destroying-myself

Every time I see someone post on Facebook some shitty fat shaming post about how being fat isn’t healthy I get so FUCKING TRIGGERED. I wanna tear my skin off & apart right now. I want to dig into the deepest parts of myself and destroy myself and pull out all of this bad inside me. I am a good person. A strong, healthy, luminous, intelligent person and still I will be made to feel worthless and not good enough until the day I die because I am not a thin woman. What is the point. What a fucked world this is.