desidino

I didnt realize I really had an eating disorder when I cried because my mom said my tummy was too pudgy.

I didnt realize I had an eating disorder when I stayed up all night working out in my room and researching new work outs.

I didn’t realize I had an eating disorder when I cut myself because my hips arent curvy and because I have lines on my stomach from sitting down.

I didnt realize I had an eating disorder when I used Cassie’s method of distraction from the series Skins UK.

I didnt realize I had an eating disorder when I threw away my food.

I didnt realize I had an eating disorder when I filled up my calorie intake notebook.

I didn’t realize I had an eating disorder when i was wearing corsets to make myself feel smaller.

Killing and hurting my body isnt what made me realize I had an eating disorder.
I realized I had an eating disorder when the most important person to me BEGGED me to eat. Seeing that i was hurting someone I loved more than anything by hurting myself is what made me realize I had an eating disorder.

So just remember that when you feel worthless, and you want to kill yourself, starve yourself, or harm yourself, you’re hurting those who DO love you. You ARE loved. Even if you dont see it, I promise you that you’re loved.

—  (via desidino)

Hey followers!
By the way, im doing a shoot for a salon and they changed my hair for it. I myself hate it but everyone else seems to like it. Meh! But be excited for whats to come from the shoot! (: