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This is a fic about about Seven Different Universes Where Steve Rogers Put His Hand on the Tesseract and Asked, In A Moment of Rage and Despair and Weakness, for Bucky Barnes to Remember Which is to Say, GOD I WANT ALL THE AWFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD.

Basically, this is not a fic about fluffy unicorn puppy cuddles.  The first universe involves suicide.  Things proceed from there.  

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