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It´s 07:08 am here and I haven´t slept yet, but: Enjoy.

anonymous asked:

can you write the first time daryl called jesus paul

“Fuck.”

Paul couldn’t help but laugh, a small thing, coming from him.  It was almost breathless as it fell out of his mouth. He was too tired to give anything more to it. 

Currently, he lay underneath Daryl  Dixon, who was struggling to hover over Paul as he rode out the last few seconds of his climax. Presumably, Daryl didn’t want to crush Paul and collapse. Paul’s legs were shaking with exhilaration, wrapped tightly around Daryl’s hips, and it was quite the effort for both of them to undo themselves from the other. 

Daryl turned over and lay on his back, not touching Paul. That was pretty routine. It was how these things went. Daryl would come into Paul’s trailer at night, capture his lips in a kiss, and everything that had happened during the day would fall away. Daryl was always on top.  Daryl never took his shirt off. Daryl barely spoke. They usually exchanged good-natured conversation afterward–they would talk about the days to come, or sometimes, if Paul really worked Daryl enough in bed, and the archer was feeling a little more at ease, Paul would get Daryl to talk about anything really. It came and went, their conversations, but Paul realized he could get a lot more out of Daryl in the day than at night after something so intimate. 

Paul didn’t really know what they were to each other. They spent nearly every day together, going on runs, taking watch, eating dinner with Rick and Michonne. When they were alone in the woods or in the car, Paul would test Daryl’s patience with him, but Daryl kept surprising him. Daryl allowed Paul to give him casual touches alone, a hand on a knee, a bump of shoulders, a hand ghosting over another. Once even, Paul had kissed him on the cheek. Daryl had called him an asshole, but it was said while he was biting the inside of his cheek, trying to hide a grin. 

Paul really, really liked him. 

This was the seventh time they had slept together, and he was not sure as to whether or not he should put a stop to this. He was falling, falling deep, and he was losing himself to this man. Every time they kissed, Paul felt pieces of himself come undone, and soon there would be nothing left of him. 

Paul breathed in, nerves fluttering in his chest. He was staring hard at his ceiling. “Daryl, I–”

“Paul.”

Paul?

Paul snapped his gaze over to Daryl, turning on his side so he could look at Daryl. Daryl wasn’t looking at him. One arm was on his chest, and his expression, from his profile at least, looking a little concerning. He was contemplative, like he had tasted the word in his mouth and wasn’t sure what to make of it. 

“You never called me Paul before.” he whispered. 

Daryl sighed softly. “Yeah. I know.” he closed his eyes, and Paul didn’t say a word. He was desperate for so much more, so, so much more, but this was a line he was scared to cross. It had always been Daryl and Jesus, Jesus and  Daryl, two comrades, two people who just worked well together. 

Daryl and Paul was something different. 

Daryl opened his eyes slowly, and now he was decisive. “I…I don’t like what this is,” his voice was struggling–Daryl was trying to change his tone from his normal growl to something softer. Meanwhile, Paul was trying to pre-mend his upcoming broken heart. This was not the start of a sentence that he wanted to hear. 

“Daryl, it’s fine, I can-”

“Ya know,” Daryl snapped, and then he shook his head. “For once would you just shut up?” but he struggled once more, trying to keep his tone light. Daryl seemed to resolve something and turned on his profile, Paul trying to steady his heartbeat. They were both lying on their sides now, blue eyes staring into blue eyes. 

Daryl moved closer, and their noses bumped. Paul couldn’t help but grin. Daryl tentatively, grabbed Paul’s’ hand in his, as though it was a new and foreign concept to him and raised it to his face, settling it there. Daryl’s eyes closed, the tension in his shoulders was gone, and he exhaled, like Paul’s touch was curing him. 

Paul’s heart broke. The moonlight came in from the windows and stretched across Daryl, highlighting his features. He looked so serene, so innocent, like he bore no scars and committed no sins. 

“I want…” Daryl paused to open his eyes. He kept his hand over Paul’s. “I want somethin’ different now, with you. Not just this.” 

Paul was shocked. He knew he looked it too, he couldn’t help himself. “You want to be boyfriends?” he blurted out, his voice coming out high and breaking the tension in the room. 

Daryl flicked Paul on the forehead for nearly yelling in his face. “Yeah, ya shithead.” he said adoringly, and Paul would not forget the way Daryl’s lips curled into a smile, or how he moved their hands down to his lips so he could kiss them. Paul wanted to cry. 

“I…” Paul smiled. “I would like that.” he moved closer, crushing their hands together and kissing each of Daryl’s cheeks. “Jesus, I would love that.”

You’re Jesus.” Daryl whispered, correcting him. 

“No.” Paul whispered back, closing his eyes and brushing his lips over Daryl’s. A happiness that he never thought he could have again filled him. “I’m Paul.”

anonymous asked:

Hey I love the space in between!! I just wanted to know if you have an idea of when you're gonna update. But take your time don't worry, we'll be here waiting patiently 😊

I don’t think it’ll be up tonight, but I’m hoping for tomorrow! :) 

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I watched Sakamoto Desu Ga? and it is a really interesting anime series that I highly recommend. When I watched this anime and seen the cosplay, I was surprised by how he looks like William T. Spears and Kyoya Ootori’s love child. How is that possible? A grim reaper and a calculating high school student that equals a very muscular high school student with the cool demeanor. Also, Sakamoto has a Sebastian Michaelis vibe about him, so that is probably why I am attracted to this character. If you want a good anime series, I highly recommend Sakamoto Desk Ga? and I plan to buy the manga series which is only four volumes. I hope you find this intruging and I hope you check out this series Along with Ouran High School Host Club and Black Butler if you haven’t checked those out! Stay curious my friends! ☺😍🐱🌹❤

ok but the really funny part about the fucking….boner line (aside from EVERYTHING about that fucking line)

is that kira speaks extremely, ridiculously politely. not like, to the point where it’s odd enough to really be commented on, but he speaks like a good polite boy. to the point where he actually pronounces “Desu” like “Desu” and not “Dess”

the word he uses is “bokki”, which is the type of slang that you absolutely would not expect to hear from a guy who uses the equivalent of polite business conversation speech regularly–so if you really wanted the full effect of that line, you really gotta go with “It’s quite rude of me to say but…I got a real stiffy that day.”

【むすめん。】Blue Moon 【Kanji & Romaji Lyrics + English Translation】

ねぇ ちょっと聞いて お食事中にすみませんが
ねぇ ちょっと聞いて 大変なことに気がついたんです
僕が産まれてからたった一度も
君が世界にいない日はなかったんです

nee chotto kiite oshokuji chuu ni sumimasen ga
nee chotto kiite taihen na koto ni kigatsuitan desu
boku ga umarete kara tatta ichido mo
kimi ga sekai ni inai hi wa nakattan desu

Hey, listen to me for a while, excuse me for interrupting your meal
Hey, listen to me for a while, I came to realize something great
That is, ever since I was born,
There was not even a single time you were not in my world

What’s happened?
急に真顔でどうしたの?って
What’s happened?
思わず吹き出すから
What’s happened?
つられて一緒に笑った
けど本当の気持ちだよ

what’s happened?
kyuu ni magao de doushitano? tte
what’s happened?
omowazu fukidasu kara
what’s happened?
tsurarete issho ni waratta
kedo hontou no kimochi dayo

What’s happened?
“What’s with the sudden serious look?” you asked
What’s happened?
It’s because (you) suddenly asked me
What’s happened?
We laughed together
However, that’s how I really feel

I’m glad I met you
何年先も君と一緒に歩いてたい
I’m glad I met you
一生かけて幸せにするから
You are special to me

I’m glad I met you
nannen saki mo kimi to issho ni aruitetai
I’m glad I met you
isshou kakete shiawase ni suru kara
you are special to me

I’m glad I met you
No matter how many years pass by, I still wish to walk with you
I’m glad I met you
Because I’ll make you happy for the rest of your life
You are special to me

いつだって君は 頭を軽く撫でながら
いつだって僕を まるで子供扱いして
何なら今大人な証拠見せましょうか?
背も伸びたし苦いコーヒーも飲めるんです

itsudatte kimi wa atama wo karuku nade nagara
itsudatte boku wo maru de kodomo atsukai shite
nannara ima otona na shouko misemashou ka?
sei mo nobitashi nagai koohii mo nomerun desu

When you’re always gently caressing my hair
It’s as if I’m being treated like a child
If you like, shall I show you proof that I’m now an adult?
I’ve grown taller, and I can drink bitter coffee now, too

What’s happened?
急にぎゅって抱きしめるから
What’s happened?
ソファーに顔から倒れ込んだ
What’s happened?
また二人して笑った
このまま夜更かししよっか

what’s happened?
kyuu ni gyutte dakishimeru kara
what’s happened?
sofaa ni kao kara taorekonda
what’s happened?
mata futari shite waratta
kono mama yofukashi shiyokka

What’s happened?
(You) suddenly hugged me tightly
What’s happened?
(You) flopped onto the sofa face-first
What’s happened?
The two of us laughed once again
Shall we stay up late like this?

I’m glad I met you
数年後まさか君に恋するなんて…
I’m glad I met you
時は流れキモチを育ててく
You are special to me

I’m glad I met you
suunen maeba masaka kimi ni koi suru nante…
I’m glad I met you
toki wa nagare kimochi wo sodateteku
you’re special to me

I’m glad I met you
Who would have thought that I’ll fall in love with (you), after all these years…
I’m glad I met you
(I’m) nurturing these feelings as time flows
You are special to me

I like being with you
I like talking with you
友達の時間が長かったせいで
I like studying with you
I like leaving with you
今更好きとか照れちゃうよね
でもちゃんと口にしてよってまた
頭を撫でる君が愛しい

I like being with you
I like talking with you
tomodachi no jikan ga nagakatta sei de
I like studying with you
I like leaving with you
imasara suki toka derechau yo ne
demo chanto kuchi ni shite yotte mata
kao wo naderu kimi ga itoshii

I like being with you
I like talking with you
Because of the long time we’ve spent as friends
I like studying with you
I like leaving with you
It’s too late to be embarrassed of this love, right?
But I’ll properly say it later
(To the) lovely you who caresses (my) hair once again

Once in a blue moon
数世紀の偶然
碧く染まる満月のように
僕らは出会い
そして恋して
夜空を照らし出す

once in a blue moon
suu seiki no guuzen
aoku somaru mangetsu no you ni
bokura wa deai
soshite koi wo shite
yozora wo terashidasu

Once in a blue moon,
(The) many centuries’ coincidence
Like the full moon dyed in blue
We met each other
And fell in love
Illuminating the night sky

I’m glad I met you
何年先も君と一緒に歩いてたい
I’m glad I met you
一生かけて幸せにするから
碧い月に誓おう
You are special to me

I’m glad I met you
nannen saki mo kimi to issho ni aruitetai
I’m glad I met you
isshou kakete shiawase ni suru kara
aoi tsuki ni chikaou
you are special to me

I’m glad I met you
No matter how many years pass by, I still wish to walk with you
I’m glad I met you
Because I’ll make you happy for the rest of your life
Let’s make a vow under the blue moon
You are special to me

My Top 10 Animes of 2016

With every terrible thing that has happen this year (even me personalty) I was so happy to watch these amazing animes that helped me get through this tough year.

1. YURI!!! On ICE

Originally posted by ergo

Originally posted by lilium

Originally posted by sakurapetal-s

2. Kiss Him Not Me

Originally posted by shiiemis

Originally posted by kirei-na-jinsei

Originally posted by level-upper

3. Orange

Originally posted by sawtsuki

4. Sakamoto desu ga?

Originally posted by ridiculouslyadorabl3

5. Kiznaiver

Originally posted by taitetsu

6. Love Live!! Sunshine!

Originally posted by nicotachi

7. Uta no Prince sama Maji Love Legend Star

Originally posted by jinguuji-san

8. Amaama to Inazuma

Originally posted by yuuris

9. Prince of Stride

Originally posted by darkgreenmeadow

10. Servamp

Originally posted by thewomanintheshoppe

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

and I can’t wait for Winter 2017 season animes

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Let 2016 be remembered as the gayest year in anime history.

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Disclaimer: I recognize some of these are much better and more sensitively written than others (some may even be considered queerbaiting depending on who you ask), but I still feel it’s important to include them as they still represent a gradual progressive change within the industry. I tried to avoid including anything too overtly offensive. Also, Gakuen Handsome is mostly there for the lolz.)


Edit: I see that a lot of people are treating this as a recommendation list, so I thought it’d be useful to provide notes and warnings on the LGBT content in each show (as some are definitely better than others). Enjoy.