did anyone gif this before

What’s a soulmate?

It’s like a best friend but more. It’s the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else, it’s someone who makes you a better person.
Actually, they don’t make you a better person you do that yourself because they inspire you.  

 A soulmate is someone you carry with you forever, it’s the one person who knew you, accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or no else would. And no matter what’s happen, you will always love them, nothing can even change that.

padfoot,

wtf man you coulda wrote that in your letter earlier you bloody drama queen

In her comic (idw #18),  the fact that Nyota had never shared that traumatic experience ( the death of her beloved uncle) with anyone before Spock (and did that only through a mind meld,  not by talking about it), makes me wonder if this is a thing for her.. something she always does to cope with things that are too painful for her to accept. Maybe she always does that, buries painful feelings inside her to keep a strong facade.  To always be the one who helps and comforts, but it’s terribly hard for her to ask the same from others when when she desperately needs help too.

I often find myself thinking about this…especially in a post-beyond scenario. Just think about it, with what happened to her and what she saw happening to her crew, especially to Syl,  some images must be really hard to forget and fandom, I feel, really underestimates how hard it must have been for Sulu and Uhura there. Harder than for the rest of the group. Their friends were worried about them, but these two were there..they knew what Krall would do to them one by one. You kind of read that helpless fear on Sulu’s face too when he tells Spock that they had taken Uhura..he was scared but couldn’t tell Spock why he was scared, what he hoped Spock could prevent from happening to her (but Spock probably knew. He saw that crew member on the ship, he heard Jaylah talk about her family..)

And you saw how affected Nyota was when Krall made her watch him kill defenseless crew members, how she desperately wanted to stop it and she couldn’t. Afterwards, when the crew was finally free she couldn’t deal with her experience, she didn’t have the time, during the crisis, when her focus had to be on their new mission, on the other people to save, on the relief of them all being alive..but quieter moments surely came after that and she may have had a hard time processing all of this, especially after what had also happened between her and Spock and not even knowing if he were still alive..not even knowing if she’d ever see him again.

We saw her, before, being the strong one who helps him, but how would he help her, and thus someone he loves who is suffering but also maybe on denial about that because she doesn’t want to burden him with her feelings after his own ordeal and everything he had gone through himself?

At first, he’d maybe misinterpret some of the signs as her being still hurt and angry for his fault, as her not being sure about them getting back together; her not being in bed with him when he wakes up, for instance, moments of panic before hearing her quietly make herself coffee or their favorite tea in the kitchen..her sweet smile when she notices him staring at her with unconventionally messy hair and those mellow eyes of his, the inexplicable waves of relief washing over him when he notices she’s wearing that t-shirt of his that she so liked to steal before.
S
oon he’d realize that her problem is different in nature, that the source of her lack of sleep is the nightmares she keeps having. He would notice it all, the clues, because it had happened to him too, and because he knows her too well and he notices the changes even when she pretends it’s all the same and she’s fine.

And he knows it’s hard for her to ask for help, so how can he help her now that she’s the one who needs him to be strong?
He’d do that unobtrusively, quietly,  with small gestures, keeping an eye on her, giving her all the time, accepting that she doesn’t want to talk about it yet.
and he’d help her by doing what is the hardest and most painful for him to do: by sharing his own pain, telling her how he still doesn’t accept death and he still can’t accept, will never accept, that he can’t do anything to prevent it, control it, protect those he loves so that nothing happens to them.. but he embraces that feeling now, he is at least able to accept that there is a piece he’ll forever miss and he can’t replace it, but love, hers especially, made-makes him feel still whole and worth to exist even with that missing piece.

N/A: Well I honestly have no idea from where this idea came from, but well I hope you like it if not don’t forget to tell me okay anon? Also while I was writing this I was listening to Team from Krewella, so yeah.  Also the gif is not mine, if it’s yours I am sorry that I am using it without your permission I am sorry.



Public - Roman Burki

Dating someone that was famous was hard, and being famous yourself was also hard. You couldn’t even go into a baby shop and buy something for your nephews that people would say that it was for you. It was also hard when you had to leave for weeks in a row for work. 

So when after a concert of yours when you end up by meeting the whole team of Borussia Dortmund, first was like a dream since they were the team of your heart, and second because your favorite was there, everyone should love a goalkeeper, they protect the most important object of the game, so when you meet Roman it was almost love at first sight. 

At the end of your game, you and your bandmate went with the team to catch a few drinks, you were their fans and they were yours. At the time you decided to leave you walked outside, and little did you knew that Roman would follow and ask you for your name before anyone could see because if they did the rumors would start. 

You guys did went out a few times, trying to always keep it low. So low that neither his teammates or your friend and co-worker knew. First you had to see how it would go, and then you would spread the world. So, after 4 months of dating you decided to start leaving a few tips for everyone. For exemple, today was a game day, and Roman had given you his jersey, meaning you would walk to the field full of Dortmund fans and a few yours, with your friend that would be hearing a Durm jersey, and you would go with Roman’s. You posted on your instagram before you decided to pick (Y/F/N) and Roman left for the game. 

Of course in matter of seconds your photo had a lot of coments and likes, (Y/F/N) just looked at you with a weird look when she got inside your car. After all you were wearing the white and yellow Burki jersey. She knew he was your favorite before you even knew him.

Roman was preparing himself for the game, he was in the locker rooms with the others. Tuchel was outside of it talking to somoene, Marco was playing around with Mario and Erik, Aubameyang, Emre Mor and Christian were on their phone, Marcel, André and Sahin were talking, while the others were chatting among themselves.

All of sudden Aubameyang starts laughing looking at his phone before getting up and walking to Roman, Marcel, Sahin and André, he shows Roman the photo he helped take this morning from you and rolls his eyes, he knew the second his teammates saw that photo would tease him about, and little did they knew about the relationshiop

  - You are her favorite! - Auba laughs being followed by the rest.
  - Yeah I know. - Roman crosses his arms.
  - Do you follow her on instagram? Or at any social media? - Emre ask.
  - Yeah I do, she also follows me. - Roman laughs at the face of the his friends.
  - Why does she follows you and not me? - Auba asks.
  - Like you said, I am her favorite.

Tuchel walks in the room and starts talking about how important the game was going to be. Emre was next to Roman whispering to him that he should tell you for you to follow him on instagram, Roman of course just wanted to laugh. He nodded saying he would think about it. At the end of Tuchel speech the team walked out of the tunels towards the field, you were already in the bleachers with (Y/F/N), a few fans had seen you but you were trying to be cool about it. After all you went there to see your boyfriend play, and again it was time to make it public. You only had to know how.

DAYDREAM

Kai Parker x Reader
word count
: 2 630
summary :Reader has a crush on Kai , and Kai has some feelings for her but he doesn’t understand what they are and later on he finds out Reader is different than any other girl he has ever set eyes on.
*gif by  christopherwooddaily
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It was just another ordinary day in Mystic Falls. Almost. Lilly Salvatore’s heretics were out of the 1903 Prison World and Malachai Parker , the first guy Y/N ever had a crush on was now one of them - a vampire witch hybrid. Life had gotten a lot more complicated for her and her friends the past few years. Even though the people closest to her didn’t like Kai , she did. There was something about him - the way he walked , the way he talked. He was always a little nicer to her even before the merge with his brother Luke , which of course made her fall for him even more.
Y/N was one of the few humans left in the Mystic Falls gang along with Matt and sometimes that felt incredible - to be the only one who actually has the chance at a real future with kids and everything. A chance at a normal life. Others it was torture because as a human she always got caught in the crossfire.
Around lunch time she headed for the town square. It was sunny and warm , the bluer than usual with not a single cloud unless the thin clouds looking like a stroke of a brush on the sky. Y/N loved those clouds - it was as if someone was using the sky as a canvas to draw. She sat on one of the benches with her scketch pad , a pencil and a rubber. Her hands swiftly moving the graffit across the page drawing the monument a few meters away. Drawing always helped her clear her mind , to focus and put things in perspective.
At the wedding a few weeks ago , she had seen Kai die but also she had seen him come back to life and turn into what he was right now. The blast had sent her flying towards one of the walls , glass pieces puncturing her skin. There were no vampires around , only Kai and his family up until the point they had all died.

After Kai had fed and completed the transition , he headed towards the exit , a grin on his face looking at all the mayhem he had created. Y/N’s mind had been fuzzy from the blood loss and he throbbing headache in her head , but she remembered clearly Kai walking towards her , kneeling in front of her. His grin was still on his face , but his eyes betrayed him. There was hurt in them , tears filling them and fast.
“Ohh … ” he said mockingly. “Did your precious friends ditch you here to die ? I thought they cared more about you , seeing how every time I was around they always dragged you away from me and now … here we are. You and me. Alone … sort of.”
“P-please … just … l-let me die in p-peace.” she mummbled weakly. However nice he had been to her , she didn’t think he’d save her after what he had done. She hoped he would , she wanted him to and maybe that’s why she had said to let her die. Because he always tended to do the opposite.
Kai reached for the pieces of glass puncturing her stomach , the one in her leg and pulled them out only then noticing there was a piece in her shoulder too.
“You weren’t supposed to get in the crossfire Y/N.” he said biting his wrist and bringing it to her lips. “I am not going to let you die. You are the closest thing to a friend I’ve got. What kind of a friend would I be if I let you bleed out ?”
He caressed her cheek , pushing up her dress a little to make sure the wound on her hip had heeled. Kai looked into her eyes , his gaze so intense it sent butterflies in her stomach.
“Get out of here. Go home. I don’t want you near this place for what comes next.” he said softly , getting up and walking away.
Kai had healed her and tried to compell her not realising she was wearing her vervain bracelet. What he had said about not wanting her there only made her want to say and in the end it had been the right choice. He saved her life earlier in the evening only so she can save his later that same night.

“Do I really look like that ?” said a male voice from behind her.
Y/N turned around only now realising Kai was leaning over her starring at the page where there was a drawing of his face. She had been so lost in her thoughts , she had drawn his face in a haze. Quickly she closed her sketchpad as he sat next to her.
“I didn’t know you draw.” he said putting his arm across her shoulder. “Why would you draw me ?”
Y/N turned her head towards him , their faces closer than she had expected. Kai was smiling , his smoky blue eyes glowing for some reason. She felt her heart skip a beat for a second and then starting to beat so fast , as if trying to leap out of her chest and into his hands. Butterflies flapped their wings in her stomach and she felt her breath getting caught in her throat.
“It helps me clear my head.” she said clearing her throat. “What are you doing in the middle of town square? Damon is looking for you. He’ll kill you if he finds you.”
“Let him try. I am a heretic now , he is no match for me.” said Kai turning his gaze away from her for a moment. “I never said ‘thank you’ for saving me that night.”
“It’s only fair. You saved me first.” smiled Y/N.
“There is something that’s bothering me though… Why would you save me ? Why … would I save you ?” he wondered out loud. “All this emotion thing is … hard. I can’t figure it out and now it’s even more complicated.”
“How so ?” she asked curious.
“Because … ” he sighed. “… I don’t know what any of those emotions mean. Like there is this strange one I am feeling right now - my palms are sweaty and this fuzzy warm feeling in my stomach is … never mind. And I just want to …”
Kai turned towards her , his palm brushing against her cheek making her lean into it. Y/N closed her eyes for a moment enjoying his touch. He liked her. A smile spread across her face for a second before quickly disappearing. She got up picking up her things. Kai stared at her confused. All of the sudden she felt nervous being this close to him , like a wall was building up itself around her. Y/N wanted to kiss him , even more so now after what he had said , but she couldn’t. Not because of what he might think or what her friends might say. No. Because she had never kissed anyone before.
“Where are you going ?”
“Home.”
“Why ? Did I do something wrong ?” he asked studying her face. Y/N had smiled when he had touched her face. Why would she be in such a hurry all of the sudden?
“No.”
“What’s with the single word answers Y/N?” he asked listening to her heart beat which was now erratic , slowly figuring out things. “OH I get it.” he said grinning. “I make you nervous don’t I ?”
“No.” she lied again.
Kai smiled to himself , being able to tell she was being dishonest with him. That’s why she had saved him. Something about those emotions he felt towards her clicked for a moment. He had been laying awake at night these past few weeks , trying to push her out of his mind. Finding himself dreaming about her when he falls asleep and generally wanting to be with her all the time.
“You like me.“ Kai said amused.
“No.”
“Don’t deny it. I can see you blush just now.” he said leaning in. “Your heart is racing and … just now your breathing got so shallow its barely there.” he added in a hushed voice , his lips nearly touching hers. “You don’t have to hide your feelings. I may be a sociopath but doesn’t mean I don’t notice things … or that I don’t want to be with you.”
Y/N looked at him confused. Had he just admitted he wants to be with her as more than friends ? No. She shook her head slightly , turning away without giving him an answer but he blocked her way. Their eyes met and she felt the butterflies in her stomach all over again as she got lost in his eyes for the millionth time.
“I have literally no idea what you are talking about Kai.” she lied , pushing her way past him , her hand on his chest where his heart is for a second. Kai grabbed her wrist not letting her take her hand off. His gaze dropped for a second and then his lips smashed against hers , kissing passionatelly making her legs feel like jelly. About half a minute later he pulled away with a smile on his face.
“Are you going to deny it now too ?“
Y/N fought the urge to pull him into a another kiss , to feel his lips on hers again. She had never felt anything like what she felt in that moment. Like every fiber in her body just came to life , demanding to be with him. To have more. Y/N pulled her hand away , blinking fast a few times before meeting his eyes.
“Nothing to deny Kai , because there is nothing there.” she said walking away from him , her mind consumed by what had just happened.
Kai watched her walking away , listening to her breathing and a smile spread across his face. He knew now for sure - she had feelings for him and he wanted to find out if he has feelings for her too.

* * *

Kai sneaked into her house that night , carefully and quietly climbing up the stairs towards her bedroom. Y/N had curled up on the bed , a book semi open next to her. He smiled seeing the title of the book - Dr Jekyl and Mr. Hide. Kai crawled into bed with her , gently brushing hair from her cheek trying not to wake her up. She looked so pieceful , a small smile on her face for some reason. He had planned on waking her up , surprising her but now he didn’t have the heart to wake her up so instead he closed his eyes and entered her dream …

Y/N was laying on her side , holding a book in her hand when someone’s fingers trailed up and down her arm before snaking around her waist.
“Whatever you are reading , I promise you - it’s not even half as fun or interesting as me.“Kai whispered to her , his breath tickling her skin.
At first she didn’t react , enjoying his touch and then she jumped up sitting in her bed starring at Kai.
"What the hell ?! Get off my bed !”
Kai grinned at her.
“Awwh but why would I do that ? I want to be here .. with you … all alone.” he said crawling over her , his fingers brushing her cheek tracing down her neck onto her shoulder down her hand , intertwining them with her fingers. He could feel her tense at first and then slowly begin to melt under his touch. Y/N’s heart was racing faster than ever before , her breathing turning shallow again just like earlier today. Kai leaned in, brushing his nose against hers.
“I know you want to kiss me…” he whispered , his lips almost touching hers.
Y/N’s breath got caught in her throat. Of course she wanted to kiss him. Ever since he kissed her earlier that day , she hadn’t been able to stop thinking about him even more than usual. And now the desire to be with him had gotten magnified somehow.
“Y-you are wrong.” she whispered , not wanting her voice to betray her true feelings.
Kai pouted for a second. “Sure you do. I bet you haven’t stopped thinking about our little moment earlier today… I sure haven’t.” he trailed off.
Y/N was taken a back from his words. Why would he be thinking about their kiss?
“What are you d-doing in my bed , Kai ?”
Kai placed a gentle kiss on her cheek , then another on her jawline his lips moving onto her neck sucking a spot onto her collarbone. A small unvoluntary moan escaped her lips at the feeling and her hand covered her mouth.
“I told you - I want to be with you. I
want you.” he whispered in her ear , gently biting her earlobe. Kai’s finger traced her cheek onto her lips down her neck slowly. “I can hear your heartbeat sweetheart. ” he cooed , his hand squeezing her breast through her shirt before agonisingly slowly sliding down to her core. “Your breathing is so shallow , it’s barely existant…”
The more Kai’s hand closed in towards her heat , the more she felt a burning feeling building up. He pushed his fingers down her short shorts , teasing her folds through her panties , feeling she had gotten wet.
“Awh sweetheart… You definitely can’t deny that.” he said , his voice low.
Y/N closed her eyes enjoying the new feeling and then grabbed his hand pulling it out of her short shorts before pushing him off her. Thing was - it was her first time. Not that she didn’t want him this way , because she did but there were all these walls building up again.
“I have to hand it to you Y/N , your self control is incredible.” Kai said laying next to her , turning to the side whispering in her ear. “It’s driving me insane… you are driving me insane.”
Y/N turned her head towards him finding him closer than she had expected. Her eyes met his , the change in them more visible now - they were a darker shade of blue , filled with lust and desire. Her hand caressed his cheek for a moment , before she pulled away and got up from the bed.
Kai got up fast , vamp speed running towards her spinning her around and pinning her against the wall. He pressed his body against hers.
“Why do you keep denying your feelings for me ?” he asked , his lips hovering over hers. “Tell me.”
Y/N was very close to losing herself into Kai. His movements were only pushing her towards the limit , clouding her mind.
“Because … I … ” she said in low voice. “I haven’t …”
Kai’s eyes widened a little realising her words. Y/N had her eyes closed visibly trying to force the words out of her mouth.
“OH.” he said surprised. “Wait … w-was our kiss earlier your first kiss too?”
Silence. Kai took that as his answer. He was starting to have doubts , not because she was a virgin but because this wasn’t real - it was all in her head. Kai wanted it to be real. He put his hands on her waist , giving her a small smile and tossed her onto the bed , his lips smashing against hers.

Y/N woke up , her book in her hands sweat on her forehead. She laid back onto the bed taking a deep breath. That had been some dream and part of her wished it had been real the other was glad it hadn’t been and her secret is going to stay a secret.
Kai stood in the corner of her room , cloaked , looking at her smile at the dream she had awoken from. He was going to do things differently , no matter how much he wanted her right in that moment , he was going to take things slow and wait for her until she was ready and all the walls she had build around herself disappeared.

MASTERLIST March / April 2017
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I just had a thought… (I don’t know if anyone has discussed this before): Why did they exchange embarrassed facial expressions when this was all in Sherlock’s mind?

This makes me think that maybe John has said something in the past (off-screen) along the lines of “man to man”, and they were both too scared to continue; or that Sherlock is aware of John’s feelings for him and so rejects him.

Please feel free to add anything to this.

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Theirs was the love that was meant to be, but wasn’t meant to last.