forgotten in a pile of old unclaimed novels in a local bookshop. Its success was volatile, just like the decisions we, as imperfect human beings, make. You have always hoped for the best, and this book was giving you good vibes.

With a quick check and a few clicks on the screen, you printed part of your book and its dedicatory, stapling them together afterwards. You called Wanda and Nat, telling them to hang out to celebrate as you grabbed your coat and the preview of your work.

You felt joy flowing through your veins as you jumped down the stairs with a big smile on your face, feeling like finally everything was going well after a week of strong negative emotions. But, as the cold air hit your lungs, your heart skipped a beat.

If Adonis was resurrected somehow at this century, you were a hundred percent sure he got reincarnated as Bucky. Without that harsh look he gave you when you two argued and the strange feeling of not having him around everyday his return with that softened look and calmed features felt like the cool breeze in a hot summer. You grabbed your piece of paper harder as he approached to you, arms wide open.

“Buck.” You squealed softly, settling yourself between his warmth. “I thought you were upset, you didn’t answered my calls, you didn’t…”

“I’m leaving to London in a few hours, (y/n)” He interrupted you as he retired himself from your grip. You jaw dropped, you were trying to remember how to breath.

“Oh.” That was the only thing you were able to pronounce. Oh.

“I came here to say goodbye.” Maybe it wasn’t just a goodbye for him, because it didn’t feel like a usual one. Strings were being cut at that moment, and he could feel it, he could feel the stingy sensation deep in his heart. He felt the same when he had to leave his childhood dog at the vet, because he was too old and too ill; he felt the same when he left the house, after having a big argument with his father. His subconscious knew he was losing somebody.

Yet, you felt like you couldn’t let this go, not with ease. Just as you saw him shake his hand you called him.

“Buck.”

“Hmm?”

“We’ll keep in touch,  okay?” Your weak voice was cracking. He turned around, trying to smile back at you. “I’ll beat your squishy ass if you forget my existence.” And at that moment, his real grin appeared for a few seconds, the Registered Trademark one, the one that showed up whenever they were together.

“How could I? You’re like the conjoined sister I never wanted.” He whispered and stared at your features while you stood there, turning around before it got too hard for him. He saw it. He saw what he had before his decision and he didn’t want to process it. Hope was his future, and he had to focus on it

The paper between your fingers was burning. You bit your lower lip, frowning and fighting back your tears.

“Buck.” You called again, one last time. He used your call as an excuse to turn around, absorb what it was in front of him.

“Hmm?” He repeated. But this time, you preferred saving it for yourself. You hid the preview you had printed for him behind you, telling yourself that if God wanted to, he’d find out everything by himself.

“Goodbye.”

“That fucker did what?” Nat asked while she was deciding between two dresses. “We’re his friends too, why didn’t he come here and hug us and tell us he was leaving?”

“He went to Steve’s and told him to say it on his behalf.” Wanda blabbed, your mouth full of popcorn, still focused on the movie you three were watching. “After you declared he was your enemy I bet five bucks he doesn’t dare to come around you.”

“Wait, Steve knew this? And when did I say that?”

“Remember that day we took (y/n) partying after her heart got shattered?” You grunted in the distance, not wanting to get too involved in the conversation. “You had too many shots and snapchat showed the world what you were thinking about James at that moment.”

By her confused look, you both knew she didn’t remember anything.

“Anyways, (y/n)” Wanda turned around to face you. “I’ve heard your editorial needs new employees.” You nodded, not paying much attention. “Do you know how much I appreciate you, and your kindness to your friends?”

“Wanda, spit it out.” You mumbled. You focused on her when the credits started rolling on the screen.

“Alright so you know I’ve got a brother, right?” You nodded. “Welp, he just finished his degree at college and he’s looking for a job.”

“… And you want me to recommend Pietro to my boss.” You completed as you saw her put her hands together in a prayer, nodding frantically.

You knew Pietro. He was a good guy, a little bit younger than you. He’s really intelligent, but acted a little bit goofy around Natasha and you, in an attempt to annoy his sister, who usually felt humiliated when he did so. Really good at sports, he liked to brag of his skills whenever he had the chance to win you. 

“You know he’s really hardworking and all of that, also, you don’t really need to compromise your-”

“You don’t need to convince me, I got this.” Wanda squealed and hugged you tight, squeezing your organs as you struggled on getting out of her grip.

“Okay lovebirds, time to get ready to party.” Nat dragged both of you to the wardrobe, ignoring your complaints. 

The weather difference was the first thing Bucky noticed after arriving to the city: cloudy, with sudden short storms and pauses, where you had to alternate between grabbing your umbrella and taking off your jacket. And he felt identified with it, because these days his life had the same downs and uppers.

“You’re going to love my mother, she’s the best cooker of the entire world. I don’t know if you’ve ever tried British food, people say it’s horrible but I swear she can make the best Yorkshire pudding. Did I tell you she was from Yorkshire? It’s a county…” Hope kept talking as she swung her arm and Bucky’s while walking, hands together showing their love.

However, he was lost in his thoughts. He was going to meet the parents of his partner. In a couple of years, he could see him proposing to her, and, who knows, he might be a father after their honeymoon. He was growing up, maturing. He’d grow old with her, and tell his grandsons stories about his childhood in The States. He’d tell them about his best friend, who was an incredible writer that had the imagination of a little kid, making her unique. He’d tell them about her love for pizza and her way of teasing him hugging the food before him. And maybe, when they grow up, he’d mention how her cheeks used to turn red when she got tipsy, and how she fell asleep head on his back when playing around after a few drinks.

But all of a sudden, your last declaration hit him again like a rock, leaving him with an unsettling sensation on his chest. And then, he remembered. He had to move on, because since he met Hope, you couldn’t be his centre of attention anymore. 

Just as how you’d replace him when you find someone else someday.

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You told me you’d never hurt me. We use to sit at the park bench talking for hours. I would laugh till my stomach hurt and you’d sit there smiling. Each day you would fill my life with sunflowers. You painted your days with rainbows even if it looked a little grey. The way you listened made me fall more in love. Our conversations was one of my highlights throughout the day. People use to tell me that our relationship was beautiful. I’d smile and tell them they’ll have this too one day. Never speak too soon you’ll regret it I learned. We went to our spot but something was different. You felt odd, I asked you about your day but no rainbows were painted. It seemed like a storm had hit you. You told me you loved someone else. I sat there in disbelief. You said you’d never hurt me but you broke me. Left me shattered in a million pieces. Never did I intend to hurt you but this is the truth. I’d hoped this was all just a dream. I tried to knocking on your door but you didn’t answer. Days were spent searching for an explanation . Every corner seemed like a dead end. Where did everything go so wrong I asked. Your final words were I deserved better. Till this day I am unable to see what went wrong. You were my world that looked so bright, even in the darkest of nights. I am broken but somehow I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving you.
—  Promises aren’t easy to keep so don’t make them.

anonymous asked:

hi lovely, i'm so glad to see you on my tumblr feed again. I got my exam results back the other day and didn't do as well as I thought I did in one of my subjects, so seeing you back here has made me feel a lot better❤😊hope you're well! X

hey you! oh no, that sucks! I have only ever failed one exam, and I failed it five times before finally passing, so there you go! nothing to worry about! you will get there in the end. whenever me or my sisters fail a test my dad always says, and yet, the world’s still turning, the sun is still shining and you can still order pizza, and I feel like that always puts things in perspective, ha!

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Now what in the world would make you think that, ever, ever, ever?

We’d been travelling down the Amazon for months, and we reached a village in Cristalino, and it was the only place in thousands of miles that had a telephone, so I called you. I just wanted to say hello. And they told me that you’d left, left UNIT, never came back. So I waited and waited, because you said you’d see me again. You did, I asked you and you said yes. You promised. So I thought, one day, I’d hear that sound, Deep in the jungle, I’d hear that funny wheezing noise, and a big blue box right in the middle of the rainforest. You see, he wouldn’t just leave. Not forever. Not me. I’ve waited my whole silly life.

iamanemotionaltimebomb  asked:

Companions realising they're in love with SoSu?

Realizing they’re in love with SS just like I’m in love with this prompt. I put Codsworth, Strong, and Dogmeat at the bottom as a kind of platonic affection. I hope this is okay. Thanks for the prompt love ;)

Cait: Shite this is not good. She was taught not to rely on anyone and to only trust yourself. And here she goes, falling all over the place for Sole! The way they kicked arse together and flirted mercilessly back and forth, you would think they were Bonnie and Clyde. Now whenever she sees their face, she has to fight off a smile. Damn it, she was it complete love with this idiot.

Curie: What is this feeling! It was so different than when she was in her other body, mon dieu! Before it was many many thoughts in her mind of them being very…close. But now ze blood rushes to her cheeks when she sees them. She didn’t fully understand until they kissed her and everything fell into place like stars. Ah… Zis was love.

Danse: It was when Sole stood in front of them and defended his honor in front of Maxson. How could anyone go so much out of their way for what he was? For him of all people? Their face was so passionately defending him with a fire in their eyes that he couldn’t help but think that they were the most attractive person he had ever seen. He wasn’t sure if he was even feeling the proper thing but it sure did feel a lot like love.

Deacon: He had known for a while. He knew the progression, he had experienced it before. They were just so perfect for each other! No one else could play off his jokes and cons so expertly like they did. They fit together like puzzle pieces in everything they did. What else could it be other than love? The more difficult part for him was: how was he going to tell them?

Hancock: Sole was the only person he had ever opened up to about…before he became a ghoul. He asked himself why he had bothered sharing that moment of weakness in his past with them but as Sole grabbed his hand and stared into the depths of his eyes, he knew it was because he loved them.

MacCready: No one had ever gone out of their way for him before like Sole did. It was a dog eat dog world now and you had to look out for yourself first and foremost. But their selfless personality and moments of kindness tugged so hard at his heartstrings that he couldn’t help obsessing about them day and night. They were perfect.

Nick Valentine: Sole always defended him the second anyone spoke out negatively about him being a synth. At first he thought it was cute but the more they began to travel, he began to see that they did it because they were noble of heart. They were the voice for those who had none. It was what he always aspired to be. He was never going to let this one go.

Piper: Gah! Why did she a to so stupid around Sole? It was bad; she stumbled over her words, she’d turn red in the face and Sole would just laugh as calm as ever. How come they could keep it together so well when she was freaking out inside? The and Nat’s teasing didn’t help at all. She was going to have to tell Sole soon that she had it bad for them.

Preston: Every time Sole smiled after helping out settlers in need, Preston fell a little bit more in love every time. He was always thinking about them, even when he shouldn’t have been: When they travelled, when they were killing beasts, when he was in the shower… He didn’t like to admit it, but he had almost ended his life once when he saw no hope. Now that this amazing person was in his life, he didn’t know what he was thinking. He loved them.

X6-88: It was when they were taking on 3 deathclaws at once. Sole had gotten into their power armor and X6 knew they were going to go kick some ass. He didn’t like to admit it, in fact he probably would get into a lot of trouble if he did, but he thought about Sole way more than was acceptable. After they killed the last one, took off their power armor and flashed him that radiant smile, he was glad he had his aviators to hide his face. His synthetic heart was beating too quickly.

Codsworth: Sole was the last remnant of his old life! Oh what a sentimental bot he was to reminisce over the old times! But, every time he thought about Sole, his little robot heart motors whirred warmly.

Dogmeat: Immediately attached himself to Sole the second he found them at Red Rocket Truck Stop. No one else was as glorious as the supreme master Sole.

Strong: “HUMAN GOOD LEADER, STRONG FOLLOW TO ENDS OF EARTH!” Strong took to giving them bear hugs when they “smashed” something as a display of affection (Deacon taught him). He squished the ever living life out of them.

~Extra~

Maxson: Maybe it was because of their prowess in battle that caused him to promote Sole so quickly, maybe it was something else. He had sworn his life to the Brotherhood and thought he had sealed his emotions too. But those moments when Sole would come into ask him questions about the next attack in his private quarters stirred him up inside. He needed to think about the upcoming war, not how soft their lips looked. Damn. The Elder of the Brotherhood was in love with a soldier.