did i just forget how to gif


I did another animation of the girls haha

I always imagine Matilda like the person who’s always taking selfies and filming herself to see how beautiful she is but it’s very distracted and forgets to use the camera instead of the video

These characters belong to Eddsworld, I just own the art

Have a nice day!

- Bigi

CAUGHT OUT; Luke Hemmings Imagine..

Summary: Y/N and Luke have been friends with benefits for a while but what happens when someone catches them out?!

Words; 1.7k 

Message me if you want a Part 2 of this!!

Part 1 

“Hey Y/N” i heard from behind me

i was just getting out of my car when i heard a voice

It was Luke

“Hi Luke” i said back to him

I couldn’t help but think about last night, the way his hands were on me and the feel of his lips..

but i have to remember we are at school..

“I want to show you something after school” he said

Really? Again..

can’t he go without sex for one day?

My leg’s still hurt

“ don’t you have practice?” i asked

I hope he has plans, i don’t think my body can deal with another orgasm..

he smiled and leaned against his truck and said “ I don’t have practice today?”

i could feel my heart beat faster and faster

maybe he just wants to hang out..

Ha Luke hemmings just wants to hang out..that’s a new one

“and what do you want to show me exactly? i’ve already seen your penis?” i smugly said  to him

his smile got bigger and then he said “you will just have to wait and see after school”

and then he was gone

oh my god

i heard the bell go of in school..

great..

I couldn’t help but think of Luke all during break..

i wouldn’t know what you call me and him.. we aren’t exactly friends but we aren’t together

he is sitting with his popular friends.. the footballers and the cheerleaders while i am over here sitting with my girl friends..

i don’t know how it started really..

i was asked to help him study in maths.. of course i denied it but the teacher said he really needed help so i gave in and told her i would do it and before this happened i never really liked Luke, yes hes hot but it’s my friend Hannah who likes him more than me and she couldn’t believe that i got to spend a whole hour after school with him..

It wasn’t until our third study session it happened.

He was pissed of because teachers had been giving him a hard time and he took it out on me which is wasn’t getting away with, i wasn’t the source of his problem and i wasn’t making him my problem

but after he said sorry for the way he talked something changed..

the feeling in the air.. the tension between us and then next thing i remember was our clothes on the ground and Luke pressing me up against the book shelf in the library

that was 3 weeks ago.

we can’t keep away from each other, no matter how hard we try..

our study sessions lead to us in bed or in the back of his car with our clothes off.

nobody knows this.

it wouldn’t matter if someone found out, we are both teenagers having sex there is nothing wrong with that but i’m a private person but i know if my friends found out they wouldn’t be my friends and i will be labelled just another girl on Luke’s list.

When the final bell went i was so happy

i met Hannah by the locker once i got out of my last class

“Did you see Luke today, he looked so hot” she said just as i opened my locker

i rolled my eyes at her, this obsession she has is getting out of hand.

if she likes him so much why can’t she talk to him?

she has nearly every class with him

she is the one person i would hate to find out about me and Luke.

“Did you try to talk to him today?” i asked her

she laughed and said “ Of course i didn’t”

i shook my head at her, she needs to get over this and him

“Oh my god, here he comes” she whispered and then she was silent

i didn’t know what she meant but it didn’t take me long to figure out he was behind me

“Ready for this study session Y/N” i heard Luke say

Hannah had already left, she can’t stand to be any where near him she’s scared in case she says something stupid.. which she probably would

i turned around to look at him, most people had gone home now

so the hall was pretty empty..

“Yes” i repiled with then i closed my locker

i wonder what he want’s to show me

he smirked and then started walking down the hall to the exit

once we got to his car he told me to get in

so it involves us going somewhere…

i got in the car and put my seatbelt on but Luke didn’t start the car just yet

which i found weird

he turned to look at me.. why does he look nervous..

“You know me,Cal and Mickey and Ash have been thinking of starting a band?” he said

i nodded my head and then he continued

“Well we sort have been working on this EP for a while and i want your opinion” Luke said

i was surprised about this

he wants my opinion

i couldn’t help but smile at him

“Okay.. play it” i said to him

he turned his car on and put this CD into the player..

the song started to play and then i heard Cal’s voice

“Back in high school we used to take it slow

Red lipstick on and high heel stilettos

Had a job downtown working the servo

Had me waiting in line couldn’t even let go

‘Cause I never wanna be that guy

Who doesn’t even get a taste

No more having to chase

To win that prize

You’re just a little bit out of my limit

it’s been two years now you haven’t even seen the best of me

And in my mind now I’ve been over this a thousand times

But it’s almost over

Let’s start over

we have been driving for a while”..

(Out of my limit by 5sos)

the song stopped and Luke was quiet

wow i didn’t know he could sing that good and i didn’t know Calum had a voice like that!

they sound so good together

i couldn’t help but feel the butterflys in my stomach

i want to hear it again

“Well…” he said

i looked up at him, he looked nervous

“I loved it” i said to him

he smiled and then he leaned forward and smashed his lips against mine

Our lips pressed together and the kiss started getting deeper, his tounge waited at your lips for permission and i gave it to him.

he pulled me over to his side of the car so you would sit on his lap.

he bit your bottom lip, slipping his tongue into your mouth as he gripped your hips, slowly grinding his hips into yours.

i felt him grow from underneath me so i pulled away

“Luke we are in the school parking lot?” I said to him trying to catch my breath

“I need you” He grinned mischievously before attaching his lips against my neck.

i deep moaned left my mouth and i knew i needed him as well

“Get in the back” Luke said seriously..

i smirked at him and then i climbed into the back, very unlady like

Luke followed behind just as my back pressed against the seat,he smirked as he moved me so i was laying down my head pressed into the door.

it was uncomfortable but when i felt Luke’s lips against my neck it was forgotten about

As you wrapped your arms around his neck,Luke gripped your hips moving you so you were in his lap barely breaking the kiss as he did so.

We broke the kiss off and i pulled his top over his head, my hands moved up his defined torso and onto his shoulders.

he is in such good shape.

You pulled him closer to you, sucking on his neck just above his collar bone, grazing it lightly with your teeth.

I could feel Luke growing even harder against your thigh as he took off your top, throwing it onto the front seat before undoing your jeans.

He pulled them down your legs, leaving kisses on your skin as he did so, before you kicked them off of your ankles.

He took off his own jeans, before doing the same with his boxers.

he is big.

i always forget how big he is..

He moved so i was laying down again,His impressive erection seemed to beg for you as he quickly pulled down your pants, teasing your entrance with the tip of his cock.

“Are you ready baby?” he asked looking into my eyes

I couldn’t be more ready, i’m glad there is no foreplay because i am soaking enough and i need him now.

“Yeah..fuck me please..”

Luke smirked at me and then his lips reconnected with my neck and he started sucking hard..

he pushed my legs apart with his hands and then he broke away from my neck

he leaned over and grabbed his jeans and lifted out a silver foil packet, he opened it with his mouth and then he rolled it on himself

“ ready?” he said smirking at me

i nodded my head

He positioned himself at my entrance and thrusted into me

“Fuck…” i moaned

His thumbs lightly pressed into your hips as his wet kisses moved to your breasts, his thrusts becoming harder as he sucked and kissed all over your chest.

As your fingers tugged at his hair, he groaned, reaching down to rub your clit with his thumb.

“Are you close Y/N?” Luke  asked

i couldn’t speak

i have lost my voice

i nodded my head and he smirked

he thrusted harshily into me and i came.

i came so hard.

“Oh my god..” i moaned arching my back of the seat feeling my orgasm take over my body

“Fuck..i’m gonna cum” Luke said

i felt him fill the condom inside me, i clenched around his cock as he released into me letting my orgasm take over my body

Luke pulled out, i tried not the feel sad with the lose of contact as he sat up..

i couldn’t move, i knew i would be sore for a few days

he leaned back on the seat as my legs draped over his naked ones

“Fuck that was good..” Luke said once he got his breath back

i was about to speak when there was a knock at the window

me and Luke both turned to look to see who it was

FUCK!

It was Hannah and Mrs Brandon the Principal

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wowie can you belive i hit 2k followers already? because i’m not!! why do y’ll follow me? i don’t know! because i’m just a silly potato haha. but seriously thank you so much for following me i really appreciate this. and even if we are not mutuals i love you all i really mean it!! so here is the list of people whom i follow! i hope i didn’t forget anyone. you can beat me up if i did!

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Soooo, I was working on giffing another scene in this episode (it did not go well) but this….I mean, you never forget but sometimes you’re just reminded.  How they both just constantly have faith in each other and instant forgiveness (yes, yes, they’ve also done and said some messed up things).  But when you strip it all down, they’re just there for one another.

It’s like this quiet warm constant.  You’ll always be forgiven.  I mess up more than you do, I won’t let you hurt Sam, I’d die for him, I would. 

Castiel should have hated ‘the boy king’ but he didn’t. He never did. 

Sam should have hated the angel that demolished his wall.  He never did.

It’s like they recognise something in each other despite everything.  I guess it’s that they both have such good hearts?  That any bad they have done, they have done for the greater good (or so they thought).  That they were both high on power, that they punish themselves more than anyone else could.  That they would sacrifice themselves in an instant to save others.  They see that in each other.

Someone who didn’t have to save them or care for them but did.

SNOWY HONEYMOON

(requested by anon)

Kai Parker x Reader
word count
: 3 910
warning : smut
summary : Reader is a witch and she gets married to Kai , seemingly neither of them liking the other but on their honeymoon something happens.
* gif by vampirediaries
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     "Snow in the middle of July. What – the hell is THIS ?!” said Y/N walking angrily towards the lake , not even waiting for her husband to close the door of the Gilbert family cabin where they were staying for their honeymoon.
    “Hey , wait up.” he called out , wrapping his arms around himself. Kai looked up at the sky seeing snowflakes dancing on their way down. A grin spread across his face and he took a few steps down the porch sticking out his tongue to try and catch a few.
Y/N turned towards him , trying not to laugh.
    “I don’t wait for anyone , specially not for you Parker.” she called out. “The sun is setting , I don’t want to miss it.”
Kai laughed under his breath and ran to try and catch up to her , nearly slipping on the thin layer of snow covering the ground. Their honeymoon hadn’t been supposed to be that cold or snowy but global warming had butted in and now instead of going for a swim , they could only just watch the lake from a distance. He stopped with a sigh watching her with holding her hands on either side trying to keep her balance while almost running towards the peer.
    “Careful or you’ll slip on the snow and get — hurt.” Kai closed his eyes for a moment and sighed seeing his wife slip and almost slide into the lake before he caught her. “Told you so. Come on , let me help you up.”
    “I don’t need your help.” muttered Y/N looking up at him, whincing in pain a second later when she tried to get up.
    “What is it ? Are you okay ? ” he asked worried , kneeling down next to her. Y/N reached her hand towards her ankle , almost screaming out in pain when her fingertips touched it. “You got hurt.” he stated.
    “What ? No ! I am perfectly fine. Just — wanted to sit down for a while.” she said innocently. “In the cold — and the snow.”
    “Oh-kay ice princess.” he said sitting down next to her, not believing her for a second. He could see water pooling in her eyes , trying to bite the inside of her cheek to push it all away and not show any weakness. Y/N’s  stuck out her tongue , trying to catch one of the few snowflakes dancing on their way down to the ground and Kai couldn’t help but smile.
    “You are such a child.” he teased. “You know , they melt because of your breath before they even get near your tongue.”
    “OH I am a child?!” she turned to him a little amused , forgetting about the pain in her ankle for a moment. “So , what were you doing exactly less than 5 minutes ago then ?!”
Kai started to laugh , lightly brushing his palm against her cheek noticing how her heart rate changed when he touched her. Y/N’s skin was a little colder than his and Kai wrapped his arms around her trying to warm her up a little seeing how she was starting to shiver from the cold.  
Y/N turned towards Kai seeing him smile at her for a moment. Her husband looked so beautiful when he smiled , it took her breath away. Actually his entire self did. Y/N wasnt supposed to like him. They were supposed to be enemies but during the past few weeks while her parents were busy with all the wedding preparations , they had gotten to spend time together for real and something inside her had sparked slowly turning into a fire after the wedding.
    “I like your smile.” he said suddenly.
    "T-thanks.” she said blushing when Kai kissed her head , pulling her even closer to him. "Wh-what are you doing ?”
    “You are freezing , I am trying to help you warm up.” he said as if wasn’t obvious.
Y/N blinked fast a couple of times in an attempt to clear her head. The way Kai was looking at her with warm blue eyes filled with concern and a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth , slightly brushing his palm against her cheek had her mind spinning.
    “Why do you care ? It’s not like our marriage means something to you.”
Kai sighed. Thing was , about three weeks when he had proposed  - it truly hadn’t meant anything. It had been just something to keep him entertained and her annoyed off the charts. Now things were a little different because he had started to fall for her and the idea of her getting hurt in any way was hurting him.
    “Because if something happens to you on our honeymoon , your parents would kill me and I’d like to remain a living — non living living being.” said her husband serious."C'mon , lets get you inside to warm up – and take care of that ankle.”
    “My ankle is fine.”
    “Sure it is.” he muttered , lifting her up in his arms and turning towards the cabin. Y/N hooked her hands around his neck for support and he couldn’t deny how good her touch made him feel. “I bet you can run too right?”
    “Faster than you.” she grinned. “You are enjoying this aren’t you?”
    “What ? Being your knight in shining armour ?” he said amused , looking at his wife. For a moment their eyes met and he felt the urge to kiss her , for real this time not just a peck on the lips for the benefit of her parents but he stopped himself. “Not enjoying seeing you in pain sweetheart.”
Y/N studied his face trying to figure out if he was being serious or not. She still couldn’t believe what Kai had done - offering himself to be her husband, saying he wants to marry her. Doing all of this with the soul purpose to annoy her , no doubt. The girl couldn’t believe her parents had said ‘yes’ either and all of this to uphold a stupid coven tradition where the child of the coven leaders marries a leader of another coven in a unification ceremony of sorts.
    “A little help ?”
Y/N sighed and flicked her wrist opening the door and Kai kicked it closed right after. He let her down on the couch , propping her leg on the coffee table. They’ve been engaged to be married for almost a month before the wedding and she still couldn’t grasp why he had done what he had. Kai had overheard Y/N’s parents had been offered another suitor , one much older than her and however much this girl annoyed him or got under his skin making his blood boil like no one else, he couldn’t let her get married and — move away forever. Just thinking about it had started breaking him to pieces. Sometimes he wondered if he had been falling for her even then.
    “No wonder you slipped.” he sighed , pushing her hands away and taking her shoes off for her. “Converses and snow do not mix well.”
    “It wasn’t supposed to snow.” she muttered taking her jacket off , semi laying on the couch with one hand over her forehead. Her ankle was starting to throb and a part of her didn’t want to look at it but when Kai took off her shoe she flinched in pain and caught a glimpse of it. “I think I’m going to be sick.”
Kai glanced at her with concern in his eyes. Y/N hadn’t just twisted her ankle , it appeared her bone had cracked and her ankle was already a mix of purple / red and blue all at once.
    “Hey, hey. Don’t look at the ankle. Look at me.” he said placing his hands over her ankle. “Remember that time you thought I tried to kiss you and you splashed me with your club soda ?”
    “OH how can I forget about it ? It was last night.” she started to laugh , feeling a warmth spread through her ankle from Kai’s hands. “Why did you even try to do that?”
    “Hey , I was just trying to reach for the — coffee maker behind you.” he laughed , it’s not my fault you are so full of yourself and think everything is about you.“
    "Full of myself ?!”
    “Yeah , what else would you call your attitude ?” he asked amused , rubbing his hands on her ankle for a moment. “There — all healed up.”
     "Thanks. Why are you being so nice to me? You don’t even like me.“ she wondered , watching Kai grab a bottle with bourbon from one of the kitchen cabinets along with two glasses.
    "That’s just the thing — turns out that I do like your annoying self.” he said giving her one of the glasses. “You are the only one who gave me a chance after the merge and even before that - you treated me like a person , not like — someone who doesn’t matter.”
Y/N took a sip , closing her eyes for a moment feeling the alcohol burn down her throat.  "Damn , that thing burns.”
Kai laughed under his breath. “I take it you haven’t had alcohol before ?”
    “With parents like mine , I am lucky they let me drink half a glass with wine on Thanksgiving.”
    “Ahhh so I am corrupting you ? Makes sense.” he laughed placing his hand on her hip. “I wonder what else I can do to you —”
Y/N wasn’t listening. Ever since their official engagement Kai kept doing that - finding every excuse to put his hands on her. It was driving her nuts how he can go from sweet and charming to his annoying self in a split second and no matter how much she tried to deny it she loved how his touch made her feel all tingly on the inside. A sigh left her lips and she finished her glass in an attempt to drown the way his hand on her hip was making her feel.
   "What are you doing?“ she wondered seeing his hand move a little higher , stopping at her stomach for a moment. Kai glanced at her , listening to her heart rate increase with every second his hand kept going higher and higher almost to her breasts before she pushed it off. "I told you we are not doing that.”
   "I know, I am just messing with you. Lighten up a bit.“ he grinned at her and his hand slipped on her thigh again way too close to her core. Kai wondered why it bothered him that Y/N didn’t want to sleep with him. Why would heart rate increase like that if she didn’t feel a thing about him in that way ?
   "Stop it.”
   "Why ? I can hear your heart , you like me touching you that way.“ he said innocently. "We don’t have to do anything ever. We are both clear on that but legally you can’t deny me touching you.”
Y/N’s breath hitched in her throat feeling her skin on fire more and more each time his hand moved on her body and she was sure he could notice the change in her breathing too. Kai leaned in towards her gazing into her eyes with a small smile on his face when his hand slipped between her legs brushing against her core and she slipped down on the couch pushing her hips down on him.
   "Told you, you like it when I touch you.“ he grinned.
Y/N rolled her eyes and got up walking right past him , heading towards the stairs.
   "I am going to take a shower.”
   "I am coming with you.“ he said getting up right after her. Y/N stopped abruptly making him bump into her a second later.
   "No. You are staying here.”
   "Relax Y/N.“ he said placing his hands on her waist. "I am not going in with you. Just want to make sure you don’t slip on the floor. Need I remind you in what state your ankle was a few minutes ago? What if I didn’t heal it properly and you slip and hit your head?”
Y/N sighed taking Kai’s hand  leading him upstairs and letting go off him at the door. Her husband leaned against the door frame folding his arms on his chest, watching her hands starting to pull her shirt up until she noticed he was watching.
    “A little privacy ?”
    “Why ? We are married.” he said sitting on her bed. “At some point I will see you naked , you know that right?”
Y/N rolled her eyes, stepping inside the bathroom to change, closing the door fully or so she thought. The door remained open ajar and Kai couldn’t resist taking a peek at what she was doing. His wife pulled her shirt over her head and pushed her jeans down her slim legs , stripping down completely right after. His breath got caught in his throat and he couldn’t stop those kind of thoughts from flooding his mind anymore. Kai tilted his head a little to get a better view and bit his lip. He wondered what it would feel like tracing every inch of her body with his fingertips or how hearing her scream his name while he made her his would sound.
    “So freaking sexy.” he muttered to himself.
    “Did you say something ?”
    “No. Nothing.” he said louder.
A moment later Y/N stepped into the shower and he heard the water running. Kai laid on her bed , listening to what was happening in the bathroom. Y/N was humming some song and quite possibly dancing by the sounds of it. Curiosity won over and he got up moving a little closer to the door trying to figure out what the song was - it sounded familiar but not familiar enough. He pushed the door slightly more open and for a few moments he watched her through the almost see through curtain. Y/N was swaying her hips slightly still humming but another song this time. Kai couldn’t help but smile — or feel how his pants had started to tighten around him. He shook his head for a moment , mouthing ‘No , no. You are not doing this. She will kill you.’ , caving in a moment later. He stripped down quickly and stepped inside not taking his eyes off the shower curtain seeing her hands travel up and down her body along with the soapy sponge while he stepped in the shower with her.
Kai looked her up and down , his hands hovering over every curl of her body anticipating the moment he’d touch her. He smiled for a second biting his lip while wrapping his hands around her and kissing her neck. For a moment Y/N threw her head back , enjoying his touch. His hands explored her body roaming all over , cupping her breasts and pulling her towards him , unable to stop himself from doing what he wanted. He could hear her heart beat increase dangerously and her breathing turning uneven with every touch.
    “I thought you said you are not going in with me.” she said pulling away from him.
Y/N expected him to leave but instead he pulled her towards him again , showering her with kisses while slipping one of his hands down her stomach towards her heat. It shouldn’t have felt that good but it did - the way his fingers softly caressed her clit drawing circles on it sent dozen butterflies in her stomach , joined by another dozen every time he kissed her neck. Every touch made her surrender to him and Y/N wondered why she hadn’t wanted him to do any of this.
    “I meant it when I said it.” he said softly , nibbling on her earlobe for a moment. “But seeing you strip down - the way your hands moved on your body and your hips swaying around while you kept humming that song — it drove me nuts.”
Kai smiled to himself hearing her moan a little louder when his fingers started moving faster on her clit before dipping two fingers inside her , going in to the last knuckle , curling them around slowly before pulling out and going in again setting her on fire each time. Y/N pushed her hips down on his fingers and reached her hand back , brushing her palm against his cheek and moving it towards the back of his head.
    “Kai –” she moaned feeling her walls contract around him , spurring him to go faster. Every curl threw her into another fire , making her mind go fuzzier by the second. Everything she could feel and think about was Kai and how much she wanted him. Feeling his lenght pressing against her thigh , hard and ready for her only made her want him more. Y/N had never thought she wanted him this way or at least she had never admitted it to herself or anyone else. This desire had been there probably since the moment they had met.
    “So tight around my fingers.” said Kai in her ear. “It will feel so good stretching you out later.”
    “L-later ?” she moaned , reaching back between their bodies and wrapping her fingers around his lenght , stroking him at a steady pace while drawing circles on the tip with her thumb.
    “MMmm … Keep doing that and it will be in 5 seconds.” he moaned in her ear. “You are driving me completely nuts.”
Y/N turned her head towards him , biting her lip for a moment and nearly screaming his name in the next as her orgasm tore through her body while Kai held her steady. Slowly she turned around feeling his hands moving towards her waist. Kai looked hotter than ever with his wet hair and water dripping down his bare chest she couldn’t resist placing her hands on his chest feeling his muscles flex under them while she moved them to the back of his head. Her fingers tangled in his wet hair and she pulled him down for a kiss. The moment their lips touched it was like a switch went off in his brain and he backed her against the wall , his hands roaming her body all over not knowing where to start. Their lips moved in perfect sync deepening the kiss with every second while their tongues swirled together fighting for dominance until Kai pulled away leaving them both breathless.
    “I think that was our first real kiss.” he whispered with a small smile, resting his forehead on hers. They stared at each other for a long moment, their hearts racing like crazy and their lips collided again in a hungry demanding kiss , pouring every emotion they had suppressed for the other into it. Kai’s hands slipped down her back , hitching around her thighs a few seconds before he whispered ‘Jump.’ and her legs pushed off the ground and wound around his waist. He shoved her against the wall drowning her in a passionate kiss while his wife’s hands wrapped around his neck pulling him towards her unable to get enough. Kai teased her with the tip of his lenght for a few moments before entering her with one hard thrust, withdrawing slowly and pushing inside her again leaving her craving more each.He changed the pace between slow making her feel every inch of him on the way in and on the way out and a little faster filling her to the brim every time.
    “Fuck you are so tight around me.” moaned Kai resting his forehead on hers not taking his eyes off her. Y/N’s eyes gleamed with something he had never seen before and he already knew he was the reason for it. As if in a trance Y/N reached her hand , stopping the water wanting to listen just to their moans colliding in perfect harmony. Her walls tightened around him , feeling her orgasm approaching and he picked up the pace making her body jolt upward almost with every thrust , turning her moans into small screams. Purple / black veins flashed under his eyes and her heart stopped for a second.
    “So hot when you do that.” she moaned , pulling his lips closer to hers kissing him passionately. Kai already knew - after this there was no way he’d ever let go off her or let something happen to her. He was hers and she was his , from this moment on until the end of forever.
    “Y/N —” he moaned , gazing into her eyes.
In a flash he whooshed them off the shower , tossing her onto the bed not carrying about the water drops on the sheets or the ones that fell all over the room when he shook his head.  Kai crawled over his wife pinning her hands on either side of her head , picking up right where they had left off in the shower. Their fingers intertwined together , each thrust deeper and harder than the last as if he wanted to bury his entire self inside her. Y/N threw her head back , slightly arching her back off the wall each time he hit her spot. She felt his lenght twitch inside her and his thrusts getting a little slopping but still hard and fast making her walls clench around him a little more frequently as her orgasm approached.
    “OH FUck – ” she screamed.“Kai I’m s-so clo-se -”
    “Me too sweetheart -”
Her husband rested his forehead on hers not taking his eyes away for a second , his breath hitting her face every time his lenght pushed inside her. Y/N looked so beautiful in that moment with her eyes rolling to the back of her head , her body shaking under him when her orgasm tore through her screaming his name.
    “So hot when you scream my name.” he groaned his lips crashing against hers a moment later , drowning her in a passionate kiss as he came in hot spurts inside her. Kai didn’t not stop or slow down his movements riding through both their orgasms until they were both finished before collapsing on top of her , trying to catch his breath. He didn’t have to use his vampire hearing to know her heart was about to burst , beating so fast he could feel it trying to escape her chest.
    “That was —”
    “Wow -”
Kai rolled onto the bed , turning his head towards her grinning. “Well , I guess we are now officially married , you know — having done it and everything.”
Y/N turned towards him laughing , intertwining her fingers with his. Kai glanced at their hands intertwined together and then at his wife.
    “Wh-what does that mean ?” he wondered.
    “Nothing — my dear husband.”
    “Does that mean I can call you my wife?” he wondered. “Because I kind of like it. Kai’s wife. My wife. It has such a nice ring to it miss Y/N Parker.”
Y/N started to laugh. “I like how that sounds.”
Kai grinned. “Can I sleep here tonight?”
    “No.”
    “W-why not ?”
    “You can’t sleep here.” she said serious.“You will sleep here — or else.”

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When? When will this all end?, A question I always ask to myself. Why does pain has to be like an endless feeling? I envy those who already found their happiness, and the courage to move on from their past. I envy those who are already in their future, forgotten what the past made them. In my condition, even if one day the future comes to me, I can’t forget what the past did to me because it really hurts that it leaves marks on every part of my body. And it will just make me remember every single day how hurt I am. I’m already tired crying every night, drinking away the pain in my chest, and distracting myself by saying to others I’m okay. I’m tired. I really wonder if this pain will all disappear and be forgotten.

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Kai accidentally feeds on you

Kai has never hurt you in times when you and him were together. He was always sweet and kind and always tried to make you laugh and make sure that you were safe and ok and that nothing was missing from your life. If there was something, he always made sure you get exactly what you wanted. Your relationship with Kai had everything. Even the small fights that someone you and Kai had always managed to overcome and go back to being normal. Well, as much as it was possible, because he was, after all, a heretic and you were just a human. Sometimes, you hated being a human because you had never been able to do everything Kai did and it sometimes pissed you off, but Kai assured you how silly you were and that you were absolutely perfect. He has drank your blood before, but only a little bit, to keep him satisfied. Your blood was something special to Kai and he had always made sure that you were ok with him drinking your blood before he sank his sharp fangs into your sensitive human flesh.

One night, he was out for hours and when he came back, he couldn’t even look at you in the eyes. He was mad about something but as it looked, he had no intentions in telling you what that was about. That wasn’t the first time and since you shared everything with him, Kai ignoring you like that made you feel some kind of way, sad and angry at the same time. He plopped himself on the couch and ran his fingers through his hair, roughly before picking up a glass of the table and threw it across the room, watching it shatter against the wall, hundreds of pieces splattered across the wooden floor. You winced a bit because of the loud noise, a touch of fear running through your body. He has never looked that mad and you didn’t know what to do. The only thing you did know was that you couldn’t just leave him like that. You swallowed hard and slowly approached him, taking the seat next to him on the couch slowly. You hesitated at first but after a few moments you had placed your hand on his back and rubbed it slightly, a sign of reassuring which Kai had understood. He sighed deeply and moved to a different seat, away from you, your eyebrows furrowing at his actions.

 'Is everything alright?’ You asked him, your voice gentle and shaky, your eyes focused on him and his face expression as he finally turned his head and locked his eyes with yours. He showed you a small smiled and rolled his eyes after, his fingers playing with the ring on his hand.

 'No.’ He said abruptly and took his coat off, anger radiating out of his body and around the room.

 'Will you tell me what happened?’ You asked and the only thing that came out of his body was a quiet snort. He started tapping his leg with his hand, his eyes looking in one direction as if there was a dot on the wall that was way more interesting than the conversation you two were having. ‘Did I say something wrong?’ A voice that came out of your body was barely audible, your heartbeat increasing by the second and you knew have heard it. He always does.

 'Why do you always how to know what happened?’ He spit it out, your eyes going wide for a second as if someone had squeezed your heart for a split second and then let it go, but the feeling of disappointment was still there.

 'Because I’m your girlfriend and I care about you and I want to know why you’re mad and most importantly why are you mad at me when I haven’t done anything wrong! I just want to know what happened that you are like this.’ You trailed off and Kai rolled his eyes at you again and stood up, going to the kithen, pouring himself some water and too a sip while ignoring to look at you at all. ‘So, you’re not going to say anything? At all?’ You asked him again, waiting for his reply but all he did was walk by you and back into the living room.

 'I can’t believe you. I might as well leave right now so you can be on your own because that’s what you want the most, right?’ You raised your voice, Kai finally facing you as he stepped a bit closer, your bodies only a few inches away.

 'Why do you always have to make everything so difficult? Would you mind if I kept some of the things to myself? You don’t have to always know anything.’ He said abruptly, catching you by surprise. He has never acted like that and you never thought you would have to see that side of him.

 'Where is all of this coming from, Kai? Did I do something wrong? If I did please tell me so I know how to-’

 'No. It’s not about you.’ He took a few steps closer to you but then as if he was scared of you or the words that would come out of your body. 'It is about you. You don’t care about what happens to me or where I end up.’ He trailed off, you brows furrowing at his comment. You did care about him. More than anything. He meant to you more than anyone that has entered your life and you couldn’t imagine your life without Kai. Where Kai wanted to go, you were ready to follow him, even if you had to go to the other side of the world to be with him.

 'Why are you talking about?’ You asked him. 

'You know exactly what I’m talking about. You always know what’s up but pretend like you don’t.’ He snapped at you and sighed in frustration, leaning against the fireplace and kept staring at the burnt wood in it, black as the night. 'You would never leave Mystic Falls with me, would you?’ He asked you suddenly, breath hitching in your throat as you weren’t expecting that to come out of Kai. 

'Why would you ever leave Mystic Fa-' 

'Just answer the damn question. Would you leave Mystic Falls with me?’ He asked you again, his eyes looking at you as your heart instantly started beating faster than it was a few seconds ago. As much as you trusted and loved Kai, you were scared to answer him, so instead you were silent and kept staring at the floor. After a few moments you only heard Kai’s chuckle and knew he figured out the answer by himself. You had finally managed to look at him, trying to read his face expression, but only emotions that Kai had were pain and anger in his body. His eyes were almost black and his fists clenched and not even a second later, he ran towards the wall and punched it as hard as he could, creating a giant hole on the wall, making you jump a little bit at the loud sound echoing through the room. You looked closely and saw how wounded his knuckles were but they quickly healed, leaving Kai’s hand normal as if nothing had happened. 

'Deep down I knew the answer. I knew that you were too weak to leave this precious town of yours, where nothing good has happened in the last couple of months. Don’t forget how scared I am every time you leave without me at night. I am scared that I will lose you and if I do… I could never forgive myself for not being there to protect you.’ He trailed off, tears gathering in his eyes but he quickly blinked them away, not wanting to show any weakness. More accuratelly, he didn’t want to show how weak you had always made him. You were his weakness and whenever he was around you he didn’t feel like the most powerful heretic out there. He felt like an ordinary human being without any magical powers.

 'I won’t forget it and I know how scared you are, but you don’t have to protect me all the time. I can take care of mys-’

 'Don’t say that you can take care of yourself. Just don’t.’ He cut you off, his eyes avoiding your gaze.

 'Well thanks for making me feel weak.’ You muttered.

'I’m- you know I didn’t mean it like that.’

'Well it sure sounded like that. You know I love you, so stop acting like I don’t care about you, ok? You’re driving me insanse with that and all I want to do is fight you because I don’t know what to do anymore to prove you that I cared about you.’ You raised your voice a little bit, your fingers tucking a small lock of hair behind your ear. You let out a deep sigh, letting out all the air that you had been holding in for a while, feeling relieved when you uttered those words to Kai.

'Then leave Mystic Falls with me. Please. We can be together somewhere else. Somewhere where we could start a new life without being afraid of getting hurt or where I can finally feel relieved that you’re safe and far from all this madness.’ He trailed off and took a few big steps towards you until his hands were cupping your face, his blue eyes deeply staring into your orbs, his lips slightly parted as his hot breath tickled the skin on your face.

'I can’t.’ You stuttered and felt his hands leaving your face. He shook his head no and walked away from you. He leaned against the table, his hands grabbing tightly onto it, so tightly that he almost broke it. 'All of my friends are here. This is where my life is, Kai. I can’t just drop everything and go. You know that.’

'I thought your life is wherever I am. At least that’s what you were saying to me before, but I guess that changed. And you’re talking about friends, your friends have caused only problems to me and nothing else. Did you forget how Damon almost killed me? Or how Bonnie left me in 1903 Prison World? I don’t understand it. Family and friends are so overrated.’ He trailed off, only anger noticeable on his face.

'How would you know anything about family or friends? You murdered your own family without any regrets and continued with your life like nothing ever happened! Don’t even dare to say anything about my friends and family!’ You shouted at him and after that, silence filled out the room. Not even a fly could be heard. Only your heartbeat that increased it’s speed, feeling like it would jump out of your body. Kai’s eyes turned black and purple veins were obvious under his eyes. You swallowed hard at the sight of that, you hands shaking and before, you could do something, his hands were pinning you tightly against the nearest wall as his fangs pierced your sensitive skin on your neck, making you scream out loud. You tried to push him away but he was way to strong for you and as it looked, he had no intentions of stopping. Blood was dropping down on your shirt as you felt your legs getting a bit weaker, your blood leaving your body.

'Kai-’ you stuttered as your hands tugged on his shirt and at that moment as if something had snapped in Kai’s body, as if something was telling him to stop. He pulled out his fangs, your body dropping down on your knees. Your blood was dripping from his mouth, your hand covering two small holes on your neck. Tears started rolling down your cheeks, fear taking over your body. Your boyfriend, the love of your life, the only person you fully trusted and who always made sure you were safe had attacked you. His girlfriend, his weakness and the only person who he believed in. You couldn’t recognize him anymore. That wasn’t him, but even though you knew he would regret it, you couldn’t even find yourself to look at him.

'I’m so sorry! I-’ He knelt down beside you, his voice shaking and breaking at almost every word that came out of his mouth. 'I don’t know what happened.’ He muttered and bit his wrist, the blood reaching the surface and appeared on top of his skin, bringing it closer to your mouth but you pushed his hand away from you.

'Don’t touch me!!’ You yelled at him, his body jerking a little bit at the sound of your loud voice echoing through the room.

'Please forgive me. I don’t know what happened. I- Please, please forgive me.’ He begged you, his eyes locked on your hand pressed against your neck, blood dripping down onto your shirt.

'No! Leave me alone, Kai!’ You got up and ran to your room, slamming the doors behind you. You ran into the bathroom and opened the tap, water instantly running in the sink. You washed your hands and your neck, placing a bandage on your neck, suppressing the blood from coming out. You winced at the feeling of your fingertips brushing against your wound. It only hit you then what had happened and you couldn’t help but let the tears out to roll down your cheeks. You felt broken and you felt like you couldn’t trust Kai anymore. You wanted to be alone, but of course Kai wouldn’t give up just like that. A knock echoed through your room and you knew exactly who it was.

'Please, can you let me in? Please.’ His voice was muffled through the doors, your heart skipping a beat.

'Go away!’ You shouted.

'Please.’

You walked slowly towards the doors and hesitated at first, but you did open the door as you faced Kai. He had an apologetic look on his face and you could see how his eyes were puffy and a bit red, making you realize that he might have been crying. His eyes fell down to where your wound was, noticing the bandage on your neck and two small blood spots.

'I can’t tell you how sorry I am.’ He muttered, his fingers tracing over the bandage, making you wince a little bit. 'Please, let me see it.’

'No.’ You ordered.

'I want to help you. Please let me help you.’ He said gently and snaked his arms around your waist slowly, pulling your body closer to his.

'You hurt me.’

'I know and I can’t tell you how sorry I am. I can’t even think properly knowing I have hurt you in that way.’

'I can’t just forgive you for hurting me like that. I’m-’

'I know that you’re scared, but it’s me. You know you can trust me.’ He muttered, his fingers gently brushing through your hair and tucking a small lock of hair behind your ear, his thumb brushing against your cheek,

'I can’t- I-’

'Please.’ He removed the bandage on your neck, your wound exposed to his eyes. He traced his fingers around it, avoiding small wounds, your eyes closing for a few moments. He planted a gentle kiss on your neck, only for another one to follow the previous one. He was showering you with kisses and you couldn’t help but wrap your arms around his neck and pull him in for a deep and passionate kiss, your fingers finding their way to his hair, tugging on it slightly.

'I need you, Kai.’ You whispered, surprising yourself because of your words. You should have been mad at him but somehow you couldn’t manage to keep your hands off him. He was still Kai that you loved and cared about and deep down you knew that he would do anything to change what he did to you. He hands slid down your body and placed under your butt, lifting you up and carrying you to a king sized bed, gently placing you down. He got on top of you, your hands tugging at his shirt and swiftly taking it off, throwing it across the room. You trailed your fingers over his back, feeling his strong and broad shoulders, his hips jolting forward and hitting your crotch slightly, a quiet moan leaving your mouth. He pushed his hand into your jeans, his fingers finding your clit as he started rub it in small circles, your body arching at his touch. You propped yourself onto your elbows and reached out your hand, making contact with his clothed manhood, your hand rubbing him through his jeans, his lips parting slightly. He pulled his hand out of your jeans as you showed him a look of frustration. He quickly unbuttoned his jeans and took them off along with his underwear, standing completely naked in front of you. You bit your lip as your eyes went directly to his lenght that was already hard. You felt yourself getting wet and you couldn’t hold it anymore. You quickly took your jeans off and your underwear, throwing them down on the floor. You got up and grabbed him by his arm, pulling him down on the bed on top of you, your arm gently grabbing his manhood as you started rubbing him slowly, your thumb making small circles on his tip, making Kai let out a muffled moan. He trailed his fingers through your folds, gathering your arousal as you felt him slip the inside you and curl them around your walls, your walls intstinctively clenching around him.

'You’re so wet, fuck!’ Kai groaned out, your actions and his matching perfectly as you were bringing yourselves closer to your first orgams, your eyes locked with one anothers the entire time. You threw your head back in pleasure, but you never stopped pumping him in a faster pace. He placed his thumb on your clit, rubbing in in small figure eights as you felt yours clenching around his fingers more and more each second.

'Shit, Kai.’ A loud moan escaped your mouth, your first orgasm tearing through your body, your whole body shaking and not long after that, Kai’s warm liquid spurted over your stomach, your touch sending him over the edge as well. He quickly pulled his fingers out of you and ripped your shirt and your bra in half, leaving you completely naked in front of him. Your heart was beating fast as you couldn’t wait anymore to have him inside you, to feel full again and to forget about everything that happened.

'Kai, I need you, please.’

'As you wish.’ He muttered and in one quick move he was inside you, filling you up completely, his tip brushing against your spot as he entered you. You screamed out in pleasure as you felt him slowly pulling back and then going back in. The feeling of him streching you out and filling you up so perfectly has always made your heart skip a beat and made your legs feel like jello.

'Go faster.’ You moaned out and grabbed onto his shoulders, his lenght perfectly hitting your spot. You arched your back and at the same time clenched your walls around him, a loud moan escaping his mouth.

'Fuck!’ You chuckled because you knew how that affected him everytime you did. You grabbed onto the bed sheets and threw your head back, Kai’s hips relentlessly slamming into you, having no intentions of stopping or even slowing down. He leaned down and placed his head in the crook of your neck, his lips finding the spot where his fangs sank into your skin not long ago, planting a soft kiss on it. 'I’m sorry. Please don’t hate me.’ He cried out and you could have sworn that you heard pain in his voice. You intertwined your fingers with his hair, tugging on it gently, holding his head against your chest while his hips kept thrusting into you.

'Shhh, it’s ok, Kai. I will never h - hate you. I love you too fucking much!’ You stuttered, Kai suddenly lifting his head up to lock his eyes with yours, a small smile appearing on his face. He chuckled and kissed you deeply, his teeth tugging on your bottom lip gently when he was pulling away, his lips pressed against your ear. The only thing that could be hear was the sound of his hips meeting yours and his heavy breathing against your ear.

'I love you.’ He said abruptly, his fingers sliding between your bodies as he started rubbing your clit fast, getting your closer to your second orgasm that night. You moaned loudly and threw your head back, Kai noticing how you were holding back for some reason.

'Let it go, baby. Just let it go.’ He moaned and right at his words you clenched around him, your climax tearing through your body, making your whole body shake.

'Fuck!’ Kai groaned out, your orgasm triggering his as he came inside you in short spurts, riding out yours and his orgasm until you were completely done.

He pulled out and collapsed on top you, his eyes strongly focused on you. He brushed his fingers against your cheek, moving the hair out of your face and planted a gentle kiss on your lips.

'Please don’t hate me.’ He whispered, his arms wrapping around you as if he was afraid of losing you.

'I will never hate you.’ You muttered, Kai letting out a bit chuckle as you noticed how his mood had suddenly changed. You forgot about everything and figure that it didn’t matter where you were. The only thing that was important is that you were with Kai and that was all you needed in your life, even if that meant having to move out of Mystic Falls. You were ready.

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part 2 for insane

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Carlisle told me that all newborns normally have this burning sensation in there throat right after there change. I didn’t have it, so after all these months I learned what I was, and how to eat. Animals of course. After we were done hunting we went to his house where he would do some checks with me. He told me that maybe it could be my gift, because I also saw that Edward had a gift. I didn’t know how, he just had this something like an aura around him. And it screamed his gift practically in my face. I could also read a Carlisle his aura, I don’t even know if it is an aura, let’s call it that.
A little bit of his personality and how he is. We walked into the house and i locked eyes with a beautiful blond woman. I froze and my sight became blurred. I saw a baby with violet eyes and how she grow up as a child, and a teenager and I young woman. I realised I jut saw her whole life fly by. Her change. How she killed her ex fiancé, and found her mate.
“Your gift is special” Edward said.
“What?” And looked at him and she same thing happened again.
“What is going on?” Carlisle asked
“When she looks in somebody eyes she sees there whole life fly by in minutes but I mean every single
Day and minute. I just saw thing from my human life I could even remember.” Edward told him.
“Everything?” The blond woman asked and looked at me. “Everything” “I am so sorry” I told her “if I knew how to control it, I would do it. It’s none of my business I know.” “It’s not your fault, and rose knows that. Right?” Carlisle said.
“Do you want the whole family or are you done for today cause I think it will have a big impact on you.” Esme said. “I don’t mind I just wished how to control it”
She smiled at me and it happened again. “That is crazy to see.”
“Well let’s meet the family, I think it would be interesting.”
After I have met everyone it felt like I knew them longer then I actually did.

The most uncomfortable to watch was Rosalie her life. But also Alice. They all had lives that were not great or ended great. But I think Rosalie will never forget what happened to her. Even though vampires pretty much forget there human life. She won’t forget that. And Alice couldn’t remember a thing anymore and I could remember every single thing.
And it was really pleased to see.
And all her visions she had. It was strange. “I smell mutt, why do I smell mutt.” Rosalie said in a mad tone. Carlisle and Edward looked at me. “I didn’t invite them” a human girl and 2 wolfs stepped inside the house. The girl introduced herself as Bella. Edwards girlfriend. He could read her mind, but I could see her whole life, and first I tried to stop it because it was a lot to
Take in but now I jut let it flow. First I only saw things and I few words but now I heard every sound she heard, every thought she had, every smell she smelled. And it was like I lived beside her. Her whole life.
“I found a way too read Bella her mind” Edward laughed and gave her a hug
“What?” Bella asked. “She has a special gift. She can see, read and smell everything you had in your whole life by the time. Of your birth till just now the second you walked in.” “I am sorry, it’s very personal I know.”
“That is cool!” A teenage boy said. The wolf we saw in the woods he introduced himself as Seth. And as you imagine, it happened again. It was a lot to take in but just one new person too meet as that was that huge guy next to him. And then I was done for the next weeks!.
“Hey my name is Jacob, Jacob black” “ y/n y/l/n, nice to meet you.”
I saw him being born (just like by everyone else, which isn’t a very pleasant thing to see)
It was the moment we came to the time in the woods and I saw it happen I heard his thought and saw it. When I was done. I looked at him in shock.
“You imprinted on me!”

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BODY ELECTRIC VI // masterlist


A/N: I’m sorry this took quite a bit but I’ve finally come around to write it! I’m aiming to have at least two more chapters because I don’t want to make this too long. Thanks for enjoying this mini series, I appreciate it! Enjoy and feedback is welcomed :) [previous parts]

Warning: NSFW !

Word Count: 3.8K+


Rushing amongst the trees as you followed behind Kylo, you narrowed your brows. Why was he suddenly so on edge? Who did he sense out? Was it someone you knew or was it the one person you feared most–that wasn’t Kylo any longer. Trying to match Kylos pace as he had been walking a little too fast, along with the fact that his strides were triple your own, you almost walked ahead until Kylo pulled you back by the waist. “What are you-”

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JEALOUSY


 (requested by anon)
Kai Parker x Reader
word count :
3 211
summary : Kai tells Reader about the events happening at Mystic Falls and Reader gets jealous.
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Y/N was sleeping soundly when as if from a distance she heard the sounds of the doorbell ringing over and over again. Slowly her eyes opened and she glanced at the digital clock on her night stand seeing it was 3.35AM.
“This better be live or death.” she mummbled pulling the covers off her. Her feet quickly found their way into her fuzzy slippes and she headed towards the door , the sounds of the doorbell ringing repeating again. Y/N rubbed her eyes and yawned , nearly stumbling over the coffee table in the living room as she walked. “Coming … I’m - I’m coming.” she called out.
A moment later her fingers wrapped around the door knob and she unlocked the apartment door , opening it. Her gaze was on the ground and the moment Y/N looked up , she felt suddenly wide awake. In front of her stood someone she never thought she’d see again. Not unless it was a dream or a hallucination.
“Hi.”
“M-Malachai ?!” she asked confused. “Not again.”
Y/N stared at him. Kai was smiling widely at her as if it hadn’t been four years but four minutes since they had last seen each other. He had gotten even hotter and was wearing gray jeans , a blue-ish tshirt and a black jacket. His eyes sparkled just like every time he smiled. She felt her knees about to buckle from all the feelings rushing through her body and sat on the floor next to the door.
“I was expecting a little warmer welcome.” he laughed nervously looking at his girl sitting on the floor with tears in her eyes. Kai was no expert but he knew tears was not the proper reaction for seeing your dead boyfriend after four years. “Whats wrong sweetheart?”
“You.” she mumbled. “You are not real which means I am still asleep in my bed and … “ her voice broke and a few tears rolled down her cheeks. “I will wake up in a few minutes and you’ll be gone again.”
Kai sighed. Part of him had been expecting this reaction from her. Sort of. Damon had mentioned to him Y/N had moved away because everything reminded her of him and she kept hallucinating and dreaming about him coming back. Didn’t seem like being away from Mystic Falls had helped much in that department if she thought he was a dream.
“Let me in and I will prove to you its not a dream.”
“Its a dream I know it …” said Y/N wiping away a few tears from her cheeks. She was afraid to let herself feel. Over the past few years this has been happening a lot. “…but either way I am so beyond happy to see you.”
“Can I -”
“Come in.” she said quietly. Usually that was the point when she woke up. Kai would step inside or attempt to step inside and then he’d get dragged away by an invisible force. Or he’d get to stay a while and then she’d wake up alone , feeling the pain of losing him crush her all over again. Even after all those years it was still only him. It would always be him and no one else.
Kai stepped inside , knelt down next to her and pulled her into a hug a split second later. “I missed you Y/N. I never thought I could miss someone that much. It nearly drove me crazy.”
Her hands wrapped around Kai , tears still streaking down her face. He pulled away and Y/N’s gaze dropped to the ground. It felt too good to be true , being back in Kai’s arms , feeling his breath on her skin , his smile taking her breath away.
“I am real Y/N. I am really here.” said Kai , brushing his fingers through her hair. “And I am never going away. Not without you.”
He took her hands , placing them on his face. Her fingers brushed against his cheeks and he could see things starting to come into focus in her mind. Kai’s lips smashed against hers for the first time in four years , drowning her in a deep passionate kiss. Y/N felt electricity coursing through her veins waking every fibre in her body. None of the dreams / hallucinations she had had before had ever felt that real. Either that was the most realistic dream ever or he was really there.
“It’s me. It’s really me.”
“Oh my God.” she said smiling , attacking him with kisses until she was sitting on his lap. “H-how ? When ? Why didn’t anyone call to tell me ?”
With a snap of his fingers , Kai closed the door and pulled her even closer to him.
“It’s a really long story sweetheart.” he smiled at her , stroking her cheek with her fingers. “I’ll tell you in the morning. Right now I just want to enjoy having you back in my arms.”
Y/N’s fingertips traced every inch of his face still unable to believe it completely that he is really here. Kai’s eyes were glowing , studying her as if seeing her for the first time. He pulled her into such a tight hug , her breathing stopped for a few seconds before he let go off her.
“No.” she protested. “Don’t let go off me ever again.”
Kai laughed pulling her into a hug again.

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Joe Sugg - He tries to cheer you up

You knew as Joe’s girlfriend how talented he was, not just with his impressive video ideas, singing voice or ability to befriend just about anyone but also his impressions. Joe never ceased to surprise you with the new voices he was able to portray perfectly but easily one of your favorites was Tyler Oakley as he was one of your favorite YouTubers, Joe knew this so whenever you were ill Joe would bring the video up and play it for you again even though it made him cringe.

On this particularly day Joe knew how ill you were, he admitted himself this was the worst he had ever seen you - you weren’t sure this made you feel any better but it was nice that he was extra comforting to you, he wanted to do all he could to make you feel better.

The day had started off with you waking up at 6am, whenever you woke up this early you would attempt to wake up Joe but he would simply groan a response then roll over and go back to sleep but this time since Joe knew you had been getting ill he looked straight at you after rubbing his eyes, his jaw dropped and he sat right up.

“You look terrible babe,” Joe says sticking his bottom lip out like he was the one who was ill.

“Thanks, Joe” you laugh shaking your head.

Joe then brought you breakfast in bed, well he didn’t make it - he ordered it off of an app online. It was no secret how bad of a cook used to be but since you had known him he had continued to improve but his excuse for ordering was although he was getting better he didn’t want to take the chance of poisoning you on top of this illness, whatever it was.

You knew you shouldn’t be eating anything other than small amounts of dry toast because it was clear what would happen as your already empty stomach was bubbling uneasily yet you could see the look of anticipation on Joe’s face as he wanted you to eat it. Joe had decided today was the perfect day for you to try his favorite restaurant’s breakfast, you forced yourself to slowly put the food in your mouth but not even half way through the meal you had to run to the toilet to throw up, luckily Joe was waiting to give you a hug which was all you needed on a day like this.

Most of the day was spent like this but then at around 4pm when you were feeling at your worst, Joe suddenly disappeared - at first you were annoyed because you couldn’t help but think why would he leave you when you needed him most? But then you told yourself to stop being so selfish, Joe had a life too and although you were apart of it you couldn’t expect him to sit with you all day.

You slipped into small amounts of sleep every now and again but you soon gave up and was cuddled under the covers watching YouTube videos when you heard Joe shout you

“Babe? I’ve got someone here to see you. Stay where you are - we’re coming to you” Joe yells, you groan in response while pausing your video. Even though you didn’t want anyone to see you like this you tried to make yourself as presentable as possible, you scooped your greasy, limp hair into a messy bun, sat up in bed (despite the difficulty)and cleared your throat while praying you didn’t throw up.

“Well hello there everybody, my name’s Tyler Oakley!” a familiar but impossible voice rings out. Then suddenly Joe jumps into the room with some glasses, a bright top on and a comb over style hair which made him look like Tyler Oakley.

“Oh Joe I love you” you giggle watching him

“Joe? I just told you - My name is Tyler Oakley, Who is Joe?” he says before winking at you

Joe keeps this character going until he is sure that the smile on your face isn’t going anywhere, it even makes you forget how sick you feel. Joe end it’s by bowing in front of you while you cheer and applaud for him

“That was amazing Joe” you laugh as he pulls the glasses off and the shirt he was wearing, leaving them at the foot of the bed before climbing back into it next to you.

“Did you enjoy that?” he grins back wrapping his arms around you

“I loved it, it was amazing” you reply

“And you’re feeling better?” he asks

“Surprisingly yes, I love you Joe Sugg” you replied snuggling into his chest

Imagine 1# on the list.
Inspired by dont forget of Demi Lovato.

“What do you want me to do y/n? Tell me because i have no fuckinh clue!”

John screamed at you angry and possessed after he confronted you with jealousy when he saw you kissing your new man.

“Wait a minute! Hold up john!” You rise your hand in desbelief at his behavior and words.

“You and I are not a thing anymore because you wanted to! You left me broken when you endes everything between us and now that I’m happy again you are acting like I cheated you, are you fucking mad?!” You screamed with your face turning red.

John sighed and rubbed his face falling back on his couch while you stood still on your place with your arms crossed over your chest.

“ I told you that I wanted to keep you safe, you used to say to me I was your one and only and you couldnt love anyone beside me, we made promises about our future and shit got too much in my life and I didnt want to be selfish and bring you down with me but that doesnt mean I never stopped loving you”

John looked at you with a more sad expression and tears in his eyes, you werw taken back at his words and you felt a lump growing on your throat when we finished his rant.

“ you also promised me to never break my heart and you did, you are a man and you could say no to many things, fuck john I even looked the other side when people made comments about how you were with other women in my back, I turned myself against my family for you and then you just went and did exatcly what you said you would never do, I want you to be happy and I dont know if that can be with me so please forget about us, move with your life and let me go”

Your head dropped and you quickly cleaned the tears that fell on your face, you tooked a deep breath and liftes your head not wanting to see the man you never stopped loving infront of you broken like you were, yoy stood up and walked to the door while john stood up quickly calling for you.

“Y/n! Please dont say for me to forget about you, that is like asking for me not to breath, I will prove that i can be the man worth it enough of your love again, I will change and we will be together again, but please… dont forget about us…”

John voice broke in the last word and you smiled sadly turning away leaving his house has fast has you could not being able to hold back the tears any longer.

“ I wont Johnny, i wont forget”

You whispered to yourself while walking those lonely streets alone in the cold winter of birmingham.

@feminist-daydreamer

Goodbye

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You get stabbed and die in Kai’s arms

‘You can’t go!’ Kai stated, grabbing onto your arm as he didn’t want to let you go.

‘I just want to see what she wants.’ You replied, trying to get your arm out of his grip but his grip was so tight on you, scared to let you go. It didn’t hurt, it just showed how much he didn’t want to let you go or watch you getting hurt.

‘You know she always has a plan. It’s Katherine we’re talking about here. She always has a backup plan. Even when the first plan fails, she has another one and if that one fails, well, you see where I’m going.’

'Kai, nothing’s going to happen. I’ll be completely fine.’ You said and stepped closer and placed your arms on his arms. You’ve never seen him like this. The concern on his face wasn’t new to you, but the way he was looking at you at that moment was.

'I just don’t want to lose you. You know how much of a support you are to me. You get me through all the tough times.’ Kai muttered, his arms wrapping around your body and pulling your body closer to his, no space between them left. You lifted up your hand to his face and ran your fingers through his hair, locking your eyes with his. A smile shone on your face, his hands carefully and gently placed on your back.

'You’re not gonna lose me. That’s like not even in my plans in the near future. Or ever. Everything will be fine, you’ll see and we still have that date tonight.’ You added as Kai lifted you up, your legs wrapped around his waist. He spun you around, a simple and genuine laugh escaping your body, happiness traveling through your body.

'What, dancing? Of course.’ He said as he let you down on your feet and took you by your hands and made a few steps before he pulled you closer and then leaned you down, his strong arms holding you. 'Wouldn’t miss it for the world.’ He added and then leaned down aswell, his lips meeting yours.

'Now, I really have to go, but I’ll definitely see you in a couple of hours.’ You kissed him again, his arms wrapping around you one more time before you pulled away and walked out of the house. A smile suddenly disappeared from your face, nervousness and fear taking over your body. Meeting Katherine was probably a really bad idea, but maybe she wanted to bury the hatchet between you two. Even though you never fought Katherine in a physhical way because she’s a vampire and you were just a human, she never was one of those people you loved to be around so you fought most of the time. She did tried to kill you, but Kai saved you snd since then he’s worried about you. You understood that perfectly, but you were always optimistic and always thought Kai overreacted when it came to stuff like that. He was even scared to let you walk home alone at night after the movies with Elena. It was kind of annoying, but knowing you had someone who cared about you and always wanted to keep you safe.

You walked to the place Katherine told you and sat on a single bench around, Katherine nowhere to be seen. Street lights were barely shining, just one right next to you and even that one was flickering, creeping you out even more. There was no one around and if you said your heart wasn’t beating like crazy, you would’ve lied because you’ve never been more scared in your life than you were at that moment. Out of nowhere, you saw someone coming towards you as your hands started shaking. You got up and stood at one spot, frozen when Katherine approached you.

'No lover boy this time?’ Katherine asked and titlted her head to one side, grinning at you.

'What do you want Katherine? I think I made it clear that I don’t want to talk or see you anymore. Leave me alone so I can live my own life and-’

'With Kai? Yeah, I heard he became this cute, tamed guy because of you. Too bad. I liked him better when he was ruthless and didn’t care about anyone.’ She stated and walked around you slowly, trailing her hand along your arm and your back.

'What do you even need from me?’ You asked her, not feeling so scared anymore. Courage grew in you as minutes passed. You’ve always been strong and a little bit reckless, rush into trouble, which Kai absolutely hated.

'I don’t need anything from you. I actually can’t come up with anything I would want from you. You’re just a useless and fragile human.’ She trailed off and sat down on the bench behind you, crossing her legs.

'Then what the hell am I even doing here? If you don’t need anything, I’ll just go home because being here is just a waste of my time.’ You said as you wanted to turn around and leave but she grabbed your arm, squeezing it tightly. Your brows furrowed as you winced out in pain, her grip on you getting tighter and tighter. It felt like she was about to break your arm and it looked like that’s exactly what she wanted to do.

'Katherine, stop! You’re hurting me!’ You desperately tried to move her hand from your arm, but unsuccessfully. She came closer, her face only a few inches from yours. She leaned in, her lips against your ear.

'I want Kai. Actually Kai’s help.’ She let you go and sat on the bench again, her gaze strongly focused on you.

'What do you want from Kai?’ At that moment you knew she had something planned.

'I need his help, but, I need the old Kai. You know, the bad Kai who would do anything to get his revenge and Kai who wasn’t in love so… that’s why you’re here. I know Kai will be here any minute because he can’t resist staying away from you and I don’t understand the urge to protect you all the time.’

'I don’t understand.’

'Oh god, of course it’s too complicated for you. What I wanted to say was you’re in the way. Kai is weak because of you and I need him because he can do what I want. He can do magic but what I need is something really remorseless and the only way he would accept it is if I take away the only person he loves and cares about.’ You swallowed hard and took a few steps back, trying to get away from her. Running wasn’t an option at all because she would catch you in a second. She quickly got up and grabbed your arm again. Your eyes started watering, your breathing turned fast and shallow.

'Please don’t hurt me.’ You begged her, her grip firm on your arm.

'Oh look. She’s cying. You know that won’t help you at all. Nothing can help you right now.’ She smiled and looked behind you for a second. A grin appeared on her face before she locked her eyes with yours and then stabbed you with a knife, leaving it in your body as she ran away from you, your body hitting the cold and damp street. You heard a scream behind you but were unable to look, your head hitting the floor.

'No, no! You can’t, no!’ You heard a male voice, immediately realizing it was Kai. He lifted your upper body up a little bit on his lap, his hand supporting your head.

'Kai’ you said, your voice barely audible, Kai’s eyes filled with tears.

'Shhh, you’re gonna be ok. I know that. You’re gonna be fine.’ He looked down at your wound and then back at you, his hand gently caressing your hair. His hands were shaking like never before, panic obvious on his face.

'I'm… I wanna tell you something.’ You whispered, a weak smile appearing on your pale face.

'No, no, you’re not leaving me.’ He said desperately, his arms pressing you closer to his body.

'I love you. Don’t ever forget that and don’t let anyone tell you you’re not worth it. You are and don’t ever let them tell you otherwise.’ Kai closed his eyes as tears rolled down his cheeks.

'You can’t leave me, I can’t do this without you.’

'You can but promise me something.’ You coughed, blood visible on your lips. You felt your body getting weaker with each second, but you weren’t ready to let go. You weren’t ready to say goodbye to Kai, your only true love. There were no words that could explain how much you loved him, his jokes, the weird things he always did when you two were alone.

'Anything, tell me.’ He muttered, his voice shaky.

'Promise me you won’t do anything reckless and promise me you won’t forget me. Don’t forget how much I love you.’

'I promise. I promise you, I do, but you can’t leave me now.’

'I have to.’ You whispered, your eyelids getting heavier and you breathing turning weaker.

'You can’t because, you owe me a dance, remember?  Just the two of us.’ He trailed off and moved a small lock of hair from your face.

'I didn’t forget, but we’re gonna have to do it some other time.’ You smiled at him and heavily lifted your hand up to his face, your hand resting on his cheek softly as you caressed his cheek with you thumb.

'No, please.’

'I love you, Kai.’ You whispered and smiled at him, looking at him for the last time. You slowly let go, your hand falling down on your body from his cheek, your body resting in Kai’s arms.

'No!’ Kai screamed out as he brought your body close to his chest, his arms wrapped around you tightly, not wanting to let you go. Tears were streaming down his face, his body feeling as if he was tearing apart. He looked at you and kissed your cold lips for the last time, his hand closing your eyes.

'I love you.’ He whispered and gave you a kiss on the cheek, his whole body shaking. He never thought he would have to let you go in this way or any way. You were his true love and he was yours. He loved you with all his heart and soul, loving everything about you and losing you was the hardest moment he had to go through in his life, but he had to let you go, knowing he was loved by you.

How Cute

Title: How Cute

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 1,533

Warnings: FLUFF.

A/N: I was going to post this tomorrow, but how could I say no to @cyrilconnelly who requested this!  I hope you all love this! It was fun for me to write! Don’t for get about that Christmas Drabble list <3 which is here!   Although this isn’t from that list, but you can also ask me to do one shots for you thought my ask box or inbox.

You knew Dean and Sam would be upset, but the poor kid’s parents were just killed by a wraith.  It was better if the kid stayed at the bunker with you until the three of you found and killed the wraith.  His name was Danny; he was only 5 years old.  

You had Danny on your hip as you descended down the bunker’s stairs.  When you entered the library you gave Dean and Sam a stern glare.  You turned your face to the small boy, “Danny, this is Sam and Dean.  They are my friends.  They’re going to help.”

The little boy waved to the two Winchesters.  “Hi Sam and Dean,” Danny spoke, his voice small.

Sam took the boy from your hands, setting him down on the floor.  “Do you want something to drink?  I think we still have some milk,” Sam offered kindly.  The little boy nodded, grabbing Sam’s hand.  The younger Winchester flashed you a smile, nodding at Dean as he took the boy to the kitchen.

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THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS



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Kai Parker x Reader
word count
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summary : based on the song ‘The Heart Wants What It Wants’ by Selena Gomez.
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The day Kai had met Y/N had been the best day in his life. They had fallen in love almost instantly. When they first became a couple all her friends said he would break her heart , ruin her or maybe even kill her. Y/N ignored them every single time and defended him always. Every moment they spent together felt like magic , like a dream come true. In all his life Kai had never thought he’d have someone like her in his life - someone who loves him and accepts him the way he is without insisting he changes. There had never been judgement in her eyes even thought she knew every single horrible thing he had done. He loved her more than he thought possible. Nothing Kai had felt until he had met her could ever compare to the feelings he had for her. What they had was special , it was that kind of unique sweet love that has to be lived to be fully understood. His love for her had consumed him and he couldn’t imagine his life without her anymore. They loved and understood each other like no one else , always sharing everything with the other. Y/N had pulled himin like a magnet and the past year they had spent together had been the best year in his life. Y/N had been the one who in death had made him feel most alive.
Lately however something had changed between them and he had no idea what it was or how it had happened. They rarely spent time together and he felt broken and alone every time Y/N wasn’t around him. Kai missed all those lazy afternoons when they’d just cuddle on the couch or in bed , maybe watch a movie or he’d watch her read one of her favourite books. There was always something else for her to do these days and most days he’d spend hours waiting for her to call him just to hear her voice. Knowingly or not his girl had thrown him into a world of hurt. Sometimes he wondered if Y/N still loved him because he just couldn’t feel it anymore. How can she still be in love with him and ignore and blow him off all the time right ? A part of him felt like what they had was slipping through his fingers and he was losing her , the other hoped that this is just a ‘rough patch’ and the days when they were happy , doing everything together would return. But the longer this went on , the worse he felt. Without her around he just didn’t feel alive. He didn’t know how he’d get over her and all this pain if things between them ended. He was pretty sure losing her would kill him. Kai had allowed allowed himself to be the good person she saw when looking at him instead of the monster everyone else saw but lately with his vampirism heightening his emotions - all his pain , frustration and confusion blurred into hunger and he found himself falling back into his old ways.


Kai woke up around 2.43AM , almost at the same moment Y/N returned home. He didn’t open his eyes and pretended to be asleep. His girl climbed onto the bed with him , brushing her fingers through his hair before leaning in to kiss him gently and wrap her arms around him. Kai didn’t have to see her face to know she was smiling. Hearing her whisper ‘I love you’ was enough to make him feel whole again and make him forget how every second spent without her felt like torture. Kai spent the rest of the night watching her sleep , trailing every inch of her face and down her arm with his fingertips as gently as possible without waking her up. Y/N’s heart rate always changed when he did that , regardless if she was asleep or not. He wondered how when she was in his arms time seemed to fly by and when he is alone , every second would just drag itself so painfully slow it would drive him insane.

“Morning beautiful.” smiled Kai , hearing the change in her heart beat knowing she is awake before she had even opened her eyes. Y/N smiled back at him , brushing her fingers against his cheek. His fingers wrapped around her wrist and he kissed her hand lovingly. Her heart fluttered at the sight of his smile and she pulled herself closer to him. Kai loved waking up with her , however rare those moments where the past few weeks. With her in his arms he felt complete.
“Morning.” said Y/N , kissing him softly.
“Where were you last night ?” he wondered. “You got home so late , I wasn’t even awake this time. I was worried.”
His girl rolled on top of him , placing her hand on his chest right over his heart. Kai placed his hands on her waist looking up at the beautiful girl before him and a sigh left his lips. Every time he thought he couldn’t get more sucked in into loving her , that’s exactly what happened. The way Y/N was looking at him with loving eyes just like always pulled him back in every time and in those moments his worries seemed to vanish into thin air.
“Out. Sorry , I should’ve called.” she said , leaning in to kiss him. “You don’t have to worry about me , I’m an adult –or at least thats what my ID says.”
Kai laughed as she tapped his nose.
“I know that but – every second without you feels like torture.” he said. “I don’t like being without you. It feels like the air is being pulled out of my lungs –”
Y/N’s smile faded a little and Kai felt a crack showing up on his heart. She rolled off him and got off the bed , heading towards the walk in closet without saying a word. Kai got up after her a second later. He didn’t like how she was ignoring his words and somehow avoided the subject. It bothered and confused him more than ever.
“Y/N ?” he asked , leaning against the closet door. “Why are you being like this?”
“Like what ?”
“Cold and distant.”
“What ?”
“Yes.” said Kai taking a step inside , snaking his hands around her while she was looking at her reflection in the mirror. “You are almost never home and I feel like you are always trying to find a way to get away from me or something. I miss our days together when we’d stay at home all day , watch a movie or do something. ”
Y/N tossed the clothes she was holding on the floor and turned towards him. He looked so sad and broken ,it broke her heart. Last thing she wanted was to cause him pain in any way and somehow thats exactly what had happened. Kai was the best boyfriend - so kind , caring and loving towards her , always finding ways to make her smile even in the darkest of days. Her friends had told her he’d hurt her but lately things seemed to be the other way around. It wasn’t intentional , she just wanted a little space. Sometimes the way he was acting around her - wanting to be with her constantly , every second of every day was a bit much for her. Y/N understood why he wanted to be with her 24/7 - her boyfriend had spent most of his life in isolation and she had been the first person he truly loved but still.
“I’m not trying to get away from you. How can you even think that ?” she wondered. Y/N cupped his face , lightly brushing her fingers through his hair. “You are the best thing in my life. I know sometimes I can be – distant , it’s just the way I am sometimes. Doesn’t mean I don’t love you or anything. Feel this ?”
She took his hand and placed it right over her heart. Kai ’s mouth twitched into a small smile feeling her heart beat - racing just like every time they are together.
“I love you.” said Y/N , her heart skipping a beat and starting to beat faster than ever. “I LOVE YOU. I love you more than words.”
“I love you too baby girl.” smiled Kai scooping her up.
Y/N hooked her hands around his neck , pressing her lips against his. Kai’s fingers tangled in her hair , pulling her lips closer to hers and in a blink of an eye they were back in the bed. Being with her , moments like this were everything , somehow the world felt in place again and he could almost forget how painful the moments without her were. Almost.
“Do you want to come with me tonight?” she asked suddenly.
“Go where?” he wondered.
“There will be a party at Skull bar. It’s for students only but you can come with me. If you want.”
Kai smiled widely at her. A night out with his girl sounded more than heaven to him. He would’ve preffered it for them to be alone , but even if there would be a dozen other people around them he was sure they’d find a way to spend time alone together. He didn’t want to spend another night alone , worrying and in pain because she wasn’t there with him.
“I’d love to.” he brushed his nose against hers. “But – I want us to spend the day together too. We can watch a movie or just cuddle.”
“Okay – I just have to run quickly to the Salvatore’s and I’m all yours for the rest of the day.” she smiled at him rolling on top of him. “Pick a movie or decide what you want us to do – I’ll do anything you want me to.”
“Anything?” he winked at her.
“Anything – everything.” said Y/N , moving her hair to the left and leaned in to kiss him again. Kai didn’t want to let go off her , moving his hands up and down her back pulling her towards him closer and closer while her fingers tangled in his hair. Too soon to his liking she pulled away and ran to get dressed before going out.

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Y/N’s ‘quick stop’ by the Salvatore’s turned into hours. A few times he called her but the call went straight to voicemail and he didn’t really feel like leaving a message. There it was again - the feeling of being left alone , existing all by himself in their relationship , like they were just strangers and not lovers. The thought that something had happened to her crept inside his mind and he got in his car heading towards the Salvatores. Maybe he’d be able to catch up with her there.
“Ugh , what are you doing here twirp?” wondered Damon just as Kai walked into the house. Kai looked around as if looking for someone.
“Is Y/N here ?” asked Kai.
“No. Haven’t seen her today. Isn’t she your girlfriend ? Why are you asking me ?”
“I - I don’t know.” sighed Kai , pouring himself a drink.
Damon stared at him and shrugged his shoulders. Kai took his glass and sat on the sofa , starring at the liquid inside the glass when Elena walked in and kissed Damon 'hello’. The young heretic glanced at them and sighed deeply. Elena glanced between him and her boyfriend in confusion.
“Why is he so quiet?”
“I don’t know.” whispered Damon. “It’s making me nervous - ”
“You do realise I can hear you , right ?” said Kai gulping the entire glass. “I - I don’t even know why I came here. Y/N said she’d stop by and I thought maybe I’d catch up with her. Somehow lately we always end up missing each other - ”
“Ohh is the honeymoon over ?” said Damon mockingly and Elena slapped him on the forearm shooting him a warning look. She didn’t want to risk getting Kai upset. Who knew what he’d do. “Fine — fine. I’ll shut up.”
Elena sat on the sofa next to Kai trying to figure out what was up. He looked like a sad abandoned puppy , so sad and broken for a moment she forgot everything he had done and felt the urge to hug him or at least help him in anyway.
“Is Y/N seeing someone else ?” he asked suddenly. “Because – lately its like she is avoiding me and is acting so cold and distant. Every night she comes home so late and some nights she never gets home at all.”
“I’m sure she is not doing anything intentional to hurt you. And she’s not a cheater , that I know. ” said Elena , “Y/N loves you. If she didn’t , she wouldn’t have tried to kill Damon for almost killing you at the wedding.”
“The why do I feel so – broken and dead on the inside every time she blows me off?” he wondered. “Why does it hurt so much ?”
Elena tilted her head to the side with a small smile on her face.
“Because you love her.” she said simply. “And sometimes when the people we love are distant it hurts. Talk to her , be honest. I know you are still new at emotions , but you and Y/N have a special connection. You love and understand each other. Whatever is happening between you two , you can work it out.”

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Imagine having to choose between Jared and your fiancé

I finish sending the last email, almost throwing my laptop across the room so I wouldn’t have to answer any more questions about Jared’s schedule. It’s almost 6 in the afternoon and I should have been at home at five. Jared still hasn’t appeared and his inbox fills way too fast for me to handle it.

When I hear the front door shut, I sigh in relief, one more minute and I would have gone crazy.

“What are you doing here? People are going to think I exploit you!” Jared laughs, entering the room with bags from Whole Foods, “You look really tired”

I am. But I just forget about everything the minute his eyes lay on mine. I start playing with the ring on my hand, remembering why I can’t allow myself to get consumed by his gaze and the way his body reacts to my intent of distraction.

“Well, you look even prettier when you are tired” He says, leaving his bags on his desk, I can feel all the air in my body stopping, not being able to continue its course, “How is that even possible?”

You can’t, I start saying to myself, stop it.

“Sometimes, when you find something that lightens your day, even the most tired people can… Glow”

Oh no, you did not just say that. So silly.

I can notice a small change on the way his jaw tightens, I know I’m saying this words because of him, but he doesn’t seem to get it. His head points to my hands, and a forced smile appears on his lips.

“You going out with… What’s his name?”

“Kevin” I answer, even though I’m sure he knows my fiancé’s name.

“Right” He sighs, still on his feet by his desk, “What time? Because it’s already 6 o'clock”

I check the clock on my wrist, I have an hour and a half to go home and get ready. Enough time to be able to stay for an extra couple of minutes in here.

“7:30” I say getting on my feet.

We share another look before changing our gaze completely. I save my laptop on my bag, check my phone, put my jacket on, but I’m still not ready to go. Everyday was the same. I would be happy at home, spending the night with Kevin, waking up in the morning to have breakfast together. But then, I would have to come here, hating myself half of the day, not believing the way my heart would race whenever my boss was near me. And by the time I had to go home, go back to my fiancé, to my reality, I just wouldn’t want to leave.

“I’ll see you monday morning“ I mutter, adjusting the bag on my shoulder.

Jared is now sitting on his desk, displaying all his food. His head raises to look me in the eyes, a small smile appearing on his lips. I know I’m smiling too, and it makes me feel like an idiot.

You’re engaged, you’re engaged…

“Have fun tonight“ He says, but I can see in his eyes that he doesn’t really mean it.

I nod, spending at least a whole more minute just staring at him. I have to stop, this is becoming really creepy.

By the time I decide I really need to leave, my phone starts buzzing. Kevin’s name appears on the screen, and I ignore the phone call till I’m inside my car. He sounds so happy, as always, and I try to imitate his tone as best as I can.

Once I get home I start getting ready for my date. A quick shower, dry my hair, pick my outfit and finally make up. My mind should be busy with the task at hand, but I can’t keep Jared’s smile off my head. I start wondering about him. Is he eating alone or did he invite someone else? A friend? A… lover?

The thought makes me uneasy, and I try to find an excuse to just give him a call, something that I forgot to tell him, or something that I may have left on my desk. Anything. By the time I dial his number I still don’t have an excuse, but I’m doing it anyway.

“It’s almost 7:30” He says from the other side of the line.

“I know” I mutter, giving another look at my ring, “I’m ready”

“Loverboy hasn’t appeared yet?”

I stay quiet for a couple of seconds, processing his almost angry tone of voice and the fact that he just called Kevin “Loverboy”.

“He’s on his way” I mutter.

The silence that comes after my answer is awkward, and I just want to punch myself in the face for calling Jared before my date.

“So, why did you call?”

“I think I forgot my… my…” I stutter, trying to think of something, when the thought of actually forgetting something at his house takes over my mind, “My glasses, I think they are in the kitchen”

“Oh, let me see”

I hear how he stands from whenever he’s sitting; his steps, the sound of a door, more steps. My doorbell rings right at the moment I hear the sound of the phone being put back on his ear.

“They are here”

“Good, can I go pick them up?” I ask, starting to walk towards the door.

“Now?” He asks laughing, and the sound of the ring makes him shut, “I think loverboy arrived”

“I have to go, thanks, Jared”

I hang, avoiding hear him say goodbye. I sigh deeply before having the guts to open the door, and change my expression of disappointment to complete happiness.

I’m engaged, I repeat myself.

Kevin doesn’t notice how distracted I am during our way to the restaurant, or how I avoid looking him in the eyes. I feel guilty for having another man in my mind, for wishing it was Jared who was in the car with me. But the night goes on, and I hear him talk about work, and how Jay, his best friend, almost broke a leg trying to get a date with one of their co-workers.

In the middle of dinner, the topic of our marriage starts coming out. Kevin has found a venue and wants me to see it, he thinks that it would be a bit small for all the people we want to invite, but he thinks we can handle it.

I nod, feeling a strange pinch on my chest. Kevin starts to notice how distant I’m being, and I excuse myself to go to the bathroom. The bathroom is not empty, and the eyes of a girl go straight to my face. I don’t know her, but a smile appear on her lips.

“You escaped too?”

I nod, taking my phone out of purse, I have a text from Jared and I’m too on edge to read it right this second.

“I think my boyfriend is going to propose” The girl says, and the black mane falls covering her eyes when she lowers her head, “I’m not ready”

“Why not?” I ask her, leaning on one of the sinks.

“I’m not sure I love him enough to spend the rest of my life by his side” The girl confesses, and the familiarity of the situation makes me gasp, “I love him, I know I do. But what if I say yes and I end up finding the right one when it’s already too late?”

Why know? Right when my mind is already too busy with my own situation.

“If you say yes, and you find the one, what would you do?” I ask her, and I can feel the trembling on my voice.

“I don’t know, what else could I do but make the right decision for my heart?”

I nod, changing my gaze from the girl to my phone, deciding to read Jared’s message.

“Tell loverboy that if he doesn’t buy you champagne and strawberries, tells you how much he loves you, and ends the night with the best sex someone could ever offer, I’m taking you away from him”

“You’re crying” I hear the girl whisper.

I nod, “I think I have to make the right decision for my heart”

“Me too” She says, walking towards me to hold my hand, “Wish me luck”

“Break a leg” I mutter, squeezing her hand for a second.

The nameless girl leaves the bathroom, leaving me alone with my tears. I let them free for a few seconds, finally deciding it’s time to make the right decision.

I don’t even dry the tears, or reapply my make, before I get out of the bathroom. Kevin is finishing his glass of wine when his eyes lay on the state of my face.

“Oh my, did something happened in the bathroom? Are you alright?”

I shake my head, taking my seat in front of him.

I’m engaged, I tell myself, but I just don’t want to be.

“Please, tell me what’s going on, you’re scaring me”

I stay in silent, but my eyes fall to my hands. I play one last time with my ring, taking it off to place it in front of him. Kevin’s eyes dance from my face to the ring, and a nervous laugh escapes his lips.

“What are you doing?”

“I can’t do it” I whisper, “I’m so sorry, Kevin, I can’t”

I stand from my seat, leaving a quick kiss on his forehead before walking outside the restaurant. I’m shaking, my whole body is trembling and I just want to run away from there. I catch the cab I get a glimpse of, almost shouting the address to the driver.

I read Jared’s message another time, thinking of a way to answer it, but there are no words for this. So I just wait.

The driver announces that we have reached destination a few minutes after my almost breakdown. I thank him, giving him a generous tip for having to deal with me in this situation. I stand in front of the door, thinking of ways to explain what I’m doing there when I was supposed to be having dinner with my fiancé. Well, ex fiancé.

I decide that if I don’t right that doorbell right this second, I may end up taking another cab home. I can hear the footsteps on the other side of the door, and Jared’s image appears in front me. He’s shirtless, only wearing pajama pants, and I can feel my soul falling to the ground.

“Hey” I mumble, folding my arms over my belly.

“You came for your glasses?” He asks, and I can see the glimpse of a smile.

“Maybe” I answer.

Jared moves from the door to let me in. When the door shuts behind me, it’s just a matter of seconds before my back is leaning against it. Jared’s body is pressed against mine, his nose caressing my temples.

“Your hand is lacking something” He mutters, and automatically, both of my hands reach for his neck, “I like it”

I use both of my hands to make his lips crash with my own. The kiss is desperate, his thigh getting position between my legs. I can’t even control my body, letting it do whatever it wants, following his movements.

“So…” He whispers out of breath, breaking our kiss to grab my hips, making me fold my legs on his hips, “Loverboy didn’t have champagne?”

“No, he didn’t” I laugh, reaching for his lips again.

“Then, I’m allowed to take you away from him?” He asks, cupping my face with one hand.

“I think you did that a long time ago” I mutter, before receiving another one of his deep kisses.

The kiss rapidly transforms into something else, and right there on the door, his pajama pants falls to the floor, and my dress and panties follow them. We can’t stop kissing, we have a magnet on our mouths that makes them play with each other, even when it gets harder. A moan makes me part from him when he starts filling me. I can feel the growing sensation of completeness in my chest, his body feeling as the missing piece of the puzzle that is my life.

My hands take hold of his arms, finding a way to make me follow his rhythm. His eyes hold my gaze, biting my lips, his hands clenching on my hips. This is everything I wanted, everything I needed, and he knows it.

I can hear myself screaming his name, but at the same time thinking that this is nothing but a dream. But this is real. I know it. I can feel his orgasm and mine crushing in one single moment.

From the moment our lips touched I knew I had make the right decision. But now, looking at his eyes shine, his lips forming a smile just for me, I am completely sure I made the right decision for my heart.

150+ Milestone Bias List!

woah woah woah woah woah woah WOWZERS people! It is only barely more than a month when I posted my previous bias list and now we have reached another stone of 150 followers?! I am just absolutely pleased to see that all of you enjoy my posts while I am being such a one hell of a crazy mun!

I appreciate every one of you followers as your presence alone is just a powerful support alone!

Special Bitches

For the special ones who I will forever be with on any blog they go to!

@obscuritcs, @portalipsis / @brigscurvy, @scsouthernlights, @dokuganryunooshu, @sengokuspirits, @rosaxui / @aestuavis, @afleurdelish, @ougonredemption + all your blogs!, @solisnumen + all your blogs!, @unladylikc / @honorbourne, @dethronedpharaoh / @crimsonxbeauty, @narcasse / @skyefirese

Myshonoks

Some people I talk to here and then and absolutely like seeing on the dash!

@straordinariio / @hokuaii​ , @bomba-tea, @graceful-cure-swan, @telestiial, @tiivadvabadust / @kvinnedrivkraft, @artisthief + all your blogs!, @shiicn, @ghaisgich + all your blogs!, @arihiime, @motherfreakingtwinkaleidosticks + all your blogs!, @motherfuckingredsaber + all your blogs!, @egaohitotsude + all your blogs!, @carnal-snake, @hhemeraa​, @glxtzy, @hamufuu

Fellow Fighters

Some people I got to know recently or just people I follow on my dash and love em even though I don’t talk to ya much~!

@telestiial / @bcllicus + all your blogs!, @xstrongerwill / @yurvtchka, @jiyxu, @caliburnus, @pvrseona + all your blogs!, @kashiings / @preciousyellowidiot, @inverted-iris, @electrograins, @ablackwing, @awadatsu / @abusedpurity​, @ladydiaochan, @reginae-noctis + blogroll!

If I didn’t mention your name here, chances are I probably forgot because I am really forgetful. So please don’t be offended if I did not mention you here because I appreciate all followers!

Thank you and have an amazing day!

~oAo