talk to me? please? send me happy things or porn or anything. I dont care. please. I just need a distraction. I know I’m pathetic and I ask for connections and for people to talk to me a lot, and I’m sorry about that. I just want to be part of a community here, I want to feel like I matter and I want to feel it genuinely. And right now I just want a distraction from hating myself and my life and everything. Please.