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Fanfic author ask meme

My first ask meme, and one that’s been on my mind for a while! Feel free to reblog for your it for yourself, answer them, or ask me for my answers! Read more break after 10/50 to help keep this from clogging any dashboards

1. What was your first fic and could you stand to reread it today?

2. What’s your most recent fic and how far do you think you’ve come?

3. In your opinion, what’s your best fic?

4. In your opinion and without looking at any numbers, what’s your most popular fic?

5. Is there any fic that makes you super happy to reread and remember you wrote that?

6. Is there any fic that makes you super embarrassed to reread and remember you wrote that?

7. What’s the fic you most want to continue (unfinished or no)?

8. What’s the oldest (longest since last update) fic you most want to continue (unfinished or no)?

9. Have you ever written for a fandom without watching/reading/playing the source material?

10. Have you ever written for a fandom without reading other fanfic for it?

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One Direction Asks
  • What Makes You Beautiful: Name three things you love about yourself.
  • Gotta Be You: Talk about your crush!
  • One Thing: What's one thing your dream girl/boy HAS to have?
  • More Than This: What's the bravest thing you ever did?
  • Up All Night: Talk about the craziest night of your life.
  • I Wish: What's your biggest dream?
  • Tell Me A Lie: What was your most recent lie?
  • Taken: Talk about your last relationship.
  • I Want: Name three things you want in life
  • Everything About You: Who's your biggest celebrity crush?
  • Same Mistakes: What's your most common mistake?
  • Save You Tonight: Which three things would you save if there was a fire?
  • Stole My Heart: Have you ever fallen for someone you shouldn't have fallen for?
  • Stand Up: What's your favourite sport?
  • Moments: Talk about something good that recently happened to you.
  • Another World: Which fictional world would you want to live in if you could?
  • Na Na Na: What's one thing you can never say no to?
  • I Should Have Kissed You: Is there something you regret?
  • Live While We're Young: Talk about a childhood memory.
  • Kiss You: Tell the story of your first kiss.
  • Little Things: Name five things you find attractive in others.
  • C'Mon, C'Mon: What's your dream destination for a good vacation?
  • Last First Kiss: Do you want to get married? If so, talk about your dream wedding.
  • Heart Attack: Are you jealous?
  • Rock Me: List your ten favourite bands.
  • Change My Mind: Are you good at making final decisions or do you easily change your mind?
  • I Would: Name three guilty pleasures of yours.
  • Over Again: Talk about your first love.
  • Back For You: Talk about your best friend.
  • They Don't Know About Us: Share a secret!
  • Summer Love: Talk about a summer memory.
  • She's Not Afraid: What's your favourite horror film?
  • Loved You First: Are you a possessive person?
  • Nobody Compares: Who's your idol?
  • Still The One: What's one thing you can't seem to get over?
  • Best Song Ever: List your ten favourite songs.
  • Story Of My Life: List five things you can't live without.
  • Diana: What would you name your children?
  • Midnight Memories: Talk about a dream you recently had.
  • You & I: Talk about your OTP.
  • Don't Forget Where You Belong: Where do you feel home?
  • Strong: What are your three best qualities?
  • Happily: Name three things that make you happy.
  • Right Now: Do you miss someone at the moment?
  • Little Black Dress: How would you describe your style?
  • Through The Dark: What helps you when you're feeling down?
  • Something Great: Where do you see yourself in ten years?
  • Little White Lies: Talk about your #1 sexual fantasy.
  • Better Than Words: Do you read fanfiction? If so, what's your favourite fanfiction?
  • Why Don't We Go There?: Which big cities have you been to?
  • Does He Know?: Would you be up for a threesome?
  • Alive: What's one thing you'd never tell your "real life" friends?
  • Half A Heart: What's your favourite lovestory? ( Book, film, etc. )
  • Steal My Girl: Did you ever steal anything?
  • Ready To Run: If you could have one super power, which would you choose?
  • Where Do Broken Hearts Go?: Talk about the best concert you ever attented.
  • 18: Do you wish you were younger or older?
  • Girl Almighty: What makes you sexy?
  • Fool's Gold: Do you fall for people quickly?
  • Night Changes: What's one thing you don't ever want to change?
  • No Control: Can you control your temper ?
  • Fireproof: What scares you?
  • Spaces: Did you ever let someone go for good?
  • Stockholm Syndrome: Name five kinks of yours.
  • Clouds: What's your star sign? Does your personality match it?
  • Change Your Ticket: What would you do with a million dollars?
  • Illusion: Do you believe in higher powers?
  • Once In A Lifetime: What's three things you want to do before you die?
  • Act My Age: Do you consider yourself mature?
  • Just Can't Let Her Go: Name five turn ons.

Considering it’s been a few years since I first started professionally tutoring high school students, I know that this time of the year is always anxious for graduating seniors. You know what college you’re going in to, what you want to (hopefully) study for the next four years - it’s a good time for the nerves to start kicking in! I try to follow a little acronym called “hope” (nope it’s not my favourite word nope) and I pass on this advice to my students every year - so I thought I would share it with studyblr this year!

→ Hobbies Are Important!
Your hobbies are things that shape you and define you, activities that provide you solace and peace of mind when you need it. When college rears its ugly head and life gets busy, it’s really easy to drop your hobbies but it’s really important to continue on with them, as best as you can. Once you’re finished with college, you may find yourself with a lot of empty time on your hands. The workplace doesn’t need you to do homework, prepare for exams and make study guides - so what does one do in all this spare time? Your hobbies are as good as anything, here. No matter how significant or insignificant they are, remember to hold them close to your heart.

→ Organisation Skills Are Key!
Many of the studyblr community understand this already, so I won’t elaborate on this too much. Much of the work at the K-12 level is structured easily for the student to understand, with things like worksheets and handouts. They’re not common in college (in fact, I’ve only had them in 2 classes in 3.5 years), so to keep on top of things, it’s important to have good note-taking skills, maintain a good planner and use whatever review methods work most effectively for you to study! You may feel like college is information overload, so rather than trying to keep it all in your head, it’s better to keep it written down, so that your mind is free to absorb new information!

→ Preparing Ahead Isn’t Just For Nerds!
That’s right, cool kids can do it too! Nothing bad has ever come out of reading the next class’ chapter ahead of time or starting a study guide for the next exam right after you finish the one during last class. Being aware of the context when learning makes it much easier for your brain to comprehend and understand new material - so if you read up ahead on the chapter and you don’t understand much of it, chances are that when you go to class your brain would’ve remembered keywords, which it’ll pick up during class and help you retain this information more.

→ Expectations Are Personal!
Success is a very relative term and should be taken on a personal level. Doing your own best is always what is important - don’t be weighed down by the expectations that others place on you. Many of you will be living away from home for the first time and it’s not easy, at all. “Work smart, don’t work hard” and such quotes make it seem like being disciplined and diligent is all that matters but it is also important to take breaks and take care of yourself too! Know when to take breaks and when to take time for yourself- but also remember to try outdoing yourself before outdoing anyone else!

Once again, this is just my opinion and tips based on my college experience. It is, by no means, an exhaustive list and I believe that once you begin, you too will come to realise some things on your own. I truly wish someone had pointed these things out to me during my freshman year at college but I hope that you come across this post and don’t go through the same mistakes I did! As usual, my askbox is always open for if you ever want to talk/discuss/chat/rant/whatever! I’m so thankful for this wonderful community and I cherish you all lots, just trying to do my bit and give back!

- alli ❀

Personal

1 - How are you?
2 - Post a picture of yourself.
3 - Do you ever wish you were someone else?
4 - What is your entire name?
5 - How old are you?
6 - Age you get mistaken for:
7 - Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:
8 - What did you do on your last birthday?
9 - What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
10 - What is your hair color?
11 - Have you ever dyed your hair?
12 - What is your eye color?
13 - If you could change your eye color, would you?
14 - Do you wear contacts/glasses?
15 - Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it:
16 - Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body?
17 - Say 8 facts about your body:
18 - Do you have any tattoos?
19 - Do you have any piercings?
20 - Left or right handed?
21 - What’s your sexual orientation?
22 - Do you drink?
23 - Do you smoke?
24 - Do you have any pets?
25 - Where do you work?
26 - Something you are working on right now:
27 - Do you have any “rules” about food?
28 - Where are you from?
29 - What would you say is your best quality?
30 - What do you think you’re really good at?
31 - What do you think you’re really bad at?
32 - What talent do you wish you’d been born with?
33 - Are you a bad person?
34 - Are you nice to everyone?
35 - Say 3 facts about your personality:
36 - Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
37 - What is your ideal bed? Why?
38 - Do wake up cranky?
39 - Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
40 - What do you think about the most?
41 - Share 2 habits:
42 - What you want to be when you “get older”?
43 - What are your career goals?
44 - What is your ideal career?
45 - Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
46 - Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
47 - Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
48 - Say 10 facts about your room:
49 - Do you have any phobias?
50 - Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
51 - Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?
52 - Ever broken any bones?
53 - Ever come close to death?
54 - Things you like and dislike about yourself:
55 - A random fact about yourself:
56 - What are three things most people don’t know about you?
57 - An unknown fact about your life:
58 - Share something about yourself others might think is weird:
59 - Five weird things that you like:
60 - Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this?
61 - Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
62 - Describe yourself in one word/sentence:
63 - A quote you try to live by:
64 - A famous person you’ve been compared to:
65 - Weird things you do when you’re alone:
66 - Something you do without realising:
67 - 5 things you want to change:
68 - Someone you’d like to be for a day and why:
69 - Leave me a compliment:

Favourites

70 - What is your favorite thing to do?
71 - What’s your favorite color?
72 - What’s your favorite band/singer?
73 - What’s your favorite movie?
74 - What are your favorite books?
75 - What is your favorite quote and why?
76 - What is your favorite word?
77 - What is your least favorite word?
78 - What is your favorite type of food?
79 - You favorite ice cream?
80 - What’s your favorite animal?
81 - Dogs or cats?
82 - Describe your favourite texture:
83 - What is your favorite flower?
84 - What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex?
85 - What is your favorite season?
86 - What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
87 - What are four things you can’t live without and why?
88 - Which mythological creature are you most like? Why?
89 - What’s your favorite television show?
90 - Favorite place to shop at?
91 - Say 2 facts about your favorite things:

Family, childhood and places

92 - Say 4 facts about your parents:
93 - Are you more like your mom or your dad?
94 - Do you have any siblings?
95 - Say 9 facts about your family:
96 - What’s your relationship like with your family?
97 - Say 7 facts about your childhood:
98 - The best and the worst childhood memories:
99 - Say 6 facts about your home town:
100 - Are you going out of town soon?
101 - Where would you like to live?
102 - What would your dream house be like?
103 - Where would you go on your dream vacation?
104 - Where you want to be right now?
105 - Top three places to visit:

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Friends

106 - Would you ever smile at a stranger?
107 - Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
108 - Who is someone you never tire of?
109 - Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
110 - Who is your most loyal friend?
111 - Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
112 - If your best friend died, what would you do?
113 - Something you’ve lied about.
114 - Have you ever felt replaced?
115 - Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):

Relationships

116 - The last person you hugged?
117 - Story of your first kiss?
118 - Do you like kissing in public?
119 - Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
120 - You have a preference for boys or girls?
121 - Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
122 - 5 things that irritate you about the same sex/opposite sex.
123 - Do you believe in love at first sight?
124 - Do you believe in soul mates?
125 - What is your idea of the perfect date?
126 - Based on past relationships or crushes, describe your perfect boyfriend/girlfriend:
127 - What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
128 - Are looks important in a relationship?
129 - What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
130 - What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
131 - Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
132 - Five guys/girls whom you find attractive:
133 - Do you have a crush on anyone?
134 - A description of the girl/boy you like:
135 - Say 1 fact about the person your like:
136 - If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
137 - When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
138 - Do you think someone has feelings for you?
139 - Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
140 - Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
141 - Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
142 - Anyone you’re giving up on?
143 - Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
144 - Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
145 - Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
146 - Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
147 - Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
148 - Is there someone you will never forget?
149 - Say five ways to win your heart:
150 - What turns you on?
151 - What turns you off?
152 - What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
153 - What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
154 - What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
155 - Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you?
156 - What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
157 - Are you in love?
158 - Are you in a relationship?
159 - If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
160 - Are relationships ever worth it?
161 - Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
162 - Can you commit to one person?
163 - Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
164 - Do you ever want to get married?
165 - Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
166 - Future names of your children:
167 - Do you get jealous easily?
168 - The last time you felt jealous, and why?
169 - What is your definition of cheating?
170 - Have you ever been cheated on?
171 - Do you forgive betrayal?
172 - Have you ever cheated on someone?
173 - Why did your last relationship fail?
174 - Things you want to say to an ex:
175 - A description of the person you dislike the most:
176 - If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
177 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
178 - How long was your longest relationship?
179 - You’ll love me if…
180 - Share a relationship story:

Music, movies and books

181 - How often do you listen to music?
182 - What kind of music you like?
183 - Do you like to dance?
184 - What was the first concert/show you attended?
185 - Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
186 - Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
187 - A song that’s been stuck in your head:
188 - Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:
189 - A book you want to read/have recently read:
190 - Describe your dream library:
191 - Last movie you just watched:
192 - Do you like watching what type of movies?

Situations and crazy things

193 - You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done?
194 - What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for?
195 - If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be?
196 - You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to?
197 - If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
198 - If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
199 - If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
200 - You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
201 - If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
202 - What is the first curse word that comes to mind?
203 - What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be…
204 - Halloween costume idea?
205 - How you’d spend ten thousand bucks?
206 - Press ctrl+v and post:
207 - Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? Explain why.
208 - 5 things within touching distance:
209 - A drunken story:
210 - What are you supposed to be doing right now?
211 - Currently wanting to see anyone?
212 - Why you follow me?
213 - If you met me what would you do?
214 - YOU have to leave me a random/ridiculous question:
215 - YOU have to leave me a cute message:

Opinions and beliefs

216 - Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now?
217 - Do you believe in fate/destiny?
218 - What you wish for on 11:11?
219 - Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm?
220 - Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets?
221 - What is your religion, if any?
222 - Would you go against your moral code for money?
223 - What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind?
224 - How important you think education is?
225 - If you were the president, what would you do?
226 - If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change?
227 - Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial?
228 - If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
229 - Which movie character do you most identify with and why?

Feelings and Others

230 - Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early?
231 - Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance:
232 - Say 5 things you love unconditionally:
233 - What motivates you in life?
234 - Something that you’re proud of:
235 - Five words/phrases that make you laugh:
236 - Share the story of something that makes you smile:
237 - Something you always think “what if…” about:
238 - What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that?
239 - Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life:
240 - Something/someone that you miss:
241 - Are you over your past?
242 - What is your saddest memory?
243 - One of the hardest moments in your life:
244 - Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
245 - What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about?
246 - What was your most embarrassing moment?
247 - Share one of your fears/insecurities:
248 - Something you’re currently worrying about:
249 - Have you done something you regret very much?
250 - If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be?
251 - Does anyone hate you?
252 - Do you hate anyone?
253 - Lyrics that apply to your current situation/mood.
254 - Are you good at hiding your feelings?
255 - What’s something you hide about your personality?
256 - How do you approach social situations?
257 - Are you a social or an antisocial person?
258 - Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
259 - Do you care if people talk badly about you?
260 - How do you deal with criticism?
261 - How you hope your future will be like?
262 - What’s something that scares you about the future?
263 - Five items you lust after:
264 - One thing you’re excited for:
265 - Describe the most terrifying/strangest/beautiful dream you’ve ever had:
266 - Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character?
267 - Who is your celebrity crush?
268 - Make a confession:

A Writer’s PSA

Firstly: I just saw an interesting post made by @caplanbuckybarnes (who I can’t tag, but that’s okay), that inspired both anger and relief in me at once. I was compelled to type out this PSA.

Secondly: I am tagging everyone who has asked to be tagged in The Irrelevance of Napoli SO YOU CAN SEE HOW GODDAMN AWESOME THEY ARE BEFORE I START THIS. 

@thecrownedrose @persephone-is-here-omg @find-me-here2 @captainamerotica @redgillan @angryschnauzer @ursulaismymiddlename @rebelslicious @kittykitty-mewmeww @erisjade @siren-kitten-his @buckyappreciationsociety @kozmicrock @aingealcethlenn @rachelle-on-the-run @thewinterswimmer @vaisabu @inside-lizzys-head @angryschnauzer @melconnor2007 

Thirdly: I am doing this more for the sake of my upcoming fic, Cherchez la Femme, which I have been working on for MONTHS–probably since Septemberish–than I am for Napoli. Also doing this for the sake of other authors who may feel this way, but don’t want to say anything for fear of making people mad. I personally am tired of dealing with my own anxiety about this subject, so I’m getting this off my chest. 

Okay.

 I am exceedingly frustrated by the majority of attitudes (or non attitudes) I see towards anything that is not a one-shot on here. ESPECIALLY if it’s smut.

I like smut. I love smut. I’ve read some really good smut on here. But… that’s not all I’ve read on here. When I first got on Tumblr, I found some really unique and interesting fics, and I got very invested in them. But lately, the majority of what I’ve been seeing on this site is the same damn thing, over and over and over again. Smut one shots, no plot, no character development, no nothing. Those fics I was invested in were discontinued (temporarily, I hope) in favor of smut one shots, which, like I said, I don’t mind, but ya know… I also do.

Authors are capable of writing more than smut one shots. 

Authors are capable of writing more than smut one shots. And many of them do write more than smut one shots. But I have seen two (2) of the multi-part fics I follow being seriously reblogged. That’s out of A LOT that I happen to read and like. One of my favorites got put on hiatus because there were no reads on the most recent chapter at the time.

Tumblr, seriously, what is going on? Like, I recognize that we all want to imagine ourselves having sex with some version of Sebastian Stan (ME TOO, I AM NOT EXCLUDING MYSELF FROM THAT GROUP) but some of these people have worked ages, ages on these fics. With well-developed characters and plot and settings and serious issues that are worked through. THESE PEOPLE I READ SHOULD WRITE ORIGINAL CONTENT AND GET PUBLISHED. In my world, they would. Because they are that good.

And yet, they get almost no recognition. And it frustrates me, and scares me, and makes me really, really sad. Some might say, “Tumblr is more (something else) than fanfic for me”–which is fine. Please engage in whatever joy may have brought you to Tumblr. But also remember that for others, it IS about fanfic, and they enjoy doing that just as much as you enjoy doing whatever you do. So hit the like button every once in a while. Read more fics of your favorite characters. Some might say, “I have –something that gives me a shorter attention span–, I can’t remember what happened before this chapter/can’t concentrate enough to get through a whole fic in the time I have”–in which case, you are fine, don’t worry about it, not a big deal. Some of you may say, “Works in progress are annoying, I hate waiting for new parts to come out”–and trust me, I’m right there with you. I’m waiting on a few new parts for fics myself (I’m also waiting for Diana Gabaldon’s next Outlander book, goddammit), but that doesn’t stop me from reading and commenting on the parts that are there! Tell the author that you have something to look forward to until the next part comes out! Also, TELL THE AUTHOR IF YOU ARE WAITING FOR THEM TO COMPLETE IT, or ask to be tagged in the final masterlist! We won’t mind if you do it that way! Some of you may just hate longer fics and there’s nothing anybody can do to change that. In which case, whatever floats your boat.

I’m not getting on anyone in the above paragraph to suddenly change your preferences and start reading fics with more than two parts. What I am saying, though, is if you consume, but don’t comment AND reblog (or at least tag and reblog), or if you don’t consume at all and blatantly ignore what authors are putting out there… come on, guys. We put our heart and souls into this stuff. Some of the stuff we write is taken from real life. Some people don’t have anything but their writing to help them get through what may be a really bad stage. Likes, comments, reblogs–writers need these. We don’t all have to be JK Rowling here, but we do hope to see that someone smiles or laughs, or cries, or feels in some way with our fics. 

One of my friends on here was very sad a couple of days ago because she was getting very few notes on even her one-shots, or reblogs with no comments. She has 700+ followers and a taglist that’s a mile long. It made me sad for her, and I can’t even hug her because she lives far away from me. Readers, you don’t have to comment or reblog every chapter of a fic that’s been written, it’s really okay if you don’t, but let the reader know that you like it and acknowledge the work that’s been done. 

I’m still relatively tiny on here, and I definitely need to follow more blogs, so I will now go looking. But, indulge me for a second: If, when I publish Cherchez, I deem it as not getting enough notes, I will make a goddamn video of myself deleting the thing off my computer and burning the damn notebooks. I started by writing this stuff for me. Napoli ended up being about someone I know who recently died. Cherchez was what I wrote when I was coming out of a breakdown. So yes, I write for myself. But as soon as I put it up here, it becomes yours. You consume it, you feel because of it. So really, guys, read all the smut you want. I know I’m going to. But read more than smut, too.

Sincerely,

Someone who is a teeny bit oversmutted

(If you want to, you can check my tags for more info)

important question

was there ever a pilot episode of Danny Phantom?

does it exist? was there an episode 0 of Danny Phantom that durated about 6 minutes? is it out there somewhere? did Butch Hartman ever had to make a pilot of the show and pitch it to Nickelodeon before they made season 1??? every cartoon seems to have a pilot, the Fairly Oddparents did, but weirdly, Danny Phantom is the only cartoon where I don’t remember anyone mentioning a pilot. Could there have been canon official animated content of Danny Phantom that we never knew about, somewhere within the depths of Nickelodeon studios, content of the events that took place before Mystery Meat??? has anyone even considered this thought???

Send me a number

1. What are you wearing right now?
2. Top favorite 3 songs as of now?
3. First kiss experience?
4. Who do you look up to most and why?
5. In your opinion, cutest way to be asked out?
6. Favorite season?
7. Favorite candy?
8. Dark or milk chocolate?
9. Last time you cried?
10. Has someone ever changed you significantly and how?
11. Do you believe in kiss on first date?
12. Left handed or right handed?
13. Favorite thing you like about yourself?
14. Whose your best friend and how long have you been friends?
15. Is there anyone you like and why?
16. What are some of your pet peeves?
17. Favorite and least favorite subjects in school?
18. Plans for the future?
19. Sweaters or hoodies?
20. Snow or rain?
21. What celebrity do you look up to?
22. Who makes you smile regardless?
23. What would you want your name to be if you were the opposite sex?
24. Would you die for the ones you love?
25. Favorite song lyrics?
26. Have you ever self harmed?
27. Sex before or after marriage and why?
28. A book you could read over and over again?
29. At what age did you have your first kiss?
30. What is the worst thing someone could do to you?
31. What pets do you have/want to have?
32. Describe your day today?
33. Night owl or morning bird?
34. A band/artist you want to see in concert?
35. Post a picture of you
36. Biggest turn on(s)?
37. What do you fear most and why?
38. Describe your life story so far in 5 words or less
39. How old are you?
40. Do you ever want to get married? Have kids?
41. Ever gotten your heart broken, how?
42. School morning daily routine?
43. A few things on your bucket list?
44. Where do you want to travel if you could go anywhere and why?
45. How often do you wear a fake smile?
46. Favorite thing about Tumblr?
47. Do you sing in the shower?
48. What did you want to be when you were a kid?
49. Most hurtful thing someone has said to you?
50. [Ask me any question you want]

Ace here,  I got a story for you:

When i met my boyfriend, I really liked him. On the first date I told him I was ace, and he was ok with it. It really surprised me, I thought any allosexual guy would back out of that. But he just asked me to tell him what I was ok with and what I didn’t want to do, and asked for permission for every move he did. Also, he asked me out for a second date. And a third. Every time we would meet up and do something, see a movie, go to the pub or he would just show me parks and nice places around (I didn’t get around much before that). We talked, held hands, after! asking for permission we kissed, we just had a nice time together. That’s how our relationship started. After one month, I moved to go see my family for the summer and go to uni afterwards, so we knew it would be a long distance relationship, but we still wanted to do that. When he visited me, we slept cuddled up to each other, and he did never invade my private space. I slowly started to be ok with more things, we started making out instead of little kisses, and after 8 months of relationship, we had sex, which was alright for me. I don’t need it, but it feels nice being close to him and it means a lot to him. It was a big step, and I would never with anyone else, but with him it was a good experience. I really love him, and not once did he make me uncomfortable or tried to push me like other guys tried before (he was the first to ever get a second date). He gave me the thing I needed most: patience, safety, trust and unconditional love. If you find someone who will give you those things, it will be beautiful. We will have our first anniversary soon, and I am really happy in my relationship, and looking back it is weird that I never thought this possible.

soul-of-glass  asked:

Every time I see your URL in my feed I imagine Acnalogia in tightish bright rainbow colored boxers with kittens on them. Why? I'll never know.

I have no idea either

and don’t you dare ask me why I drew this

Oh boy, why did I allow myself to do this?

I’d like to apologise for the horrible quality of this video. I do not have the right equipment for this (mostly because I never thought I would be doing this. Ever).

Okay! Well, a couple of days ago, @ask-sadisticdark posted a poem called Darkness Breathes. Since I’m a sucker for poems with a dark theme and the piano, I decided to put the two together and make a little song. I had originally planned for it to be a lot more eerie than this but for someone who has never done something like this before, I’m not going to complain.

I DID GET THEIR PERMISSION TO USE THE POEM. So, the lyrics I’m singing are essentially the poem - full credit to them for that. However, the piano and singing itself is me (obviously). I’m aware I’m not the best pianist or singer so please don’t criticise too harshly.

Also, I am insanely nervous to be posting this. It is a major step out of my comfort zone so I apologise if that can be heard in my voice (even if you can’t hear it that well - thanks video quality). I’m aware of the fact that I sound kinda breathy, that’s partially due to the poor quality of my phone and my nerves. Apologies.

Anyway, enjoy! (if you can)

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Can we please talk how this is actually the first time that Magnus (almost) refused to help Alec?

Everytime Alec asked for his help, Magnus helped him. All this time, every time. The only times that Magnus “refused” to help Alec before this scene were 1) in 2x01, when Alec wanted to track Jace through his parabatai rune, and Magnus only refused because it could hurt Alec; and even then he accepted to do it at the end; and 2) supposedly in 2x12, and I say “supposedly” because it wasn’t really Magnus, but Valentine in Magnus’ body. Actually, Alec himself said that it was the first time that Magnus had refused to help him:

So, yeah, this is the first time that Magnus refused to help Alec. The first time that Alec went to him asking for his help and Magnus hesitated first, but actually tried to close his door to Alec and refused to help him (and almost did exactly that). And just think about it, because this is not the first time that Alec has hurt Magnus… But no matter the situation or how hurt Magnus was, he always helped Alec. Even when Alec asked for an DNA sample, after Magnus had endured the most terrible time while being trapped in Valentines’ body.

But this time, Magnus refused. This very time, Magnus tried to close his door to Alec, and refused to help him.

And just think, how hurt Magnus had to be, to do what he never did before? How deeply hurt he was after Alec’s lie, that he refused to help him, for the first time?

(And even then, Magnus accepted to help Alec, at the end. Because it was about Max. And no matter how broken Magnus’ heart is, he won’t ever let someone innocent suffer, if he can do something about it.)

Wow, I apologize (Felix x FemReader) fluffy short

Originally posted by pewdiecringe

(( gif not mine ))

(A/n): would you look at that, I write for Felix too

Request:  Hallo! I’m sorry if my English is not good. Can you do German!Reader meeting PewDiePie for first time? And she gives him awkward handshake and feels really upset?

Warnings: cringe holy shit

_____

‘Ah, are conventions always this crowded?’ you thought excitably. If you were honest, having the area be packed full of other like minded people made you all the more happy.

You were really all here for the same reason. To meet the ones you hold close, and have a memorable time. It was simple, yet very dear to you.

On the plus side, there wasn’t much of a way you could mess anything up- you were confident in that hopeful fact.

So there you stood, in an eager line of people waiting to be allowed entrance into the PaxWest building.

Time went fast for you. It felt like an optimistic wave passing by your human politely.

The very first thing you did once through the main entrance, was check your timetable. There was a small panel you had been looking forward to- you certainly did not want to miss it.

That event was saved for later in the noon, it seemed, so you decided to instead take your own tour around the meet and greet booths- as a way to kill time. You might chance your luck in seeing some of your well liked idols.

To the location, you walked beside yourself with subtle joy.

You trailed around some tables for a bit, smiling brightly when you saw the faces of fans light up quite nicely as they came face to face with someone they have looked up to for so long.

Eventually, you found yourself stumbling upon a booth you recognized as Pewdiepie’s. You remembered briefly seeing many of the Swedish gamers videos and liking him instantly because he was quite funny.

And admittedly, a little cute.

Awfully surprised he didn’t yet have a girlfriend, you suddenly felt subconscious.

Stopping solidly on flat feet- you stared blankly at Felix as he interacted with his fans and friends. You might have loved to go up, and speak to him as well. But, you felt held back by your voice.

More specifically- your accent.

But, gradually something- you weren’t sure what- pulled a long smile onto your face. You let it sit.

It may have either been the way he so calmly conversed with his people, or the kind expression he held high. But regardless, you wished to talk to him.

Without much other memory, you were once again in a waiting lineup. Except, the situational difference was that this atmosphere didn’t convey a giddy excitement.

You were warm.

But again, just as easily, time went fast and so did the line.

Suddenly, what you heard was:

“Hello~! How are you?”

The words sounded funny and had an accent curled around them as well. You must have reached the front of the line already.

Your (e/c) eyes wandered up, until they were paired with two blue ones.

Smiles now cased both yours, and his face.

“Hello..?” he asked again, followed by a slow chuckle.

Ah shit. You didn’t think this through.

You didn’t want to speak until it was really necessary. That was okay? Right-? Yeahh, that was aloud.

So instead, you smiled wider- in a very sweet way and kindly offered your hand.

Felix chuckled again funnily and cocked his head a bit. He as well, reached up.

But he went for a bro fist and you, well you wanted just a handshake.

You both stopped- and so did everything else. Looks like you found a way to fuck up.

“Sorry,” you mumbled timidly, reshaping your hand into a fist to cater to the male’s request.

But of course, God twisted his will, and he changed himself to suit a handshake instead- accidentally bumping your head in the process. Your duo was stuck looking down, trying hard to fix some horrendous mistakes.

This shifting went back and forth for several long seconds. Awkward chuckles being tossed around making everything just a tad more cringy.

Alright, this seems necessary.

“Ahh,” you winced slightly before speaking, retracting your hand in a soft movement “I’m sorry.”

A thick German accent rolled clear from your mouth, given a gentle feminine touch from your features and tone.

“I didn’t mean to be this cringy- or, well, cringy at all.” you started to drabble a bit, looking up at Felix’s face with sad eyes.

“I know that you don’t like handshakes, sorry about that. I just didn’t want to talk much because, well, reasons. But sorry- for this I mean. And sorry for–”

Felix laughed once again, this time with a sweet twist. He sighed in a gentle exhale and reached to lightly grasp your hand.

He bowed smoothly, about as smooth as a swearing gamer could, and kissed your knuckles. There was an undertone of awkward hesitation, and you realized he probably had to tell himself to be bold.

But you found it oddly adorable.

“It’s alright.” he beamed at you.

“I find it cute- the way you are apologizing.” he went on, standing up right. The swede’s smile could put the full moon to shame.

You were starstruck.

For the last time, the man in front of you cocked his head and reached to cup your lower back. He pushed you forth, out of line so that he may talk to the next person.

“See you soon.” was the last line he spoke to you.

That was completely, and utterly, unexpected by you. You might have never imagined someone you barely knew would flirt with you and– give you a slip of paper? Yeah.

You were right. He slipped it into your palm as he grabbed your hand.

As you stumbled dumbly away from the Pewdiepie booth, you unscrambled the small paper and inspected it.

Certainly not for the last time today, you grinned brighter than ever before.

“ What a lovely voice you have. Please, I would love to hear it more. Meet me afterwards

- Felix  ♡ “

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(A/n): was that two hours? did I post it in two hours- I wan’t counting

anonymous asked:

What the actual fuck is wrong with you, you fucked up messed up piece of shit? Being happy over findings of severe illness in another person. Have some fucking compassion. You're a fucked up horrible person. Those findings you got so excited about made someone stay up nights worried about. Their parents crying. What the fuck is wrong with you huh? Be ashamed of yourself. People like you shouldn't be allowed anywhere near a fucking hospital. Disgusting.

If I ever wrote in a post I was happy over signs of severe illness in a patient, let me assure you I definitely did NOT feel how you think I did. I find medicine fascinating. Reading about  the pathophysiology of different diseases and their treatment interests me. When I come across a case or findings I have never seen before, I am intrigued and my curiosity is piqued. However, along with being intrigued, I also feel for the patient. I think about the effects of the disease on the body and the symptoms the patient is experiencing and I feel sorry for them. Then my mind goes to how the disease could be treated, how the patient could be made comfortable and am cheered by the fact that we can help alleviate the patient’s suffering.          

 Did I make them sick? No.  Am I somehow  obstructing their treatment? No. Do I want to help them? With all of my heart. Do I want to talk to them, take a good h&p, see their various lab results and read more about their case and it’s treatment? Yes.                                                                                                                                     

Being interested in reading a patient’s file or feeling lucky to observe an operation does not mean I wish more people would get sick. 

One Lie and Two Broken Hearts//(S.M)

Your name: submit What is this?

——- 

  Something’s are meant to be be hidden.

 Others are meant to die when you do. 

 Hurting someone wasn’t your choice was it? 

 Just lie to me one more time before I let go. 

 You told me I was beautiful and I believed ever word that fell from your hypnotizing lips until I saw you and her together. Pictures posted on Instagram and twitter. Was she more beautiful, smarter, or loving then me, that you had to lead me on. 

 "Your so beautiful the stars envy you and all your beauty, Y/N" Shawn whispers into my ear late at night. 

Did she memorize the music you put out in 5 minutes? 

 Would she understand the meaning behind each song? 

 Every single hidden meaning behind each word you sang?

 "Y/N! How can you memorize that so fast- I. Your amazing baby! Number 1 fan that I’ll always have!“ 

 Did the ‘I love you’s’ mean anything to you?

 Leading me on wasn’t your intention was it? 

 It never was your intention but you kept waiting for something better to come along didn’t you? 

 "I love you, Y/N. Never will I ever fall out of love with you for anyone or anything” All these things came to my mind tonight. 

 "Y/N say something to me please" Shawn pleaded with me as I sat on couch.

 "What? What do you want me to say Shawn. I’m happy that you are breaking my heart into pieces! That- that" I cover my face. 

 "Anything please, just a few words but not those that I’m breaking your heart. Anything but that!“ Nate says from the door way. 

 "Tell me one more lie” I tell him without watching his facial expression. 

“A lie?“ 

 "A lie Shawn, just one more lie and I’ll let you go.” “Is this what you want one more lie” Shawn says to me. 

 "Yes" 

 "I love you” Shawn tells me. I break down crying and the water works won’t stop. I feel his hand on my shoulder getting up from my position from the couch. 

“Don’t you dare touch!” I say from across the living room. 

 "Y/N… baby please come back here" Shawn pleads with me once again. 

 "No, if you lied about loving me then I don’t know what else you lied about. I need you to get out of here. I can’t breath right now" I say as I try and catch my breath. 

 "Y/N" 

 "Shawn just go please I’ll be out by tomorrow. Bring her here and do whatever you want just please never call or text or anything to get close to me ever again.“  

“You know I can’t do that Y/N. this is our home I can’t bring anyone here. It’s a betrayal like no other. We moved in together and built this place to be our own. Shawn walks to the door and stands there.This small apartment holds to many unforgettable memories. Bringing her here it is just not right. I know I did wrong but I can’t make anything worse” Shawn says. 

 "I hope she makes your life better then I ever made it. Just know you will never get near me ever again. And you don’t really need to know this, but I’m pregnant” I tell him as he turns around to look at me. 

 "Y/N- Shawn just go be happy… something I clearly couldn’t do" I tell him closing the door in his face. I slide down the door and put my knees to my chest. My arms wrap around my knees and cry and cry. My hand rubs my small baby bump. 

 "It’s just me and you now peanut"

GET CURIOUS: ASK ME, reblog and I'll ask u too!

U can pick 3 or even 4 questions! C'mon, let’s play:

1-How are you?
2-Post a picture of yourself.
3-Do you ever wish you were someone else?
4-What is your entire name?
5-How old are you?
6-Age you get mistaken for:
7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:
8-What did you do on your last birthday?
9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
10-What is your hair color?
11-Have you ever dyed your hair?
12-What is your eye color?
13-If you could change your eye color, would you?
14-Do you wear contacts/glasses?
15-Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it:
16-Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body?
17-Say 3 facts about your body:
18-Do you have any tattoos?
19-Do you have any piercings?
20-Left or right handed?
21-What’s your sexual orientation?
22-Do you drink?
23-Do you smoke?
24-Do you have any pets?
25-Where do you work?
26-Something you are working on right now:
27-Do you have any “rules” about food?
28-Where are you from?
29-What would you say is your best quality?
30-What do you think you’re really good at?
31-What do you think you’re really bad at?
32-What talent do you wish you’d been born with?
33-Are you a bad person?
34-Are you nice to everyone?
35-Say 3 facts about your personality:
36-Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
37-What is your ideal bed? Why?
38-Do wake up cranky?
39-Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
40-What do you think about the most?
41-Share 2 habits:
42-What you want to be when you “get older”?
43-What are your career goals?
44-What is your ideal career?
45-Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
46-Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
47-Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
48-Say 10 facts about your room:
49-Do you have any phobias?
50-Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
51-Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?
52-Ever broken any bones?
53-Ever come close to death?
54-Things you like and dislike about yourself:
55-A random fact about yourself:
56-What are three things most people don’t know about you?
57-An unknown fact about your life:
58-Share something about yourself others might think is weird:
59-Five weird things that you like:
60-Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this?
61-Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
62-Describe yourself in one word/sentence:
63-A quote you try to live by:
64-A famous person you’ve been compared to:
65-Weird things you do when you’re alone:
66-Something you do without realising:
67-5 things you want to change:
68-Someone you’d like to be for a day and why:
69-Leave me a compliment:

I feel betrayed. Betrayed by myself, because I really thought that I was getting better at all this “social interaction” stuff. I pushed myself far more than I ever did before. 

I studied carefully every word I used, every smile I did, every move I’ve done. I wanted to be perceived as this “good librarian”, “good co-worker”. Someone who’s helping, someone who knows her stuff, someone who you can rely on. 

I thought I managed it. I thought : “That’s it, I’m finally getting the hang on this, I’m as good as my colleagues”. I was proud of myself. Proud of what I was able to accomplish.

But it’s not enough. It’s never enough. My colleague confided in me. She told me that I was stressing her. That I was projecting my anxiety onto her and that, sometimes, she couldn’t stay in the same room as I was, because it was too much.

And she’s right. I’m anxious, it’s a prominent feature of my autism. I strive to do the best, in order to be kept at my workplace. I’m efficient in my work. But I’m not efficient when it comes to social stuff. It’s not natural.

I don’t know how to begin a conversation with someone. I don’t notice when someone is not at ease with me. I don’t understand a lot of jokes. I don’t know when I’m boring people. 

I don’t know when I’m projecting. I don’t know what other people are expecting, because I’m building everything on the way I do things, I want things, and Neurotypicals don’t think this way. They don’t want it this way.

I’m not good with the patrons at my library. I’m good in my work, but they feel that I’m an anxious person and they feel that I’m not normal and I can’t let them feel that, because they’re not at ease with people that are not normal and I need them to be at ease.

I did a lot of effort. I reminded myself : “Hey, ask them if they need help”, “Hey, tell them that you loved this movie that they’re borrowing, that there is a sequel”, “Hey, make a humorous remark if you can to put them at ease”. 

I told myself “Hey, if your colleague seems anxious about something, ask her if she needs help”. But that last advice was bad, because I asked her too many times and she’s stressed by that and she thinks that I don’t trust her to do something on her own.

My fidget spinner makes too much noise. The way I’m typing on my keyboard makes too much noise. I need to get out of the office more often, even when I’m supposed to do internal work. I… I’ve got it all wrong. 

It’s unfair. It’s f*cking unfair how easy it is for them to chit chat, to understand that someone is making a joke, to know how long a coffee break is supposed to last, to know how to do all this social stuff without thinking twice about it.

And since it’s so easy on them, they don’t understand how hard it is on us. And I’m trying. I’m really, really trying. I’m pushing myself to my limits, but it’s not enough. I can’t be Neurotypical. The most I can do is to look weird. Weird is the best I can do. Weird and awkward.

I know more about movies and computers than all of my colleagues will ever know. I’m fast and good at my job. I’m really, really good. But I’m not Neurotypical and… and f*ck, it shouldn’t be a criteria (even not explicit) for a job ! 

I’m angry, but I’m mostly angry at myself, because I wish I was able to do all these things. I wish that I learned way before that you just have to ask to someone about their health or what they’re planning to cook for the evening’s meal to start a conversation. 

They know this stuff. They don’t know jack sh*t about the whole story behind the movie “The Room”, or the differences between the movies Spiderman and why the first trilogy didn’t work, or the fact that Viggo Mortensen broke his toe against the shield he kicked in the second movie of Lord of the rings and that his scream was genuine. But they know how to interact with other people.

If I could trade all of this against a basic understanding of social skills, right now, I would. Because my whole life depends on it. Because I’m so, so scared to lose my job because “I’m not good with people”. 

I’m tired. I’m so tired. I’m barely getting out of a meltdown. I don’t know what to do with my life…

spacezii  asked:

Could a toddler Wheatley be done for Chell?

Looks like it’s time to whip out some draws that I did almost a year ago and never ever posted. 

A long while back during a stream someone asked for baby bots and  @morelovelyandmoretemperate​ started spewing up an entire babybot!AU and the idea just wouldn’t stop rollin. (it was a really fun AU idea and we might make an original story out of it someday who knows) 

So I guess I’ll finally post these before they collect more dust whomp enjoy!

And also everyone wanted to see Wheatley and Virgil in onesies so here’s a bonus~

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What is a soul mate?

Well, it’s like a best friend, but more. It’s the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It’s someone who makes you a better person. Actually, they don’t make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone who you carry with you forever. It’s the one person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you’ll always love him. Nothing can ever change that.  [x]

Into the ashes and no return [Luhan]

Genre: Luhan Wolf!AU
Type: Drabble/scenario
Characters: Luhan, reader, etc
Do not re-post without permission, this is my work
This was requested by
@wenixia Listen to The Wolf by Fever Ray, it’s such a good song. 
Ara~ 


How much of a myth is true?
Had you ever wondered if all those tales someone told you before bed were real?
Did you ever believed your mother when she told you to behave or the wolf would come for you?

I didn’t, I laughed.
I’m not laughing anymore.
He came, the wolf came.


It was like a surrealistic dream, like a terror fantasy-like tale. The moon above us was red, the cold wind froze everything, even my blood. I couldn’t move, I couldn’t scream. All I could do was watch, all I could do was hear.

No one came to my rescue, not even my mother. She just watched as he took me, begging I would forgive her one day for not telling me, telling me what exactly?

It’s LuHan. I heard a voice in my head, someone was intruding my mind. My name, it’s LuHan. I turned to the wolf and stared into his red eyes. He could talk to me? How? I thought that only happened between… werewolves.


No one was outside, or the pack lived in a ghost town. There was no noise but the sound of the horns they were playing. It was intimidating, mysterious and attractive at the same time. The way the danced in a circle surrounding their fireplace, the way they sang, the way the all looked at me. The way the wolf looked at me. 

Someone screamed, someone made them all stop. Was it me? Was I the one screaming? I was trying to wake up from the nightmare, trying to run away from this sinister world I was brought into. 
I felt the poison in my blood as the wolf bit my arm. It wasn’t a deep wound, but it would definitely take a few weeks to heal. They started to call my name, as the red mood seemed to be making some sounds, seemed to be singing in some macabre way. 

And I stared at him, as our mixed blood burnt in the fire, the cut a strand of my hair and burnt it together with his, turning into ashes. That’s when I knew there was no way back, no way to return. 
I saw his red eyes become black; his claws become hands. I saw him, not the wolf, but the one that spoke in my head.

Before I blacked out from the shock, or the exhaustion, or just everything I heard him say again. I’m Luhan, I’ve been calling your name, I’ve been looking for you and I have found you.

My mother was never scared of LuHan the wolf coming for me, she was scared of my inner wolf coming out to life. It came every night as the moon called me, I saw my people looking for me in my dreams and I felt my soulmate coming closer, coming to finally free me from my prison.

My name is LuHan and from now on, you and I will be together. Forever, my little wolf. 

Wildest things that have happened to me at competitions

I was just reflecting on my favourite competition experiences and decided to make a little list. Feel free to reblog and add your memorable experiences.
-before awards when they put music on, this little dance circle formed and kids went in the middle and started doing tricks. One kid went out
and started tumbling, but then they ACCIDENTALLY did an aerial OFF THE STAGE and LANDED IT
-I think I’ve mentioned this in another post before but a judge literally told me I have a “lovely front arabesque”
-The first competition of this past season started 3 hours late cause the conference centre double booked the competition and a meeting with local heart and stroke foundation reps
-when I was 14 someone in the audience did a loud cheer during our lyrical group and my mother very audibly sushed him
-at my very first competition ever I witnessed a sexy jazz group to baby one more time by Britney Spears. Complete with the sexy school girl costumes. Average age of the dancers? 40.