im. sorry i just. i dont remember my trauma. i dont remember any of it and i dont remember anythign and im a system im . i think but. i dont know my ftarauma i dont know why hteres just a . blank everywhere. im a system but. am i real am i a system am i fake because. i dont know my trauma at all and im scared ive been faking this whole time
not remembering trauma is different from completely not having trauma. a lot of my trauma i don’t remember, bc thats the nature of repression.
if you have suspicions about trauma, and are curious about what had happened, you can find a psychologist to help you with that. however, just know that your repression happened for a reason, and what you might remember may hurt you and scare you.