“I'm never gonna leave you I never gonna leave Holdin' on, ten years gone.”

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— artwork for chapter 8 of “Parachutes”, by @captainironnerd 💙✨

bottles n such

— for what it’s worth worth i’ll never stop loving you even in tragedy | letters of a lost love.//t.c

Angel baby, angel dad n regular dad 👨‍👨‍👦

✨help me towards my goal✨

OFMD is so important to me, because queer baiting is actually so upsetting. I was Sort Of On The Internet two years ago, and so of course I heard that destiel was canon. But when I went to watch supernatural, I found out that it wasn’t reciprocated, that they didn’t even kiss?!? I actually cried with frustration and anger. A gay story didn’t even get to start, because Castiel was killed like two seconds later.

But OFMD exemplifies that queer stories are important and need and deserve to be told. Ayway watch OFMD it healed something inside of me

Castiel loves Dean.

He knows this to be true.

The drill whirs.

Castiel loves—

Who?

⁂

The facsimile comes toward him, green eyes vacant. The figure is familiar. Something stirs in Castiel's chest. He tightens his grip on the blade in his hand.

The shape speaks, "Cas," and he becomes a person, becomes Dean.

Castiel drops the blade.

⁂

The drill whirs.

But Castiel loves. Castiel loves. He knows this to be true.

But who?

⁂

This fifteenth facsimile has more light in his eyes, the smirk on his lips familiar, his walk bowlegged and beloved. Castiel does not defend himself when the clone of Dean rushes at him.

He falls to his knees instead.

⁂

The drill whirs.

Castiel screams.

But he still loves. He still loves. It is who he is; no one can take that from him.

cas left a mark on dean’s soul with the handprint and dean left a mark on cas’ heart with love

rewatching the queer vampire show to help distract you from the queer pirate show that helped distract you from the bi hunter/gay angel show

Happy Easter. Posting one of my favourite Cas drawings. Halo

the kiss had been an accident; a late night fumble of lips and hushed breath as the movie drew to a close. dean hadn’t meant to do it… or maybe he had. it was just too tempting, and cas was right there and dean just couldn’t resist.

it had been gentle and slow, just the brush of lips against each other as dean traced the shape of cas’ mouth and cas pushed closer towards dean.

and then cas had pulled back, startled, stuttering out some ridiculous excuse about checking on the laundry, and then he bolted from the room.

the moment left dean stunned; bringing his fingers to his lips in shock as he grazed over the place cas’ lips had touched just seconds before. the kiss had been so quick that it almost felt like it hadn’t even happened. and for a moment, dean thought he’d dreamed the whole thing, until he felt a shivering tingle across his lips; the same way he felt cas’ grace whenever the angel healed him.

oh.

the kiss was real.

it left dean feeling dazed and dizzy as he made his way back to his room. he thought the feeling would fade, but as he flopped down onto his bed he swore he could still taste cas on his lips. minutes ticked by, and that sensation of cas’ lips against his lingered; a taste of warm summer breeze and a hint of sweetness crackling with energy. it was addicting and dean was insatiable. he wanted more; wanted to chase cas’ mouth into another kiss and another, until all he could taste was cas.

when the thoughts felt like they were consuming dean, he stumbled out of his room in search of the angel. but he didn’t have to go far. cas was in the hallway right outside of dean’s room, leaning against the wall with an expression of longing etched into his face. when their eyes locked, dean reached out as cas leaned forward towards him.

“dean, i’m-” cas started to say.

“don’t pull away this time,” dean quickly said as he pulled cas closer.

“i won’t,” cas said, words ghosting against dean’s mouth as their lips slotted together in another kiss.

this time, it wasn’t just a hint of grace that dean could feel and taste on his lips, it was an overwhelming torrent and dean couldn’t get enough. as dean deepened the kiss, he felt cas’ arms slip around his neck and his grace sparked warmly against dean’s mouth. one kiss blended into two and then three, and when dean broke the kiss, absolutely breathless, cas was utterly beaming at him.

“you’re the one who pulled away,” cas pointed out a moment later, a smile on his face as he shared dean’s breath.

“whatcha gonna do about it?” dean said, wrapping a hand around cas’ tie and tugging him closer.

cas’ only response was to chase dean into another kiss.

(( @jactingjoices ))

Song: Foundation - Bronson

Person B: Would you kiss the most beautiful person in the world for $2000 or me for $20?

Person A, kissing Person B passionately: You're the most beautiful person in the world, sweetheart.

Person B: *Blushes*

Person A: Now, give me my $2020.

as you can see…sucking and fucking will occur

You need love

From someone you loved

You and I know the way

(You got your eyes on)

"Eyes On Me" by Radio Company

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Well guys, I'm here.

A little nervous? Of course, like every time I did this…

I finished this edit a few minutes ago… it feels cute and special and it's the first one I've shared with u in a long time, so please be nice with this girl hahaha.

I hope you like it, I really enjoyed doing it!

More editions soon… I accept suggestions of pics or things like that.

I leave my networks in case you want to follow me on any of them!

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AO3:

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All the love! xoxo

see ya! ♥

At some point post mixtape dean and cas watch high fidelity together and dean to his own horror realises the movie spends a lot of time going into the romantic connotations of mixtapes and cas’s frown grows deeper and deeper and dean’s hands sweatier and sweatier and then the movie finishes and they both don’t discuss ANYTHING about it but go to their respective beds and dean lies awake worrying about it to eventually get up at four in the morning and on his way to the kitchen behind cas’s bedroom door he hears the faint sounds of led zeppelin music

Dean and Castiel: Gentle Blasphemy

taglist and transcript undercut

So I’m watching tonight’s episode of Walker

Only bc Jensen directed it, and apparently there’s “a bunch of Supernatural Easter Eggs”? I’ve only seen 3…

J*red with a sock monkey. Harkens back to Misha with his sock monkey hat and t-shirt. This one is kind of a stretch:

Kansas singing Carry On My Wayward Son, SPN’s unofficial anthem:

A room with the name Novak on the plaque:

Seems to me this was Jensen paying homage to Misha and Cas.

Honestly, the plot was lackluster, the acting was mediocre like always, and it was soooo boring (true for Walker in general). Jensen must’ve been so bored— and on his birthday too. Poor dude.

And this new Cassie character is the most annoying person in the world. I really don’t understand the appeal of Walker. I watched most of the first season but couldn’t even make it to the end, it was just too bad.

Huevember day 3 redraw

Comparison here

Ignite your bones

Castiel/Dean Winchester, multi-chapter, WIP, rated E, MCD

“The whole Cain-and-Abel thing,” Dean blusters. “Us dead. Whatever. I'll kill Sam. Sam will kill me. We'll kill each other. Okay? You pick. But, first, you gotta put everything back the way it was,” Dean continues, and this, this is why he’s Chuck’s favourite. Even at his lowest, he’s still making demands. “The people, the birds, Cas. You gotta bring him back.”

Even at his lowest, Dean still lets himself hope for something.

It’s fascinating.

“We're surrendering,” Sam finishes their little speech. “We're giving up.”

Chuck nods, as if he’s thinking it over.

But the eager glint in his eyes gives him away.

“Okay. Dean, kill Sam.”

Hello, here it is, the Dean-kills-Sam in 15x19 fic. Initially inspired by this post by @switch1975

Chuck takes the Winchesters up on their offer in 15x19. Then Dean, Cas, and Jack need to deal with the fallout for their relationships. It gets worse before it gets better.

Thanks to @restlesshush for hashing out some ideas with me.

Tagging anyone who expressed an interest in this when I've posted about it previously. Let me know if you want to be added or taken off.